Daksh pov:
I never in my life thought that I would marry her like this. When that old man ordered me to marry her I straight away denied because I wanted to ask her hand to her parents like a gentleman. I was wishing to marry her grandly in front of the world along with the consent of her family. I know their parents won't agree when they will know who am I.
When I refused to marry her, they started whipping me with a whipping rope.
God!! The pain was horrible. Even though I was suffering I denied because I don't want to commit a mistake like my step brother.
Arghh!!! They were whipping me continuously nonstop. For every whip which fell on me was throbbing like hell.
But, when I started hearing her cries. I know that my queen of heart was awake from her sleep. When I took a glimpse of her, my heart ached at the sight of her.
After my mom left me, For the first time in my life, I saw someone was crying for me. She is pleading them to leave me, but instead of stopping they increased the whips on me.
I can't see her crying. It hurts. It hurts a lot. I hope god will come to help us by disguising in any form.
I sadly chuckled at my thought. Why will he help me when he never did in my whole life. All my life I prayed to him to give me back my mom but he never did. I know asking for a dead person is funny, but only a person who lost their dear one's can only feel the pain how horrible it is. No, my mom was not dead. She was still alive in my heart. Her memories will always remain in my heart.
After my mom left me, I left alone in this world, even though I was surrounded by my step family & friends but still I used to feel alone. I never felt the warmth & peace in my heart and mostly happiness was never in my fate until my ears heard a melodious laugh and my gaze fell on the girl who was playing at the beach alone enjoying the solitude unlike me. That's what which made me fell in love with her at first sight.
She is My gigglemug..
Yes! she looks pretty, but I won't say that she is beautiful neither ugly because I didn't fall for her beauty instead I fell for her melodious laugh, which filled my heart with content & serene and the way she enjoyed solitude. Without anyone beside her, she rejoiced the beauty of nature alone on that day.
That's where I find a rare & unique innocent girl. She is beautiful in her own way. She came into my life like a rainbow. Unknown to her, she brought colors in my sad & boring life. Whenever I saw her, my heart beats in happiness. when I embraced her in my arms, I felt the warmth & peace in me which I didn't felt after my mom left me. I don't want those things to disappear from my life now. I have an urge to marry her right now, but I can't.
when that old man asked me to marry her, one side of my heart twinkled with happiness but the other side of my heart, it felt gloomy thinking it is wrong to do it without her parent's consent.
I can't just agree to marry her because every parent has their dream to marry their children to a rightful person whom they choose or if their daughter already selected her life partner and informed them, then at least they have a chance to check whether the person is the rightful person to their daughter or not. Parents, dream to make their children wedding grandly in front of their eyes. They wished to bless their children to have a lifelong happiness in their a new phase of life. They wanted to give their daughter advices about her married life. There might be so many things which their parents thought about her marriage too.
Now, thinking about her parents, how will I agree to marry her when she is so important in their life. What if after marrying her, they won't accept her assuming that we eloped just like her sister.
How can I make her away from her family when she is the heart of the entire Sastry family members. How can I do that. I can't do that to an innocent soul like her and to her lovely family.
Taking a girl away from her family is similar to taking away their life. It might be right for a person who is in love with her lover deeply, but what that person doesn't know is how much that a girl/boy's family suffers from it, but mainly it affects girl family.
I know it because I saw Akshith Sastry, My gigglemug's brother in full of hatred and miserable on that day when her sister Nisha, eloped with my stepbrother on her wedding day.
Akshith came to my home and started yelling at his sister, Nisha & his best friend who betrayed him and married his sister. Because of their one mistake, My gigglemug's whole family had suffered from a severe heart break which was caused by her sister and my step-brother.
A few years back, it was all over the news that Sastry's elder daughter Nisha Sastry had eloped with karthik sharma on her wedding day leaving the groom on the mandap. Akshith family only knows how much shame they felt at that time. My gigglemug's family got insulted & humiliated by the groom's family. They felt ashamed of their daughter mistake.
My giggilemug's family can't even raise their head in the society because of their daughter. Due to that, their name got spoiled in the society. The once proud father had suffered with a severe heart-stroke by hearing the accusations upon them. Everyone raised their finger at their upbringing. They had a huge loss at that stage. It's a phase in their life where they lost everything due to their daughter. Akshith parents went into depression. It took so many years for them to come back to normal.
That's the reason why I denied. I don't want to give the same pain to that sweet family. Last time they regain to come back to normal, but now if I marry their little daughter without their knowledge & consent, then their whole family will break & collapse. I don't want to see that again. I don't want to become someone's pain rather wanted happiness in their life.
I know the circumstances are different for us, but to the outer world it looks the same. Not only that she is just 18 and I'm 21. How can we marry at this young age.
I closed my eyes in frustration, not known what to do but to bear this physical & mental pain.
I groaned, looking at her ever smiling face, which was now replaced with tears for me. I can bear the pain physically, but when I saw her crying for me her heart out, my heart throbbed more than the physical pain I was enduring. I maybe look like an emotionless person to strangers, but my heart too feel the emotions same like a normal human.
But out of nowhere, she asked me to marry her with her tear stained face making me shock. I didn't expect her to ask me to marry her, but again my heart knows why she asked me. Just to save me from the this hell.
I rejected her by scolding myself for rejecting but she didn't agree and tried to convince me. I told her that she will regret it later, but no, all she asked me to marry her. Like she said, there was no way to get out of this hell. The only way to get out of this hell was to marry her.
I couldn't say no to her when she is asking me. It's so complicated.
What to do. If I marry her, then their will be more consequences we both have to face. If I don't, then we can't get out of this hell.
After thinking a lot, I decided that I will marry her first and get out of this hell hole. Then, after going back I will see what I have to do because for every problem there will be a solution. That, I will find it out later, but now to get out of this problem there is only one solution that is to marry her.
I don't know why I'm feeling dizzy, may be due to the lot of thinking or because of the physical pain I'm bearing.
Finally, I agreed to marry her. As soon as I did, A lady went towards my gigglemug and untied her ropes.
After my gigglemug get freed, in an instant she came running while sobbing towards me like she is in so love into me but actually she isn't. She is just attracted towards me, I think so.
While wailing, she untied my ropes whereas I wanted to wipe her tears. I tried to raise my hand to wipe her tears, but I couldn't do it as I don't think any energy left in me due to their continuous whipping. I was feeling unconscious, but I tried to keep my eyes open.
She made me sit on the ground while sobbing where as my whole body was burning like hell. My head was spinning in 360 degrees. She was wiping my blood, which wad dripping from my head due to the last night hit on my head.
They gave me mangalsuture. I gathered all my strength to take a hold of it and tied it around her neck while promising to her inwardly.
I promise you My gigglemug, that I will love you till eternity. I will always raise you up, when you are feeling down. I will kiss away your tears, when you need them to flow out and I promise you that I may not be the one to make you smile but I will be the reason of your gorgeous smile.
To show the world your light, I will be your strength. Whenever you need somewhere to lean, I promise you that I will be your shoulder. I will be your voice when words don't come to you. I promise to be your eyes when you are enable to see. When you cannot hear, I promise you that I will be your ears.
I promise you that I will be always real to you when you are in need of truth. When you feel that your dreams are too large to achieve them, I promise you that I will help you to chase your dreams. I promise you that I will always love you till the end of death even though you don't return those feelings to me.
And an oath to myself that I will never take her away from her family. I will marry her again in front of the world with her parent's consent, when her whole family accept me as their son-in-law.
With that, I slowly lost my consciousness. I again open my eyes and saw her beautiful face which clearly shown how worry, she is for me and pleading for a first aid kit.
I wonder how did her parents gave birth to a kindhearted girl like her. I slowly raised my hand to cup her cheeks, but before I did she made me sit on the ground and got up yet supported me to stand on my feet.
She helped me in walking while going the hut. After making me lay on the bed, she treated my wounds.
No one has cared for me like she is doing. I stared at her innocent face.
But, when she said that, she will divorce me. I just couldn't control my anger and shouted at her. Just a few minutes before we got married and she said the divorce word as soon as we get married. At that word I lost my control.
I shouldn't have yelled at her. There is nothing wrong in whatever she thought about Aashi & me because not only she but numerous people thought the same as her. It's just that Aashi is more close to me than others.
Added to that, I shouldn't have scolded her for assuming things on her own because I too did the same by assuming things on my own when she was with her brother at the beach on that day.
We both are misunderstanding each other from the start. I shouldn't let that happen again. Now, she is my wife. My kanmani.
(A/n kanmani means darling
Pondati means wife )
I should respect her and treat her softly because she deserves it. She is a pure soul who finds rare, but she is mine. My pondati...Mine to cherish... mine to love....mine to tease.
Mine....my gigglemug is completely mine. I can tease her as much as i want to just to see her blushy face. I just love it.
But, before that I have a prior thing to do which is related to us.
"Sir"
I came out of my thoughts when I heard her melodious voice, but was stunned when I saw her.
She is looking gorgeous in that maroon top & skirt. I can't take my eyes off from her puffy face. Due to immense crying her over all face was swollen.
"Sir"
"Hmm" I hummed at her not able to form any words due to her beauty.
"Shall we go?" she asked me in her velvet voice.
"Y-Yeah" I stammered.
God! What is happening to me? Why I'm stammering.
Huff!! Don't know what my gigglemug will make me do unknown to her.
Hasna pov:
"Let's go" He replied.
"Hmm"
I walked to him and supported him while walking. Now, he can able to walk a little but need a little support.
"Sir" I called him again.
"hmm"
"Will they mix poison in our food" I asked him to which he chuckled at me.
"That is the reason why I call you dumb" He commented sarcastically at me by limping on his feet while I was supporting him to walk.
Why he is the only person who says I'm dumb where as other's will call me clever. I know I'm dumb in related to love matters, but I'm good in other fields.
"I am not dumb" I defended myself.
"Oh really " he snickered while trying to stand on his feet as we reached.
"Yes" I responded proudly.
"Then why didn't your dumb brain didn't got the hint that if they wanted to kill us then, they would have killed us as soon as they brought us here." He smirked.
Yes, he has a point. But, what should I reply to him now.
I after thinking for a lot to find an answer but couldn't. So, I did the only thing that is I smiled at him sheepishly in return he gave a sly smile.
Meanwhile that old man came to us and speaking something with him in stern voice but he was looking emotionless.
Daksh pov:
That old man is warning me to take care of my wife. As if I don't know what to do with my kanumani. Added to that he got the nerve to threaten me after blackmailing me to marry her without her parent's consent.
I just hate myself for marrying her without her parent's consent. I didn't respond to him and stared at that old man blankly. If not for his age, I would have punched him on his face right now. He then said that we can go back to our home and their men will drop us where they found us.
Hasna pov:
We had our dinner and went back to the hut.
I make him sit on the bed and helped him applying the medicine on his wounds.
"Are you feeling better" I asked him in concern.
"Hmm...I'm fine now, but a little bit weak" he said.
"Ok, then sleep well." I said and was about to turn around, but he held my hand in his making me feel all giddy.
All this while I didn't focus on what is happening in me because all I was worried and thinking about him, but now everything is fine and we will go back home tomorrow so I'm a bit relieved and now I got all my senses back.
"Where are you going" He queried me.
"urm..To take bedsheet & pillow from cupboard to make my bed on the floor" I replied meekly.
"Why gigglemug? Have you forgotten today is our first night. We have to sleep in one bed in other arms"
I can sense the mischievousness in his voice.
A pink color crept on my cheeks on its own way, making me blush harder.
I turned around smiling coyly not wanting him to see my shy face.
"oye! I said something" He said in teasing tone. Still, I didn't respond as my so shy.
"Don't be shy. I won't do anything like that now, nor I'm in a condition to do that. I was just kidding. You sleep on the bed where as I will sleep on floor" He said blankly.
At now all his playful voice was gone and it was replaced by a dead voice.
"what! You are not feeling well. So, you should sleep on the bed instead on the floor" I panicked at his words.
How can he sleep on the floor when his whole body decorated with wounds.
"No, I am fine. I will sleep on the floor. You sleep on the bed" he said adamantly.
"Sir, I know you are a gentleman & respect woman, but it's not time to do it as you are not fine. You are ill, added to that your back is completely wounded. It started to heal now so don't make the wounds reopen by sleeping on the floor. It's okay, I can sleep on the floor. It's just for 8hrs." I tried to convince him, but who he is the great stubborn wolfy.
After a lot of protests, he agreed to sleep. Where as I arranged my bed on the floor and laid to sleep.
As soon as I closed my eyes, my whole family was flashing in front of my eyes making me scare.
It's been 24hrs. My family must be worried. I wanted to call them and assure them, that I'm fine. But, how will I inform them when there is no telecommunication is here.
Ahh! My Wolfy must've the mobile with him.
"Sir " I quickly called him.
"hmm"
"Please give me your mobile"I asked him.
" Do you think that I had my phone with me? If I had it with me then we would not have been in this situation. I lost it while I was coming to you."He snickered at me .
"Oh!" I Mumbled sadly.
"Don't worry, we will go home tomorrow." He assured me.
I nodded my head and closed my eyes to sleep, but sleep was far away from me. I was feeling sad, angry, guilt in myself.
How will I inform my parents that I got married without their consent.
What if they compare me to nisha akka.
What if they will kick me out of the house.
I can't live without my family. They are my everything. What should I do now?
What if after telling the truth, they will ask me to divorce my wolfy.
Unknowingly, my wish came true under crucial circumstances, but what if I had to divorce him due to our families.
Even though my family accepts him, but what if my wolfy family don't accept me as their DIL.
One thing is clear that, my wolfy don't want to divorce me nor he wanted me to divorce him. That mean's he is accepting this marriage as I did. I'm overwhelmed for that, but here the problem is our familes.
I can't hide it from them if I do then it will come under cheating.
Kaduvale! Please help me.
Third person pov:
"Cabir I can't walk anymore" Nina cried.
"That's why I told you to not to come" cabir hissed.
"Stupid" Nina scolded him at his angry voice.
He rolled his eyes at her and was looking around for a place to sit.
Last night, their tire got punctured and they didn't find any repair shops as they are in the woods.
So they started walking, but unknowingly they entered into a jungle. The whole day they are finding routes to get out of the forest, but couldn't succeeded and got exhausted.
"Nina, we will stay under this tree tonight. I can't move my leg anymore" Cabir declared with finality.
"Okay, but what if some animals will come & eat us" Nina mused.
"From last night to till now, nothing like that happened. So, nothing will happen right now. Come & sleep " Cabir gritted his teeth in anger.
Cabir was so exhausted more than Nina. Because whenever Nina complained like a child that her legs are paining. He piggybacked her and walked two to three hours.
Poor Cabir...
So, now he is so tired that he can't even move his legs & hands.
They both sat under the tree and slept there while leaning on to the tree.
Hasna pov:
We both were now going back to the place where they kidnapped.
We hop onto to the jeep in the back.
It's a two seater at back, in between the seats there is a gap to keep our legs. I sat on one of the empty seats and on the other side of the seat, they put some luggage. Added to that, there is only small place left in which one person can sit. My wolfy sat in that small place.
A few seconds later, three men came and was sitting beside me as it is long seat. In an instant, I got up from the seat not wanting to be sandwiched in between those creepers and quickly sat on my wolfy's lap forgetting that he is ill.
I felt disgusted when they are looking at my aside. I quickly hid my head in my Elli's chest. I felt so calm & safe here. As I was thinking just then I remembered that he is ill and I was about to get up, but he wrapped his arms tightly around me not allowing me escape and whispered..
"Do you want to feel those creepy touches & stares?" He whispered gravelly.
"No" I mumbled quickly.
"Then, stay still" He muttered roughly, leaning against my ear to which my body shivered.
"B-But you are not feeling well" I muttered while my heart was hammering inside me due to the nearness of his face too close to mine.
" I'm fine now. Due to your magical hands, my wounds healed quickly. By the way they only whipped me, those wounds will heal quickly" he replied nonchalantly like it didn't matter to him.
"No your head is also injured" I added.
"I said I'm fine" he grunted lowly.
"But..." I was about to say, but that idiot wolfy of mine interrupted me in the middle by saying..
"Okay go & sit beside them "He hissed at me by unwrapping his arms around me.
I quickly shook my head as no.
"Then sit quietly" He whispered yelled at me.
"Hmm" I hummed at him.
I sat comfortably on his lap by burring my face in his crook of neck. I wish I stayed like this for life long.
But, I don't know what is in store for me. As I was pondering deeply, suddenly the jeep stopped.
Two men stepped down to check while the others were looking at me creeply.
Few minutes later:
They said that the jeep is not starting and it has a problem and it will take so much time to repair it. So, they asked us to wait or we can go by ourselves.
"We will wa-..." My wolfy was about to answer, but I cut him off in mid sentence..
"we will go by ourselves. Just tell us the route" I blurted out, where as my wolfy was glaring at me.
But, I said like that because I want to get rid of those pervert people.
They told us the route..
We started walking, he was sulking at me while I was holding his hand.
If anyone sees us like this then, they definitely think that we are a lovely couple which is a big no.
As we are walking we entered into a forest like place.
"Sir, Is the route which we are going is right na" I asked in fear because all I see was trees everywhere.
He cursed me, but I did it to escape from their creepy stares.
"How do I know? We are going by the same way, what they told us to go. We could have waited, but no you have to butt in and say that we can go by ourselves" he mimicked the last part making me look at the ground not able to meet his eyes.
"My foot!!" he cursed.
"Dumb idiot" he yelled at me.
That's what he is scolding me for the last two hours. There is no food, no water nothing.
I wish I had some magical wand. Then I can get whatever I want.
"Forgetting about our misery, you are busy thinking about magical wand" He grunted, looking at me while rubbing his temple annoyingly.
How did he know what I'm thinking.
"Because you are voicing your thoughts out loud" He replied to what I'm thinking.
I looked away at him embarrassingly and got stunned when I saw a couple french kissing so far away from us
"Here I am saying something and you are so busy in looking at something interesting." he groaned.
I quickly looked back at him only to see him following my gaze where I just glanced a few seconds back.
I turned into beetroot feeling hot.
"Looks like we found a couple. Maybe we can ask them the correct route" he mumbled while taking my hand in his.
"come we will go there" He said huskily.
"What!!" I exclaimed.
"What!! what" he mimicked.
"Sir they are.." I couldn't continue the sentence further as I'm feeling so shy.
"What if they are kissing, it's normal now a days" he said in causal tone and dragged me.
Normal
He said like he kissed so many. Oh my! what if he already kissed so many girls..
What if...
"Cabir!!" I came out of my trance when I heard him calling anna name when he is not there.
I got confused and glanced at him and followed his direction, only to get stunned by the sight.
Oh my kaduvale!
What the hell is happening?
Before I could react. My wolfy break their hot moment.
"If you stop swallowing that poor girl then you can get a sight of your best friend & your baccha" my wolfy commented sarcastically.
Way to spoil their moment. Can't he wait for a while till they stop their kissing.
My wolfy is so cunning. Can't even let them have their moment.
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