CH: 83 This does not scare me

CH: 83 This does not scare me

(Rosemary POV)

The look on Jamison's face when he said we would be in the bathroom for a while was something I found myself getting too eager to know the meaning behind those words. These were things that I never thought I would feel or care to even participate in.

The way he was staring at me was causing chills to run through my whole body.

"That's a very strong stare you have on right now," I told him.

Jamison stared at me with a smirk as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm just thinking of what to do to you right now. There are many things that I want to do, but I am wondering what I should start with first." He said, pressing a kiss against my forehead.

"First thing first, I definitely want to be inside of you." He said as he touched my thigh.

Jamison lifted me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He positioned himself between my legs.

"Let me know if you feel uncomfortable or want to stop, okay?" He asked, looking at me with a genuine stare.

"Okay," I said, not knowing what else to say. Jamison is the first person I have ever been intimate with. I was still nervous about all this, but I put my whole trust in him. I trust him with myself and know that he would do nothing to hurt me.

"Okay." Jamison said, pressing his lips against mine; he pushed himself slowly inside of me, causing me to gasp.

He pulled back from our kiss and kissed my cheek.

"I'm not entirely in yet; I'm giving you time to adjust before I go any further." He said.

"I'm fine." I said to him.

He looked at me as if he was ensuring I was okay.

I smiled at him.

"It's cute that you're worrying about me like this, but I am serious. I am okay." I told him, hoping he would see I was honestly okay with this.

"I just want to make sure that my baby doesn't get hurt." He said, pushing himself all the way in.

"As after all, I don't ever want to hurt you." He said, holding back a moan.

"Fuck, you feel amazing." He said through clenched teeth.

"Let me know whenever you're ready for me to move." He said, leaning his head on my shoulder and controlling his breathing.

"You can move," I said softly. I could feel Jamison entirely inside of me, and the fact that I could feel him pulsing inside of me as well was something that was getting me more into the mood.

Jamison made direct eye contact with me as he removed one of his hands from my waist to bring my arms up, holding them against the shower wall.

"Yeah, we're going to be in here for a while." He said, pulling out and pushing himself back in.

A moan left my mouth as a tingling sensation ran down my back.

What was that?

Jamison continued pushing himself in and out of me; the whole bathroom was filled with moans. I had no idea if they were coming from him or me. All I knew was that whatever this feeling was, I was feeling was causing my toes to curl.

"You're tightening around me." Jamison said through clenched teeth as he kissed my lips deeply.

He trailed his lips down my neck, sucking on my neck as he did so. I found my arms being released, which caused me to pull his head closer to my neck. I wanted to feel more of what he was causing me to feel; I wanted him closer to me.

I felt Jamison chuckle against my neck.

"I love that you're expressing your clingy side; it's adorable, Bambi." He said, pulling back; his eyes were darker than usual.

"Inside of you feels amazing." Jamison said as he continued to move in and out of me, not breaking his stare.

"So, Rosemary, this is going to be us for the rest of our lives. You know that I don't plan on letting you go right?" He asked as he rubbed a finger against one of my nipples.

"And I don't plan on letting you go." I said to him. Jamison looked taken aback for a bit, but a smile appeared on his face.

"I don't think you'll want anyone even around me." He said, leaning in for another kiss.

"You don't like anyone around me either." I said, causing him to laugh.

"Just certain people, people who are interested in you that way," Jamison said; he moved us away from the shower wall.

As Jamison walked, his cock being still inside of me caused the movements to be more erotic, which caused me to let out a loud moan.

"Oh, that's a nice sound." He said as he sat on the tub side, causing me to be now in a cowgirl position. I only knew the name of this position because I decided to do some research. As embarrassing as it sounds, I am glad I did the research I did on some things. I don't like getting into things with a complete surprise.

I felt like Jamison was now even more deep inside of me; I leaned my head against his shoulders, letting the feeling settle in.

"You can take control whenever you want to." He said, causing me to raise my head to look at him.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm letting you lead, don't worry. I know you like to take the lead." He said, leaning his body a bit back as he stared at me with a raw expression.

"And you're just going to be staring?" I asked, finding myself a little nervous.

"Yes, you did say you're mine. I want to stare at the woman that's mine." He said in a low tone.

"Hmm." I said, not knowing what else to say. I held on to his shoulder as I began to move up and down on him.

"There you go." Jamison said, fighting off a groan. I felt one of his hands trailing down my back as I continued to move up and down on him.

A moan came from him as I quickened the pace; not once did he stop staring at me.

"You know, you're very beautiful." He said, moving the hand on my back to caress my face.

"Everything about you is beautiful." He said, lowering his hand; how he touched me softly caused my breath to quicken.

I grabbed his face to bring it towards mine for a kiss.

I deepened the kiss as I felt Jamison's hands on my waist, controlling the rhythm that we were going at.

Jamison's moans were getting louder; he lowered his head on my shoulder and tightened his hold on me.

"Fuck." He said.

"Are you getting close," I said, tightening myself on his cock.

"Bambi... You're playing a dangerous game." He said, letting out a groan.

"I am?" I said, doing it again.

He pulled his head back and lowered his head to one of my nipples, taking it in his mouth as he started to suck on it.

This caused me to throw my head back, and a feeling of pleasure ran through my body.

"Rosemary, you're tightening around me," Jamison said, pulling his mouth from my breast.

"I'm not doing it on purpose," I said, feeling breathless as the feeling of pleasure continued to run through me.

"Fuck, you're coming. I'm going to cum." He said before another wave of feeling hit me again. Jamison me tightly as I felt a gush inside of me.

"Are you okay?" He said, pulling back to look at me.

"Yes," I said, still feeling myself in a daze.

"Are you okay?" I asked him; Jamison laughed softly as he kissed my cheek.

"I'm more than okay, sweetheart; I'm with you. So, I'm happy." He said, rubbing his nose against mine.

"You're happy?" I asked.

He nodded his head.

"Of course, you make me happy after all; now, shall we actually take an actual shower before we get out?" He asked me, gently removing me from him.

"I came a lot. I'm sorry, I'll help you clean up." He said, causing my heart to tug a bit.

He stood me up and brought me towards the shower head.

Jamison cleaned me underneath the shower head and helped me wash up. I did the same for him. After we were done, we got out of the shower with towels wrapped around us.

"Are you doing okay? From what we were discussing earlier?" Jamison asked me as we headed into the bedroom.

"Yes, I'm okay." I said.

"Bambi, I want you to know there will always be a few bad apples. In every field, there will be bad doctors, bad cops, bad nurses, bad teachers, and just bad people in general. Don't let that discourage you; instead, use that as motivation to help bring out the bad apples and work harder in your career." Jamison said with a smile.

"You're one of the best, the top best, and this is something that you'll be able to do. I look forward to being by your side as you continue to do what you're good at. You're a wonderful doctor; never forget that." He said that my heart just fluttered, which was an understatement.

My whole body fluttered.

How does he know what to say? How does he know what to do to make me feel this way?

"I love you." I said, staring at him.

His eyes widened, and a hue of red was on his face.

"I love you too." He said softly, pulling me into a hug.

I wrapped my arms around him and deepened our hug.

"You know, you've gotten a lot more sweet lately." He said, causing me to roll my eyes.

"Oh, hush." I said, causing him to laugh.

It was true; he's definitely made me sweeter.

Being with Jamison has given me a different perspective on things.

Sometimes, it takes someone to come into your life to have you see things differently than the way you were supposed to see them.

(*Kassandra Speaks*)

These two are very cute. I do not know why I adore them as much as I do, but I like their chemistry. It's something that I see always progressing for the better. Their chemistry, that is, but these two are my babies. I love them.

The next chapter goes further into the case, so be prepared for a deep dive. This will be the last case these two work on in this book before book two. :) I'm considering making another story of them.

With more cases and challenges that come with those cases, I have also considered doing a short story of Rosemary's prequel, a young Rosemary adapting her abilities and skills, with Mona there with her through it all.

What do your dolls think?

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Thank you for reading, much love.

Xoxo

-Kassandra Vivu