Chapter 8

Lotta’s POV

What an arogant man!

Who the hell, is he?!

Talking to me like that and telling me what to do with my life, not to mention that he wants to marry me, like I’m his property!

“You are his mate”, she heard Tessa in her head.

“It doesn’t mean he can do what ever he wants with me!” Lotta said to her.

“Ohh, you are mad about a kiss.”

“You must admit, it was a great kiss”, Tessa teased her.

Lotta touched her swollen lips, still warm from his gentle kiss.

Tessa was right, he liked the kiss, and the thing was she wanted much more than a kiss, and that was what made her angry.

Oh, God, why him?

Why now?

The bond was too strong, even then, she could feel it, but she could never imagine that Drake was her mate.

She was always intimidated by his appearance, always, and she thought that there was no way that he would ever look at her, he was so much above her as she always thought, and a future Alpha.

At that time, she was broken and couldn’t tell what would happen to her life, but she felt alone and abandoned, until she met Victor, one day when she was near the training ground.

She always thought that there were still her parents, and it would help her feel better, but it was only worse, and that’s why she stopped training.

He recognized her, because she used to go there with her parents, and one day, she listened to how she would be at their place, as a main warrior in the pack.

But, when they died, a part of her died too, and she felt abandoned by everybody, especially when she became an omega.

“You should listen to your mate, he has right, you know”, Tessa said to her.

“Oh, God, you are just horny for his wolf!” Lotta said.

“Well, I I’m, but I haven’t seen that you were defending , you wanted his touches and I bet you will want them much more, as time passes.”

“That’s just a mate’s bond.”

“No, that’s much more, but you are stubborn”, Tessa said.

“You know we are meant to be here, to stay, you are the best warrior there is, you know that, and you are needed here.”

“How many Lunas you know , that could fight like you?” Tessa asked.

That’s not the point, everything has changed now, and I won’t stand it!” She was frustrated.

“Won’t, or can’t?” Tessa was persistent.

Lotta thought for a moment, looking into the distance.

“I don’t stink I’m strong enough to deal with all this, with him and his demands”, she said.

“How will I know that he won’t betray me like everybody else, not to mention that he doesn’t know what his sister has done, as if he would believe me, an omega”, she said with sadness in her voice.

“You worrying too much”, Tessa said to her.

“You are the strongest and brave person I know, and my person, so don’t you dare to think or let anyone tell you otherwise.”

“You are a golden wolf and a healer, you are strong enough to deal with everything, but I must warn you.”

“A lot of them will want to own you because of that, so we must hide as long it’s possible, but, mate must know”, Tessa finished.

“What, no!” Lotta yelled in her mind.

“He ill be more possessive and restrained me much more, I don’t wan’t that.”

“To him, it will be a hell,living with me, because he dares to tell me what to do”, she said, with bitterness.

“He must know, because he will protect you even more, than he already will2, Tessa spoke.

“I can protect myself”, Lotta was stubborn.

“Not like he can so stop and try to be positive once in those 2 years”, Tessa said.

“And, he knows that you can, it makes him happy”, she said.

“How do you know that?” Lotta was surprised.

“Reth told me”, her voice was longing.

That statement made her smile.

She felt joy because of Tessa’s words, and the fact that he spoke with his wolf also, meant that he was serious about everything he said.

That scared her, instantly.

Every belief, every thought she had, now maybe won’t be fulfilled, because everything will change.

But in what way?

For the better, or the worse?

The harsh truth will be out, and what about his family and Agatha?

How will that function?

She had a feeling that her head would burst in half.

Her thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice.

“I knew I will found you here.”

“Why aren’t you at the party where I saw you, are you okay?” Victor was worried.

“I was, and it wasn’t gone well”, she said.

“What do you mean?” He asked, worried.

“I find my mate”, she said calmly.

“Well, that’s great, do I know him?” He asked.

“Oh, everybody knows him, he is soon to be an Alpha of this pack”, she said, bitter.

“Drake?!”

“That’s something great Lotta”, he was happy for her.

“You deserve the best”, he said.

She looked at him like he had two heads.

“Not really, Victor, if he wants to control me and my life”, she was upset.

“You know how much I hate when someone tells me what I suppose to do, or think.”

“Yeah, you become more stubborn”, he said.

“Listen, I don’t think he wants that, every mate wants the best, I just think he’s worried and, maybe a bit jealous”, Victor said to her.

She gave him a strange look.

“You think?” She shook her head.

“Why do I get the feeling that you are defending him?” She asked.

“He is your mate, for God sake”, Vitor got upset.

She didn’t take her eyes off him, it was like she was studying his mind.

“He has someone here, someone who was telling him my every move”, she said, quietly.

“That’s absurdly”, Victor said as he defended himself.

“He knows my every move everything about me, even my training, which only you knew , because you trained me”, she said to him, and his face turned pale.

“Oh, my God”, she sighed, when she realized the truth.