❀||Volume 5||❀

~Chapter 5~

"Yuichiro as Muichiro"

!Small warnings!

This chapter contains...

Language,

Bullying,

Bad spelling,

Bad grammer,

Boy x Boy,

Lbgt,

Muichiro x Tanjirou..

*Cough, cough* this might involve Yuichiro x Genya.

Kinda not really 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Yuichiro's pov

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"I- wait...WAIT WHAT?!" I screamed and dropped my coffee mug on the ground and Muichiro looked at me and attempted to smile, "Your joking right you have to be joking?" He shook his head and I ran over to him and attempted to slap him but he grabbed my arm and stopped me before I was able to do anything, "H-Hear me out okay?! During lunch today, he asked me out and I haven't hang out in a while, Ididn't want to accept, but I felt bad, so I said yes anyways but then Tanjirou asked me out and since I hardly knew him I accepted with realizing and now I am stuck! I don't want to reject either of them or cancel either if them choosing one over the other so I need to to pretend to be me for Genya alright?"

"ARE YOU THAT STUPID WHY DID YOU ACCEPT TWO DATES AY THE SAME TIME?!"

"ONLY ONE OF THEM IS A DATE AND I FORGOT OKAY?!"

"WE HAVE EXACTLY DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES! I'LL GET CAUGHT AND HE IS GONNA TELL EVERYONE AND WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN?! HE'LL PROBABLY HATE YOU AS WELL!"

"Ahem! We knew each other our whole entire lives, we may be different but being me is simply easy!"

"I have to be a dumbass?"

"AY! WHAT THE HELL?!"

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There was nothing I could do so I had to go on a stupid date with stupid Genya. How does he expect me to be him? We have different personalities and one wrong move could lead the school to think I'm werid for even agreeing and think Muichiro as whatever for doing that to Genya. I brushed my hair and had to wear one of Muichiro's clothes and just put on a teal shirt with a black vest and black pants, I slipped on my shoes and Muichiro walked in and I looked at him and he smiled gently, telling me good luck and bullshit.

If I'm honest, I envied him...

Muichiro was always kind even if he acted cold almost picking up my personality. But everyone seemed to enjoy his company over mine because of the way I act towards others, being a little harsh. I just think I didn't want anyone to know what I actually was behind a mask I wear.

I stood up and walked over to Muichiro and then he asked, "I texted you the location you should get going now though!" I nodded and then walked out the door, shutting it behind me and then began walking to apparently what seemed like a park or something? Near a restaurant I guess. While I made it to the location I saw the boy who had a crush on Muichiro, that being Genya. A tall boy who hardly smiles and kinda acts like me in a way. "You look good tonight you know." I cringed and nodded slowly, placing my hands behind my back, like Muichiro would do and forced a smile on my face, saying in a higher voice, "Thank you Genya! I could say the same to you!"

He seemed to blush a little, he then leaned out his hand, wanting me to hold it and so I did. His hands felt warm and slightly sweaty and he walked into the park area and we walked around I admired the scenery. There were many cherry blossom trees, and the moon was in the perfect spot, the leafs carefully fell as the trees carelessly moved with the wind and I did what Muichiro would always do, let a single butterfly fly onto his finger. The butterfly was a pretty blue and I admired it, how pretty it was. Even if I wasn't Muichiro, I felt like I could get used to this, that being his calming nature persona when it comes to nature.

"Hey Muichiro.."

"Hm? Yes?"

"Do you like Tanjirou Kamado?"

I wanted to say yes because it was plain ass obvious that Muichiro likes him, but I didn't want to answer because I am not for sure that he likes him because he only think he has a feeling he might. That boy is fucking confusing. I tried to think of a answer fast because I did not want to keep him waiting and then eventually thought of one, I could easily use the information that Muichiro tells me and it does help that he happens to talk in his sleep.

"I uh... well, I am not sure about my feelings, he is very kind to me and he has a pretty face, smart, loyal, pretty eyes, and I have interesting dreams involving him...but other then that I am not sure, I never felt this way towards anyone..." I said clearly cringing at my words, felt werid to describe someone as Muichiro. "You never felt this way...?" I knew his heart broken at that moment, I felt bad for him but I didn't want to show it, I had to act clueless.

"Y-Yeah! I don't know if I'll experience them fully but to answer you question in short, I am currently not sure at the moment, why you ask?"

"Your around him more lately, even if you just met you seem to become attached to him, and not to mention you kinda looked jealous when Kanao was around him a little, not to be creepy but I saw everything. Also your face looks red around him."

"Well uh... it's not like that! I just enjoy his company that's all...you may have evidence to think of that but really we are just friends right now."

And it should stay like that...

"Oh alright then, is there something specific you want to talk about, might as well change the topic."

"Well I wanted to know why you asked me out on a date...I know you like me but I wonder why a date and why you did.." Muichiro had been rejecting Genya for as long as I could remember, I believe since middle school in 7th grade, but never had a chance with him. I wondered why he still tried to win the heart of someone who clearly is not interested in them.

"Well the truth is, a year before my first confession, I always found you calming and beautiful, you were a pure soul and your very kind, you may be a little rude and have rude things to say about others sometimes like your brother, but even then I found it adorable on most of the things you do, and you had a kind smile, even if you did not smile very often."

How unfortunate, that Muichiro will never look your way- "I see..thanks I guess." Muichiro isn't used to receiving compliments, not from boys atleast. "You know Muichiro, was there really a reason why you did not like me, besides you just saying you are not interested? You never gave me a proper reason."

"Your creepy as fuck and desperate that's one..." I mumbled.

"What?"

"N-Nothing! Well, um the truth is.." Muichiro had a proper reason for why because he only told me apparently, "um...1, like I said before, I don't know what romantic feelings like, I never felt anything different towards you...I just felt the emotions and feelings I always felt my whole life. 2, you never truely stuck out to me, I don't think I had a type but it's not like you really stand out from everyone else, you were just in the light, just like everyone else."

"I see...thank you for sharing with me I guess." He stood up and brushed off and began to walk away. Did I say something I wasn't supposed to? I never been out on a date, I don't know what to say, not to mention that I am not even Muichiro right now! I stood up quickly and grabbed his hand, I turned away, I couldn't hold eye contact with him, because I knew I hated the see sorrow in people's eyes, even if I pretend to enjoy it. "I'm sorry..If I said something wrong...I just wanted you to understand and I tried to say it in the most nicest way possible and the most understandable way..."

When I looked at him, he had a smile on his face, but this time it felt different, it was like he was forcing it to make me feel better. When will he give up though? His hands felt cold even if it was warm a couple of minutes ago. We sat back on a bench and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer and I felt a little uncomfortable, interesting feelings but I was not used to it and it felt off. I didn't know what Muichiro would do in this situation so I just layed my head on his shoulder.

Little did I know that was the wrong move...

I felt embarrassed at this point, I felt my cheeks grow warm from it. The wind was picking up a little and I shivered a little. Eventually Genya moved a little and I sat back up and we made an awkward eye contact again and he looked like he was hesitating, to do and ask something at the same time, he whispered softly, "I'm sorry..." I titled my head, confused, and I felt him grab my shoulders and pulled my closer to him, leading my to gasp in surprise.

He stopped for a second as if he was gonna say something again, he opened his mouth to say what he had to but nothing came out, he placed his hand under my chin, lifting my head towards him, and slowly cupping my cheek, I wanted to say something but like him, nothing came out. I felt my face turn red and he smiled softly at my reaction, laughing a little, and he leaned forward and...

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At that moment I had my first kiss...one I was not planning to use..not to him, or to anyone. I got carried away from the kiss and I knew both me and Muichiro would never let this happen, not unless it's consent and it we like the person. I pushed him away and turned my face away, what the fuck did he think he was doing?! Muichiro is gonna kill me! How will the next day at school go for him?! What if Genya thinks they are in a relationship and then tells everyone and-

I felt Genya placed his hand on my cheek again and I was about to say something but he cut me off, by placing a finger on my mouth. This felt uncomfortable, and he leaned towards my ear and whispered...

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"You played good... Yuichiro...."

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