19

I'm in my bed. I want to sleep but I can't because of this thought.

His voice and his smile is stuck in my head.

It's confortable... having a real friend who's not only there for my family's wealth. Or for the reputation of being friend with me.

Like in my past life...

He doesn't even ignore me like everybody else. And when I come see him, he's just there to greet me. And comparing to Killian, I don't feel like he is there with me just because he have to but because he really want to be with me...

I know I'm just like a kid but... it feels so good to have someone who is taking care of me as a friend with his own will.

I mean... I love being with Abele and I know that she's kind with me with her own will but... he is the only one who didn't started being with me because of duty.

I just feel like he is a true friend compared to Abele who is more like a big sister/mom...

And even if we know each other just for one week, it's as if I knew him for a long time.

Slowly, I was falling asleep.

... 4 days after...

Ahh- I'm finally in the way back to home! School today was really exhausting. And the weird boy stole a part of my lunch again!!

I thought that he was a good friend but each time I see him stealing the lunch Abele made, I just want to hit him and take back my lunch!

Well, anyway... Thursday, I got an exam in history and I had to fail on purpose some answers but I think I will have a good grade. The teachers seem to start noticing that my grades are rising. It's funny because each time they want to pick on me, the can't because my grades are still bad but not as bad as before. They all think I just unblocked a part in my head when I lost my memory and I suddenly have the urge to be good at school, it's really stupid and funny to see their expression each time they want to tell my grade in front of all the class to 'ridicule' me. But then they realize that my grades are improving drastically so they just use the excuse of not wanting to be mean by telling the worst grade in front of the class...

Some kind teachers are telling me to continue making efforts.

Technically, I'm still the worst student in school and I don't deserve to be in this school but they don't know that I make errors on purpose.

I still have to study, but because I learned almost everything in my past life, and furnished all the efforts I had too in my past life. Now it's so much easier to follow and all.

History is difficult because I don't already have the knowledge of this world but because of my fast learning ability and my good memory, it's easy for me to remember the thing I hear in class and study.

While business class, it's not really a talent of mine but I already knew the base thanks to my fathers talks , both in my past life and in this new life.

While in music I just have to suffer while faking my incompetence with a transverse flute. I really just want to completely forget about other and start playing with all my might. But I know it would cause such a big problem...

While for the martial art class, I got a good new!! Because the teacher was amazed by my aptitude with the daggers, and because he saw that I gain good skills so fast. He told me that for the next class, I will finally be able to fight with a student and not only practice alone.

But with who? That's a question even the teacher wouldn't tell me, probably because himself didn't know who would like to be with me...

Well anyway, I will just eat my supper and study until its midnight. Habitually I just have 10 min to study because I return to home at 23 o'clock and the time I finally arrive at home and eat, it's already time to go take a bath and then study... and I go to bed at midnight so... it really doesn't let me the time to study. But it's not that important because I study at school anyway.

When I don't want to play piano or paint, I just study or read.

"Master Cami. We finally are at your home." Abele took me out of my thoughts

"Ah! Ok, thank you for the ride." I replied

"It's nothing, it's just my duty"

And we get off the vehicle to go in the house.

When we entered, nobody was here, like usually. I just headed toward my room and started to undress myself. I put my clothes in a corner and went in my bathroom. I let the water running and when the water reached a certain amount, I went in.

It was a little bit cold. The water in all the mansion could have hot water but just in my room, I couldn't get hot water. It wasn't really bothering me but still, I would have liked to have hot water... it was probably on purpose too...

Well anyway.

I took a portion of the liquid soap and I spread it on my skin. The touch of the cold substance directly on my skin gave me a shiver.

It was always like that, the soap was always so cold and I don't even understand how it was possible...

I rinsed all the soap from my body and came out of the bath.

Ah- I still forgot to take a towel...

I went out of the bathroom and checked on my bed... it's not here and just not in my room...

I sighed... it's probably someone who stole my towel during the day on purpose...

I had to wait a little bit in the bathroom to dry myself a bit.

When I thought I was dry enough, I took a big white shirt and a confortable pant.

It was my pyjamas...

I was still not dry enough so the shirt was sticking on my skin and for some spot, it was a little bit transparent. The pant was a little bit wet but it was black, so it didn't seemed wet.

Then, Abele told me to come eat and I did so. When she saw me, she was a little bit surprised and even giggled a bit.

"You forgot your towel again?" She asked me

I blushed a bit

"Is it really so obvious?" "Sorry to break it to you but, yes really. But don't worry nobody will judge for that. You just seem like a little kid who ran outside on a rainy day" I blushed even more

"How am I supposed to not worry when you tell me that! It's so much worse than what I imagined!" The only reaction on my comment was a giggle from Abele

"Seriously, you don't need to worry about it. Now come eat, it's already 11h 39!"

I sighed and followed her.

I went to the eating room and sat. Nobody was here in the room except me and Abele standing in a corner of the room.

I was the only person on that big table, it was as if I was a king, I felt powerful...

There was already my supper on the table. A little piece of chicken with 2 little carrots and 1 broccoli.

As always, it wasn't seasoned and it was just a little portion.

Each time, when my 'family' was not eating at the same table as me , so the night. They were not even doing efforts. They were just giving me the leftovers. Cold and not even as good as the meal my 'family' ate.

I knew that Abele was worried about me and angry after the cooks but it didn't really disturbed me. At least the food was cooked and not poisoned.

I started eating. The original Harrion would just have threw a tantrum for it but because now I'm calm, they are all taking their revenge.

I'm just letting them do it because I know that it's just a phase to pass.

After eating, I was still hungry but I did like I was satisfied with this amount.

We got out of the eating room.

"Well. Master Cami, I wish you a goodnight. I'm now heading to my bedroom. I will wake you up tomorrow" she bowed and left

"Ok. See you tomorrow. Thank you for all."

I was walking toward my room when I saw someone. It was Tale, one of my 'sibling'.

I just tried to ignore him. And pass by.

But I felt a stare. Was it him?

Since Sunday, I feel like Tale is noticing more my presence. But I'm not sure about it because why would he suddenly do that?

Maybe he just noticed my changed of behavior and now, he's able to see me without having anger.

I don't know!

I took a quick glance at him and saw that he was watching me too. I immediately turned my head hoping that he didn't see I was watching him.

Boy pov*

I was just going to take a cup of water because I had no water left in my room. But while heading to the kitchen, I met Harrion. What was he doing here at this hour? Did he played!? No... I didn't hear anything. And... why does he looks like he went outside on a rainy day...?

But... he looks like a kid...

There are little transparents spots on his oversize white shirt and his shirt is sticking on his skin.

Ah-

Again... without even noticing it. My eyes are on him, again...

I feel like he is trying to pass without bothering me...

Suddenly, he took a glance at me.

His eyes met my eyes.

He looked tired with his sleepy red eyes. His hair were a little bit wet.

Just after we made an eye contact, he turned his head and his ears was red, probably because he was embarrassed of his state right now.

I can't lie, it feels great to have Harrion like that. The fact that he's way more calm, have a childish personality but in the good way in contrary of before when he was just like a capricious kid...

And he is cute. For the first time, I felt like he was really my little brother. I feel like I'm watching a completely different person. The look in his eyes who hide a completely different personality from before. His behavior making him look like a complet puzzle to solve.

I was about to just pass by him but I heard a noise.

Like a growl. And it came from Harrion. I turned back

Harrion was holding his belly and his ears had a flash red color.

Did he... I chuckled a little bit

Hearing my chuckle. Harrion started to blush way more and started accelerate his walk

"Wait!" I said without thinking much

He stopped

"Y-yes?"

"Ummh... I have to go take a cup of water... you seem to not have eaten enough. I could make you something" I don't know what happened for me to ask him that but... it just feels like I had to

"Ummh- wha-what are you t-talking about? I'm not hun-hungry at all..." what a bad liar...

*grrowwl-

"..."

"..."

I was fighting for my life trying not to laugh...

I don't think he could have a redder face

I let out a little giggle..

He returned his head toward me. He had little tears on the border of his eyes and his face looked like he was about to explode.

I had to turned my head to the side and cover my mouth trying not to laugh.

"I-I think... I could ea-eat a little..." "Ok"

We headed toward the kitchen. He wouldn't raise his head up.

We finally entered the kitchen.

"What would you like more? An egg or something else"

"Just something to eat. I don't care"

I took eggs and different spices. I opened a stove and took a pan.

Rapidly, I cracked 2 eggs and made them fall in the pan. I took some spices and pull them on the eggs.

...

I place the eggs in a plate and hand it to Harrion who seemed to drool.

I went take a cup of water and while drinking I returned where Harrion was eating.

I was leaning on the wall while looking at Harrion devouring his meal. I giggled.

It's been a while, someone didn't look so happy to eat my meal. He looks like he is really enjoying it and it's sure that he was hungry.

When I finished my cup, I placed it on the table.

"You look like you enjoy it."

He finished his bite

"Yes... thank you very much. I don't understand why you're doing this but thank you"

Woaaah— it's such a rare sight... Harrion thanking me...

"Well you seemed really hungry so here is it" he thanked me again

"I wished I was able to cook as good as you" I got surprised

Harrion? Wanting to learn!? What is it?

"Wha- I mean... yeah sure but... when?"

"Each Friday night? If you're not busy of course"

"No,no it's ok so... I have to go now. Don't forget to wash the dish, goodnight and at next Friday." I went out and went toward my room

It's so weird... it feels like a dream. Am I really going to teach him cooking now...? How is he so cute..? What really happened for him to change like that?

I went to sleep with all these questions in head.

Little note from author!

I think I will start to upload each 2 days. Thanks for your understanding and thank you so much I hope you all have both cold side on your pillow this night!