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Hasna pov:

After completion of my exam. I looked at his hand writing. His cursive writing is so elegant when compared to mine.

Huff..wait...wait...

His handwriting looks familiar, like really familiar to me.

Like, I saw it before somewhere. But,

where could it be?

I was deeply thinking about that where could I may have possibly seen it.

I recalled every incidents since the day I came here...Suddenly, It clicked me...

An incident flashed in front of my eyelashes....

Ahh!! Now I clearly remembered it. I may have seen the handwriting on that color paper.

However, He can't be my wolfy, right?

Because, where he is and where am I?

I can't even match his standards.

Why would my wolfy ask that little kid varsha to gave me those red roses on the freshers day party, when they were so many beautiful girls around me..

Perhaps, My Elli isn't the person who sent me those flowers to me via varsha, maybe I am assuming because an ugly duckling like me don't deserve those flowers from a handsome man like him.

Nonetheless, The handwriting speaks, he is the one who gave me those red roses to me...

But again, if he is the one who gave me...then why will he give me...I am not that beautiful girl na, then why?

Okay, If I presume that, Daksh sir is the one, then he will directly give me those red roses na instead of sending with varsha because as much as I know my Wolfy is not a coward.

Arghh..

Don't contemplate among yourself Hasna, first you have to cross check it, whether that person is your Elli or not.

Hufff...I pep talk to myself.

With a muddled thoughts, I gave the paper to the invigilator, and quickly sprinted to my room, ignoring the calls of my two friends like a maniac.

Panting heavily, I opened the door and hastily dashed inside the room towards my drawer and opened it.

I took the color paper which I placed it in the drawer....

A fresh beautiful flowers to my blooming love..

I compared both, and it's him. My wolfy was the one who gave me those red roses to me..

I grinned with tears flowing from my eyes.

Yeah...Happy tears!!

I smiled, clutching the color paper to my heart .

It's him...It's my wolfy...my love.

That's why, those red roses have been smelling like him till now..

But, if he intended to give me then he could have given me directly na, then why he used a medium between us..

I don't know what reasons you have and with what reason you gave me those red roses, yet you are the only first person who gave me red roses in my life and I hope you will be the last one too, my Wolfy.

I love you...and will always love you, Daksh sir.

I am not sure what you are thinking about me or what you are up to, but I hope I am the only person who runs in your brain like you run in my mind, soul & heart..

I inhale the fragrance of the withered flowers which was engulfed by his scent.....smiling like a crazy girl to myself.

I have an urge to question you that why did you gave me, however, I don't have those guts in me to ask you.

Creaking..

I jolted out of my thoughts, when I heard the creaking sound of the door..

I hastily placed back the withered flowers along with the color paper back into my study table drawer and turned around only to see my two idiotic friends aka Nina & Pari looking at me dubiously.

"W-What a-are y-you b-both l-looking at?" I hesitantly asked them hoping they didn't seen it.

Because, I don't want anyone to know about what's going on in my personal life.

It's my love life...only mine.

I desired to feel it alone...Whatever it might be sad...... pain.....happiness... everything, I wanted to be in me.

I have a strong desire to feel all those things alone rather than sharing it with my friends.

It's a feeling where only I can understand because even though if I share with my friends they can't feel what I'm going through but they will only show me sympaty, empathy, pity and all on me.

Do you people know why?

Somewhere, atleast 0.99% we feel envy when our friends share their happy love lives with us. When we share our pain with them, atleast 1% of them will gaze sympathetically at us.

And, That's why I'm not fond of it...If a day arises in my life to share it with anyone, I will definetly share it with my hubby...my Daksh..that too, only when he will remains as my husband along with that he should return my feelings too, but if he doesn't then I will keep it to myself.

If he remains as a husband to me for the rest of my life and loves me same as the way I do...then he is the one who needs to know it..he has a right to know how I feel about him..

Do you people know why?

Because, After our parents, our soulmate is the one who loves us unconditionally and understands us more than anyone in our life till our death, of course if only they love us.

If we share our happiness with them in return, they will be delighted in our joy...and they will be much happier when they got to know that the reason behind our happiness is them.

If we share our sorrow with them, they will feel our pain and along with that they will try to get rid of our grief by changing our mood into a cheerful one...if in case they got to know that they are the reason of our pain...then, they will punish and scold themselves but along with that they will try to rectify their mistake or they will learn a lesson that not to repeat it again...

Huff...What I'm blabbering...huff..

Whatever, I will hide my love for him deep in my heart as of now.

"Oye!! Madam where have you lost?"

I jolted out of my trance when I heard Nina voice and saw her snapping her fingers in front of my eyes, causing me to jerk out from my foolish thoughts.

"W-what!" I queried.

"That, we have to ask you?" Pari made a snarky remark.

"What are you hiding from us?" Nina started interrogating me like she is some CBI officer.

"Uhh..n-nothing" I mumbled.

"It's fine if you don't want to tell us, but tell me, why the heck you ran like a mad girl by ignoring our calls" Nina added further by gritting her teeth.

"You made both of us run a marthone" Pari complained.

Ignoring all those rantings..I just gave a puppy face to them so that they will stop it.

But, no...they began lecturing....

"Hufff....caryon your lectures...I will be back" I responded, rolling my eyes at both of them.

They both gave me an unbelievable look..

I brushed it off and headed to the washroom. I stepped out of the washroom after finishing my business and noticed Nina & Pari had already fallen asleep without having lunch.

I, too, was not feeling hungry. So, I climbed into my bed and lay on the soft mattress.

Before coming into this college, my life is full of books....books....books..... books..and...books.

From the moment I woke up to the moment I drift to my sleep, my brain was filled with full of alphabets & numbers, but now all I could seeing was...

Wolfy.....Wolfy....Wolfy...Wolfy...Wolfy

I wonder, the girls who fall in love will also go through the same situation like me?

Arghh..

God...that annoyed yet furious look he gave me before leaving the examination hall is enough to scare the shit out of me.

Huff...

I tried to sleep, however, you know when someone occupied your brain & heart completely, you can't sleep.

That's what problem my is!! I wonder, Has my friends too were phasing the same situation as me..

I took a glimpse of my friends....they both are sleeping like they hadn't slept for years..

Gosh!!!

What I'm becoming day by day...Huff...

Just then Pari's phone rang..

"Hello"

"Ha mom"

"What!! Daksh Anna is leaving for london, today!!!" She exclaimed groggily.

I shot up as soon as I heard the 8 words which cause my heart drop in a micro second..

Without speaking a word to me, How can he leave?

How can he go to London without sorting out our matter?

Kaduvale!! How can he leave just like that, without giving me a clear answer regarding our marriage to me?

What should I take it as?

No, I have to know why he is leaving?

I have to get my answers from him?

With that determination I got up from my bed and run to the cottage where he resided, Hoping he didn't left. My eyes are welling up in tears, but I didn't let them fall from my eyes.

I barged into the house not caring about what others think about me.

I started searching in each and every room..I couldn't find him.

Did he already left?

A fear crept into me...No...No...Hasna... May be, he is the last room which is still left to check....Without searching properly, how can you come into a conclusion.

Ayyo kaduvale!!

Holding my dear heart...I walked to the only room left..

I pressed the door knob to open the door...

As soon as I did, I was engulfed by the scent of his. And I know it's his room.

My eyes roamed all over the room and got stupefied when I saw a big photograph of mine, smiling widely in a beach which is proudly hanging on a wall by occupying the whole wall.

How did he get that picture of mine?

Moreover, on that day, I didn't take any snaps then?

It clearly indicates, that he knows me before I join in this college?

But, how?

I inched to the photo frame and caressed it with my hands...I looked so beautiful in that photo. It's not edited, but a complete natural face of mine was captured in the pic.

For the first in my life, I was admiring myself...

Just when I was about to move..I felt something underneath my left feet.

I looked down, saw a handkerchief. I took in my hands and something caught my eyes...

Siya

I stroked the name with my fingers and pronounced it...A small smile adorned my lips when I uttered the name.

His mom...

Siya Shrama

A sophisticated business woman who earned fame, wealth everything at a young age, but she died so early due to cancer.

That's what I read about her in google.

Might be his mom gifted to him or perhaps it's his mom's.

I think, it must fell down while he was packing his suitcase.

I was about to place it back on the nearby table, nonetheless, my hands unknowingly opened the lower drawer only to see a branded expensive camera..

I picked it in my hands and was about to looked around for him, but that's when the bitter reality hit me that he left.

I realised I'm late. My wolfy left me without giving me any answers.

Wait...You didn't ask him anything, then how can he give you an answer to you.

You are really a dumb girl like your husband said..Hasna.

I was feeling numb....my mind went blank. My heart was filled with darkness. A tear drop rolled on my cheek.

I don't even know, How I walked out of the house.

A pool of tears were running down from from my eyes...I was walking on the road like a lifeless soul with a muddled thoughts running in my brain.

"Hasna"

"Hasna"

I jolted out of my thoughts when someone called me.

With a blurry eyes, My eyes fell on the Horlicks batch who were standing in front of me by looking at me with concern.

Third person pov:

The Horlicks batch was coming back to the hostel after the exam while chit chatting with each other..

As they were laughing at their jokes...

Navya's eyes caught the attention of Hasna who was walking unconsciously while sobbing..

"Why is she crying?" Navya said out of nowhere, which captured the attention of her two friends.

"Who?" The other two queried her.

"Hasna" Navya replied and started running towards Hasna in worry. The other two girls too ran behind her in concern.

Maybe they ragged juniors for fun, but that doesn't mean...they won't care for their juniors.

"Hasna"

"Hasna"

Navya called out her name as soon as she inched Hasna...But Hasna being in dejected state...she didn't budge.

Somehow, Horlicks batch made her come out of her trance.

"Why are you crying? Are you alright?" Navya whispered softly by shaking her shoulders gently.

That's when, Hasna realised she was crying..

"Oh my god you are looking like a cute little baby when you are crying" Tanvi gushed in aww at Hasna by seeing her cute crying face.

Navya glared at Tanvi to shut her mouth. Tanvi bit her tongue childishly at her and gave an apologetic look to Hasna who was not even bothered a little bit about them and drifted into her sadness.

"I think we should make her first sit somewhere" sharper girl whose name is Sakshi said while holding Hasna arm.

They take Hasna to a nearby stationary store and made her sit. All the while Hasna was weeping badly.

"Don't cry, Hasna? You can tell us what happened to you." Tanvi tried to console her, however, Hasna didn't even budge except crying.

I can't tell anyone...Hasna murmured to herself. She shut her eyes, causing more tears fall out of her eyes.

"I will just go and buy a water bottle for her" Sakshi mumbled while caressing Hasna cheeks softly, not able to see their junior in pain, she left towards the canteen to buy a water bottle for her.

All the while, Navya was looking at the camera which was in the hands of Hasna...

As Navya is so close to the Daksh batch, she knows that, Daksh loves her, nonetheless, she is not sure about Hasna's feelings because as much as she know, Navya only knows that Hasna is crushing on Daksh, but doesn't have a slightest idea that Hasna too loves him.

However, by looking at the Daksh's handkerchief and camera in her hands, Navya gets to know that...she might be crying for Daksh, but why?

That's when she realised that, today Daksh has left for london.

Huff...Is this cute innocent girl really crying for him? Navya smiled softly at her.

"Take care of her, I will just come back in 5 min" Navya whispered to Tanvi and went aside to make a phone call to Daksh.

Tanvi pov:

Oh my god!!! she is crying like a baby.

From the last few minutes, I was trying to calm her, yet nothing is working out.

She is continuously sobbing by letting out an ocean of tears from her eyes.

Added, to that she was not evening speaking a word...

What should I do to make her console?

Does that Sakshi was sleeping in that canteen or what?

How much time will she take to buy a damn water bottle?

Huff..I think I should go and check on her..but I can't leave this poor soul alone here.

Just then, I saw Rajesh approaching towards us...Huff I can trust him because he is Rishi's cousin and I know him well too.

(A/N: Rajesh...Deepa senior)

I sighed, as soon as he neared us...

"Rajesh, please will you stay with her just for a few minutes. I will just come back" I asked him in pleading tone.

Rajesh agreed with a serious face by looking at Hasna.

I gave a gratitude smile to him and quickly walked away from their to the canteen to bring the water bottle or else this poor girl will lost her strength.

I think that Sakshi might be sleeping in there?

Hasna pov:

That Horlicks batch tried to cheer me, but all I could do was mourn.

My mind was clouded with his thoughts..

I was in my own gloomy world, yet came out when I heard a male voice beside me...

"I don't think your hubby will like your tears, kiddo"

Hubby..

At the mention of the word, I felt goosebumps in fear and shock was written all over my face..

I raised my head in a milli second and saw Rajesh Anna giving me a sad look..

How did Rajesh Anna know that I am married?

I didn't tell to my roommates na, then how?

"If you cry for him will he come back to you from a flying a jet?" Rajesh Anna Muttered.

I was stunned...

Did he know about me and my wolfy?

Yes...Hasna...he knows...

"H-How d-do y-you know?" I queried him hesitantly with shock.

He patted my head like I'm a small child to him..

" Wipe your face first or else people will think that I did something to you" Rajesh Anna joked yet I'm in no mood to laugh.

"Okay, I'm poor at jokes, but you can at least give me a fake smile. I heard from Deepa that you always smile" Rajesh Anna said giving me a smile.

Still, I didn't, I looked at him in stupefied..

How did he know about my hidden marriage?

"Please Don't cry because he is obliged to go to london due to some reasons. He will be back for you." Rajesh Anna whispered, looking at me lamentably.

I was flabbergasted that how did he know all info about my wolfy? He is not my wolfy's friend na, then how do he know about us and about my Daksh.

"H-How" I stuttered in fear.

"I have my ways kiddo...and don't worry...I won't reveal it to anyone" He assured me with a smile.

"I have to go...I have a flight to go to london in an hour, which is an order from your dear hubby." He winked.

I got up in stunned...

"What!! H-how do you know all..Do you know him?" I queried to which he grinning widely at me..

"Not only me..Everyone knows him smiley, but I know about him the same way his batch knows him" He chuckled, causing my brain to stress more with questions.

"Rajesh you are still here"

I heard Cabir Anna voice and looked at him with my tear stained face.

"I am going...Anna" Rajesh Anna yelled back at him and left not before whispering..

"Take care, smiley"

Third person pov:

"Thank god You came early, I hope you will handle her well. We all tried, but couldn't.." Navya exclaimed to Cabir as soon he reached.

"Hmm" Cabir hummed at Navya and glanced at the girl who was crying for his friend dearly while speaking to Rajesh.

At the same time Sakshi & Tanvi too came there..

Before they could go to Hasna, Cabir took the water bottle from them and gestured them to go to the hostel...

"If you need our help, just a phone call..We will be here" Navya smiled and left.

Hasna pov:

I was feeling frustration, anger, sadness..What not..Everything within me.

They were so many questions which are going through in my brain...

I don't know what is happening in my life..

How does Rajesh Anna know about us?

"Don't stress your brain, Baccha. It will give you more pain" Cabir Anna mumbled while making me stand up from the chair.

He wiped my tears...just the same way my Akshith Anna does to me.

"Baccha, Don't cry! He didn't left you. You know what, Daksh didn't left India wholeheartedly." Cabir Anna said while wiping my freshly falling tears.

How does he know that I'm crying for his friend?

"Do you know why?"

I shook my head as no...as I couldn't able speak as a lump formed in my throat due to immense sobbing.

"When his wife is crying for him, then how can he go heartfully...He went for you and will come back for you" He caressed my head.

Wife..

Does he too know that I'm married to Daksh sir?

Moreover, why he is saying that Daksh sir had left India for me?

"W-what are you talking Anna? I didn't ask him to go na then how can he go to London because of me?" I asked him while wiping my tears.

"It's not my place to tell the truth..I hope you understand me Baccha. But, I can assure you that he will come back for you. So, don't cry." Cabir Anna whispered softly but still I'm weeping not able to understand what was happening in my life.

Why will he come back for me?

He don't love me na then why?

Moreover, how does Rajesh Anna & Cabir Anna know about our hidden marriage?

"You know?" I asked him sniffling.

"Your husband didn't say, however, Rajesh & I know about that, you are married to Daksh" Cabir Anna commented, looking at me with a soften eyes.

I pinched my lips nervously trying to stop the sobs..

"H-How?" I queried him.

"Leave all those things...and here..take it...your Daksh ask me to give you this..."Cabir Anna said while forwarding a big gift box to me.

What is it?

"Does really Daksh sir asked you to give me this?" I asked him.

He nodded his head. I took it with my shivering hands..

"Go in" He said, I looked at him confused.

He gestured me to look around. I did as he told...

That's when I realised that Anna brought me to my hostel.

"Take care...Don't feel bad for that he hasn't spoke to you from that day because he was bounded by promises.

Promises which made him behave like that with you. So don't think in a bad way...he was leaving for you and will come back to you with a victory.." Cabir Anna patted my head and gestured me to go.

What promises?

What Anna is speaking about?

My brain was clouded with numerous questions.

"Go and take some rest..don't cry.."

I nodded my head...if only you know Anna, How much your friend is hurting me unintentionally.

I whirl around and was about to go, but abruptly stopped and twisted my neck towards Cabir Anna and asked him..

"Anna, Does Daksh sir, is the one who gave me chocolates on that day when Aashi mam was giving me chocolates to me?"I questioned him.

"Yes baccha."

I haven't said anything further and left from there crying.

I am not understanding anything what is happening in my life..

My life is becoming a puzzle..A puzzle which I can't solve it..

While weeping, I left to my room and slumped down on my bed, holding what he gave me along his camera & handkerchief.

I took a glimpse at the box which he gave me..

What's there is in the box?

I opened in and saw a plushie and my favourite chocolates, in between them a red color envelope was placed peacefully.

I took it in my hands...and opened it..

A white color paper was inside the envelope..I took it out with shivering hands, hoping his words won't give me more hurt..

Hey My dear gigglemug,

Before reading the letter, first Wipe your tears and stop crying.

How did he know I was crying..

Brushing off the thought, I quickly wiped my tears and began reading further.

Good...

Now why didn't you read the book which I give you...huhn..

If I open my mouth and speak to you then only you will understand.. huhn..

How can I understand you idiot without speaking..I'm not that brilliant to grasp your actions..

I pouted...

Ok now, leave it all...I'm sorry for my rude behaviour towards you.

Hehe..

My wolfy knows how to say sorry too..I smiled.

I'm frustrated and I just took it over you. I'm sorry for hurting you the whole week..and don't cry from now on...

Your beautiful pearls are so valuable if not for you, but for me..

I don't like when those pearl's falls from your gorgeous eyes..I hope you won't cry from today...

No...I won't cry from now on...for you.

If I got to know that you cried then Last time I signed my autograph on your left breast....this time I will sign on the other side...did you get that.

I gaped at what he said...huff.. He is really a shameless wolfy..

And, I was going to London to fulfill a promise made by me to some people who will be dear to me in future...Don't think that I'm freeing you from the knot by leaving you here or not saying bye to you.

No never...My dear pondati...

Pondati...

My lips curved into a sweet smile when I read the word pondati..

I won't leave you..As I said to you before...once I tied the knot around your neck, from that moment you are mine..

I beamed at his words...

You are bound to be with me for life long....

Just, I will be far away from you now, that doesn't mean I won't get to know about your whereabouts...

Even though, I'm far, then also my eyes will be on you...Only on you..

So, don't cry like a crybaby and smile like you always does...

Just remember one thing....I was going for us...For our life...I will be back soon and don't cry for me gigglemug...please.

I know your little brain is stuffed with numerous question..but to get your answers..you have to wait..

I will answer you when I will be back..

So, As of now..what ever is running in your brain..don't let them deviate into a negative thoughts.

What ever it is, think in postive way not in negative and study well. Don't let anything over power your studies because at last your name, your identity, your character is what defines you and make your family proud and me.

Focus on your studies...I get to know that you are the pride of the Sastry family.

I hope you don't disappoint them by destroying their pride and hope, Baby.

Baby..I blushed at the word..

Last but not least...

Yeah, you might think that I was saying casually that I will come back for you.

No..If Daksh Elli Sharma has given a word to you then I will keep it what so ever.

Gigglemug..Don't ever think that I hate you...

I never despised you....No...I don't loath you at all...So don't let that crap crawl into your mind and become sad. Get rid of that thought from your little brain.

So, Mrs Hasna Daksh Elli Shrama

Wait for me...

From

Your Hubby

Daksh Elli sharma

Mrs Hasna Daksh Elli Shrama...

Wow...It feels so nice on my tongue when I read it..

A cute smile plastered on my lips after reading the letter.

Kaduvale!! My wolfy don't hate me..he don't loath me like I thought..Thank you for letting me know or else I will be really sad assuming that he despises me.

With a grin on my face I took the wolfy plushie which he gave me.

I hold it in my arms...as soon as I did..

Wait for me..Wait for me..Wait for me..Wait for me..Wait for me...

The wolfy plushie was speaking continuously..

I parted my lips widely at the gobsmacked surprise.

"Did you just spoke to me my dear wolfy..huhn..." I giggled while holding it in my hands by looking at the plushie.

I hugged the plushie to my heart dearly...

Hehe...

I kept his nickname as wolfy....and unknowingly he gave me a wolfy plushie..

Wow..It feels awesome...

Hehe...

I looked inside the box....I saw a chocolate box too. I quickly opened it and saw my favourite chocolates..

Kaduvale!! Why he is so sweet...

Today, for the first time...I smiled heartfully.

Yes, maybe My questions got unanswered for now, but at the same time he assured me that he will answer me when he will be back.

Moreover...what made my heart in dacning was, he ensured me with his words that he won't leave me for a lifetime.

I don't know what your reasons are to go to London and I don't know how much time will you take to return to India but I will wait for you my love.

I will wait for you wolfy....Your pondati will wait for your return.

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