Coming from the same family clan, Luo Jing Yingâs relation with her wasnât âordinaryâ. Having the person brought over, it was nothing more than just two reasons, either for making connections and pulling in the relation, or wanting to give her a show of strength by humiliating Luo Jing Ying.
The latterâs possibility really wasnât that high, unless Rui Qinwangâs brain was broken. But making connections? During the time at the temporary imperial residence, they shouldâve already had the face torn, so what friendly relations are there to pull in?
However, since they already brought the person over, can one even have the person driven out?
Luo Jing Ying watched Jing Wan and Rui Wangfei smilingly chat. Clearly last time when theyâd met, she still needed to perform a bow towards Rui Wangfei, but now, they were already completely equal in status. Sheâd clearly grown much taller, and donât know if it was because sheâd married, she seemingly was even more radiant than before. That body of delicate skin was still that flawless, still facing the heavens confidently without makeup. Even Rui Wangfeiâs exquisite look in makeup was still thoroughly defeated, let alone her(LJY). The two of them standing together, for those who werenât in the know, no one would have her considered as the younger sister. Regardless whether it was her face, eyes, or spirit, she all appeared to be more than ten years older than her. Hehehehâ¦â¦â¦..
Even if she(JW) married a very unbearable man, she(LJY) still couldnât go against her heart and say she wasnât living well.
But, that kind of man, how can it be good?
Rui Wangfei said quite a few words to Jing Wan before finally having Luo Jing Ying pulled to her side, ââ¦â¦â¦â¦.Today, brought Concubine Ying here, mainly because Concubine Ying truly wanted to see her maiden family, but because of her status, itâs not easy to see them. Other places, this sister-in-law isnât able to take her to, just thinking that today, weâre all one family, thus shamelessly had the person brought over. Younger sister-in-law donât think too much.â
And Luo Jing Ying also quite cooperatively looked to Jing Wan with teary eyes. In her eyes was an indescribable and endless longing, âThird sisterâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â Luo Jing Ying actually really did miss her, just donât know whether or not this longing also contained jealousy and hatred. All in all, in this very moment, she just felt this sworn enemy was especially intimate.
Perhaps, in this moment, she truly understood what was called âeven if the bones break, the tendons are still connectedâ[1].
She originally thought that even if she died in Rui Qinwang Manor rear court, she still wonât be able to see her maiden family again.
Itâs not that she has never pleaded Rui Wangfei to send letters to her mother for her, but ultimately, it was all sinking a stone in the ocean, not having the slightest reply. She knew, sheâd already thoroughly broken her motherâs heart, really no longer caring about her. And the others of the Luo family, further didnât have anyone that would pay her any attention.
Seeing Luo Jing Ying living this miserably, Jing Wan really didnât have any feelings of content inside, but she also didnât pity her. In the end, between them, there wasnât any great grudge of life and death, and for Luo Jing Ying to have ended up like this, it really wasnât that she had no other options, nor was she forced by anyone, it was all her own decision. Originally, she couldâve had a pretty good marriage, and regardless whether it was the Luo family or herself, all wonât go destroy it. Yet, her greed was insatiable, and she was also young and short-sighted, unable to see the state of affairs clearly, creating such consequences.
Jing Wanâs eyes circled around her stomach. In reality, her child was at most just ten days younger than Sun Yi Jiaâs child, but the child was already fifty days old, yet didnât hear any news of Rui Qinwang Manor adding a child. And looking at her now, she also didnât seem like sheâd just given birth to a child not long ago. As such, if not losing the child at birth, then afraid it was long gone before then. When sheâd gotten pregnant, they âexcitedlyâ came to the Luo family to report the good news, but when it was gone, the Luo family didnât get the slightest news. Rui Qinwang truly was without favorable benefits, just not having the Luo family taken seriously.
âEntering Rui Qinwang Manor, just properly live out your days. Your surname is Luo after all.â
These words were said for Luo Jing Ying to hear, but further said for Rui Wangfei to hear.
âThird sisterâ¦â¦â¦.â Luo Jing Ying crumbled into tears, her teardrops tumbling down one after another, âIt was my motherâs fault, if not for her saying that your birth suppressed me, and if I donât want to be suppressed by you, need to be stronger than you in all things, why would I always want to go against you. Among all the sisters, it was just me that was the bad one, just me getting pushed aside, just me having a mind higher than the heavens. I clearly couldâve been happy for my whole life. Men are all good-for-nothing. When you have value, he will just use sweet words to deceive your heart, cheat your body, but when learning that you donât have value, heâll just not know the former, letting others degradeâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â
Luo Jing Ying hysterically vented. Towards her mother, she perhaps really carried resentment, and having Luo Jing Ying raised into this temper today, she needed to bear more than half the responsibility. Ending up in such a state, in Rui Qinwang Manor, calling to the heavens, yet the heavens donât respond, calling to the earth, yet the spirits donât show, even her mother was this heartless, unwilling to come see her. No one knew the darkness and despair in the bottom of her heart, no one gave her a hand.
Rui Wangfeiâs face was somewhat dark, wanting to let someone block Luo Jing Yingâs mouth. But casting a glance at the stiffened Jing Wan, she momentarily didnât know what to do.
Because all brothers of the same family, they really werenât too strict with formalities, thus when Li Hong Yuan brought Li Hong Ming over, the brothers naturally heard a good play. Rui Qinwangâs complexion really was interesting, furiously wanting to go forward to teach Luo Jing Ying a lesson. However, he got blocked by Li Hong Yuan who was seemingly smiling yet not smiling.
Rui Qinwang endlessly hated inside, but this place wasnât his territory. If one really were to cause a ruckus, it wonât be good. Moreover, he wasnât this bastardâs opponent. If things get physical, then that would be even more humiliating.
Rui Qinwang coldly looked to Luo Jing Ying. Stupid thing that doesnât know whatâs good for her, sort her out when they go back.
Jing Wan sighed. In the end, she was still just a fifteen year old girl, and in her past life, still just a high schooler. Yet she has experienced through being abandoned by her family, discarded by her lover, and the painful loss of her child. For a woman, all the sorrow and misery were nothing more than these. âYouâ¦â¦â¦â¦.â
âThird older sister, I know, that manâs true objective was you, but unfortunately, he wasnât even able to come within thirty feet of you. And he further doesnât have the guts to touch the living Enmaâs fiancee. What manifestation of a dragon, disposition of a phoenix, the heavenâs proud son, heâs just dogshit. What respect for the wise, simply just fake righteousness and hypocrisy. On the outside pretending to be scholarly and gentle, modest and approachable, but in reality, nothing more than a cold-blooded, cold-hearted animal. He wonât have a good deathâ¦â¦â¦â¦..ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âConcubine Ying, what nonsense are you saying, shut up!â Rui Wangfeiâs complexion was terrifyingly gloomy.
Luo Jing Ying turned back to look at her, smilingly sinisterly, âYou think youâre some good thing? You and him are nothing more than just jackals of the same tribe. The man a bandit, the woman a prostitute, isnât that just talking about you two?â
âSomeone come, have her mouth stuffed.â
Luo Jing Ying swiftly walked to Jing Wanâs side, singlehandedly grabbing onto Jing Wanâs arm, âThis place is Jin Qinwang Manor, the living Enmaâs manor. You are all scared of him, and my third older sister is his wife. Not just one of you all have told me that he just shields his wife. Whoever dares to touch me, careful I might involve my third older sister. Has Gong Qinwang fixed the relation with his father-in-law yet?â This was a true and honest threat.
âSlut, quickly let go of your older sister.â Rui Qinwang was unable to restrain his anger.
Luo Jing Ying looked over, her face full of tears, smiling exceptionally strangely, âJin Qinwangâs complexion doesnât seem too good. Because you were peeping at his wife, perhaps right now, he just wants to dig out your eyeballs and have you chopped up to feed the dogs.â
Li Hong Yuan right now indeed was overflowing with dark currents, looking to Luo Jing Ying just like looking at a dead person, but he didnât go over. And Rui Qinwang, who was standing next to him, strangely didnât dare to move either.
Rui Qinwang was nearly about to explode from anger. From birth until now, even if getting sorted out countless times by Li Hong Yuan, he still has never been pointed at and humiliated by someone like in this very moment, and moreover, even by his woman, a woman that was completely grasped in his hand.
âWhat out of the ordinary, nothing more than just a coward, cowardâ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦â Seemingly as if thinking of something, she happily began laughing, carrying a bit of insanity, âIndeed just a cowardâ¦â¦â¦â¦.â
(T/N: Thereâs a double meaning in this line that canât be translated, but itâs very important. The word for coward in chinese âæ²¡ç§â can also be literally translated as âno seed/seedlessâ, hinting at the fact that Rui Qinwang no longer can have children because of the poison.)
âEnough, donât say anymore.â Jing Wan furrowed her brows and interrupted her.
Although Luo Jing Ying was grabbing onto her right now, Jing Wan could sense that there simply wasnât any strength, and she further didnât have the slightest intention of harming her. Thatâs why, when Luo Jing Ying got close, Jing Wan stopped Hei Mei from doing anything.
Luo Jing Ying was very off today. Her words were simply just like having herself pushed towards a dead end.
Dead endâ¦â¦â¦..Jing Wanâs heart violently raced, staring at Luo Jing Ying, âYouâ¦â¦â¦..â
âThird sister, right now, I must be very unsightly, rightâ¦â¦â¦â¦.â Using the handkerchief, she wiped her face. The makeup melted, just like a female ghost.
Jing Wanâs lips movedâ¦â¦..
Luo Jing Ying gently smiled at Jing Wan, suddenly letting go, and just rammed towards the nearby rockery.
Even if Jing Wan already realized that she might seek death, she all didnât expect that it would be this quick, this resolute. No one could stop her in time. âFourth younger sisterâ¦â¦â¦â¦..â Jing Wanâs pupils shrunk, hurriedly rushing forward.
[1] This phrase means even if separated, thereâs still an unbreakable connection
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