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Hasna pov:

I was disappointed in myself for not getting ready quickly. If I did then I wouldn't have gotten late, which make me lead to go to the tour.

But, God has other plans for me. May be god doesn't want me to be near by my Wolfy premises.

Hehe..I chuckled mockingly at myself.

Nothing goes according to my wish.

Even though, I know that he is not meant for me, but still I wished to go for the trip with them so that I can just get a glimpse of him and can be with him at least from afar. So that I can see my life, happiness & peace in him.

But to my dismay, the bus had already left.

It's the first time in my life, I have an urge to go for a tour. I had never been this much excited to go for a trip, but atlast it made be saddened.

Why the bus has to leave?

Ayyo kaduvale!

I totally forgot about about Nina. She is also so excited to go to tour. She even planned everything that how to enjoy on the trip and annoy Cabir Anna.

With a gloomy face, I twisted my neck towards Nina.

But, much to my surprise, she is grinning like a fool.

Has she gone mad?

Don't tell me she got insane due to sadness.

"Nina" I called her.

But, Her being herself, she enthusiastically started running like a crazy girl while beaming like a cherished cat ignoring me.

I got baffled. Slowly, my gaze travelled towards her direction only to see the bus, standing in front of us making me surprise.

Soon, A sweet smile plastered on my lips when I saw the bus, but I was confused & shock.

I mean just now I saw the bus leaving right, then how did that bus came back?

May be it's another one.

Anyway, who cares when I'm going to the tour. May be at last god finally changed his plans for me. I grinned, thinking about my Wolfy.

Now, I can see him secretly without even blinking my eyes.

Yayyyy!!!

"Are you going to get in or shall we depart by leaving you here alone"

Came a sweet, cheerful voice of Aashi.

My face became pale seeing her realizing that she is his girlfriend and will be with him all the time. But, I masked my bitter face with a smile as I'm so good at it.

No one knows, behind that dazzling smile of mine there is a weak, insecure gloomy girl who cries at night thinking about her insecurities & her Wolfy that he won't be her's.

I came out of my trance and gave a fake smile to her.

"Huu..Yeah, I will hop in. Wait a minute, let me put my suitcase in the trunk" I muttered.

"Okay!" she smiled pinching my chubby cheeks.

"You are looking so cute in this top, Hasna" she said, smiling ear to ear at me.

"Not as much as you." I uttered bitterly emphasizing each & every word by giving an awkward smile to her nd left from there without waiting for her response.

When I walked to the backside of the bus trunk, I saw a guy humming something on a phone while placing his phone near his ear.

He looks like my handsome hunk from back.

As I was looking at the guy, suddenly he turned around only to make my heart go wild.

There he is! Looking as handsome as always in his causal's, busy on the phone while his eyes are lingering on my body.

Suddenly, I felt conscious about myself, I was nervously struggling with the luggage to lift it up to place it in the trunk, but I couldn't do it. Meanwhile, he ended the call and was busy in staring at me without helping me.

How rude he is.  He could have helped me with the luggage, but all he does is gazing at me making me anxious.

But, why he is staring at me? He has to ogle at Aashi, right.

May be he is in deep thinking about something while looking in my direction.

I pouted at him unconsciously. I was trying to lift it up to the trunk, but I am not able to do it.

"Do you even eat anything"

My Elli said out of nowhere while coming towards me.

What did he mean by that. Of course I eat or else how will I survive.

"Hmm...I eat" I replied by looking at him.

"I don't think so" He commented while shooking his head at me.

He then, took the suitcase from me and put it in the trunk in a go.

I gaped at him. He with his single hand, he lifted it and placed it in the trunk.

I genuinely take my my words back. He is not rude instead my Wofly is a gentleman.

"T-Thankyou, sir" I mumbled and was waiting for his reply.

In the meantime, My eyes travelled to his muscular body.

My Wolfy is really a gym person, unlike me. He might have toned muscles inside that fabric. I wish I could see his muscles.

Wait..wait...Does he have six pack or eight pack.

Ayyo kaduvale!

Why I'm thinking about his well built body.

It's nothing to do with me.

I came out of those foolish thoughts and realised that I was thinking about rubbish.

"Are going to stand here or are you planning to go in " he said in an arrogant tone while looking at my chest, mainly at my chest towards left where he signed his autograph and smirked at me.

I blushed at him and was trying to adjust my top, but what he said next made me want to disappear in thin air.

"Gigglemug! From the last five days, my hand is itching to give an autograph on your right breast too. What say, shall I sign it on there too. " my Wolfy said playfully making me red as tomato.

"No" I replied immediately.

"But what wrong did your right breast did? It might feel sad that her left breast got an autograph by me, but not her" he commented naughtily while a sly smile playing on his lips.

Can anyone tell me how to answer it because I don't know what to say.

I'm speechless..

If anyone is there instead of him, then he would definitely get a slap from me.

But he is my Wolfy aka my Elli. I know he is a gentleman, but he always tease's me. I don't know why?

"I-I w-will g-go in" I stuttered and quickly walked to the entrance door of the bus without standing there for a second.

Why he speaks like that to me. I mean, I'm not his girlfriend right, then why he teases me like that.

He has to say those words to Aashi na, then why me?

Shrugging those thoughts, I quickly hop into the bus and saw few seniors chit chatting while settling in their seats.

I glanced at my friends. Shrey was sitting with Rishi sir.

Pari was sitting with Aashi. Nina was grinning at me while showing the seat beside her, but it's a bit last.

Where as Cabir Anna was sitting at her back nd was busy in ogling at her.

When will my Wolfy ogle at me like that.

In your dreams my mind mocked me bringing me out of my dreamy thoughts.

Hasna, Don't daydream it won't happen in your life.

"Daksh!!"

I heard a loud, shrill high pitch voice of Aashi.

I twisted my neck back at him and saw him giving his most charming smile to her.

Why not he, when she is his girlfriend and I feel like I'm a disgusted girl who is in love with a man who is already taken by someone else.

"I was waiting for you Daksh. How much time will you take to put your suitcase in trunk"

"I was on call, sunshine" Daksh commented at her.

Sunshine.

Arghh..May be she lightened his life. That's why he calls her sunshine.

How sweet he is!

Arghh..Hasna, stop it. At least now, stop thinking about him.

I felt angry at myself for falling for him. But, it's not in our hands to fall in love with someone who is already taken.

I felt a sting in my heart, but I shrugged it off and walked to the seat while giving my best fake smile ever to Nina. As I inched to the seat..

"Nina, I want a window seat" I said to her as my mood is not in a good mood.

I just want to be alone for some time, so that my heart will be at peace when it is connected to the nature while moving the bus, I can see outside.

"No, I too want it" Nina replied stubbornly.

"Nina, please I like that place" I whispered yelled at her.

Like that we both started arguing by forgetting about our surroundings.

We both were busy in arguing for that seat till we hear a groan from our back seat.

I glanced at back, only to see him & Cabir Anna at our back seat.

When did Elli sir passed by me?

"Are you both going to sit quietly or shall I ask the driver to stop the bus right now and push you both out of the bus" Daksh sir yelled at both of us while Aashi was clinging to him like a leech by linking her hand on his arm.

When did she come?

"Or one of you come back and sit so that, Cabir will go back to one your seat " He further added.

"No" Nina yelled while I was looking at their linked arms.

"Then sit quietly"

I heard his loud voice. We both nodded our heads and sat silently in our places. As Nina, didn't give that window seat to me, to my misery.

I sat in my place, sadly. I was never in my life, felt so jealous of a girl.

Aashi is beautiful inside & out. I recently got to know that she is also a business woman & is also a partner in my Wolfy's company. She has everything which I don't have.

"Daksh, I think we should start from here" I heard Aashi voice from back.

"Ha, I too think so" Daksh sir replied.

Like that, They started talking. I even heard Cabir anna voice too in the middle.

I slightly peered at back. From the corner of my eyes, I saw them. They are sitting so close. I mean their bodies are touching like magnets.

I was feeling so much pain in my heart. Tears welled up in my eyes. I was shifting my eyes from them, when I saw Shrey looking at them sadly too same like me.

Poor shrey, he loves Aashi but he can't get his love like me.

I averted my eyes from him. I put on my headset while increasing the volume in full swing by closing my eyes. So that, I can't hear them. A tear drop rolled on my cheek and I quickly wiped it away.

I know Daksh sir doesn't have any feelings for me, but for Aashi. Yet, it's not my mistake to fall in love with him.

"Love" I mumbled chuckling sadly at myslef.

My Anni once told me that Love is the most beautiful thing in the world.

But, what she doesn't know is one sided love is more beautiful than that.

At that time she obviously told me about redamancy because she got the love in return. That's the reason why, for her, love is beautiful.

They will get what they want. They won't feel the pain of an unrequited love. All they feel was colors of happiness and also complications in their relationships. I won't say that, they don't have problems but at least they will get a feeling that they are loved back by their loved one's.

But in one-sided love, There will be no expectations. They have to endure immense heart pain. They know that they won't get nothing in return yet, it's a pure love.

Yet, I know it hurts. It was damn hurting me right now. I feel like crying. I can't do anything because I can't just go to him and beg him to love me back right.

Loving someone who doesn't love you in return is like trying to fly with a broken wings.

I don't know how & when my wolfy crept slowly into my heart. All I know is my mind & soul wander 24/7 around him from the moment he stole my first kiss accidentally.

Falling in love with him is not my intention. Seeing him daily, but knowing he will never be mine. It's the worst feeling because all I can do is dream about him  but never have him.

The much more worst feeling is that, knowing from the start that it's never gonna happen, but I fell deeper in love with him.

I Know at the start that he is just too perfect for my ugly duckling face, the way out of my league but still I fell for him.

Feeling conscious about how I look and what I do yet I still fell for him.

Why?

If I had a choice to pick someone, then definitely I won't choose him instead I pick someone who loves me along with my insecurities.

How little a choice we have over such things when our heart knows what it wants and our soul knows when it's real.

He is the love who came into my life without any sign and had my heart before I could say no.

The more my brain tried to forget him, the more my heart keeps on loving him.

If I know before joining in this college that I would fall in love with Elli then I would never ever join in this college.

Because, love doesn't suit's me. It's not born for me.

I know very well that, my unrequited love doesn't die, I will shut down in a secret place where it curled & hides.

As I was immersed in my pain. I felt someone poking on my arm.

I opened my eyes only to Nina looking at me.

"what!" I yelled annoyingly.

"Give that lays packet I feel like eating." Nina said ignoring my yell.

"The bag isn't here" I said loudly.

"It's with pari" she said, smiling sheepishly at me.

I rolled my eyes at her and stood up. I inched to pari and asked her the bag. She gave it to me, I took the bag from her and walked back to my seat and threw the bag at her angrily.

With all my frustration & anger, I threw the bag at her. She deserved it for not giving me the seat.

"Don't be so moody because of the seat, I will give the window seat when we will return back from the tour" she said grinning at me.

"I won't sit with you from next time" I mumbled.

"What!!" Nina shouted.

She & her high pitch voice. I am already sad by my love and here, she was making me more irritated.

"That Pari bitch has taken you away from me" she yelled loudly making heads turn towards our side.

I quickly shut her mouth with my hands.

"What rubbish are you speaking?" I whispered yelled while looking at my back seat, hoping they didn't listen but who am I kidding.

Daksh sir & Cabir Anna, both are looking at us with astonished faces.

"That girl came between our friendship and took you away from me" she mumbled while tears were flowing from her eyes.

I came out of my thoughts and glanced at her.

"Nina, what are you speaking. Why do you think like that? " I muttered, ignoring the two guys from the back seat.

"Because you just said it right on my face that you won't sit with me from next time" she cried.

"I just said in anger because you didn't give the seat. That's it. Pari has nothing to do with it. And Nina, don't feel jealous of her. You are my best friend and it won't change unless you you yourself change it. And no one will separate us, Okay." I said softly.

She grinned at me by kissing my cheek.

"chee..yaak..if anyone see's us then they will definitely think that, we are lesbians" I pushed her.

"Think what ever they want, but you are my best friend. No one can ever get a friend like you, but only I. " she beamed at me like a child.

I chuckled while shaking my head at her.

"Okay, now open the lays packet! I'm feeling hungry" Nina pouted.

I giggled at her. Even though she doesn't know how much sadness I was in but unknowingly my best friend made me smile.

Both of us started munching forgetting that those two guys are at our back.

At night:

I was feeling an urge to pee, but I can't as we are in a bus travelling to some northern states. I was listening to the songs to forget it. Suddenly, I felt someone poking my arm with their finger.

I know it's Nina. I glanced towards my sideways and gestured her..

"What"

"I need to pee" she mumbled keeping a discomfort face.

"Me too" I pouted at her.

"What will we do now?" she asked me in a low tone.

"I don't know. It's all because of over eating & over drinking " I cursed at our behaviour.

From morning to till now we didn't use the washroom. Added to that, we both drank coke, water and ate chips, biscuits...what not the list goes on. Both of our stomach's filled with junk food.

"Idea, Ask Aashi" Nina said grinning at me.

I don't want to do but have to do. I messaged her.

I turned around and saw her whether she had seen it, but she is sleeping on Elli sir arm while leaning onto his shoulder where as he was scrolling on his phone.

It pierced my heart, but I managed to control my tears.

"She is sleeping" I mumbled.

"Then, what will we do" she asked me.

"I think we have to control our bladder still the driver stops the bus at some place" I whispered back.

Few minutes later..

"Do something Hasna, I can't hold it anymore. I think I might pee in my panty if the driver won't stop right now" Nina whispered softly to me.

To which, I gaped at her. I'm also in the same position, but what can I do.

I again glanced back. Aashi is still sleeping. I slightly peered at my Wolfy and to my misery he caught me.

He has a cocky smile playing on his lips. I got embarrassed and quickly turned around.

We both are sitting uncomfortable due to the pain in our stomach's which is caused by the urging to pee.

"Nina ask Cabir Anna" I said.

"No! No!...what are saying. How can i ask him. It would be embarrassing" she said in a horrific tone.

"Then, we have to die like this" I declared glared at her but still she didn't ask Cabir Anna.

"At least give me his number" I muttered gritting my teeth at her.

Afrer contemplating few seconds, she gave me smiling at me.

She won't ask him, but She is happy that I'm asking him..

Idiot..

Anna, This is Hasna. Could you please wake up Aashi and ask her to check her phone once. Pretty please.

I sent the message and glanced at the back towards Cabir Anna. To our misery he too slept.

What to do now. I thought, but what happened next made me pinch my lips nervously.

My wolfy took his mobile and opened it.

Oh my! I quickly turn around, but from the corner of my eyes I saw him.

He looked at me confused, but woke up Aashi and asked her to check her mobile.

I waited and after a few minures she replied me.

Aashi informed me that, in front there is a stop. There, we can use the washroom.

I replied a Thank you to Aashi and told Nina the same. We both are trying to control the urge to pee. We both looked at each other pathetically at ourselves.

At last the bus came to a halt and we both literally ran out of the bus to the washroom. There are two bathrooms. There is is long queue inside not only for one but for two.

Nina stood in one line in front of the one bathroom nd I stood on the other line of the bathroom.

It took half an hour to come our turn. I went and emptied my bladder. It's the longest time I have ever taken to pee.

Huff..

After emptying it, I feel like heaven.

I stepped out of the bathroom and waited for Nina but she didn't come.

I asked the women who were waiting in the queue about Nina by describing nina features & dress colour. That woman said that she left.

I quickly ran out of there in fear. I saw our bus was still there from far. So, I felt relieved, but suddenly the bus was moving. I got scared and started running towards the bus, but the bus left leaving me in misery.

Tears are flowing from my eyes. I started crying. I don't even have a phone & money with me. I left everything in the bus in hurry to go to the washroom.

What will I do now?

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