Never mind the others, even Li Hong Yuanâs eyes all penetrated with a trace of confusion. Shu Consort had just taken a trip back from the gates of hell. Even if the first person she wanted to see wasnât Le Cheng Emperor, it should still be her maiden family, so how could it be the two of them?
Jing Wan looked towards Li Hong Yuan, slightly lifting her brow. Not going to explain?
Li Hong Yuan placed a piece of crystal dumpling on Jing Wanâs plate, âEat, afterwards, we can enter the palace for a look.â
This was having nothing to explain? Jing Wan understood, continuing to eat, though her speed increased quite a bit. She was already almost done eating to begin with. As such, it didnât take that much time.
Because the people from Ganlu Palace were still waiting, and from the looks of it, also very anxious, Jing Wan didnât dillydally, even urging Li Hong Yuan to hurry up a little.
Regardless of who, so long as Jing Wan cares a bit too much, Li Hong Yuan would certainly just become unhappy. As Jing Wan rushed him more and more, he instead just sat down directly, having Jing Wan pulled into his arms, his two arms slightly exerting strength, confining tightly. That meaning couldnât be more obvious. Jing Wan didnât know whether to laugh or cry, âAlright, alright, letâs take it slowly, or how about, letâs just not enter the palace. In any case, the weather is quite cold. Itâs still more comfortable to coop up at home.â Jing Wan quickly stroked his fur, even giving him two kisses.
Li Hong Yuan coldly watched her, âWan Wan thinks this husband is this easy to fool? What youâre trying to do, you think I wouldnât know?â
Jing Wan embraced his neck, leaning over to snuggle against him, acting coquettishly, âAbout that, some things, you just need to know inside, no need to expose. Once exposed, it wonât be fun anymore.â
Li Hong Yuan was still smiling, yet also still a bit cold, âFine then, today, this husband will just nicely have fun with Wan Wan.â
Jing Wan hurriedly propped up against his shoulders. What are you joking about? If it continues like this, then they really wonât be able to go out today. The âcompletely insincereâ fur-stroking becoming âincomparably sincereâ, to put it bluntly, it was just âdividing the land and paying reparationsâ, having a certain someoneâs fur smoothed, while Jing Wan exhausted her energy. This originally didnât have anything to do with her, so why should she âpay the priceâ? Jing Wan felt this way wonât do, and once Shu Consort Qin recovers, she needed to demand a bit of compensation from her.
The people of Ganlu Palace, upon seeing that Li Hong Yuan and Jing Wan finally got ready, lightly relaxed a breath. Although it took some time, but fortunately, this ancestor didnât quit on the spot. Didnât one see that in the past, even when his Majesty and Noble Consort summoned him, it was all possible for him to not go? If theyâd really encountered this kind of situationâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â¦
Today was different from yesterday, the attire not needing to be that solemn, but it was still not a hair out of place.
Li Hong Yuan, this person, although his reputation was terrible in all kinds of ways, his mannerism and appearance had nothing to be nitpicked. Even in the manor, aside from when âmessing aroundâ with Jing Wan, he was all like so. At certain times, Jing Wan even had a kind of illusion that this man was ascetic. Of course, an illusion was just an illusion, this man wasnât the slightest bit ascetic.
Le Cheng Emperor had business at hand, so the two of them directly headed to Ganlu Palace.
It was actually Jing Wan and Li Hong Yuanâs first time entering Shu Consort Qinâs resting chamber. Alright, in reality, even Li Hong Yuan all didnât come to Ganlu Palace more than a few times, let alone Jing Wan.
Shu Consort Qin wasnât lying on the bed, but rather leaning against the beauty recliner facing the window, even having gone through careful grooming. Having gotten poisoned last night, the damage towards her shouldâve been quite big. The healthy and rosy complexion in the past, this while, lacked the slightest drop of blood. Against the rays of light shining in from the window, her face even appeared somewhat transparent, seeming weak and fragile.
Originally, compared to the Empress and Noble Consort Su, Shu Consort Qin whoâd never given birth to a child, while being close in age, had the best figure. And the three of them, in terms of bearing, all possessed their own distinguishing feature, each having their own strengths. But, these three all didnât possess the characteristics of a sickly beauty[1]. However, Shu Consort Qin in this moment truly filled this role.
Shu Consort Qin just left one person by her side to serve, her eyes closed, appearing to be asleep. Just, her eyelids were shaking, and her eyeballs below also appeared to be turning slightly. It was obvious, her sleep wasnât peaceful.
Seeing Jing Wan and them enter, that palace maid hurriedly got up to greet, and after receiving permission, got back up.
Jing Wan was still thinking, with Shu Consort Qin asleep, what should they do, but that palace maid had already leaned towards Shu Consort Qin, softly opening her mouth, âYour Highness, Jin Qinwang and Jin Wangfei have arrived.â Clearly worried that if her voice was too loud, it would startle Shu Consort Qin.
Jing Wan originally was still thinking of stopping that palace maid. At this time, naturally it was the patient that was more important.
But unexpectedly, as soon as the palace maidâs voice dropped, Shu Consort Qin immediately just opened her eyes. Shu Consort Qinâs line of sight landed on the two of them, unexpectedly feeling as if, in her eyes, between the heaven and earth, only the two of them existed.
The tip of Jing Wanâs heart somewhat went numb, to the extent that she somewhat didnât dare to continue going forward. Although Shu Consort Qin didnât do anything either, Jing Wan couldnât help but feel that there was something abnormal about her. Moreover, how to put it, even though she was looking at the two of them, Jing Wan kept feeling that she should just be looking at a certain someone next to her, seemingly having nothing to do with her. Jing Wan wanted to turn her head to ask Li Hong Yuan, what was this situation, but getting stared at this fixedly by Shu Consort Qin, doing that seemingly wasnât good.
As time elapsed little by little, Shu Consort Qinâs gaze became increasingly strange, just like as if staring at her own child, incomparably warm. Jing Wan strangely recalled, prior to marrying, or perhaps at an even earlier time, Shu Consort Qinâs gaze towards her seemingly was also somewhat off. Although it wasnât too obvious, and it wasnât like that every time, but carrying a trace of curiosity was a hundred percent certain.
Shu Consort Qin, towards Le Cheng Emperorâs children, was actually more or less all the same. It can be said to be truly viewing everyone equally. Although in the dark, she stood on Li Hong Yuanâs side, but she seemingly was very optimistic towards Li Hong Yuanâs abilities, never considering herself as an elder, and towards Li Hong Yuanâs conduct, she never tries to interfere. As such, Shu Consort Qinâs gaze, Li Hong Yuan actually had an even deeper sense of than Jing Wan.
Compared to Jing Wan, however, Li Hong Yuan was completely unmoved, still neither slowly nor quickly going forward. Jing Wan closely followed by his side, falling behind half a step. When the two of them reached an appropriate position, âGreetings your Highness Shu Consort.â
Shu Consort Qin was like as if getting woken suddenly, revealing a gentle smile that was no different from usual. Just, compared to the neither close nor estranged sense of distance at that time, right now clearly felt much closer. âQuickly rise. âââPrepare a seat for Jin Qinwang and Jin Wangfei.â
The palace maid quickly moved over seats and served the tea. Afterwards, she just withdrew, leaving only the three of them.
Li Hong Yuan didnât sit down, and Jing Wan also just stood there.
Li Hong Yuan directly stared at Shu Consort Qin. Speaking of which, she ultimately was still his shu consort mother, so Li Hong Yuan doing this certainly was rude, and in the past, one had never seen him do this kind of thing before.
âWan Wan, why donât you go out first, I have a few words to say to her Highness Shu Consort.â Li Hong Yuan suddenly turned towards Jing Wan and said.
Jing Wan was surprised, lifting her head and glancing at him. His face was expressionless, his eyes serene, hiding away all his emotions. Even the sharpest psychologist, or minute facial expression decipherer, afraid all wonât be able to make out his current thoughts. There werenât many times where Li Hong Yuan was like this, but itâs not like Jing Wan has never seen before. Just, every time it was like this, it was possible that things were a bit abnormal.
âAlright.â Jing Wan lightly smiled and curtsied, retreating a few steps as she turned to leave.
Although it was retreating out, in reality, one can completely have the situation inside viewed clearly. It was still that reasoning, avoiding suspicion was necessary.
Li Hong Yuan had his line of sight placed on Shu Consort Qinâs face again, âShu Consort seemingly is very nervous?â
Shu Consort Qin admit, when Li Hong Yuan had Jing Wan suddenly sent away, she was indeed nervous, because she wasnât certain whether or not Li Hong Yuan discovered something. Sheâd been doing her best to conceal, yet in the end, still wasnât able to escape from his eyes. However, just based on this bit, it still further made one relieved, no? Her mind also relaxed a little, âDonât know what this consort has to be nervous about?â
Li Hong Yuan finally sat down, âThis, will have to ask your Highness yourself. If your Highness insist on making this prince explain clearly, then one will just say it directly, who are you?â
âShu Consort Qinâ just felt her heart beating madly, her blood rushing through her body, causing her face to even gain a trace of blood. Her hand also unconsciously clenched into a fist.
Li Hong Yuan quietly observed it all. A trace of emotion called âas expectedâ flashed through his eyes. In reality, he wasnât certain. It was largely just sounding out.
âThese words of wangyeâs, this consort doesnât understand.â âShu Conort Qinâsâ voice was somewhat trembling.
âYou wanted to meet this prince, yet unwilling to be open and direct, then thereâs nothing to say. This prince will just take oneâs leave.â Li Hong Yuan said, even about to get up.
âYuanâerâ¦â¦..â âShu Consort Qinâ however could no longer hold it in, instantly breaking down, her tears tumbling down. The affection and longing in her eyes could no longer be concealed.
Li Hong Yuanâs complexion was heavy, slightly knitting his brows. This situation was one that even he didnât expect. âDonât cry, what youâre condition is like currently, you yourself should be the most clear.â
âYuanâer, you know, Iâm, Iâmâ¦â¦â¦â¦â The following words were stuck in her throat, seemingly unable to come out, because she was scared.
âBehaving that obviously, what else is there to not know.â After understanding the cause, Li Hong Yuan returned to being calm and tranquil like a ripple-less old well.
(T/N: LHY is a character that likes to bluff a lot, but itâs also quite subtle lol. Literally two lines ago, he was all âwhat is this situationâ, and now, heâs just, âyep I knew all alongâ.)
She knew, he wonât have any feelings towards her, and originally, she was already mentally prepared, but when really facing, it was still like a blade stabbing into her heart, especially when recalling the mother-son relationship between him and Noble Consort Su, the pain making her nearly suffocate. This clearly was her son, growing up little by little in her stomach, in the beginning, just sensing him stretch his arms and kick his feet in her stomach, but she wasnât able to see him be born, further unable to participate in his growth. Actually, she has never once blamed the heavens or the people for her misfortunes. Even if at the time, she got abandoned by her family, she was also just heartbroken, accepting the fate that she was unable to oppose, because she believed, oneâs days ultimately was lived by oneself. That man that was her husband, misunderstood her, hurt her, and even killed her, but she also didnât think anything of it, instead feeling as if it was a kind of release. In any case, she didnât have any feelings towards him. Since he didnât believe her, she also didnât want to explain anything, because once that man becomes stubborn, it was just like as if completely sealing off himself. No matter what you say, it was all useless. Only this child, only himâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦
However, what was worth rejoicing was that he didnât suspect her, and didnât feel that she was a demon or evil spirit, and thus, scared of her, âYuanâer believes me, right?â
âShu Consort died last night, and you took over her body?â Li Hong Yuan replied with a question.
âThis isnât the case. Iâve been inside younger sister Qinâs body for several years already. Just, Iâm too weak, so majority of the times, Iâm asleep inside her body. Because of the accident this time, I temporarily gained control of the body.â
âSeveral years? How many years?â
âThat year when you were ten.â
[1] Sickly beauty is just someone that looks beautiful when ill. Thereâs a particular story I remember about it. I believe it was about Xi Shi. In the story, Xi Shi was very delicate and weak, so whenever she felt nauseous or lightheaded, she would cover her mouth or hold her forehead, and that image of her was very beautiful and captivating. The story however is actually about another woman that tried to copy Xi Shiâs actions to look beautiful, but ended up looking like a fool. I canât remember if this was an idiom story or just a historical anecdote.
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