He didnât move from that spot for a long time. As I organized my presents, I approached him and tapped the Grand Dukeâs leg.
âDad.â
ââ¦Oh? Did you call?â
âYes, I called. Youâre acting weird, Daddy.â
âAm I the weird one?â
He tilted his head as if he didnât know what expression he was making.
âYeah. Itâs really weird. Iâm not a dad, so I donât know what youâre thinking⦠but I can feel that you care for Harris a lot.â
As if I was not wrong, he mumbled for a while and smiled awkwardly.
âDid you see that?â
âYeah, I saw it. Dad, did you do that on purpose even though you knew what Harris was thinking?â
He smiled awkwardly as if he didnât understand what I was saying.â
âWell.â
âYou actually donât believe it. Iâm the real daughter of the Grand Duke. If you really believed it, I wouldnât say that you would check it when the results were obvious.â
He stroked his chin and looked at me. It was when his big hand stroked my head.
âI see.â
âYeah. You seemed to be doing that to Harris on purpose. Do you think Harris is fake? Then why do you keep leaving her there?â
At the words, he sat down. At the same time, he spat out a smile that I had never seen before.
âItâs a good lie⦠that I want to tell myself.â
âItâs a lie, but thereâs no good lie.â
âThatâs right. Thereâs no such thing as a good lie. Lies are all lies.â
Why did he have such a sad expression?
Itâs like the expression my mother saw every time she looked at me. Somehow, my heart sank, so I held his hand and dragged him.
âBebe?â
The destination was a chair.
Perhaps because he was surprised by my unexpected behavior, he followed me very timidly.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â
âSit down.â
âHuh?â
âIâll listen to your concerns, whether itâs a good lie or anything.â
The Grand Duke, who mumbled at the words, smiled and sat on the chair.
âAre you going to listen to my concerns?â
âYes. Instead, letâs help me clean up here.â
âHere? You can ask the knights.â
I scratched my head and looked at him awkwardly.
âI know⦠Youâre going to suffer twice as much because of Harris. And⦠itâs my first time receiving a gift, so help me sort them.â
âHuh?â
âItâs because I donât knowâ¦â
While mumbling, I pouted toward the Grand Duke.
âI received it, but what kind of gift can I accept? But itâs not like Iâm asking for this!â
I hurriedly waved my hands in case he misunderstood.
âOkay.â
âAhem. Then tell me. Iâll listen to Dadâs worries. Iâm pretty good at counseling!â
Shrugged his shoulders and pulled his chin out. Sitting on a chair and looking at me as if I was enjoying it, the Grand Duke looked around.
Then Theo and the knights quickly left the room. The Grand Duke sighed.
âYou are only helping yourself if I say these things.â
âThereâs nothing to laugh about. Everyone has concerns!â
This was because my mom always had a lot of worries. I nodded at him.
âShould I call it a concern?â
âThere must be a reason to tell a good lie. And every time I say that, my dadâs face gets stiff. There must be something you want to say, right? Tell me.â
After a long consideration, he nodded.
âYeah. A good lie⦠you asked about keeping Harris here.â
âYes!â
âThatâs for the kids.â
âHuh?â
At his unexpected words, I tilted my head.
âFor the kidsâ¦â
âWhen it comes to children.â
âFor the three children, Astor, Lexit, and Allen.â
âAhâ¦â
âIâm sure you heard about Grand Duchess Ellinson through Cecilia, right?â
Whether he was willing to talk now, the Grand Duke slowly opened his mouth when I nodded.
âAfter she passed away so much, all three children began to be hurt, saying they were all to blame. Itâs not anyoneâs fault, but the children have changed like the people who should think so.â
ââ¦Oh, I see.â
âFrom a child who said he wanted to go on a picnic to a child who said he was with his mother until the end, everyone endured until Ellison was found dead. Butâ¦â
The Grand Duke mumbled towards the end of his speech. His voice was trembling more than usual, and he looked weaker than he had ever been seen before.
âAfter being discovered⦠the childrenâs condition got worse. They thought that the youngest sibling, who had never seen his face, died because of them. I was helpless, too. I was a father who could protect neither his wife nor his children.â
With his head down, his head shook slightly.
He always looked strong, but he thought it was not good because he was kind to his children and did not need useless children.
âI seeâ¦â
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