Once upon a time . . .
She made it the fuck through . . .
The end.
âAddieâs Secret Thoughts
âIdonât want to leave you, Addie,â Coraline tells me as I hug her in front of the airport.
âYou have to, sissy. One semester left. Then you take the bar, and you can decide your next move. Youâve come too far to not finish now.â I hold back my tears, refusing to let Cori see how much it hurts to send her back to Boston. âWe love you.â
She looks back at Lennox, whoâs sleeping obliviously in the car, and her lip trembles. âFine. I finish school on one condition . . .â
I tilt my head and wait for it.
âCut the man a break, Adelaide. Let him take care of you. He means well, even if it pisses you off. Heâs trying, and thatâs more than most people would do.â I shake my head, and she laughs. âItâs a nice car.â
âGo before you miss your plane.â I push her away, smiling. âCall me when you get there.â
âLove you, Addie.â She waves at me, then blows a kiss to Lennox before disappearing into the crowd, and I stand, watching her and feeling like a piece of my heart just walked away.
Just a few more months.
I slide behind the steering wheel and glance back through the mirror showcasing Lennoxâs beautiful sleeping face. âOkay, baby girl. Your sissy has school for a few more hours, and Leoâs at practice. How about Mommy and Lennox get some coffee and cookies, then sign sissy up for dance classes?â
I turned my book in yesterday and thankfully, love the way it ended up working out.
Even with the complete chaos that is my life right now, Leo certainly knows how to inspire all the words. Each touch . . . every kiss. The way he says my wife. They give me ideas and open up so many things I want to write that I never considered before. They may also give me ideas about other things Iâve never tried before. Tub sex was a lot of fun.
I laugh at myself and my dirty mind.
Thereâs a reason Iâm a romance author, and itâs not just that I like the happily ever afters. The spice is one of my favorite things to write. Maybe I need to do a little research with my husband.
It doesnât take me long to park behind Hart & Soul Academy of Dance, the ballet studio Leoâs mom owns. Itâs one of the biggest buildings on Main Street, taking up a full corner lot with white brick and big picture windows tinted so we canât see inside. Izzyâs been talking about this place since we went to Belle and Declanâs house after Christmas. Molly takes classes here, so now Izzy wants to too.
The bells over the door chime as I walk in, carrying Lennox with me.
The studio is quiet, but the lights are on, and Belle rushes out from the back of the building. âAdelaide. Hi.â She masks her surprise at seeing me with a forced smile. âHow are you?â
Her eyes dance from me to Lennox, and her smile looks a little less forced when she looks at my daughter.
âWell, Molly has Izzy convinced ballet is the absolute coolest thing in the world, so I thought Iâd stop by and get information on classes. Iâm not sure how this works. Could she even start in the middle of the year?â I ask, genuinely confused.
Belle reaches behind the front desk and pulls out a flyer. âOf course she could. Hereâs a list of the classes for our baby ballerinas. The age groups are listed on there too. Iâd love to have her here.â
She reaches out to touch Lennox, then pulls back. âMay I?â
I nod, and Belle unbuckles her from the baby carrier and snuggles her against her chest. âIâd love to have Lennox too, when sheâs a little older.â
âShe just started army crawling yesterday. All arms pulling with no legs pushing. Itâs too funny. Leo got down on his hands and knees and tried showing her how to crawl. It was hilarious.â
The smile that pulls from her lips is beautiful.
âThat sounds like Leo. Heâs been fantastic with his sistersâ kids. Of course heâd be great with his own.â As if realizing her mistake, she rolls her lips together. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean . . .â
âNo, itâs fine. Really. Leo has been more of a father to both girls in the time heâs been in their life than their father ever was. You raised an incredible man.â I warm at the thought. âIâm sorry you werenât there for the wedding. I know that must have hurt your feelings, and I didnât mean for that to happen. Your son speaks so highly of you and your family. Iâm not sure Iâve ever met another man so well adjusted and grateful for his family.â
âWeâre your family now too, Addie. If youâll let us be. I know what itâs like to not have a big family, and coming in to this one can be a little overwhelming. But take it from someone whoâs done it, let us in. Family comes in all shapes and sizes, and ours is something special.â
Lennox opens her eyes, then her mouth, and wails when she realizes she doesnât know the person holding her. But that doesnât phase Belle in the least. âShh, sweetheart. Itâs okay.â She bounces and sways and shows Lennox the lights reflecting off the pretty chandelier hanging from the ceiling until my girl is babbling in her arms.
âJust think about it, okay?â
âI appreciate it. Thank you. Iâm not sure how much you know about the drama going on right now. But I never had the closest family, even when they were alive, so this whole big family thing doesnât exactly come naturally to me. But that doesnât mean I donât want it.â I debate what I want to say next. I really didnât come here today to have this conversation. Not with Leoâs mom. Not with everything else going on.
âI only know what my son has discussed with his father. And I was really sorry to hear about what youâre going through.â
âThank you. I guess I wanted to make sure you knew I didnât marry Leo for his money. I may have heard Everly mention something to you at Christmas.â It hurts even to bring it up. Not just because Iâd never want someone to think that about me, but because in a way, sheâs right. I didnât marry him for love.
But, I donât know . . . maybe I did.
Maybe deep down, I knew where this was going.
Maybe I wouldnât have said yes if I didnât know it.
Belle stares at me, mortified. âOh, Addie. Everly said itâs not even like you married him for his money because she knows youâre a glamorous author. She assumed with the level of success youâve already had, you wouldnât need anything from Leo. I think she was joking and said something about always assuming if Leo got married, it would be to someone who liked his money as much as him because she likes to tease her brothers. Youâll get used to her. My kids speak sarcasm as their first language.â
âOh . . .â I think back to that night, relief washing over me. âWell, thank you. But if you saw me writing in sweats that are three days past due for a wash and crazy hair, youâd know itâs anything but glamorous.â
Her eyes narrow. âDo you know Leoâs aunt is a romance author too?â
âNo. Really? He never mentioned it.â I wonder why he didnât.
Itâs not exactly a common thing.
âWe should all do lunch one day. Iâm sure Natty would love that.â
I smile, and something Caitlin said on Christmas clicks. âWait . . . Natalie Ryan? Lilah and Noahâs mom?â
Belles nods. âYou met Lilah and Noah?â
âI did. Iâm good friends with Caitlin Beneventi, and we volunteered at the soup kitchen on Christmas. At the time, I hadnât even realized how everyone was related. Your family is pretty big.â My head hurts, just thinking about all the connections.
âWell itâs your family now too, Addie.â
And damn, if that realization doesnât blow my mind.
Holy Hat Trick, Revolution fans! Leo Sinclair is one of only a handful of Revolution players to score hat tricks in two separate games during one season, and both just so happen to have come after he put a ring on it. Am I spotting a trend? Is this something the rest of our favorite puck pack members should consider to help improve their games? Because Number Ten is on FIRE.
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