Chapter 19.

Y/N: I never make such promise which are bound to be broken Mom.

Taking a deep breath, I got up from the seat and slowly strolled toward the door. Holding the door handle between my hand I once again inhaled heavily I opened the door and walked out of the luxury office.

|Cafe|

Y/N: Thanks. •I smiled at the waiter who just served me my order•

Right now my mind is all blank. I've nothing in my mind. I just want to relax and have some time alone to digest everything going around me. I need time to think what's right and wrong, whom to trust, 'who is my enemy..and who is my friend.'

Mark: Oh my what happened to you..? Were you waiting for me again? •He said with a small smile and sit in front of me•

Y/N: Go away...I'm not in mood to talk. •I said blankly after taking a quick glance at him•

Mark: Um...by looking at your expression it looks like you got to know something which you shouldn't..

He said with a chuckle. Once again I turned my face to him and give him a poker face and then turned my face away from him as I look a sip of my hot latte.

Mark: Well...best of luck to you...I hope you'll choose carefully as there will be no turning back later...and yups don't forget our deal..young..off-..well...I should go. •He give me a small smile as he lightly swinged his coffee cup in front of me and walked out of the cafe•

Pushing my hair my fingertip massaged my scalp, giving a bit of ease to me as a heavy sigh escaped from my lips. Without wasting no time I walked out of the cafe and got into my car and drive off to house.

|Corridor • House|

Walking to my room my gaze was focused on the floor as I don't know why I found it fascinating to look at my feet while walking. And that was it, I bumped into someone again and stumbled a bit.

Taehyung: Just Why Me? Why you always bump into me! How-

Y/N: You're bleeding!!! How did this happen?? •I try to touch his cheek which was scraped and the side of the forehead was bleeding, though it was not the much•

Taehyung: Keep your damn voice low and mind your own business! •He said while clenching his jaw and walked past me aggressively and shut his room's door with a bang sound•

I signed and walked to my room and grabbed my small first aid kit and walked to his room and knocked on his door.

Taehyung: Who is it? •He said from his room•

Y/N: It's me Y/N open the door.

Taehyung: Get Lost! •He said•

That's It.

Taehyung: Yah! I said you get lost...what are you doing in my room! Get out! •He said as he got up from his bed as I bragged into his room•

Y/N: See I'll go...just let me take care of your wounds...or here you can do it yourself if you don't want me too. •I said as I put the kit on the nightstand•

Taehyung: I don't want it....get out of the room and take this too and don't entre here ever again!

Y/N: Well....It's not I care for you..I'm paying you back..you helped me in school so let me do it too..I don't like when someone owe to me. •You said as you both made a good eye contact•

Taehyung: Just forget what I did in the school...I didn't owe you something...it's just because...so now get out..

Y/N: Well I can't just ignore those bruises of yours, just like that..I'm not heartless like you. One time sweet and next time cold stone jerk! Now sit so I check them. •She said in a cold voice as she grabbed the liquid bottle with a cotton ball towards him•

Taehyung: I can do it myself. I need no help! •He said as he grabbed the things from your hand•

Y/N: Okay..do it..I'm sitting here to see who you'll put this on without help. •Crossing her arms over her chest she sit beside Taehyung•

Taehyung looked at her for few seconds and then rolled his eyes making Y/N smirk. Soon Taehyung hissed in pain as he tried to apply medicine on his wounds. It was then Y/N snatched the bud from his hand and started to apply it gently on his bruises.

Y/N: How did you get hurt? •She asked while applying medicine•

Taehyung: Not your business.

Y/N: Um..as your wish..Why your room is dark?

Taehyung: I just like it the way it's...no shut up and do it fast.

Y/N: Ungrateful...Well last question..did I do anything wrong to you? Why are you so cold to me? •She asked as she put the last small bandage on his face•

Taehyung: Isn't it simple...I don't like you.

Y/N: Well...why that?

Taehyung: You said it was last question..so I ain't gonna answer it..now you can go.

Y/N: You're quite witty...I'll go.....take care. •She said as he placed the things back in the small box and made her way to the door•

|Taehyung Pov|

I know it might be hurting you, but it's good for you and us that we better that we stay away. Trust me I'm doing all this for our better Y/N. It's just..I don't want to experience all that again. I was in my thoughts when Namjoon hyung walked into my room.

Namjoon: Are you alright Tae? It's not that bad...It'll heal soon...Jin hyung is making some soup for you.

Taehyung: Y/N! That Y/N told you right...I told her not to tell you all...why she's so stubborn?! •He clenched his jaw•

Namjoon: Okay..I understand she is stubborn..but why are you're so cold to her? •He said as he sit beside him•

Taehyung: Hyung...you know...I'm being selfish..but-

Namjoon: Let go of your past Taehyung...not everyone can wait for one for their whole life..eventually they'll move on and lose hope...it's better that you'll sort out things and give a chance to her..before she lose hope..•Namjoon patted his back•

Taehyung: Hyung...I don't want to feel miserable like that again....she just resemble her...but she's bit arrogant....I don't to get close to her...I know it'll hurt us in the end.

Namjoon: If you have already decided that everything is going to be turned out bad then I'm sorry I also can't help you....it's your time taehyung...fate have given you a chance...you can't protect her but you can protect Y/N...right..

Taehyung didn't speak anything he just looked at the hands and kept on listening to his hyung.

Namjoon: If you need t talk...I'm there for you Taehyung...don't hesitate. •With that he walked out of the room•

|Next Day • College • Lunch Break|

Jin: What do you call a ice cream that parties to hard?

Namjoon: Hyung no...

Jungkook: Shit....not again..

Yoongi: Imma sleep

Hoseok: Just say it...•He said as give give Jin a deadpan face•

Jin: Out of CONEtrol.

Taehyung: Hyung...really...?

Namjoon: See I told you hyung's joke are never going to improve.

Jin: Ya! I'm older than you..respect my age at least.

Jimin: I respect older people...so Jin hyung I definitely respect you.

Jungkook: Oyi..Y/Nie..why so down today..?

Y/N: Uh..huh...nothing....what were you talking about...?

Yoongi: You alright...you looked pale today...did something happened.?

Y/N: No...I'm alright oppa. •You smiled and tugged your hair stand behind your ear and had your lunch with your brothers•

|Car|

Once the college was over I got into my car and left for that place. It was 23rd today..now it's been 6 year to the fire case and still the real culprit is free, enjoying his live. It's also dad's death anniversary today...sad right...?

Stopping my car at the destination, I rolled down the car windows, a small painful smile appeared on my face as the cool air hit my face. Opening the car door I walked out of the car. It was the seaside

|Sea Side|

The sky was painted with shades of pink and purple while small faded white clouds patched the sky at few places. Birds were traveling back to their home, it was evening..after all I drive 1 hours far from the city.

Walking towards the shed...I sit on the bench which was placed under the shed. The sound of waves hitting the surface and then going back was providing calm to me. My eyes redden automatically as I remembered I always used to come her with dad.

It was our favorite place, the site looked really aesthetic in evening and the sound of waves and birds really give calm to us. Looking the shore at could still the illusion of mini me running as dad chased me. He rarely get off work but still, every month we come here for a picnic. A Family Picnic.

A tear rolled down my eyes as I remembered those memories. Last time I came her when I was 16 and see it's been how long it has been..I'll turning 21 this year...someone truly said that time flew very fast.

I wiped my tears as dad never liked me seeing cry. You know what hurts even more..I can't go and see him, he mentioned in his will that I should never visit his grave....why? ...just because I'll not control myself and will breakdown in front of him...he thought he is so thoughtful but he never thought how bad I would feel...

I kept on wiping my tear again and again but it just won't stop falling down..covering my face with my palms I bust out into tears as my sobs mixed with the soothing voice of the ocean waves making the atmosphere gloomy.

I felt someone's presence beside me and before I could see the person I was soon engulfed into a warm chest. Holding me tightly in his arms the person patt my back as I struggled to get free

"Don't Just let it out Y/N"

The person said, making me stop struggling...I know this voice...

Taehyung

Taehyung: It's Okay....I'm here..•He said as he pat my back•

At the moment I don't what I felt shocked, sad, happy, or what..all I did was I just missed my dad and I cried a lot in Taehyung's arms.

Taehyung: You..okay..? •He asked as I pulled away from his embrace•

Y/N: Um...hm...thanks..•I nodded and looked away from him not wanted him to look at me•

Taehyung: It's okay...

Y/N: What are you doing here?

Taehyung: I saw your car..you were not driving it to home...so I followed you here...•He said in a low voice while you didn't day in response•

Taehyung: Why...were...you..crying..?

Y/N: I look ugly..right..? Don't tell other okay...It's dad's dead anniversary...we both used to hang out here this place have our many memories..so I can't help myself. Let's go home..now.

You got up but Taehyung held your wrist and pulled you back to your place with a slight push.

Taehyung: Let's stay here...for more..I know you don't wanna leave yet..sit..there's no hurry I already informed hyungs you're with me. •He said in a low voice as you looked at him in shock but you walked back to your place and sit as you both gazed at the sea•

Y/N: Why are you being like that...?

Taehyung: You know...when I was 10 mom and dad died...I had no relatives...the police was going to  handover me to orphanage but my neighbor stopped them and they took my custody. They had a daughter 'Ju Da' she was younger than me, she was cute, childish,beautiful. We got along very soon. Mr and Mrs. Chang both treated me like their own son and never discriminated between me and JuDa.

Ju Da was my small sister. She always cling to me. I was 12 years old and I had a football competition and the same day was Judas Birthday and her function at school. Mr. Chang come to my competition while Mrs. Chang went with Ju Da..we won, the match...I happily walking back home with Ju Da's present in my hand.

But as soon as me and Mr.Chan opened the door we saw no sign of Mrs. Chan and Ju Da...The cake was still the kitchen counter top along with several dishes on the stove. The decoration and all..and It was then...we heard a loud shriek from upstairs.

Mr.Chang told me to stay there and handed me his phone and told to call police if something happened as he himself ran upstairs. 5 minutes...10 minutes..12 minutes...I heard No sound...not even a single sound.

I walked upstairs and peeked in the hallway as I saw a Ju Da's bloody figure...Being terrified I covered my mouth preventing me from screaming....I ran down to the hall and hide myself as I called police. But you know what he found me...and stabbed me right the stomach...but before he could something else police arrived.

When I opened my eyes in hospital room. I was stabbed, but I didn't felt any pain of it...all I cried for Ju Da and Mr. and Mrs. Chang. It her birthday..and she was killed on that day...police found the killer he got punished...I was hand over to orphanage.

Y/N: T-Taehyung...I never knew...that you..went...through..all these..•I can't help but feel sad and gloomy after listening to his past•

Taehyung: You asked why I was cold to you...right..? It's not like I hate you Y/N...I just selfish...I don't want to get attached to someone like that and want to feel that pain over again...I don't want to suffer it all again...•He said as tears rolled down his eyes•

Y/N: I'm sorry....I always..called you..cold..and whatever..without thinking about you...it's okay..Taehyung..I understand...your feeling...sometimes it's okay...to be selfish.

Y/N: There is no hurry..Taehyung...I'm happy that you don't hate me...I can wait...I'll wait until you get comfortable with me...

Taehyung: There is no good to wait Y/N...I know you'll leave us in the near feature...we all are not meant for each other.

Y/N: I'll not leave you...I promise..I'll not let you suffer all that pain all over again..Promise.

TO BE CONTINUED