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Riley took Cami's hand and kissed it. Leaving Cami blushing

Then he moved forward and leaned his face to approach Cami's hear

"Is it your weak spot?~" he grinned

He then touched the red ear and caressed it

His hand placed itself on Cami's cheek, caressing it

'T-this is dangerous!!' Cami thought blushing from head to toes not being able to even move a single part of his body

Riley distant himself from Cami still with his hand caressing Cami's cheek

His half-closed eyes were looking straight at Cami's red face particularly his eyes. As if his eyes were the night sky with full of stars and color you could watch for hours due to its beauty.

Cami ,finally able to move, directed his eyes to Riley's eyes and the moment the two looked at each other eyes, it's as if the time stopped and they were the only people in the entire space.

Slowly they moved toward each other, approaching each other face dangerously. And then their lips took contact while the two of them closed their eyes.

'Ah!!!shit!!' Cami opened his eyes to finally discovering that it was all a dream

He wanted to cry

Why couldn't it be real?? It felt so real tho!!?

Cami passed his thumb on his soft lips and threw his head backwards looking at his ceiling.

It was without a doubt, he was in love. He took a pillow and hid his face on it while making these little noise of a happy but embarrassed person.

It was Saturday today so he wouldn't have the chance to see him.

He let out a sad sight before getting up for real.

Still with a sweet but bitter smile

'We live in a old time, could a guy loving a guy be accepted? Probably not... and what if Riley found him disgusting? He would leave him, his biggest source of happiness disappearing to leave a big scar? No he didn't want that. And even if he would accept it wouldn't it put them in a awkward position? And even if they were a couple... what would they do differently from now? And I don't even know who he really is. I know he is probably someone really important cause he don't want to talk about it with me. But... it make me a little bit hurt, he knows a lot about me but I don't know that much about his life. I just know what kind of person he is and that's what I'm in love with but what appart of that? Could his position even allow him to be with another man? And what if he's already promised with another one?'

His happy dream easily turned into a sad one because of all these intrusive thoughts. He was of the over-thinking type.

He hit his head 'STOP thinking about that! It won't help you have a better day or anything! And anyway we're Saturday today not Valentine's Day! '

It was his way to get rid of these thoughts

Today there was nothing planned so he could do anything he wanted.

When he thinks about it...it was his first day since the day he reincarnated here, that he has a day without something planned ...

Well what could he do? The first thing that came to his mind was music

Of course he couldn't because of his family. So maybe going outside? No, completely no! He would get attacked by people just so they would have their questions answered.

Maybe for the time he thinks of something he could at least dress up.

He went to wash his face and dress himself. A tight but comfortable pant with a large shirt with big sleeves and a blue bird embroidered on it.

He could draw maybe? He didn't have any homework because he already finished them so....

He took a book and searched a blank sheet. What could he draws?

Maybe an animal? A flower? A world? Oh!

He started drawing, he started with the sketch.

'Like that..no. Oh shit I'm not able to erase completely! Oh maybe if... ok that's ok now. I think?... wait the proportions are off... oh shoot the hand are garbage. Wait should I make that type of shading? What's could be best?' After a long process of indecision and erasing, he finally finished

He had his palm covered in black but at least his drawing was good. Just with three little flowers, white with trace of silver on it, had flourished on the desk.

His drawing was a person walking in a completely abandoned city with water like ground.

It was a really pretty scenery.

But... what could he do now?

Maybe trying to find that weird place outside with full of flowers.

After that weird day. Cami had try several time to find that place but wasn't able to because he didn't remember where it was.

But it's not like he had something else to do and it was a good place to pass the time. It felt as if he was really at his place when he went there.

He left his room and head to the stairs. Nobody was in view so he decided to go down the stairs.

It was 10 am so nobody was supposed to be in the eating room but he heard something from here.

Who could it be? His 'family' were in their room or were practicing and it wasn't the time to eat anymore.

Slowly he approached from the big door and took a brief glance inside the room.

It was ... a cat!???

But... they didn't have any pet in this mansion??

He then entered the room without the cat noticing.

The window was open and the curtains were floating because of the wind.

It was probably by there that the cat entered. The light was lighting the room and some dust particules could be seen.

Cami approached the cat who ,now, was aware of his presence and was looking at him with tired eyes. It looked like this cat didn't have any house so he probably choose to come here to sleep.

But could a cat live here? Could his father accept to have a cat here? Probably not...

Cami approached the cat and sit on a chair close to the table.

The cat lying on the middle of the table stood up and started to walk toward Cami.

He was surprised because in his last life ,even if he loved animals. Animals hated him and would always just leave him when he approached them, breaking his heart each time.

But this time the cat approached him by its own will. Then he stopped when he was just in front of Cami and decide to sleep here.

Reluctantly Cami approached his hands and started to caress him.

The cat's fur was so soft and fluffy. The cat was purring.

Cami was fanboying over the cat while having a little stupid smile

His eye full of stars

I could even say he was in his chibi look

Maybe searching for the special place could wait for the moment...

When the cat finally fell asleep due to the incessant caress of Cami

Cami lay down his head on the table while looking at the cat horizontally

His eyes slowly closing and his mind calming down.

Cami slowly opened his eyes to find himself in this weird place. Full of flowers he tried to search. The gentle wind brushing against his skin and the view was confortable.

It was a blue sky with hardly no clouds. The light emitted by the sun wasn't blinding but you could still feel the warmth coming from the ray. Even if technically it should be far more cold in this time of the year. He didn't feel any type of coldness, he could even say he was confortable.

He felt like a little tap to his shoulder but there wasn't anyone.

A little bit worried he started to feel pain where the tap was felt

And then the air started to feel cold and colder each second. A bad feeling was coming to his mind

And he started to see flowers beside him dying. The sun was suddenly blinding and was like burning his skin while the cold air was freezing him from the party where the ray didn't touch him.

What was that? He felt little taps touching each part of his body and it felt like hands, no..more like stranger's hands. All grabbing him from everywhere and each time they were pulling his skin and pinching him like they wanted a part of his body.

Cami tried to hide and protect himself but the feeling wouldn't leave. He started running but immediately fell seeing all the flowers dead. What was happening? He tried to chase after the flowers but each time he was approaching them, they would die.

It was hurting, he was alone but he wasn't at the same time. Why why?? This feeling. He didn't like it at all but why? Why did this feeling seemed so familiar?

And suddenly Cami woke up in surprised while panting. He placed his hand on his forehead full of cold sweat. He was still in the eating room and that was all a nightmare. The cat wasn't there anymore.

He looked up to see the ceiling. And he looked at his watch. It was almost noon now. He should return to his room before his 'family' arrive here and see him.

Hello it's author...

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so SORRY!!!!!!

I am so late! It took me so much time to write this chapter!

And that's because of my lazy ass.... So sorry again! I can't believe so much people like my story even with my lazy ass... but thanks anyway!

And don't worry! If I really decide to abandoned this story I will tell you so as long as I don't tell you, it just means that #1 choice: I'm dead, #2 choice: I have a big writher block or #3 choice: I'm just late because I'm lazy!!

Hope you're no mad at me