Women do not stalk.
We investigate with enthusiasm.
âEmmieâs Secret Thoughts
I pad outside as the sun goes down and drop my book and my blanket on the porch swing, so I can light the citronella candle on the corner table to keep all the bugs away. I love these late evening sunsets and hate knowing by this time next month, the sun will drop down beyond the edge of the creek nearly an hour earlier. Give me all the daylight full of life.
This, right now, is my favorite time of day. The world around me is quiet and sleepy. Slow moving. Everyone has scattered to their own homes and their own lives, and for some reason, the fact everyone has retreated inside makes me feel a little less alone. It doesnât make sense, but some days I feel like nothing about my life makes sense.
It doesnât hurt that the stormy sky tonight is beautiful shades of purples and pinks and oranges swirling together like a Monet. Abstract and stunning in its simplicity and intricacies as we catch a break in the rain thatâs been hammering us on and off all day. The heavy, humid air clings to my skin, and the hum of the cicadas lulls me into a heavy-eyed calm as I get comfy and crack open my book. Time to get lost in the second book in the Kings Of Kroydon Hills series.
I remember finding these books when I was in high school and falling in love with them. Knowing the author grew up in the next town over made them even sweeter. I still prefer the books to the Netflix shows and do a reread of all four of them every summer.
My phone vibrates on the blanket next to me with a new message from Camden.
My heart feels fuller than it has in a while, even if Iâm having a hard time believing Camden is actually coming home. We havenât lived together in nearly a decade. So much has changed since then. And somehow, so much hasnât.
A quiet noise catches my attention as I drop the phone back to the blanket and open my book.
Is thatâ â?
I sit up and look around but donât see anything.
The noise happens again, and this time it sounds like a muffled cry.
I close my book and my eyes and try to focus on the sound in an attempt to figure out where itâs coming from. It doesnât sound like a person . . . it sounds like something else. An animal, maybe.
It happens again, and my eyes widen with recognition.
A puppy. Oh no . . . Butters.
I jump up and hop down from the porch into the wet grass, trying to listen for Butters. âWhere are you, buddy? Butters . . . ?â I call out, and the puppy whimpers again.
The sound is coming from the back of the yard, and the yips get louder the closer I get to the rose bushes blooming in front of the trees.
âOh, cutie. What did you do?â I murmur when I find Butters caught under one of the bushes.
Carefully, I pull back a thorn-covered branch, grateful to find Butters in one little chubby piece. She has a long, red scratch on her front paw, but itâs not bleeding. It may have stung and scared her more than anything. Poor thing.
âCome here, Butters.â I pick the pudgy puppy up and tuck her damp little tan paws against me. âLetâs get you home.â
The sky opens back up again as I dart through the yard to the guysâ back door and laugh. Only I could get caught in the rain twice in one day.
âYou look like a drowned rat,â Maverick tells me as he looks up from the phone in his hand and pulls his AirPods out of his ears. Heâs lounging on a chair under his covered porch with a pensive look on his face.
âDonât you just say the sweetest things.â I shift Butters in my arms and plop him down next to Maverick on the teak and cream sofa. âThe puppy was caught under one of my rose bushes. I think sheâs okay.â I turn to walk back to the house as a crack of lightning lights up the sky and stops me in my tracks. Yup . . . thatâs about right for the way my day has gone.
âEmmie . . . wait,â Maverick calls out, but I donât turn around. Not yet. I stare out over the creek and watch the fat raindrops hit the surface instead, unwilling to watch the big oaf stick his foot further in his mouth. âIâm sorry.â
Wow.
Okay . . . With my attention grabbed, I turn around because Iâm honestly astonished. I wasnât sure he had that in him.
âShit.â He stands up with a look of horror on his face and tosses his phone on the table in front of him. âLet me get you a dry shirt.â Before I know it, he rushes into the house and back out, then shoves a navy-blue Kroydon University hoodie in my face. âHere. Put this on.â
I back away from the sweatshirt like it personally offended me, which isnât that far off. âIâm okay. Thanks.â
âEmmie . . .â Maverick stares at my chest for a beat too long, and I finally look down, then quickly snatch the sweatshirt from him and throw it on. I hadnât realized how wet my white t-shirt had gotten or the way my boobs now covered in muddy puppy footprints make me look like a weird piece of sex art that somehow went really wrong.
Or really right.
The hoodie smells clean and masculine, like the grass after a warm summer rain. Itâs intoxicating. âThanks,â I murmur as I slip it on.
âThanks for rescuing Butters. I didnât even realize she got out. Sheâs usually sleeping with Rosie by now.â Maverick looks past me to the rain thatâs coming down pretty hard now. âMight as well wait it out for a few minutes. It hasnât rained too long for any stretch today.â
He motions toward the sofa, and I stare at his open hand.
Do I want to sit down on this manâs sofa?
Strangely, I do.
I shouldnât. Heâs grumpy as can be, bordering on downright rude.
Who am I kidding? He is rude. Thereâs no bordering about it.
But yet . . . thereâs something else there.
Something I see in myself and recognize in him, even if I donât want to.
I sit down and tuck my feet up on the sofa under my body and look around. âWhere are the guys?â
âRykerâs out. He should be back soon, and Jamieâs at West End with some of our friends. Two of them just got back from their honeymoon, so a bunch of the guys met them there.â
A crooked smile falls in place on his handsome face, and my gosh, it transforms this man in a way I didnât think was possible. That smile should be criminal.
âHow come you arenât with them?â
His smile falls, replaced by frustration pulling tight at his eyes. âIâve got Rosie.â
âI thought you have help with her . . .â Ryker told me just last week that their cousin was helping with Rosie. âAurora . . . right?â
Maverick tilts his head, and I can already tell he thinks Iâm fishing for information.
âMy God, itâs got to be exhausting,â I tell him as I try to force myself to relax in hopes that his body will mimic mine subconsciously.
It doesnât work.
Though it was worth a try.
âWhat?â he asks, clearly growing suspicious. Any openness we had a moment ago is slipping through my fingers, and Iâm not sure why, but that bothers me.
âBeing so guarded.â I watch the way his eyes flash, and wow, I want to know his storyâbecause I can already tell someone hurt this man on a scary level.
But who . . . ? Why? How?
âListen . . . you grow up in the family I did, and suspicion is a trait that keeps you and the people you love safe. Iâve met more people in my life who I shouldnât trust than people I should.â
âI guess that makes sense. But I wasnât digging for information. Ryker told me about your cousin watching Rosie for the summer because your nanny bailed. I guess I thought that would mean youâd be able to go out with friends. You smiled when you mentioned them. Sounded like you wished youâd been able to go. Thatâs all . . .â Oh-kay, verbal vomit. Time to shut up, Emmie.
âSounds like my brother has a big mouth.â He blows out a breath, and my eyes get stuck on the way his chest expands under his soft-looking tee. Oh my . . . This man wears a shirt like it was made to fit his body. Models should be jealous. Heck, they probably are.
âWe were talking the other morning after yoga,â I try to defend Ryker, not having meant to throw him inadvertently under the bus.
âYoga? Ryker doesnât do yoga,â he grumbles, and I quietly laugh.
âHeâs been doing sunrise yoga with me a few days a week. He said itâs good for his flexibility.â I donât tell him how much Iâve enjoyed having someone to do that with, or how much Iâve liked our chats over coffee afterward. âIâm surprised you havenât noticed. We do it in my backyard by the creek in the mornings.â
Maverick grumbles something I donât quite make out over the staccato beat of the rain on the copper roof above us. âAnyway, if you ever need a night out and your cousin canât help, I could watch Rosie for you.â
âWhy?â he asks sharply. âWhat would you get out of watching my daughter so I could go out?â
âMy goodness, Cujo.â I lean up on my knees, giving me a better line of sight to his untrusting eyes. âHavenât you ever had someone do something for you just to be nice?â
âNo,â he answers quickly, while every muscle in his body tightens. âTheyâve always wanted something.â
âWell, I donât want anything. Rosie seems like a sweetheart, and Iâm typically home anyway. I wouldnât mind helping.â I lean back into the corner of the couch and kick my legs out along the length of the cushion, not missing the way Maverickâs eyes catch on my bare skin.
Hopefully, he doesnât notice the goosebumps his gaze gives me.
âYou want to help? I need someone to find me a nanny. My cousin was supposed to be working for me for the summer, or at least until the agency was able to find me a permanent replacement. She just bailed, and training camp starts next week. Iâm fucking screwed . . .â he trails off and runs a rough hand through his hair. âI havenât found anyone good enough yet.â
He cracks his neck and leans his head back against the pillow, exasperation pouring off him in thick, heavy waves.
âI could do it,â I offer before I think the offer through.
Maverickâs head swivels slowly.
He obviously wasnât expecting that answer.
Me either, Cujo.
Maybe I could do this for him, and as a bonus, I could show him not everyone has an ulterior motive. Even though I guess, technically, that would be mine.
âWhy . . .â When I open my mouth to answer his question with the same answer I gave him earlier, he holds his hand up in front of me. âDonât you have a job?â
âYes. I have a job. I already told you I teach for Hart & Soul.â
âAnd . . .â he pushes almost aggressively, and my back goes up.
âAnd . . . what?â I ask defensively.
âCome on. You expect me to believe you live in that big house, alone, and youâre doing it on a part-time dance teacherâs salary?â Can glares be sexy? Because the way this man glares is so sexy, which is unfortunate, considering heâs a jerk.
âNo. The house was my fatherâs. I donât pay rent. And I also teach a few art classes in town, and take a few classes online, but I do that when I canât sleep.â Maverick tilts his head like heâll be able to see a lie, and if it wasnât raining so hard that I can barely see ten feet in front of me, Iâd consider leaving.
âWhat classes?â he questions pointedly, like he doesnât believe me.
âIâm working on my masterâs in psychology,â I sigh as I hold back on mentioning I could do a whole case study on him. âLife is short, and I want to enjoy it. I do what makes me happy. I also donât lie. So if you donât believe me, thatâs a you problem. Not a me problem.â
âMy schedule is going to suck.â His words leave no room for doubt. Heâs trying to scare me off. Poor, silly man. I donât scare that easily. âEarly mornings. Late nights. If youâre still doing this during the actual season, thereâs games where Iâll be gone overnight. Weâd need to figure that out.â
âSounds like fun,â I tell him, and it may sound a little too cheery, but it does sound like fun to me.
âYouâre insane. Has anyone ever told you that before?â he grumbles, and I canât decide if heâs serious or not.
âMy sister,â I whisper, and he nods like heâs not surprised.
Vivi loves to tell me Iâm insane. That seeing the best in people and situations is just setting myself up for heartache, but I refuse to live my life that jaded.
Maverick glances down at the baby monitor on the table and shakes his head. âBriar Rose likes you, so thatâs a plus already. And you know ASL. Youâd be surprised how hard it is to find a nanny who knows how to sign.â
Heâs talking to himself, even if it sounds like heâs talking to me, so I donât bother to answer. Instead, I let Maverick work it out. âYouâd have to sign a contract and an ironclad NDA. We can discuss salaryâ ââ
I stop him before he goes any further, and my stomach drops. âIâm sure the salary will be more than fair, and Iâll sign whatever you want, but Iâve got a few nonnegotiables.â
âYouâve been thinking about this?â Thereâs no missing the accusation thatâs back in his tone, and it should probably piss me off, but really, it makes me sad for him.
âNo. I havenât been thinking about this. Believe it or not, I havenât really been thinking about you. Shocking, right?â I cock my head to the side and smile sweetly. âI teach art at the assisted living facility in Sweet Water a few days a week.â I lick my lips as I breathe in deeply to calm my rapidly increasing heart rate. âMy father lives there. The classes are typically less than an hour, but if I have Rosie during those days, Iâd like to bring her with me. She can help me teach the class. Iâll set her up with her own station next to mine. I think she could have fun doing it.â
He stares at me silently for one beat, then two, before he nods. âYou canât let her eat anything while sheâs there. And no one can touch her. Her peanut allergy is severe, and we donât take chances. Iâll go over all of it if you decide you really want to do this.â
âI wouldnât have offered if I didnât mean it.â Funny that this is the first time Iâm actually getting annoyed. âLife if too short to fake it, Maverick. If I say it, I mean it.â
His lips tip up on one side, and if I thought his earlier smile was sexy, it doesnât hold a candle to this one. This giant tank of a man is dangerous in all sorts of ways, and none of them are because of his lack of trust.
âToo short to fake it . . . I like that.â He holds out his hand for me to shake, and I slide my palm against his and have to hold back the crazy tremor that desperately wants to work its way through my body. One moment of skin on skin . . . Rough, calloused skin against my soft, smooth palm, and a fire thatâs been dormant for a long time flickers to life.
Oh . . . this is going to be a problem.
âCamp starts Monday morning,â he tells me.
Yeah . . . I know.
âGuess Iâll see you Monday then, boss.â
No way Vivi will ever believe this . . .
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