i shook my head left and right.
ânot funny.â
ââ¦â
âand where did you hear that? that i like funny men.â
sylvie, who had been talking confidently just now, suddenly turned around like a person who had something to do, or like a dog.
âah, i just remembered something i had to do.â
ââ¦youâre not following me secretly, are you?â
ânot everyday!â
ââ¦what?â
i glanced at sylvie, only blinking at the unexpected answer. there was a terrible silence in the room.
sylvie was more perplexed than me, who was also perplexed.
silence came, as if it stopped. after a while, sylvie moved.
âanyway⦠i didnât follow you secretly.â
for a long time, i stroked my chin with the sound of grunting for a long time, and sylvie came to me again.
âthe truth is my human form is pretty cool, too.â
âhuh? human form? wow, can you turn into a human?â
âthereâs nothing i canât do. i am a wolf.â
âthen try to change.â
i stared at sylvie, who raised his long snout high in the sky.
âwell, thatâs⦠uh, as an adultâ¦â
âhuh? an adult?â
ââ¦anyway, iâll show you later.â
âhave you never changed?â
seeing this, it seemed that sylvie canât lie. i saw him flinch, as if i hit the nail on the head.
âthatâs right. sylvie, youâll never change since you think youâre good-looking?â
ââ¦no! just looking at me, i am handsome!â
âmore like cute.â
when i first saw sylvie, i thought he was cool, but after that, heâs a cute dog.
âbut sylvie, you have fur sticking in your eyes. should i cut your hair?â
i smiled brightly and looked at sylvie.
ââ¦this silver fur is the pride of a wolf, so no.â
âyouâre not a wolf, youâre a dog. um⦠but why did your bangs get so long?â
ââ¦the fur doesnât matter when weâre wolves.â
sylvie, who was dissatisfied, tried to touch his fur with his short arms, but it was impossible to touch. seeing that, i made an âahâ sound then ran to the dressing table.
âiâll tie it up with a rubber band so it wonât hurt your eyes!â
âwhat! youâd do this to a silver wolf?â
âjust a rubber band!â
as if i could never do that, sylvie tried to run away but i held him firmly with my legs. with a rubber band, the long part of his hair was tied together.
this was how my mom used to tie my hair with a rubber band.
âoh, itâs pretty!â
âthis! i knew you were going to do this!â
sylvie trembled in his cutely tied bangs, but the tight rubber band couldnât be loosened that much.
âhow dare⦠how dare⦠to do such a thing to a silver wolf!â
âwhy? youâre cute.â
âcute⦠to me⦠youâre the first girl to do this to me. my heart just beats badly.â
âare you upset?â
but sylvie, who had been talking all this time, ran out of the room like that.
âs-sylvie?â
âiâm going!â
he went out just like that, who was muttering alone saying that it was his first time.
i rushed to the window where sylvie had gone out. however, the silver wolf, who was annoyed and didnât like it, disappeared towards the forest.
sylvieâs footsteps seemed especially light. in addition, sylvie was shaking his white head from side to side. i thought he was trying to untie the rubber band, but i didnât think so.
while watching sylvie like that, i moved back to bed.
eventually, i fell asleep while staying close to my mom that day.
i thought i was all better, but it was the next morning that i woke up because i fell asleep and was not fully recovered.
âoh myâ¦! itâs the day we go to the imperial palace.â
i felt like iâm suddenly in the dark.
i jumped out of my seat and looked out the window. beyond the window, the world was dark as if the sun had not yet risen.
âha⦠itâs like my future.â
i really didnât expect this day to come. i never thought iâd go back to the palace.
i pretended to be okay in front of my dad, but my hands trembled when i thought about it.
âbut i canât stop here. dad will protect me. and i can protect him, especially if itâs for mom.â
i closed the open window and approached my mom in bed.
then i rolled over to her side and clung to my mom. my momâs body was warm, as if to let me know she was alive.
however, it felt like my momâs breath was fading away, perhaps because she listened to my dadâs words.
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