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Hey lovelieeeesss! I'm back with another book!!!! Yay!!! It's a spin off to IASWAD but can be read as a stand alone.

Anyways...so you all know the basics...don't copy my book and all and all the media or pictures in this book does not belong to me.

This book is nothing but figment of my imagination, so anything and everything that might've happened to you or the names in this book is somehow related to you, it's all coincidental because I have no idea who in the world you guys are but I still love you guys for being amazing people!

Okayyyy, what else...Oh right!

I broke up with Hate Comments ages ago so please do not bring her up in this book. (Hate Comments? sorry, don't know her)

Disclaimer: This book is inspired by I Was The Fat Girl by @siren321 . You guys should definitely check her book which is amazing and I love it.

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-xoxo Lili-

Song: So Am I by Ava Max

Liliana's POV

I walked down the hallway hugging myself feeling insecure as always.

I hear a lot of snickers from the people around me. I reached my locker but unfortunately the Queen Bee aka my personal bully had her locker right next to mine.

As usual she was making out with Mike, her boyfriend who also bullies me.

I quietly open my locker hoping not to disturb them so she won't notice me but as usual luck wasn't on my side.

She looked at me and smirked.

"Oh look what the cat dragged in." She said.

Unfortunately, you.

I just kept quiet and looked at the floor.

She slapped me and pushed me, making me fall and land on my butt.

Ow.

And you see this is my life everyday. Abused physically and mentally.

They start spitting bad words at me and kicking me wherever they can.

The bell rang signalling 5 minutes before class begins and everyone rushes to their class.

A girl with braces and two long pony tails crouch down to my level and helps me pick up my books which I dropped earlier.

I sniffled a little and she looks at me sadly.

"I'm Heather!" She says enthusiastically.

I smiled.

We're gonna get along just fine.

I wake up with sweat all over me. That was my first memory of me and Heather.

But she betrayed me. She turned her back against me and started bullying me too.

Taylor, the former queen bee is competing with Heather at who gets to be the Queen Bee.

Childish.

Anyways, I haven't properly introduced myself. Well my name is Liliana but don't call me Ana. I prefer being called Lili or Lilian or just my name. I'm 15 and I live in California. I'm a nerd and constantly in pain. Okay that's all, not much to know about me anyway.

Oh I also have a little brother who is 3 years old and an older brother who is a year older than me and my parents are madly in love and rich.

No, I'm not a spoiled brat. I sometimes earn my own money by helping out in my dad's company.

My dad is a CEO and owns a lot of other companies. My mum owns a five star restaurant too. So yeah, I guess we're loaded right?

But sadly, I didn't inherit my mum's beauty. It's either that or I just don't know how to dress up.

After a while, I decide to get out of bed and actually get ready for school.

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After I'm done I greet my loving family.

"But mommy I want ice cream and chocolate for breakfast!" Kyle says. No, Kyle is not the 5 year old brother. He is the 16 year old brother. Unbelievable right? Even Oggy is more mature than him.

"Ky ky you can't have that for breakfast!" Oggy butts in. See what I mean? "Only I can. You're too big for that." Never mind, screw that.

Kyle huffs and crosses his arms. My mum just shakes her head at the two and I smile at them.

"Mum, I'm leaving now! Bye! Love you!" I say and kiss her cheek, then do the same to my dad.

"Wait, wait, wait. What did I say about walking to school? It's dangerous. We have more than enough cars and drivers to drive you to school." My mum blabs on and on about safety.

"But mum I really like walking!" I say. I actually do like walking. I get to think properly and clear my mind when I walk.

"And I like you not being held hostage." My mum retorts. I restrain an eye roll because if I didn't she'd definitely whoop my ass.

"Fine." I say.

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"Eric? Could you please drop me off a little far away from school?" I say.

"Of course, Miss." Eric, my family's driver says.

Eric pulls over near the street and I hop out.

"Thanks, Eric! Bye!" I say and wave. He waves back and says bye to me too.

I walk for about 3 minutes and I step into the school compound.

And as usual, everyone gives me judgemental looks and snickers.

I walk through the hallways to keep the books I won't be needing for first period but the Heather and the minions, decide to make my life a living hell. But this time someone else is standing next to her.

My one and only crush. Mason Carter.

"Heather, please don't-" She didn't even let me finish before smacking her lips onto Mason's.

Only she knew about my crush.

I blink back the tears in my eyes.

"He's mine so back off you pathetic bitch." She spits in my face and walks away leaving her minions to 'take care' of me.

I feel a blow go to my stomach and I fall backwards.

A bunch of kids start kicking me, punching throwing whatever they can on me and I hold in my cries.

I just wanted to burst into tears but I had to stay strong. I won't let them get what they want.

At times like these I wonder where the teachers are. They give us all kinds of lectures about bullying and stuff but when one occurs they act like they don't know anything.

You must be wondering how is my brother totally unaware of this situation or probably doesn't care. Well, he doesn't know. He goes to a private school so he is completely unaware of this.

After they were done, I lay on the ground almost close to death. They've over done it this time. I can't handle this anymore.

I need a break from everything.

I leave my books on the floor and get up.

I ignore the pain coming from every part of my body when I walk.

I take my phone and purse then take out my painkillers from my purse and swallow it.

Don't ask why I have painkillers. I'm pretty sure you know why.

After the painkillers start to kick in, I literally ran out of the school. Hoping I'd never come back again.

I ran and ran as fast as I could with the wind messing up my hair and tears streaming down my face and disappearing into the air.

I arrive at my house and when I enter, thankfully no one is home.

I run up to my room and shut the door close.

I pack all my clothes and stuff.

In the end I have about 2 bags only. I only bring some of my clothes and leave the rest.

1 bag contains my clothes and undergarments and the other is my electronics and stuff.

I went to my desk and took out a piece of paper.

You're probably thinking that I'm obviously going to write a heart touching and sad story about my bullying and how I feel everyone hated me and how often I get nightmares because of the hate I get for absolutely no reason.

Well, I'm not.

"Dear mom, dad and other family members,

I am hopping on a flight to England to get away from things for a while. I'll just text one of you guys the details when I arrive there, so buh-bye L.A.!

-Xoxo Lili"

Done.

After that was done, I called a cab to go to the airport.

I took one last glance at my house before entering the cab.

"Until, next time." I whispered to myself.

Or better yet, never.

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A/n: *breaths in, breaths out*

So here's the first chapter!!!! Give me your thoughts in the comments!