❀||Volume 13||❀

~Chapter 13~

"The news"

!Small warnings!

This chapter contains...

Language,

Bad spelling,

Bad grammer,

Boy x Boy,

Lbgt,

Muichiro x Tanjirou..

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Kanao's pov

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(One week ago)

I was busy texting Tanjiro during 6th period when the teacher wasn't looking when all a sudden I got a text from someone texted me, it was a text from mom. She asked if I was free to call. I ignored her text and put my phone away and waited for class to end. When the finale be rang I grabbed my stuff and then took out my phone and called my mom, "Hello? Is everything alright?" I didn't bother waiting for my sisters like pure usual. "Yeah there was something important I needed to tell you, I need you to pack everything you need or want." I was confused, were we going on a trip?

"We going on a family road trip?" I asked, "We're moving, that's what were doing." I felt like I was gonna drop my phone, I stopped and just stood in the middle of the sidewalk shocked. "Hello...? Kanao are you ther-" I hung up on her and was confused and mad at the same time. Why do we have to move?! Can't she let me finish school?! How far are we moving am I even changing school's?! Does she ever ask for what I want?! No she never asks, because she doesn't expect me to disagree, she still thinks I can't decide for myself...

Fucking bitch...

I felt my eyes water, why now? I made so many memories and friends and she expects me to throw it away? How am I supposed to tell them?! Should I even? I ran home to confront her and I kept writing my tears away and when I did made it home, my mother was right there waiting for me on the front porch. "Hunny are you alright? You hung up on me and I was worried..." I wanted to scream at her, but I couldn't, I didn't have the balls to..

"Where are we moving to...?"

"Somewhere far from here..."

"Why?"

"Well you dad got promoted! And we are moving in a week! I registered a new school and everything! Your gonna love it there!"

"AND HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW THAT?! YOU NEVER ASK FOR MY OPINION IN ANYTHING!"

"Kanao your 15 year's old, what choice can you make now if you never did before? Your sisters are perfectly fine with the idea I'm sure of it." I was pissed off, I never really felt anger towards this women who apparently is my mother. Why was I was so mad at her? Is there really a reason to anymore? I couldn't take it anymore, I snapped at her, "IT'S NOT FAIR! JUST BECAUSE I'M YOUNG DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T HAVE A SAY IN ANYTHING! WHEN I'M OLDER I'M LEAVING YOU AND MOVING BACK!" I slapped the women and ran out the house as my sister just arrived home and my mother running after me for a short while.

The women is already almost in her late 30's, there was no way she would be able to catch up to me now. I kept running and running until I was able to get away, I hated the feeling of leaving something behind. Not now, not yet...as I kept running I eventually found a park to stop by but before I was able to slow down my speed I bumped into someone, it was a boy, I tripped and fell and smacked my head against a tree. I rubbed the back of my head and I looked up to see someone who looked my age, and around the same height.

He had black long hair, along with teal ends.

"Muichiro...?" I asked quietly, trying not to sound to shaky from the running and crying. "Excuse me?" I felt confused, "Muichiro is at home right now.."

Ah... it's Yuichiro...

"I'm sorry I get you two confused sometimes...what are you doing here?"

"I could ask you the same thing, and why in your uniform. I wanted a break because I had things in my mind I wanted to release out here."

"We could talk about it together..."

He didn't seem to care for the idea but agreeded to it anyways, we sat down on a nearby bench and he went straight forward, "Why were you running and crying?"

"I-I...well I'm moving away in a week...I didn't want to leave so soon and leave everyone behind...but I don't know how to explain to them...I don't even know if I could tell anyone.."

"Your telling me."

"I think you know what I mean...I kinda got mad at my mom and slapped her face and just ran off. I feel bad but I couldn't control myself and just had the urge to. I wish I didn't...I wish this were all a dream...but I felt like I am getting in the way of things so it might be the best..."

"Honestly I say things to my brother I don't even mean to or I say something stupid to my friend's and it hurts them. I don't know how to express the right emotions sometimes..."

"What happened that made you come here..?"

"I kinda been building up envy for someone but I'm afraid if I tell that person I'll mess up our relationship and I'm scared to lose that person..." I knew it was Muichiro, I had a deep feeling. The way Yuichiro looks at his brother looks like he has eyes full of envy. "It's Muichiro isn't it?" He looked at me and slowly nodded. "Why do you envy him"

"He has a kind personallity, he's liked more, he has more confidence, he is able to express better emotions for better situations, he is quickly indetified to care for others, and...well...I don't want to talk about it." I felt I knew the answer but I didn't want to assume..." You can tell me Yuichiro...I want to help you and keeping something inside you forever is not healthy..."

"It's nothing...I have to go...thanks for opening up to me and listening to me I guess..have a good day...and tell someone alright.."

With that he left me sitting there confused, he was right, I have to tell someone but how? It's more difficult then it seems and to certain people it's gonna be to hard to explain. What happens if I lose connections with those people, long distance friendships and online friends never last, they really never really do. I don't even wanna think about it now. I'll tell someone soon! I stood up and began walking about but I couldn't get the thought about Yuichiro's words out of my head...

What was that last sentence..? Was it really that personal? It's no duh he won't tell me anything..we hardly even talked..we never had a class together...then it hit me...that look in his eyes told me so...

He liked someone that liked Muichiro...

I'm sure y'all know who the person is.

:)

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