Vol 2, Chapter 70: Upset, Unsettled
TL: flarewk
Itâs fine, as Iâve thought up of numerous meaningless stuff while being unable to sleep last night, hence, Iâve also came up of a solution in advance to face against this sort of current situation.
As long as I give off proper responses, making things turn towards the direction which I wanted wouldnât be of any problem at all.
I calmed my emotions down and gave off a smile, replying composedly.
âAhh, I do like her, if not, why would I be going out with her?â
Gave out a perfect response which I had already long prepared for.
But in reality, what was it truly like?
I myself also didnât quite understand, butâ¦â¦â¦it should be feelings of like, I guess.
Although I knew that sheâs extremely dangerous, I had already been used to be staying by her side.
I wouldnât find it annoying when bickering with her, and towards those gestures made by her both seemingly purposeful yet unintentional at the same time, I would also have my heart having fluttery sensations upon it.
Especially for Moe Bingâ¦â¦â¦.when facing her, I would always have some sort of inferiority complex. And I would even fall into self suspicion as well, is it really a good thing to have this sort of girl as my girlfriend? It canât be that Iâm dreaming, right? Can I have feelings of like for her? Such similar thoughts kept repeatedly popping out from within my mind.
Thisâ¦â¦â¦perhaps this would be a âlikeâ then.
âReally? Which part about that person does gege like, then?â
âWhich part that I liked, huhâ¦â¦â¦probably her gentle personalityâ¦â¦â¦.â
Was it really like thatâ¦â¦â¦that the part which I liked about her was her gentle personality? I somehow felt it to be not quite rightâ¦â¦â¦
Iâll have a palm across my heart while asking myself once again then, about which part of her exactly that I liked.
I didnât want to lie towards Ke Ling, as well as to myself. I closed up my eyes, and started to recollect those memories of being together with Lian Bing.
The most deeply rooted impression was still expectedly that scene, me being hunted around by her like a prey at the science departmental building.
At that time, I only felt fear, but thinking back to it right now, the smile at the start which glistened under the starry light, it gave off a bizarre beautiful sensation which would make one be willing to die out for herâ¦â¦â¦plus I at that moment was only able to see onto her smiling expressionâ¦â¦â¦.
And also, the first date that I had ever since I was bornâ¦â¦â¦whenever I recalled back to the date that day, my face canât help unveiling out a smile.
That, perhaps, is the normal happiness that I was yearning for.
Both personalities of Lian Bing had areas which attracted me, and it wouldnât be a complete Lian Bing if thereâs a lacking at no matter which side it was.
And so, the conclusion was out already huh.
âNo, not only her gentle personality. I just like her, Iâm attracted to every single part of her, if itâs to be clearly explained, I really canât say it out properly, ehehe.â
âUuuâ¦â¦â¦!â
Upon hearing the sincere response I gave after having some considerable thought being placed into it, Ke Ling unveiled out an expression of chagrin.
Good, very good, thatâs the pace Iâm looking for!
Making her clearly understand that her brother had a girlfriend already, with mutual feelings toward each other so excellent to the point of being unable to intervene at all, hence, she would then be helplessly giving up on me.
However, though my thoughts were constructive, I had forgotten already, that it wasnât just Ke Ling alone, as thereâs still Xin Ranâs presence aroundâ¦â¦â¦
Just when Ke Ling pouted up her cheeks not knowing on how to carry on the conversation, Xin Ran suddenly butted in.
âThenâ¦â¦â¦does Ji Lian Bing like gege as well?â
Ke Lingâs eyes immediately sparkled, as she ferociously asked.
âYeah! Isnât she a wealthy dà xiaojie from a plutocratic family? Why would such an aristocratic dà xiaojie be falling in love with gege? Have gege never suspected about that before? Perhaps she has other intentions by wanting to get close to gegeâ¦â¦â¦.â
She had really guessed onto the mark on that one.
It was due to my corpse which caused Lian Bing to approach me at the very startâ¦â¦â¦.Mm, perhaps it still currently is, merely not being that anxious about it already.
Mmâ¦â¦â¦about that incident, I wouldnât say it out even if Iâm to be beaten to death, for regarding âthat sort of dangerous matterâ, I canât mention a single thing about it at all, itâs enough for just myself alone to be encumbered into it, and I mustnât ever drag my family members along inside as wellâ¦â¦â¦.itâs only about that which Iâm never ever taking a step back!
âEven if youâre to say something like that, thereâs completely nothing to be gained from scheming against me. Or it should be said, that itâs precisely because sheâs a rich dà xiaojie, which is why she appeared to be very sincere when she chose me, isnât it?â
âUuuâ¦â¦â¦.â
It sounding perfectly reasonable, and making perfect sense.
My both sisters didnât press on interrogating me anymore.
Phewâ¦â¦â¦looks like Iâve safely passed this round already.
âThen, gege really likes Ji Lian Bing, heeh?â
âAhh, just like what Iâve said.â
Ke Ling had her head lowered with a gloomy appearance as she asked.
ââ¦â¦â¦.Compared to Ke Ling, gege still liked her even more?â
âWhy must this be compared, I like the both of you just the same.â
I didnât think that there would be a day when Iâll be asked with this sort of question, it seemed that girls just liked to ask this sort of troubling question of choosing an option between the two.
Canât it be the third option instead?
âNo! It must be said clearly! Even if gege really likes both, there definitely will be a person that gege likes even more!â
Iâm not sure what sparked up Ke Ling already, for she suddenly smacked the tabletop as she stood up, puffing up her cheeks while displeasedly saying to me.
âA personâs most favorite thing can only be oneâ¦â¦â¦only be one!â
S-, she turned dark already!
âEehhâ¦â¦â¦â
Crap! Now how am I going to reply to this, it seemed that replying either way would only make things become even more terrible!
âKe Ling, too overboard.â
Luckily, Xin Ran timely came out at this moment to stop Ke Ling, and after making Ke Ling sit down, she persuaded.
âDonât make gege troubled.â
âUuuâ¦â¦â¦.â
Phew, excellent job, Xin Ran!
You really are gegeâs kind and understanding meimei~ Iâll just make an exception to hug you to sleep for tonight then~
Although Ke Ling still had a face of being unable to accept it completely, but under Xin Ranâs persuasion, she temporarily receded back.
At this moment, the dishes that weâve ordered coincidentally arrived as well, hence we started eating our lunch.
Haaa, such heart fatigueâ¦â¦â¦.
Iâve finally made it through noon, but what about afternoon thereafter.
If I had known, I wouldnât be raising up this sort of suggestion at that moment alreadyâ¦â¦â¦.
After that short quiet lunchtime had ended, it finally went into todayâs main purpose.
Selecting a birthday present for Lian Bing.
After all, Xue Li-xiaojie had purposefully told me about this matter, so I must be seriously treating it as such.
However, I really canât think up of anything which Lian Bing would want, hence I had hoped that my meimeis would be able to provide me onto some substantial opinionsâ¦â¦â¦.the me previously had thought it so.
But who the hell would know that things would develop up to this state right now!
Mentioning to Ke Ling about stuff pertaining to Lian Bing, it indefinitely would be akin to be pushing myself falling into a fiery pit!
But! But! I could only say it out alreadyâ¦â¦â¦.
I didnât expect however, that Xin Ran helped to say it out prior to me proactively mentioning about it.
âSo, where to next? I remembered that gege said that he wants to select a birthday present for his girlfriend, right.â
âWell, thatâs the plan indeedâ¦â¦â¦.â
I nodded my head, secretly observing Ke Lingâs reaction afterwardsâ¦â¦â¦the main purpose onto going out today was to select a birthday gift for Lian Bing, and Ke Ling definitely wouldnât be pleased once againâ¦â¦â¦
As expected, Ke Ling sharply noticed the ambiguity within my words and instantly remarked.
âHeeh, going to select a present for that Ji Lian Bing, huh? That sort of dà xiaojie doesnât seem to be lacking anything at all~â
âErr, mnâ¦â¦..thatâs why, Iâm hoping that you two will be able to give me some suggestionsâ¦â¦â¦â
âIs it~ I think that itâs better for gege to choose it instead, since itâll be more sincere that way, isnât it? Humph!â
âY-, you have a point, ahahahaâ¦â¦â¦.â
Though Iâve made Ke Ling not to force upon herself, and to display out her truest side even in front of me, butâ¦â¦â¦as expected, I still missed that initial adorably well-behaved Ke Lingâ¦â¦â¦
âWell, itâs better for me to chooseâ¦â¦â¦.â
About what I should be giving exactly, I had completely no clue at allâ¦â¦â¦.
Somebody please come and help me, Iâm almost about to explode already!
The pressure which came from Ke Ling pouting around, as well as the worry of not knowing what to give to my girlfriend for her birthday present were being entangled into a lump within my mind at the same time, causing aches to my stomach repeatedly.
What the hell was all of theseâ¦â¦â¦
Even though Ke Ling had never seen Lian Bing before, she was already discreetly comparing herself to her, huh?
If these two were to really see each other, what kind of shuraba would be occurring then?
Eeh, just thinking about it felt extremely bad alreadyâ¦â¦â¦.I had better try my best to prevent the two of them from seeing each other.
âSighâ¦â¦..â
I deeply heaved a sigh of breath, and ferociously scratched my head.
Just at this moment, Ke Ling suddenly pulled onto my shirt, and spoke with a pitiful tone.
âSorry, gege, itâs Ke Ling who is too spoilt alreadyâ¦â¦â¦gege, please donât hate Ke Ling, alright? Ke Ling upon seeing gege treating his girlfriend so importantly, canât help but become jealousâ¦â¦â¦.â
Her head was slightly lifted up, with eyes having tears fully collected within, as if itâs about to fall off anytime.
First issuing out a slap, then providing a sweet treat thereafter huhâ¦â¦â¦
But even though I knew that this sweet treat was schemed since long ago, I still want to unhesitatingly bite onto it!
How could I let my meimei be sad! Seeing Ke Ling cry once was enough already, I canât let it happen a second time!
âItâs fine! You also have a point too, Ke Ling! Itâs indeed true that itâll be more sincere when Iâm choosing one myself! Iâm not blaming you, okay?â
âHeehee, I love gege the most already~â
Her expression only took roughly 0.5 seconds to change from gloom into delight, and even I became gapingly dumbfounded just by looking at it.
That transformation of Ke Ling really caught me by surprise, sheâs really a little demon typeâ¦â¦â¦.
A haraguroâ¦â¦â¦
Whatâs next was an aimless window shopping already.
We walked around different kinds of stores to see if there were anything suitable, but ultimately, I hadnât discovered a gift which appealed to my taste.
Just like that, having browsed through quite a couple of places, we still hadnât found any suitable presents yet, with Ke Ling instead buying quite a couple of new clothes, having an appearance of enjoyment therein. Perhaps she had intentionally neglected about the matter of selecting a present already.
Itâs almost dinner time already, and I still didnât have any good choices yet. Just when I was preparing to head back to a clothes store that we went previously to purchase that outfit which I had been planning as a backup present, Xin Ran pulled onto my sleeves and pointed towards a certain direction while saying.
âGege, over there.â
Trailing the direction to where Xin Ran had pointed, I looked over, itâs a antique shop called âHall of Past Fatesâ.
Antiques, huh? Does she like these sort of things? Plus currently, thereâs a lot of fake goods tooâ¦â¦â¦ahh, even if itâs true, I definitely wouldnât be able to afford itâ¦â¦â¦
Forget it, Iâll just have a last minute gamble then. Since Iâve here already, I might as well take a look around inside.
Upon entering, I saw an uncle who had the title [Owner of Hall of Past Fates] right on his head while sitting on a taishi chair. He retained a mountain goat-like beard, and wore a pair of golden threaded glasses, with a clutch placed right by the sides of the chair, as he currently had a cup of tea lifted while sipping it.
That uncle raised his head to throw a glance at me, and immediately said.
âMm? This isnât the place for a brat like you to be here, get out.â
âEhhâ¦â¦â¦â
Didnât he want to have any business over here already!
Tch, do you think that Iâll get out just by you asking me to get out? Iâll purposely not get out, then!
âOi oi, what are you doing? Didnât I ask you to get out already!â
Originally phasing through today rather gloomily, and now being subjugated to this sort of treatment, I immediately felt like going against with what he said.
And so, I continued walking onwards into the store, and noticed that thing thereafter.
Shaped like the letter âCâ of the English alphabet, with a tiny hole being dug on top, a magatama*.
(P/N: type of jade, see footnotes)
I also didnât know what quality of jade it was, for it looked to be slightly aged, but nevertheless still sparkling and transparent-looking.
The moment that Iâve seen onto it, my mind decided that itâll be it already.
Iâll choose this as her birthday present.
I couldnât explain out why as well, itâs probably due to instinct, I guessâ¦â¦â¦I somehow felt that this was the most suitable gift, or perhaps, itâs something which I liked the most already?
Anyway, the instance that I noticed onto that magatama, I unhesitatingly made up my mind.
âUncle, that!â
I pointed at that magatama. The moment that Iâve only exclaimed out half of that sentence, the uncle had his eyebrows raised as he said.
ââ¦â¦â¦.Oho, so this brat is also a âcustomerâ.â
âEh?â
âYou saw my shopâs name before you came in right? Wanting to buy stuff from my shop here depends on fate itself, and you, seemed to have fate with âthatâ.â
âThen!â
âSince thereâs fate therein, Iâll just accept a friendly offer then. 699, how about it?â
(TL: about USD$107)
ââ¦â¦â¦Eh?â
âHow about it? Are you buying it or not! If not then get out!â
âIâm buying! Of course Iâm buying!â
âFine, then Iâll wrap it for you.â
The uncle didnât trouble onto us anymore, as he adeptly wrapped up the magatama and handed it over to my hands afterwards.
And I paid him the money as wellâ¦â¦â¦.the money thatâs left on me was just so coincidentally 699 yuan.
He had just so perfectly guessed onto the money thatâs in my wallet, huhâ¦â¦â¦
Up until we left the area, I still felt that somethingâs not quite right. This antique store seemed to be a little too bizarre, and that shop owner uncle had an even more unexplainable sort of bizarreness to him.
But then, I had finally bought a gift already.
No matter what, the primary mission had finally been achievedâ¦â¦â¦.
To home then.
â¦â¦â¦
âAnd as such, the magatama is now handed over to his handsâ¦â¦â¦.â
âIs it really fine like this? Didnât he say that heâll go give it to someone else?â
âItâs fine, if itâs to be given to that person, itâll still be the same.â
âUhh huhâ¦â¦â¦I donât really get it, but anyway, the matter that you asked me to do is considered to be finished, right?â
âMm, itâs done, thank you. Hereâs the reward that you wanted, a ghost exorcising talisman.â
âItâs a small matter. But, Yu Hui, to be giving such a precious item over to that little boy, is it really alright? Plus, heâs using it to give to someone else tooâ¦â¦â¦really, I donât even know what to begin saying already. Itâs been quite a while since Iâve opened shop here, and Iâve seen quite a couple of âauthentic goodsâ as well, but that magatama that you wanted me to pass over to him isâ¦â¦â¦.sigh, a pity.â
âThatâ¦â¦â¦originally was something which belonged to him.â
âReturning it to its original owner, huhâ¦â¦â¦.â
âMm, returning it to its original owner.â
âOhoâ¦â¦â¦Iâve even acted intentionally just now, thinking of simply frightening him off as well, but I didnât expect that heâll immediately take a liking to that magatama the moment he came in. Even though Iâve intentionally mixed that magatama amongst a pile of beautiful stuff, he still managed to seek it out with just a single glanceâ¦â¦â¦.such things as fate, itâs indeed truly unexplainableâ¦â¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦â¦.If itâs fated, treasure it even more so.â
âI donât get itâ¦â¦â¦perhaps I still wonât understand that even up till my deathâ¦â¦â¦.â
âThen just, continue with your past fates during the next cycle of reincarnation.â
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