CHAPTER 20

A/N:

Hola Guys

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i still can't believe it. Am i dreaming. No its not a dream. Yippie.

You all really Made My Day. (crying with happiness)

Okay I have never expect that i will get any views but you all prove me wrong.

Thank you Buddies for reading my book.

Many of you will just escape this but i will still write this. When i was writing this book i was writing it for myself i have never promote my book on any platform. Please don't get offended i'm just stating the truth. And i know i'm not good at writing because it's my First book guys. When i started using Wattpad i was just a reader who loves to read book but after some time i was full of ideas and  was like why not lets write a book for myself. I'm really grateful to you all. Now i'm not going to waste your more time.

Love you lots

-Shalini

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Chapter 20

Ryan P.O.V:

[Next morning]

I didn't sleep well, all I was thinking about her. Now it's more impossible to resist my feelings towards her. Those kissable lips, her dance, the way she shakes her body while dancing, her sexy moves and her giggle. I was dreaming about her. Am I obsessed to her?

I am soon going to get crazy if I didn't stop thinking about her. I freshen up and dressed up quickly. Last night it's impossible for me to sleep.

I walk down the corridor, trying to find Carson's room. I wanted to talk with guys for the things happening with me these past days. So that I can stop feeling like i am obsessed with her. I'm not going to accept that I have feeling for her.

"So what was that?" I heard Emma asked from the room next to mine. I walked in that direction where I have heard her voice and then I hear Kat's voice.

"Nothing" she mumbled

"Really?" Bella said making me huff when I detect sarcasm in her voice

I stand outside the room and peek from the door which is open enough so that I can see inside, no intentions to interrupt their conversation. And before your imagination go wild let me clear myself first no I'm not stalking them. I am only eavesdropping.

"Yes, now will you please pass me the towel and clothes" Kat asked them. I stood there and saw Noah was digging in Kat's closet to find her clothes

"Are you going to thank him?" Noah asked her and walk in the bathroom where I heard water running. Whom they are referring to? Now I'm more curious about this. Is there someone else in her life?

"I'm" she makes me smile. I guess now i know whom they are talking about "Even though I not prefer that idea" she huffed. Okay I got a feeling that she is not used to say thank you to people. Second later Noah return from bathroom and sat next to Emma, Bella and Rose

Rose has an evil smirk oh her face "What do you think about him?" she asked her and suddenly I become more interested in their little chit chat

"Who?" Kat was hesitating

"Ryan" Emma said

Okay now I will know what she thoughts about me. Is our plan is working or not or should I have to work more hard. I'm going to get my answer soon.

"And why you all are asking me this suddenly" she said annoyed and I hear as the water stop running. Is it really hard to describe what she thinks about me?

"Common we all have notice the way you both look at each other" Bella says and roll her eyes.

She exits from bathroom, hair wet, wearing shorts and tank top. Hot as always my Kitten "I love his messy hairs, I want to run my hands on his sexy abs, his eyes are so mysterious which I want to solve, they show different story than his face, I want to lick his lips and kiss them hard and that I want him to hold me in his muscular arms" she laughs in end which makes my heart beat to run even more fast if possible. I was shock, my mouth was hung open, i close my mouth and it makes me chuckle at her silently

"Are you falling for him?" Rose ask curiously while jumping on bed

There was a pause "No I'm not. Even if I am, I will not allow myself to repeat the same thing again. I will not let history to repeat" Kat said making me more intrigued. Just then Rose's eye widen she jump from head and ran to close the bedroom door. I was confuse did she know I was here the whole time listening their personal conversation.

"It won't happen again have little faith on him kat" Emma said sadly

"It will" Kat snap at them. I was frozen in my tracks. I want to hear more what she is about to say. "It will always happen because he is man wore, he play with hearts just like him" she sighed

"What if he is not like him?" Bella question her. I stood by the door, still listening to their conversation

"Is it worth to take a risk?" Rose ask hopefully

"No I'm not taking that risk to get hurt again" Kat sighed. I peek through door to see her drying her dark blond hairs with towel. She was beautiful, funny, shy, sassy, intelligent and strong. All in one small packet, my small packet big bang, my Kitten. She is a perfect type of girl for me. She gently bit her lips and throw her towel on Rose "Drop it guys" she said seriously "And most important thing is he does not like me in that way" she told them and jump on her bed beside them.

"You never know if you don't try" Rose said with a smirk

"Why so sudden you all are defending him?" Kat said with irritated look forming on her face

"It's just that we thought you both will make cute couple together" Emma shrugs her shoulder "#KaYan"

"What is KaYan?" Kat asked\

"Kat + Ryan = KaYan" They replied together

"Childish" Kat smiled

"I don't know why and when but suddenly he notice me and look now he is behaving like he is trying to know me and care for me" she pauses "I'm suspicious that something is cooking with him, I mean there are many girls in college heck in whole world why he is interested in me all sudden" another pause "I'm dam sure he only wants to sleep with me and that there is his some utter motive behind this" she point out

Okay now I know she is suspicious about my sudden interest and how can I going to argue with that. It's my entire fault that she thinks such low of me. It's my past which I can't change all of sudden. That's what my first motive was to wow her. Three steps which I have to follow for this plan to work:

First step: Chase her

Second and most important step: make her fall in love with me

Third and the final step: confess to her and trap her

But now it's impossible. After spending time with her I got to know more about her, i want to protect her from this crucial world, I want to hold her forever in my arms and keep safely, I want more of her, I can't imagine my life without her, I'm seeing my future with her and I want to spend my whole life with her. I'm going to make her mine, my Kitten and only mine Kitten.