Hasna pov:
Omo!!!!!
My Wolfy is really a cold blooded, ruthless cutthroat person.
"Daksh!! Is this the way I raised you. For God's sake, He is your father. If not you like him, then at least respect him" Grandma chastised at him, although I tried to move my feet from where I stood, nonetheless, I couldn't as my foot rooted to its place.
However, I can't stand here all day. At any moment I have to go in.
With that, I forcibly dragged my feet into the mansion blinking away my tears.
"Father?" My Elli laughed dryly as his voice laced with sardonic.
"Who? He? Father?" Elli remarked sarcastically with a humourless laugh pointing his finger towards his father as I am entering into the mansion feeling anguish of seeing his posture.
I glanced at Ram uncle who was staring at my Wolfy with sad yet guilty eyes.
"Seriously, sweetheart!! In what way he is looking like a father to me. Have you forgotten what he did to me. Did you forget that he always prefers his mistress over his late wife's son who was also his blood...and That's me!!! This man here never played a father role in my life. He never ever fulfilled any of his duties as a father to me. After your daughter died, all he was busy in warming his mistress in bed, who was standing beside him with phony tears." Elli screamed, flaring his nostrils in anger.
Hearing his words made my heart broke into pieces. That means, my Elli didn't get the parents love which I got since my childhood. I used to thought that, even though his mother died, his father has taken care of him by giving both roles love..but I was wrong.
"Chiku!! For god's sake stop it!!" Grandma shouted with a scowl, whereas, the whole mansion was in pin drop silence.
The guests were looking like scared cats while my new family was looking at him in fear.
Why I feel like my Elli hates my in laws except grandma!!
"No!! Not now!! When it involves my wife!! All this while I never said anything to him because somewhere in my heart there was at least 1% of respect for him, but now I don't think this person deserve any respect. I freaking hate myself being called his son in public" He yelled and in a blink of an eye as he took a vase which was near him and threw it on the ground shaking in irate.
I gasped at his violent action, yet what I don't understand is, why he said that involves my wife.
"Chote!!" My step MIL shrieked at his antic.
"Oh, here comes the actress. How can I forgot the main character. You should get the award for mother India" My Elli remarked sarcastically by glaring at her with intense eyes in livid.
I so wanted to stop him from saying menacing words to them because even though they are bad, yet that doesn't mean he should speak with them in that way. However, I am not in a state to stop him. I'm afraid that he would yell at me in front of everyone, which will be added a bonus point to the guests to mock me more.
"Chiku! I said stop all this nonsense right now. We can sit and talk" Grandma suggested to him with pleading eyes.
But, who he is, the king of Werwolves, who never listens to anyone and does what he wants.
"Naah..how can I stop it when these people here, called my wife as a black beauty!!!" My Elli boomed, grinding his teeth in rage.
As soon as I heard, I got appalled hearing his words.
Ayyo kaduvale!! His ruthless behavior is because of me.
Oh my!! Oh my!! He heard every thing!! Kaduvale!!
"In what way my wife is looking like a black girl" He yelled looking at those dirty guests who flinched at his tone.
A sob escaped from my mouth as I can't hold my tears anymore and the dam burst out cascading down my tears through my cheeks realizing that my Wolfy is standing for me.
"Okay, I agree that my wife has a dark skin complexion, then what is wrong with being dark!! Will you people eat skin color!!!" My Elli Hollered at those guests who were dying with fear, whereas my heart was swelling in happiness seeing him fighting for me.
It's not like I want him to have a drift between his family and him because of me, but at the same time, he was speaking up for me by fighting with his family and society which made my heart flutter for him.
Never in my dream I thought that my Elli would defend me in front of the people because, all the while I met him to till now, I used to thought that he might be also thinking the same as the other people thought about me.
However, my Elli proved me wrong by fighting for me.
"You people were calling her dark, yet I won't even hesitate to scream the whole world that, the sun loves dark skin people so much that it kisses them more than the rest of us!!!!" He screamed by taking steps towards those guests like a predator by making me speechless at his words.
"Having black skin is not a badge of shame, but rather a glorious master piece created by god himself!!!" He howled like a wolf and in an instant he plunged his hand over a mid forties man, and soon he punched him in his guts violently making me gasp at his vehement.
"E-ll-ii" I mumbled clasping my mouth with my hand while shivering by looking at his treacherous behavior.
"Chiku!!"
"Daksh!!"
All yelled his name to stop him, yet he glanced at me but looked away in livid, nevertheless, stopped punching the man and glared everyone who were in the living room and said those words which made me tongue tied when I heard his words..
"You people know what, I am so elated that my wife is darker than me. Because, my wife looks like she was dipped in a chocolate syrup looking gorgeous as ever, bronzed in elegance, enameled with grace, toasted with beauty and my god!! My wife is damn beautiful with her dark skin!!!" His voice boomed all over the mansion, which made me astounded.
Hearing his words made me fall in love with him more and more. I don't think I can respect any other man more than anyone other than my husband. Because, he respects people with pure heart unlike other people who look low on others skin tone and bla..bla.
"And I am glad that she is dark because, unlike me, she was made with brown sugar, honey, cocoa, gold and the strength of a thousand moons."
Few tears escaped from my eyes as I heard how he described about me in his beautiful words.
No one had described about me in a beautiful way like he did.
Why he is so sweet!!
" And, you dirty pricks!! Remember one thing, beauty has no skin tone!!" He yelled while banging his hand on the T-Pie which was in the middle, making me flinch at his voice.
My whole life I was wanting to hear it those words from the people which he uttered just now, but I didn't think my Elli would utter those words in front of me.
Tears cascading down from eyes staring at my handsome hunk who was standing up for me..no..scratch that..He is doing it for all dark skin people.
"Now tell me grandma, How can I not destroy these people who called my wife as an ugly duckling just because she was slightly darker than me!!"
"How can I not bring this people on roads who called my wife as a gold digger just because she got married to me!!"
"How can not make their lives a living hell when they called my wife as a fatty when she isn't!!"
"How can I not kick these step-family of mine out of my house when they were smiling while these bloody guests were bad-mouthing about my wife!!!"
My Elli shouted at everyone, clenching his jaw trembling in enrage. I looked up at him with pleading eyes to stop all this, as I don't want people to bad mouth about my Elli too.
However, he didn't even spare a glimpse at me.
"Do you all think that Dakh Elli sharma will sit quiet when you people are speaking ill about my innocent wife." He roared like a wolf clenching and unclenching his teeth in fury.
I was dumbstruck at his choice of words..I so wanted to hug him tightly by looking at his protectiveness for me.
" My wife might be innocent, not her husband who is a werewolf!!!" He howled while threw another glass vase and I shrieked at his booming voice.
"Hasna beta"Grandma said with concern hearing my shriek.
As soon as he heard grandma voice, he glanced at me in extreme anger..
"What are you doing here. Go and pack your stuff. We are leaving!!" He shouted at me, which made shudder at his tone.
I nodded my head and ran to our room while crying by scolding myself for causing this fight between him and his family.
Daksh pov:
After my dumb wife left...I stared at those ugly guests who were looking like they would piss in their pants any second by looking at their expressions.
"Who said that my wife is a bad omen?" I asked them in furious.
They all gulped at me with shivering bodies..
"I asked you all something!!" I yelled menacingly.
They pointed to an old lady who was looking like she would collapse at any second by looking at me with scared.
I walked to her by narrowing my eyes at her with a scowl..
"Can you tell me the reason why you said that to her" I sneered at her.
"I-I heard from someone" That old lady replied, quivering like I would kill her.
Haha...I have better plans than killing, for everyone.
"Oh!! So someone said that, and you started commenting on my wife. Wow!!" I quipped while clapping my hands dramatically.
"You don't even know whether it is wrong or right, yet you started bad mouthing about my wife!! Great" I leered at her who were looking down in shame.
"Shame on you!! By the way, Do you know who is the real bad omen of that family...do you?" I asked her, venom lacing in my voice.
That old lady kept quiet shivering in fear in edgy.
"The girl you were praising back in the morning, the great Nisha Sharma. She was the bad omen of Sastry's not my wife dammit!!! Did you get that!! " I roared at her like a lion by warning her.
She nodded her head furiously like I'm going to chop her into pieces.
Soon, My phone rang, and I know the work has done..I cut the call with an evil smile.
One second later....
Everyone phones were started ringing. They all looked at each other in confusion, yet they attended the calls, but their expressions has changed to crying..
Haha!!
"What!!"
"Since When!!"
I smirked at their reactions...I am an evil person...Haha!!
"Now I think you all can sense that who am I, and what can I do to you people when you utter a word about my wife" I smiled wickedly at them by tucking my hands in my pockets lazily.
"Daksh sorry beta, Please stop every thing, my daughter is crying due to the insults which she was going through in school" A lady said making smile at her in satisfaction.
Actually, her daughter is fair, nonetheless, using my evil brain and sources, I did the most wicked thing. I made her skin tone black by giving her a water to wash her face by using her most trusted friends. And, that girl has a dark skin tone now, but it won't be permenant.
I'm not cruel...I just did it teach these people a leason.
"Why? You were enjoying and insulting some other girl, then now What happened? Enjoy your daughter's mockery too.Why? Because she is your daughter? huhh" I quipped at her, making her head bend in shame with tears.
"Daksh please bring back my investors or else my company will be bankrupt " Another woman said with pleading eyes and after hearing her begging voice, my heart felt peace.
"Why? You said that my wife is a gold digger, but looks like you were the one who is so desperate for money." I chided her in anger.
If they are not women then definitely I would have slapped each and everyone.
"Daksh!!" They started pleading, but who am I...Daksh never have kindness for the people who hurt my Pondati.
"Just get lost out of my house and Dare you people utter a single word against my wife then you people will pay bigger price than now!!'"I roared at them.
In fear, They all left...I turned around.
Now the real fun starts...
"Chote, How can you spoil their lives just because they said something about your wife. Have you once thought about their families. How will they survive?" said the wonderful actress the great mother India with feign tears in her eyes. I chuckled at her wickedly.
"Oh the great mother India!! I should really send you to the film industry. You have amazing acting skills, that too, you use those skills here just to get into my father pants!!!"
Chiku!!
Daksh!!!
In an instant I felt a hand on my cheek and glared at the person who was my bloody father who dared to slap me.
"How dare you to slap me, you bloody bastard!!!" I yelled at him gritting my teeth in ire.
"I don't need to be courageous to slap you. You are my son and I have rights on you to do whatever I want, and Dare you speak a word about my wife" He yelled moving towards his wife holding her protectively like I will harm her, whereas that bitch was shedding crocodile tears.
"What rights you have on me, Mr. Ram sharma? Just because my mom gave birth to me because of your sperm that doesn't mean you have rights on me. Just because you shared your surname with me that doesn't you own me. Mr. Ram sharma!!!"
"You are supporting your step wife instead of your son. Your step wife is a bitch who laughs at other person miseries and only favors her favorite daughter Nisha, even though, that woman was a complete spoilt brat and destroyed her maiden home."
"Do you know what Mrs. Leena sharma? All this while I was thinking that maybe I'm wrong in treating you in bad way, but today you proved me wrong. You said that you love me like you love your own son. But It's a complete lie"
"You did a great acting...waah" I shouted mockingly at her while clapping my hands at her menacingly
"Because, if you would love me like you love your own son, then you would have treated my wife nicely like you were treating your DIL. You even could shut their mouths by speaking up for her, yet you enjoyed along with your DIL. Is this the way you treat my wife if you ever consider me as your son.Naah..Never..Am I right?" I growled at her to which she kept mum while shedding her fake tears.
I shifted my eyes to Nisha..
"And you Mrs. Nisha Kartik sharma, two days before you were so angry at me thinking that I was destroying your sister life, however, in the morning when they were speaking ill about your sister, why didn't you get angry. I mean, you should get right or on that you just pretended" I mocked her, whereas, she was looking at me with lots of emotions.
"Daksh..." My father warned glaring at me to shut my mouth.
Tch..Tch..never!!
"Oh you wanted to slap me again. Wahh..Just because of that bitch, you slapped me, but I think, you don't know what consequences you have to face in future because of the mere slap." I said in deadly voice.
His face turned to mixed emotions, who cares!! I rolled my eyes at him like I'm a heartless person.
If my wife has witness this scene, she would definitely assume about me like that, that's why I send her up.
Just then, Karthik phone rang, making my lips curve into a wicked smirk.
"Hello, Yes Karthik Sharma speaking"
"What! How can they retreat the investments."
Karthik said, and quickly looked up at me with anger and I smirked at him. Yet, his expression changed into calm and ended the call.
As other three understand what had happening? In queue they all were looking at me in livid.
Haha..Daksh will always show what there place is!!
"How can you do this to us, Daksh? You were the one who brought back the company which was in bankrupt, but again you are sending our company to bankruptcy?" Nisha asked me, flaring her nostrils in anger.
"I brought it back so that I thought that you people might change after the loss what you have faced, but no you people didn't. So why not take back what I brought to the firm so that you all will do hard work to get food for yourself because you four will get out of my house by tomorrow morning or else I will make sure to make your husband a jobless." I commented slyly at them.
"Daksh, you can't do that to our parents" Karthik said softening his eyes at me.
May be I don't like him, but after I regained his company from loss, since then he was working hard his ass off, yet he didn't said anything to me right now.
"I don't care about them, and they are not ours. Your parents.." I said with venom lacing in my voice.
With that, I left from there to give my wife a long lecture.
As I reached there, I saw my pondati who was busy in her thoughts while packing the bag.
Seeing her tear stained face, puffy eyes and red nose, I decided to deal with her later as I don't want her to cry more.
Hasna pov:
I put the clothes in the bag which I used yesterday, as I don't need to pack all because I didn't arrange all my clothes here in his wardrobe. All the while I'm packing, I was pondering about his words.
Will he really kick them out of the house?
Will he really destroy those people who bad mouthed about me?
Will he? Yes, he will definitely do that by looking at his anger, nonetheless, I don't want him to do that to them.
"Have you done"
I heard his indignation voice and whirl around in anxiousness. I glanced at him, who was staring back at me in ire by leaning against the door. I quickly nodded my head...
"Speak up you dammit!! Don't nod like a bull!!" He yelled like a mad man at me, which made me palpitate at his tone.
"Y-Yes" I stuttered, lowering my eyes at him as he walked towards me like a werewolf who wanted to eat me by hardening his eyes at me.
"Then let's go" He seethed in fury while turning around to move out from the room
However, I held his wrist to stop him and looked back at me and my hand with a questioning gaze.
"What!!" He exclaimed in irritation by glaring at me.
"D-Don't destroy those p-people lives" I said stammering a little, glancing at my toes nervously as they are the most interesting thing.
"Wah.."He clapped his hands cinematically, that too in a sarcastic way.
"Why are you so kind and naive..huh" He said gritting his teeth while inching towards in irate making me feel edgy.
"Why are you like this..huhh...Why didn't you speak up when they are speaking ill about you!!!"
"Haan" He blared, twisting my hand a little.
"E-llii" I yelped in pain as my tears flow like a river seeing his odd behavior.
"Haan..Why can't you fight back for yourself."
"Huh...your Periappa and I won't be available to stay all 24/7 beside you to speak in behalf of you..haan" He screeched while pinning me against the wall by caging me in his arms making me shiver under him.
My heart pacing at higher rate, feeling his breath fanning on my face.
He knows...He knows everything..He knows that granny insulted me on that day. He knows everything about my insecurities.
I feel pathetic about myself in front of my perfect, handsome hunk...
"You have to speak up..Speak up!! you dammit!!" He yelled at me by twisting my hand more harshly.
"Wolf..you are hurting me" I whimpered trying to wriggle my wrist from his grip.
My lips were shivering with fear...why he is yelling at me when there is no mistake of me.
"Then what about the pain which you were giving me here" He said gravelly pointing at his heart by leaving my wrist.
Why he is speaking like I hurt him? But I never did that because how can I hurt him when he is the sole reason of my fluttering heart.
"I-I d-didn't ca-caused any pain to you there" I sniffled, bending my head low.
"Look at me when you are speaking with me..Dammit" He screeched, holding my back of neck by making me look at him which caused me to stare into his which were red.
"You know why it is paining here?" He queried me in a stinging voice.
I shook my head as no while sobbing at him..
" That's because, my wife, that is you, you were thinking so low about yourself and not even speaking up for yourself. Have you ever thought that how much pain my heart felt when you were thinking so low about you. Do you know how my heart is aching for this dumb girl when I got to know that my dumb wife was suffering with so much pain that too by hearing some filthy people words!!" He chided, moving closer to me without leaving an inch gap between us.
My wolfy is hurting because of me. But what can I do with those insecure feelings which was already to ruining us.
"Can't you even defend yourself..huh" He said in elevated voice to which I got shudder under his touch.
"How can I defend myself when they were saying true" I murmured, whereas, he tightened the grip on my back of neck.
A sob escaped from my lips and my lips were trembling with fear. Fear of my wolfy.
He never behaved with me like this since I met him. I know, he gets angry easily, but I never saw him behaving like an insane werewolf.
"True?What true..huh"
"T-That,I'm u-ug.." I was trying to say, but gulped hearing his words where as his hand travelled to my waist, tightening the grip there by leaving my neck.
"I will snitch your lips if you say something against my ears!!!"
"You said that you love someone on that night of our engagement day, right?"
I nodded my head in yes...
Why he is asking about it now? Don't tell me, he wants to know the name of my love?
I am not in a state to tell him that it's him.
"I think you don't love him because if you didn't love yourself then how can you love someone else." He said in loud tone blinding by rage that he is unable to see the tears in my eyes
However, his words hit my heart which made me anger.
How can he simply judge my love for him..
How can he? He is my love..my life.. How can he say such words about my love..
I pushed him angrily away from me by glaring at him with teary eyes. He staggered, yet composed himself while narrowing his eyes at me.
"Don't say a word against my love. My love towards him was pure and selfless. Don't say like that when you don't know how much my heart and soul loves him. Who said that if we don't love ourselves, then we can't love anyone else? Don't say philosophical lines in front of me Elli. They only look good to read or better to give lectures to others, but in real, who were suffering with those insecurities, for them this doesn't affect them at all"
" By the way do you think that I didn't try to love myself, then you were wrong, Wolfy". I said trying to be loud, nonetheless, as usual my voice was soft like a melody song.
"I tried okay!! I tried every freaking day to love my self, but I couldn't. Whenever I tried to love myself all those hurtful words used to ring in my ears like a continues bell which always leads me to hate myself more and more. Whenever I look at myself in the mirror, I felt disgusted by myself. Now, I can't even like to look at myself in the mirror because I felt like I'm the ugliest creature in the world!!" I exclaimed, letting out my pain in front of him.
I don't know where our fight was going on..but today I want to let it out from my heart, and he has to listen to me so that he would never say a word about my love.
"If only you understand the pain what I am going through when someone judges you by your skin tone"
"Do you know Elli, since my childhood I used to love everything about me. My skin, my hair, my smile..what not everything. I always used to think that I'm beautiful like everyone and at the same time people used to comment at me that..
"Your sister is looking like coffee and you are looking like a tea decoction"
Whenever, Nisha Akka and I used to go together to any functions, at that time people used to say that..
"They both are looking like a black and white photo"
"Nisha is beautiful and her sister is so ugly"
At that time, I didn't used to understand what they were speaking about? and Why they were saying like this, but as I was growing, I started understanding their words which used to hurt me a lot. Slowly, I began hating myself, but again I tried, I tried my best to love myself again, yet when ever I tried, their words used to hit my mind hard like a rock.
"Now tell me Elli what will I do huhh"
"Tell me..Is it my mistake to born like this?"
"Do you know, I literally hate my self for not being able to look pretty no matter what I do or wear, it was so annoying waking up looking in the mirror and always wished I would have born with fair skin tone like Nisha Akka" I wailed like a child collapsing on the floor hiding my face in my palms
"Do you also feel like I'm ugly.."
"Will you shut your pretty mouth.." Elli howled at me, seething in enrage.
A whimper escaped from my mouth as I flinched at his tone..
"Arghh!!" He pulled his hair like a mad man in annoyance, but what he next did made me afraid of him.
He lifted me harshly in bridal style and threw me on the bed recklessly and towered over me, making me feel breathless at his violent antic.
He adjusted his posture while caging me in his arms and said..
"Look dummy, Don't compare yourself with any other girls. I repeat, don't you dare to compare yourself with that filthy sister of yours. She isn't worth it and you shouldn't stress about anything other than your studies and me, other than that nothing should be mattered because it will absolutely take you no where, and you will feel like shit if you did. " He said and smacked his lips on mine, kissing harshly while biting my lips, pouring his all anger in this kiss.
It's not the kiss where he kissed me softly on that day at the beach, instead it feels like fierce kiss.
I was feeling breathless and suffocating, So, I tried to push him, but he increased the pace more and more..
By using all my strength, I pushed him to aside, and he fell to my side looking at me in furious...
"You are hurting me wolfy" I said in between my cries trying to get up.
However, he again pinned me to the bed and started kissing me roughly on my lips.
"Muwp..." I tried to say while beating his arms with my hands, but he caught my hands and held it with his hand firmly while I whimpered under him.
My wolfy is really a dangerous man. Yet, my heart desires him.
Soon, he pulled away letting me take a breath.
"Don't push me away when I touch you or kiss you because the consequences will be much more bad than this. Did you get that!!" He yelled, but I didn't answer him.
"And, one more thing I got to know about you is that, An insecure girl like you seeks constant reassurance that you are beautiful, valued and loved. This is why I found you today as an attention seeker. You are looking for a validation that you are acceptable as you are!!" He reprimanded me wiping his lips, making me stare at him with more tears.
Attention seeker!! Me!!
He got up from the bed and said...
"Go and wash your face now!!" He said in his deadly voice.
"E-lli" I mumbled in a croaky voice while recollecting his words which he said just now.
"Nowww!!" He roared, and I whimpered at his dangerous tone by
quickly nodding my head as an okay while getting up from the bed and ran to the washroom to wash my face.
I poured all my heart out in front of him, and here he is saying that I'm an attention seeker!!
What a fate!! I chuckled at my destiny.
I came out of the washroom, and glanced all over the room, but he isn't there, neither my bags.
He left...I smiled sadly at my myself and walked to downstairs.
None were there, I went outside the mansion and saw a BMW car....
I walked to the car wiping my tears and hop into the car as soon as I did the car roared on the roads..
The whole ride was silent..I don't know what he is thinking and where he is taking me..Soon we reached the airport..
Airport!!!
We came out of the car and I followed him like a puppy, and all the while my brain was thinking about all his harsh words . Soon, we hop into his jet. All the while the ride was silent except the sound of my silent cries whereas he was busy with his laptop clenching and unclenching his jaw.
Soon we are in the car, which was roaring on the roads of coimbatore.
"Elli" I called him, but he didn't respond.
I felt like my heart was breaking into pieces when I saw his face which is full of livid.
I looked at his hand, which was on the gear and tried to hold his hand which he always does, but this time when I was about to hold his hand in mine, he removed his hand in an instant from the gear which sting my heart.
Gulping my tears back, I looked away from him with hurt.
Till this morning we both are fine, but I messed it up. This is all happening because of me. I sobbed as the events played infront of my eyes like a reel.
Few minutes later...
The car stopped in front of my hostel, and I stared at him with aching heart.
How can he leave me in hostel the next day of our marriage?
He got out of the car and opened the car door of mine with cold eyes.
I got out of the car, mean while, he took the luggage from the dickey and placed on the ground.
I took the luggage in my hand, and began taking a few steps with a heavy heart. All the while, last night moments and our sweet moments we spend all this while were playing in front of my eyes.
I caused this all mess...I cried as the salt water was flowing through my cheeks from my eyes.
My heart was paining like hell. I couldn't endure anymore. This pain, this insecure feelings and all. I didn't want anything except him in my life.
Heck, I don't care anything in my life anymore because he clearly stated everything in his words that he doesn't care about my skin complexion nor my physique nor anything because he loves the way I am. So, who cares!!
I turned around and saw him staring back at me with emotionless eyes, yet I can see his hands fisting and unfisting with a grim face.
I stared at him with teary eyes which held so many emotions. My heart was so painful looking at his unfazed expression.
Sadly, I turned around, but my eyes wanted to see him only, so I whirl around again, and saw him who was looking back at me with the same painful eyes as me and stretched his arms widely gesturing me to embrace him.
In an instant, I dropped my luggage on the ground and ran to him, throwing my whole body in his arms by hugging him tightly.
"Elli please don't send me to hostel now, and I am not an attention seeker and I never wanted one. I only get hurt when someone ill talk about me which made me feel insecure about me..other than that I never wanted attention"
"I will speak up for myself".
"When someone says something to me, I will scold them..no..no..I will beat them, but don't leave me"
"Elli" I coughed and looked back at him who was looking back at me with adorable eyes.
"Shh...Gigglemug.." He said, placing his forefinger on my lips while holding me in his arms with the other hand.
"Stop crying" My Elli wiped my tears and I nodded my head while wiping my tears, joining him.
"Look at me, pondati" He said by holding my face in his palms.
I looked at him as he said because I don't want anything now as I want him in my life. So, I will do whatever he says..
"Listen to me carefully" He said, and I sniffled, wiping my running nose by nodding my head.
"My mom used to say that, girls with the most beautiful heart seems to have the most insecurities. I didn't know till this morning what she meant, but now I understand what she said and, that girl is you, my Pondati" He said kissing my forehead with a small smile which made me feel butterflies in my stomach.
"No one is ugly, pondati. Everyone is
pulchritudinous, but in different ways. To be beautiful means to be yourself, you don't need to be accepted by others, you need to accept yourself. Don't insecure with yourself, don't listen to what others say, believe you are more exquisite than them. You are doubting yourself, meanwhile I was wondering, how do you do it so effortlessly. Give yourself more credit, Gigglemug" My Elli whispered, caressing my cheeks with, his thumb.
"You are gorgeous, I repeat! You are perfect for yourself and for me and for the people who love you. Get those insecure thoughts out of your heart and mind, and love yourself. Don't sweat about how you look like because in reality no one cares and if they do then screw them. Baby, you are heavenly beautiful and your loved one's loves you because we can't help it. So, do yourself a favor, and focus on how you look. Everyone is different, and you will never look like them, so why worry about your looks because unlike everyone you have an amazing heart which no one has" My wolfy murmured, softly against my ear, biting my earlobe earning a moan from my mouth.
"You are dead-drop gorgeous, whatever your skin tone is, whatever your body shape is, whatever you are, you are attractive in your own way. You don't know how pretty you are because you are used to your features, but for me, you are beautiful inside out. So, stop hating yourself for everything you aren't. Start loving yourself for everything that you are. You are good enough, smart enough, beautiful enough, and strong enough. Believe it and stop letting insecurity run your life. Insecurities kill all that is beautiful. So, embrace your own self and be your own beautiful unique self" He said in his sexy tone squeezing my waist which was making my knees weak for him.
"Look Gigglemug...I'm glad to hear that you will speak up and fight for yourself, but I want you to love yourself" He said pecking my temple while tucking a hair strand behind my ear.
"I tried Elli I really tried but.." I said in desperate tone.
"Try harder pondati" my Elli said softly, staring into my eyes lovingly.
May be also loves me because the way he yelled at them makes me assume in that way.
"Everyone says to love myself but no one said how to do it" I mumbled, wiping my nose again with the back of my palm.
"If you don't know, then, let your Wolfy show you how to love yourself. Let your Wolfy pamper your mesmerising skin tone, which looks pretty beside my skin tone. Let your Wolfy adore your each and everypart of you. Let your Wolfy's hands roam over your voluptuous body. Let me show you how ravishing and elegant lady you are! Let me caress your sexy body. Let me show you how beautiful your heart, soul and body..hmm.. What's say pondati" He whispered in his husky voice, yet I can see the playful smirk on his lips.
I blushed at his words, and hid my face in his crook of neck, nodding my head in yes.
He hugged me back tightly, chortling at me.
"By the way, I am sending you to hostel not because of that" He said caressing my hair.
"Urmm then...." I asked him while raising my head from his chest.
"In one and half month your semester is going to start" He said staring into my eyes.
"Oh..but, I can..." I was saying, but he interrupted me in the middle.
"Yeah, you can attend by staying with me, however, I don't want you to miss spending time with your friends in hostel because this is the only phase where you can enjoy like a normal college girl unlike me." He commented nonchalantly.
"But." I tried to reason him.
"No but's..I don't want to be a distraction in your studies, pondati." He said while cutting me off in the middle.
"Wolfy" I looked at him like a desperate girl to which he glared at me.
"Pondati...now go...focus on your studies and don't let anyone walk over you. Speak up when someone said something to you. If someone bullies you fight for yourself okay?" He warned, releasing the grip on me.
I nodded my head like an obedient girl...
"And one more thing...don't think about anyone words because they are not your family nor your friends to take their words deeply to your heart.
And let me remind you again, you are beautiful inside out my pondati. Don't think about people words other than your Wolfy's words..okay?" He said looking at my adoringly.
"Hmm.." I hummed at him with a smile.
"Now go" He said coming back to his cold tone.
Looks like he is so desperate to sent me in.
"Urmm..Can I phone call you" I asked him hesitantly fiddling with my duppata.
"Yes of course..other than you, who has the right to call me." He said slyly.
I flushed red and nodded my head grinning widely at him, pondering how will he show me to love myself.
"Bye" I mumbled and turned around, began walking to my hostel with a sparkling smile on my face.
Now a days, all a woman really wants is for her man to never give her a reason to feel insecure.
However, in my case, I got a husband who can heal my insecure feelings. I am so lucky to get a husband like him.
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Hey lovelies,
How is the update?
I don't know how to write all these things but I tried to give my best.
I hope you people loved the update...
Please do read and comment my dear readers.
By the way, I wanted to ask you all that, are you feeling that I'm dragging the story? Just curious to know.
Byebye..
See you all on next Thursday!!
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