It was then that my motherâs abrupt words came out.
âMom?â
âBecause I canât be here for no reason. Itâs okay to use me.â
She was like my old mother. She was not the mother who couldnât say a word because she was tamed by violence.
âDo you know what that means?â
âIt feels like my daughter is doing something at her own pace, and thereâs nothing I canât do.â
The image of a docile mother disappeared everywhere.
âIs it okay? This is the Grand Duchy.â
âAre you saying that Iâm not good enough because itâs the Grand Duchy?â
At my motherâs words, the Grand Duke hurriedly waved his hands.
âNo way. I donât mean it at all.â
Iâve seen this somewhere.
It was similar to what men do to their lovers who have done great wrongs in books; a pale face, a head that shook dozens of times in a minute, and even his hand.
âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means it could be dangerous.â
âMy life itself has always been dangerous, so donât worry. Iâm confident in protecting myself.â
ââ¦I always thought that Bebe resembled someone so proud, and I think sheâs just like you.â
âBecause we are a mother and daughter. Bebe is my daughter.â
Somehow, it felt like my motherâs voice was filled with strength.
âYes, sheâs your daughterâ¦â
However, the Grand Duke mumbled towards the end of his speech. Then he smacked his lips as if he had something to say.
âJust in case.â
âYes.â
âWhere did we meet?â
âNo idea.â
ââ¦Do you have any ties with anyone?â
âI donât have any.â
âYouâre firm.â
I didnât know what I expected, but the Grand Dukeâs lips drooped.
âBut my mom said it as if she knew something about the Grand Dukeâ¦â
However, my mother strongly rejected the Grand Duke.
âYes.â
âRight⦠Anyway, Iâd appreciate it if you could take care of me for a moment as the next Grand Duchess. Otherwise, youâll attract unwanted people.â
âI thought you would have a lot of power just because youâre the Grand Duke, but I guess not.â
âHmm. Iâm going to be strong from now on.â
âIâll look forward to it. Please protect my daughter and I.â
In a friendly voice, my mother smiled at him. Only then did Grand Dukeâs face slowly warm up.
âThatâs a confident request from you. Donât worry. I keep what Iâm determined to protect.â
My motherâs eyes, which had no expression all the time, creased gently.
âIf you feel that way, feel free to use me.â
The Grand Duke nodded belatedly as he looked at my mother and spoke in a firm voice.
âOkay. Anyway⦠youâve said everything you want to say, so you two should finish your meal. Iâll excuse myself now.â
âVery well, goodbye.â
He waved his hand without hesitation, and the Grand Duke mumbled slightly and turned around to leave.
His mother looked at him for a long time until the door opened and closed.
âMom, letâs eat now.â
âAre you hungry?â
âTodayâs been crazy.â
âOh, yeah. Thatâs right.â
As if she had finally come to her senses, my mother got up from her seat and struggled to come to the table.
After that, no one came into the room until the end of meal time.
Just looking at the food in front of my eyes, my mother occasionally had a sad expression.
How much time had passed?
After a very long time, Cecilia came inside after my mom and I finished our meal.
She called others to organize the table and bowed to my mother.
âIâm introducing myself again because I donât think I said my name properly. I am Cecilia, Bebeâs nanny.â
âI heard from Bebe. You have helped her a lot.â
âI didnât do anything. She was so brave that she overcame it well alone.â
ââ¦Thank you.â
âItâs nothing.â
There was an awkward silence between the two.
âThey are very similar.â
Was it because they cared about me for no reason? Or was it because of the soft gaze? I looked at the two and jumped up from my seat.
âIâm going to rest today. Mom, I think today has been too much.â
âYeah. I should. Iâm going to rest now.â
Only then did my mother get up from her seat and walk to bed. My motherâs steps were much better than before because she moved a few times today.
Thanks to this, I arrived in bed alone, although it was slow without someoneâs help.
âThen Iâll turn on the fireplace and leave.â
âYes.â
I lied down next to my mother, who was already in bed.
Today, I wanted to be lazy like this, so I dug into the blanket. My mother, who laid in bed first, naturally hugged me.
My mom moved as she hugged me.
âNice.â
âDo you like it?â
âYeah. I love it.â
âMommy⦠likes it too.â
Meanwhile, Cecilia left the room. There was only the breathing of the two of us in the room.
The regular breathing sounds as cozy as if it were a lullaby.
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