Chapter33

Dylan.

Last night*

Before I meet Emile,my deepest fear was falling in love or letting someone in.

I finally did,but now what am most afraid of is loosing it.

"Dylan."

"Dance with me."

"Your not making this any easier for the both of us."

"That's the plan.."

She nodded.

"Even if this is our last moment,I want it to be a memorable one."i said.

"I didn't know you could dance."she said.

"Me too."

She giggled.

"Does this feel wrong?"

"It actually feels good,I haven't danced like this in a while."she said obviously not understanding what I meant.

"But not good enough for you to marry me."

"Dylan..."

"It's fine..let's just enjoy the moment."

I just hope tonight changes everything,I can't bare the thought of losing her again.

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"I still can't change your mind?"

"Do you know what I am most afraid of?"she asked.

"Tell me."

"Losing you Dylan."

I stared at her in silence for a bit.

"Mary is capable of anything to protect Jason and you know what that means."

"You won't loose me."

"When you left me,that was the worst feeling in the world for me and I will do anything not to feel that way again Dylan."

"We can leave town right now Emile."

"And then what?"

"We Start afresh."

"And what if she finds us,it's mary we are talking about here."

"Shhh..let's stop talking about that."

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I couldn't sleep the thought of Emile leaving me tomorrow consume me.

"Emile..."I called

"Hmmm..."she muttered in her sleep.

"I love you."I whispered.

"Hmm..come back to bed Dylan."

I chuckled and cuddled her up.

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"Dylan."

"What have you decided?"

"I love you Dylan but I can't risk loosing you...."

"So,last night didn't mean anything to you?"

"It meant the world to me."

"That's a lie, because if it did you won't be leaving."

"Am sorry."

"You know what,leave I won't stop you anymore."

"Dylan..."she called with tears in her eyes.

I could tell this wasn't easy for her as well.

"Don't worry,you would never have to see me again after this."

"Goodbye Dylan."she said and walked away.