Volume 2, Chapter 41.3: The [Stalker (intermediary)]âs rashness
TL: flarewk
[Stalker (intermediary)]âs rashness:
Iâm so sad, Iâm so sad, Iâm soo saaddâ¦â¦â¦â¦
He actually ignored me already, directly ignored and walked past me!
Even though just for his sake, I purposely woke up early from bed and requested my jiejie to help me make a new hairstyle, even putting on makeup as well, and using a perfume which doesnât have any strong scent at all. By right, I should have become even more prettier by two times!
On the way to school today, all those men were looking at me, hum? Itâs like as if they want to peel and eat me alive, as they used their scorching hot eyes to gaze at me.
But these arenât the gazes that I wanted, what I desired were the glances that come from himâ¦â¦â¦..
All of this was just to attract his attention, wanting him to look at me, wanting him to focus onto me, wanting to receive his attention, wanting him to be interested in meâ¦â¦â¦..just like me being interested in him!
But efforts dished out doesnât necessary mean there would be reciprocation in return.
Although I understood that logic, I still couldnât accept it.
That spectacles maniac, Xiaoâ Liang was better than me?
Why would he rather greet him, than to be willing to look at me for a longer period of time?
Am I that scary?
Why did you not look at me!
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, whyâ¦â¦â¦..
Was it because he had a girlfriend already?
Because of that girlfriendâs sake, hence he wonât look at other women already?
Lian Bingâ¦â¦â¦Ji Lian Bingâ¦â¦â¦..Ji, Lian, Bingâ¦â¦â¦..!
â¦â¦â¦..Donât be rash, Lan Hua.
It had nothing to do with Ji Lian Bing.
Because I knew, that Jun Cheng still hadnât fallen in love with her. Thatâs not a look of falling in love with someone.
Even after going out with other woman, Jun Cheng still hadnât have any changes occurring to him, being the same as usual.
So his going out with Ji Lian Bing must be because of another reason.
Going out with a woman he doesnât like definitely must not be of his own will, he must have been threatened alreadyâ¦â¦â¦..thatâs right, Jun Cheng definitely must have some kind of blackmail being wielded by Ji Lian Bing, hence he would be going out with her unwillingly.
And so, those intimate actions that they did today must definitely be fake, itâs all acted out to other people just for show.
Heh heh heh heh, thatâs true too, how could Jun Cheng be possibly liking onto other people as well?
The one who liked Jun Cheng the most is only me, only I am always looking at him, way earlier than anyone else!
Thatâs right, the person who loved him the most is only me, the person who understands him the most is also me, Iâm then the one whoâs most suitable for him!
Jun Cheng belongs to only me!
But even though I so exquisitely dolled myself up, he still ignored me just like that, itâs really too much alreadyâ¦â¦â¦..
Itâs too much already!
I want to get my revenge!
If I donât do anything towards him, I wonât be able to be appeased!
Iâve been looking at Jun Cheng for the whole day of today, enjoying the whole process of gazing at him, understanding about him, and recording about himâ¦â¦â¦â¦Mn, but itâs too much of a pity just by only looking. Looks like Iâll need to obtain a few devices already.
Iâll invest in all those previously saved up allowances and New Yearâs money then. For Jun Chengâs sake, spending these bit of money is also worth it.
But other than me, there also seemed to be a few dubious women all looking at him tooâ¦â¦â¦..humph, you people were considered to have a little eyesight.
Heh heh heh, my Jun Cheng is then the most outstanding, so this matter was finally being noticed by other women as well.
Felt a little prideful.
Hee heee heeeâ¦â¦â¦..as expected, my Jun Cheng is then the best.
The time looking at Jun Cheng would always be gone very quickly. Lesson had ended already, school had ended already, heâs about to go home already, I canât see him alreadyâ¦â¦â¦..so depressingâ¦â¦â¦..
Why isnât it 24 hours a day always staying inside the school? That way I could always, always, always look at him alreadyâ¦â¦â¦..
As long as he always stayed at a placeâ¦â¦â¦..
No, I canât, what am I thinking, of course I canât do that.
Iâm not that kind of pervert who would imprison the person that I liked at a place.
Jun Cheng probably wouldnât like that sort of woman too. I canât let him feel terrified, as long as itâs like that, I believe that there would be one day when he will accept me.
Right now Iâll justâ¦â¦â¦..first possess onto his belongings then~
After the afternoonâs class had ended, those people that were supposed to go home went home; those people wanted to eat went to eat; the classroomâs people had all left already.
After Jun Cheng had left the classroom, I immediately came out from the locker and walked towards Jun Chengâs seat.
From a long time ago, I wanted to do a little of this already, but had always endured, enduredâ¦â¦â¦.right now thereâs no need to endure any longer.
Thatâs right, this is also a way to understand Jun Cheng, as only through his items I would then be able to feel onto his presence.
Thinking about it right now, Iâm really such a fool as well, why am I pondering too much about it for?
This was all because of Jun Chengâs sake~ Itâs not because I wanted to satisfy my own lusts at all.
I took out a few brand new textbooks from my bag, and walked towards Jun Chengâs desk.
Those were from me going to the library during the afternoon, looking for that ugly woman who had a not bad relationship with Jun Cheng and wanting these books from her; right now it became useful already.
Usually, Jun Cheng would only take away that dayâs assigned homework subjects textbooks, while the rest of the textbooks and notebooks will be stored in his desk.
Although being unable to take away his notebook felt quite pitiful and regrettableâ¦â¦â¦..but the textbooks were still possible.
Jun Cheng wonât write anything else on the textbook other than his name, not even highlighting important points, as all would be recorded onto his notebook, hence his textbook had always maintained a look of being issued from the start.
So it gave me a chance to swap them.
As long as I write Jun Chengâs name on the new book, Iâm able to obtain Jun Chengâs text book alreadyyy~
Iâve written Jun Chengâs name over tens and hundred thousands of times already, the handwriting similarity were about 99.8%, no matter who it was, they wouldnât be able to tell it apart.
Haa, haa, haaâ¦â¦â¦..Jun Chengâs textbook, the textbook that he used his hands to flip before, leaving the sensation of his fingertips behindâ¦â¦â¦â¦I remembered that he even slept during language classes too, right. When I thought that his faceâ¦â¦â¦..
âJun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng!!! Haa ahh uuu mmm!!! Kyaa yiii ahhhh!â
If itâs right now, there wonât be anyone who would hear it.
Able to willfully scream out his name to my heartâs content.
I placed Jun Chengâs textbooks within my embrace and rubbed against them. Deep within my abdomen thereâs a warm liquid leaking out, and my fingers unresistingly groped downwardsâ¦â¦â¦.
Ah, I canât, right now itâs still not the time for self consolation.
Donât be rash, Lan Hua!
Thereâs still other things that Iâm able to take away, I canât forsake a watermelon just for the sake of a sesame*.
There were still so many things that belonged to Jun Cheng, mechanical pencil, pencil lead, ruler, charcoal pencil, compass, set square; Iâll swap off everything then~
I had always been using the same stationary as Jun Cheng, so Iâll only just need to swap mine off.
A pity was that Iâm unable to swap off the eraserâ¦â¦â¦..Umu, the squarish eraser could actually be used till itâs a circlish shapeâ¦â¦â¦â¦tomorrow Iâll also make one too then.
For today I could only regretfully give it up.
Iâve collected~ so many~ so many~ things that belong to Jun Cheng~
I felt that Iâm being filled up with Jun Cheng already~
Fufufu~ oh right, I might as well make a Jun Cheng sachet, and keep all those things that belong to him together then?
Mmâ¦â¦â¦..no, I might as well decorate my entire room fully, this way itâll feel like as if Iâve been to Jun Chengâs room, fufufufuâ¦â¦â¦..
In the deepest reaches of the desk Iâve found an S ranked item!
Thereâs still the sports jacket that were being used during physical ed lessons, inside the deskâ¦â¦â¦..
I really want to take it awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
I really want to put it onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
No, donât be rash, Lan Hua, you must endure, right now you donât have anything to substitute with itâ¦â¦â¦..
But, if itâs only trying to put it on right now, it should be enough already, right?
Yeah, thatâs right, if itâs only just putting it on, it should be fineâ¦â¦â¦..
I wanted to take off my clothes and change into Jun Chengâs jacket, when the doors of the classroom were being opened.
I lightning boltedly placed Jun Chengâs jacket back into his desk and sat onto my own seat.
Who is it! The nerve, at such a crucial periodâ¦â¦â¦..tch, I hate it! Such a hindrance!
A boy with curly hair and thick dark circles along with a brown colored porcupine hairstyle boy who wore earrings walked into the classroom.
âOioi, Ai Di, have you seen it already? Just now, an extremely beautiful lady was standing by the school gates, eyy!â
âAhhh, I know, itâs that white haired beauty, right. That should be Ji Lian Bingâs maid, I often saw her coming to pick up Ji Lian Bing.â
âAhh! I knew it, thereâs just the feeling that Iâve seemed to have seen her before! So it is that maid! The f**k, not wearing a maid outfit, I canât even recognize her already! But, hadnât Ji Lian Bing already boarded a car and returned home? Who is she waiting for then?â
âJust now, I saw that legendary boyfriend going back together with the maid alreadyâ¦â¦â¦..what do you thinkâ¦â¦â¦..â
(TL: âwhat do you thinkâ is not a question, itâs a âsarcasticâ response)
âThe f**k, as expected, itâs that brat Jun Cheng, huh! Attaining both Master and Servant, huuh! Aaaaaa, who in the hell is that brat exactly!! Earlier, he also didnât tell me when I asked him the secret onto becoming popular!â
What? Are they talking about Jun Cheng?
âWho the hell knowsâ¦â¦â¦..speaking of which, you actually knew that fellow?â
âAhhh, got to know him in the toilet just earlier. Heâs a rather straightforward fellow, not fearing me also, but itâs just that he suddenly became so popular, Iâm so enviousssssssssss!â
âItâs exactly because of that, which is why youâre a grand wizardâ¦â¦â¦..â
âIâm a Mahou Magister, not a grand wizard! Although I am indeed still a virgin though! Speaking of which, arenât you this little brat a virgin as well!â
(TL: Joke here was the rearrangement of his âtitleâ in chinese, which could mean either âmahou magisterâ or âgrand wizardâ aka virgin4life)
ââ¦â¦â¦.â
âW, why didnât you speak, donât tell meâ¦â¦â¦â¦..â
âMm, you got it.â
âWhat! No, impossible! Who is the other party! Thereâs a traitor within us alreadyyyyyyyyy!â
So noisy.
Itâs annoying to death, that idiot.
But I heard a very important piece of news.
Jun Cheng, and Ji Lian Bingâs maid walking together?
Attaining both Master and Servant?
It canât beâ¦â¦â¦â¦
My heart gave birth to an ominous prediction; it canât be, it canât be, that actually whom Jun Cheng really liked was Ji Lian Bingâs maid, which was why he would pretend to be going out with Ji Lian Bing?
No way, Iâm going to take a look! I must go and take a look!
Night self-revisions and whatever I just donât give a crap about it!
My Jun Chengâs then the most important of all!
Immediately running outside, following Jun Chengâs route home and chasing after him, I afterwards saw a white haired tall woman walking together with Jun Chengâ¦â¦â¦..
Whatâs the matter with that woman!!
Why would she be walking together with Jun Cheng!!
Still actually dared to hug my Jun Cheng! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you! Curse you!
Even though Iâm then the one who loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him the most loved him loved him loved him loved him loved him loved him loved him loved him him him him him him him him him him i i i i i i i i!!!
I hid behind a tree and fixatedly glared at Jun Cheng and that shameless woman until they had split apart.
Theyâve finally split apart, hurry up and get lost! No! Just directly go to hell!
â¦â¦â¦..Mm? That womanâs eyes seemed to have made contact with mineâ¦â¦â¦â¦was I mistaken?
Forget it, no matter what, itâs enough that Iâve confirmed that Jun Cheng didnât like that woman.
This place isâ¦â¦â¦â¦Jun Chengâs home, I guess.
Although I knew the location since long ago, but coming to look for it was still my first timeâ¦â¦â¦..Jun Chengâs room should be at the atticâ¦â¦â¦..
The windows were openâ¦â¦â¦..
â¦â¦â¦.Donât, be, rashhh, Lan Huaâ¦â¦â¦..
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦.â¤ï¹â¤â
When I came back to my senses, Iâm already in Jun Chengâs room.
Even though climbing three storeys barehandedly and whatnot would definitely be unachievable in the past, but I actually managed to climb up, this definitely must be the power of love (lust)!
Fufufufuâ¦â¦â¦..this place is Jun Chengâs room; Paradise, the Land of Pure Blissâ¦â¦â¦..fufufuâ¦â¦â¦..
Ah, saliva, I canât let it drip onto the floor.
First letâs take in a deep breath.
Siii~~~~~haaa~~~~
This must be heavenâ¦â¦â¦â¦
Iâm feeling so blissful, I feel that itâs even fine already if I was to die right nowâ¦â¦â¦â¦.
No way, I canât die out!
If I am to die right now itâll be too much of a waste already!
Letâs go search for even more bigger treasures then!
I found a cup! Itâs Jun Chengâs cup!
Wahhhhh!
I really wanted to take it away!
But it probably would be discovered, right?
Well then, well then if I was to use it right now itâll be fine, rightâ¦â¦â¦..
Jun Chengâs cupâ¦â¦â¦..aaaahh, itâs in my mouth, right now Iâm currently kissing Jun Chengâ¦â¦â¦..!
âDeliciousâ¦â¦â¦â¦so deliciousâ¦â¦â¦â¦.â
Ah, I left too much saliva alreadyâ¦â¦â¦â¦
Crap, Iâd better hurry up and wipe it off. Using the tissues on the table, I anxiously wiped off the saliva on the cup.
And afterwards, when I crumpled the tissue into a ball and was about to fling it out of the windowâ¦â¦â¦â¦I suddenly remembered.
Oh right, tissues.
Tissues!!!
Swiftly located the trash can, I rummaged about the trash within it afterwards.
Donât haveâ¦â¦â¦..
Although I found a few not bad stuff that could be collected into Jun Cheng sachet, but the most important item werenât being able to be found.
Itâs an extreme pityâ¦â¦â¦..
âEyyâ¦â¦â¦.as expected, it doesnât have, huhâ¦â¦â¦.tissuesâ¦â¦â¦..â
I originally thought that Iâm able to obtain Jun Chengâs seed, but in the end, it expectedly didnât go that smoothlyâ¦â¦â¦â¦
Perhaps he didnât vent out his lusts during these few days.
Speaking of which, I still donât know whatâs Jun Chengâs preferences too, isnât there any ero mags or something similar to reference a little?
After looking around everywhere, Iâm still unable to find any ero stuff, looks like it should be stored inside the computer already. But the sound of switching on the computerâs too loud, so I could only give it up.
Well then, whatâs next is the main eventâ¦â¦â¦..
I climbed onto Jun Chengâs bed and hugged the blankets tightly, rolling haphazardly about.
Iâve rolled too overboard already, with the result that I rolled out of the bed, and fell into the crack between the bed and the wall.
So painful. So uncomfortable.
But thereâs Jun Chengâs scentâ¦â¦â¦..heeheeeheeeâ¦â¦â¦â¦
Fufuâ¦â¦â¦.Jun Chengâs scent, it felt so reassuringâ¦â¦â¦..
Although I wanted to do H stuff, Iâm still a virgin however, and that layer of hymen must definitely be left for my most beloved Jun Cheng.
Mmâ¦â¦â¦â¦it must wait till the both of us were sleeping togetherâ¦â¦â¦â¦
â¦â¦â¦.
Knock knock knockâ¦â¦â¦..thereâs some kind of soundâ¦â¦â¦â¦
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦Gege, is your wound still in pain?â
Umuâ¦â¦â¦â¦mu?
Where am Iâ¦â¦â¦â¦
âOther places are still alright, itâs only my abdomen thatâs slightly painful, but it should be much better after waiting a few days before taking out the stitches.â
Jun Chengâs voice, thatâs right, Iâm inside Jun Chengâs roomâ¦â¦â¦â¦
âI seeâ¦â¦â¦.understood.â
I immediately woke up!
Iâm inside, Jun Chengâs, room!
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
This foolish me actually fell asleep!
Although the sleep was rather comfortable, but now what should I do!
Hurry up and hide!
Under a state of panic, I hastily threw the blankets onto the bed and swiftly hid underneath it.
I desperately clutched onto my mouth and curled up into a bundle, being solely terrified to be discovered by Jun Cheng.
If I was to be discovered, he definitely would think that Iâm a perverted female stalker!
No way! Even if I am to die, I mustnât be discovered!
âMm? I didnât fold the blankets? Mmâ¦â¦â¦..forget it, itâs just nice that Iâm about to sleep already.â
Sounds of the light switching off â sounds of brushing against the bedding â moans of stretching a lazy arm â yawning sounds â evenly breathing sounds
After a long time later, I felt that Jun Cheng had already slept.
While being relieved, a sudden thought appeared in my mind, and furthermore, when it had appeared Iâm unable to hold it back from growing crazily.
Donât be rashh, Lan Hua!
Butâ¦â¦â¦.Jun Cheng was already sleeping, it should be fineâ¦â¦â¦..right?
Sneak in then, sneak into his blanket, he wonât wake up, Jun Chengâs that type who would sleep very dead once he had fallen asleep, and when he slept heâs always very honest, wonât be moving about.
My heartbeat was beating extremely quickly, aaaaaaaaa! Iâve snuck in already!
I hugged him, itâs Jun Chengâs body, Iâm within his embrace already!
âMnnâ¦â¦â¦â¦..Mm?â
Stiffened.
Despair.
He woke up already!!!
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! What should I do! What should I do! What should I do!
Should I escape? Or should I knock him unconscious? Or should I might as well just push him down?
Push him down then!
Just when I hardened my heart and was about to pull down my panties and stockings to push down Jun Cheng, Jun Cheng instead squinted his eyes and blearily asked.
âIs it Xin Ran?â
Xin, Ran?
I remembered that it was the name of Jun Chengâs meimei, right.
Why would it be at this timing that his meimeiâs name actually come out?
It canât be that usually Jun Cheng would always be sleeping together with his meimei?
Meimei everyday hugging gege to sleep?
So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious!
So envious~!
Being a meimei is so good! But being unable to marry and whatnot, I donât want at all! But itâs really sooo goooood~!
âWhat, huhâ¦â¦â¦..so youâve came over in the endâ¦â¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦â¦!â
âHuaaâ¦â¦â¦..so tiredâ¦â¦â¦..â
Jun Cheng caressed onto my head, and gave off another yawn.
âMmâ¦â¦â¦..today itâll change to me hugging you thenâ¦â¦â¦.donât anyhow move aboutâ¦â¦â¦..the wound will open upâ¦â¦â¦..â
Jun Cheng gently hugged my shoulders, and pressed my cheeks down onto his chest.
Iâm being hugged!
He hugged onto meeeeeeeeeeee!
Kya! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Going to die!
Iâm going to die!
I felt my heart about to stop already!
â¦â¦â¦.
When I left, itâs already 3 am past midnight. Although Iâm really very extremely reluctant, I still left in the endâ¦â¦â¦..
Because I really couldnât endure it any longerâ¦â¦â¦..
The damp slippery liquid that flowed out from my crotch had already dripped onto my legsâ¦â¦â¦..no matter how much I wiped, I couldnât finish wiping itâ¦â¦â¦..
My stockings and panties were messily drenched alreadyâ¦â¦â¦â¦
If I was to continue staying on, Iâll definitely wet the entire bedding.
Perhaps, I need to buy a pack of adult diapersâ¦â¦â¦â¦
Next time, Iâll visit again then.
Comments(0)
Join the discussion — sign in to leave a comment
Sign In to CommentNo comments yet. Be the first to share your thoughts!