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A year later :

Y/n PoV :

I looked at taehyung who was taking pics with his friends . It was our graduation day . Taehyung got the first rank . He is our school topper .

Since the incident from the nurse room I started staying away from him as he wanted . I always see him from afar . I couldn't help myself but be worried for him .

That day , when I took him to my place for the night I realised that he has some problems with his family . But I don't know anything about his family . It's like a big secret . Taehyung doesn't share his personals / secrets with anyone .

Since that day I m always worried for taehyung. Sometimes I even go on a walking near his house without him knowing . Because if he knows then he will hate me more and I don't want that . I know I m creepy but I am more worried about taehyung. I don't want him to suffer alone if there's any problem. That's why I keep my eyes on him to make sure that he is fine .

Even though I started staying away from him my love for him didn't fade . I m a love sick puppy for him .

This might be the last day we will be seeing each other . There is a after party tomorrow night but I know that taehyung won't come . He never attended a party . I don't know why . So this might be the last time I see him . The thought of departing away from him makes my heart clench .

I don't know how will I be able to live without seeing him . For the past 6 years I am attending school only because of him . My eyes are always on him . For the past 6 years he never left my mind . So now the thought of not seeing him again makes me want to cry a lot .

My heart feels very heavy .

Y/n, you wanted to talk to him right . Go and talk to him . Looks like he will leave in few minutes .

I m afraid . He hates me so much . He doesn't like to see my face .

Y/n I know about you . If you won't talk to him now then you will regret it your whole life . And who cares this might be the last time . So go and talk .

Okay .

I clutched the gift box tightly in my hand and went near him .

T-taehyung.

I called him and he turned around . My breath hitched seeing him . After so many months I m seeing him this close . My heart started beating faster when his was looking at me .

Congratulations. This is for you .

I forwarded the gift box . He just raised his one eyebrow at me and looked at me frowning .

Taehyung please accept it . I m not giving you because I am expecting something in return . I have no other intentions . I am just giving you this because I want to . You have worked hard and got first place . So this gift of for that .

I still don't want it .

This is just a congratulatory gift taehyung please accept it . I worked so hard to get this for you .

He still didn't take the gift . I bit my lower lip in embarrassment. Why isn't he taking it ?

Taehyung this will probably be the last time I m talking to you and giving you something. I want our last meeting to be a good one . I will be so happy if you accept this . Please .

Okay .

He said and took the gift box . My heart exploded in happiness when he accepted the gift . This is the first time he is accepting my gift . I m so happy and this will be one of the best days in my life .

He was about to open the box but I stopped him .

Can you please open it after going home ?

He stopped his actions and kept the box in his pocket .

Okay then goodbye . I have to leave .

I nodded my head and took a side step making a space for him to leave . I saw him leaving the graduation hall . I followed him out and saw him getting in the car . And just like that he left . A tear flowed down from my eye.

I wiped it off but more tears flowed down .

I won't be seeing him again . I love him so much and the thought of not seeing again is killing me . My friends came to console me but it's just waste . No one can comfort me now . I went to my home and locked myself in my room . Yoongi wanted to comfort me but I just wanted to be alone .

Time skip :

3 months later ;

It's been 3 months since our graduation. I did not see taehyung since then . I heard from others that he left the town and went to his grandmas house . He is staying there .

My life in these three months did not go well . I felt empty . Very empty . Something was missing in my life and that something is taehyung. I could not accept the fact that I may not see him for the rest of my life . It's hard to accept that .

Even though he hated me even though we didn't talk I was still happy because I got to see him everyday. And now without seeing him for 3 months I became gloomy .

For the sake of my family I try to be happy but the happiness is not coming from my heart . My happiness is taehyung. And he is not with me now .

Y/n have you packed everything?

Yoongi asked entering my room . He saw my gloomy state and sighed . He sat beside me and held my shoulders making me face him .

I wish I could do something. But this is love and I can't force him to love you back . I m sorry y/n .

Don't be sorry yoongi . It's not your fault or anyone's . It's mine that I am unable to move on .

I hate to see you like this y/n . If I had some supernatural power then I would definitely make him fall for you . But that boy is so stubborn.

It's fine yoongi .

Y/n you are starting your college in two days . It's the new chapter in your life . You are going to leave us and stay on your own . You are going to start a new chapter . So please promise me that you will put everything behind and be happy . Please look forward to your bright future .

Yes , he is right . I got an admission in a college in daegu. I m going to shift there . Yoongi insisted that he will also come and stay with me but his college is here . Also leyda got the admission in same college as mine . We are going to study together .

So we decided to rent a room near the university and stay together . We have been friends from childhood. So our both parents accepted it . But still yoongi is worried about me .

As he said I m going to start a new chapter in my life . And I should look forward to it . I can't hang on my love and spoil my future . I should try living my life without taehyung .

I can't promise but I will definitely try to forget everything and start new .

That's my y/n . If you need any kind of help I m always here for you my dumpling . I want to see you happy .

He patted my hair and kissed my forehead . I hugged him and rested my face in his torso . Tears threatened to escape my eyes but I controlled them . I shouldn't cry for him anymore . I shouldn't hang on which won't belong to me . I shouldn't live like this . I m still 19 and I have a bright life ahead.

Time skip ;

Me and leyda set up our things in this tiny apartment . We rented a small apartment which has two bedrooms and a hall with a kitchen . It's not big nor small . It's more than enough for us two to live .

Living hall

Polo and Jason went abroad for their studies while me and leyda shifted to daegu from busan . Me and leyda miss polo and Jason a lot . But we have let go of things and accept the fate .

Day of college :

Y/n are you ready ?

Yes , I am almost ready .

Leyda asked entering my room . She eyed me and up and down and made a disgusting face .

What ?

I asked .

Look at you . Why are you wearing so boring dress .

She pointed at my dress . I was wearing a simple t shirt and jeans and a cardigan on top of my t shirt . Sure it looked boring but I was comfortable in it .

Oh come on leyda . We are just going to college .

Exactly . We are going to attend the college y/n . It's our first day . They say first impression is the best impression.

Who cares .

I do. I m not letting you attend college like this . You have to change .

She said opening my closet door . She was wearing a half white cotton dress and styled it with a light blue flannel shirt . She is definitely a fashionista . She loves styling dresses . I always thought she would become a fashion designer and as I expected she chose that field . Even I m studying fashion designer.

I m not good at studies nor leyda . Even in our school days we didn't graduate with much good grades . One thing we both were good at was designing . Me and leyda we both dreamed on becoming a fashion designer since we were kids and now we are here . The university we are studying in has almost all of the courses .

Our university is so big and has separate blocks for every course . Leyda has a very good fashion sense . I can't say mine is bad but it isn't either good . I m not as fashionable as her .

Here .

She said handing me a dress which was so short .

No I m not going to wear this for college . It's too short . Is this even allowed to wear in the college ?

Oh come on y/n . We are attending university now . The staff doesn't care about what we wear .

But still I don't think I can wear it on a first day to the college . Choose something else .

Ughhhhh okay .

She groaned and chose a pink skirt outfit for me . That's one of my fav dresses of mine .

Time skip ;

Leyda linked her arm with mine . We both were very nervous since it's our first day of the college . We both promised each other that we both will never leave each other's side even if we make new friends . I m so glad that leyda is with me . I m starting my new chapter with my best friend beside me .

I took a deep breath and we both entered the college . I plastered a smile on my face . How I wished taehyung was here too . I quickly shook my thoughts when his face appeared in my head . I should forget him . I shouldn't think about him .

I was so busy in my thoughts that I didn't see and bumped into a guy . Leyda quickly grabbed me so that I won't fall . I bowed and apologised to the guy I bumped into . I looked up to see his face and my jaw dropped seeing a most handsome man standing infront of me looking so hot .

Am I dreaming ? He is so hot and handsome .