The right man might be your greatest weakness, but maybe, just maybe, he can be your greatest source of strength too.
âEmmieâs Secret Thoughts
I roll over and look at the clock on my phone as my stomach growls. Itâs six a.m. Iâve got at least two hours before Rosie wakes up, and judging by the weight of the arm draped over me, Mav isnât waking up anytime soon either. But this girl needs sustenance.
And coffee.
Not necessarily in that order.
Very carefully, I slide out of bed, careful not to wake Maverick, and throw on his discarded shirt from last night. My body melts. It smells like him. The soft, dark-gray cotton with West End stitched across the front in navy-blue thread falls to just above my knees, and I wonder if I can get away with spending the day in this shirt.
Heâs so not getting this back.
I look around for my panties, then remember Cujo actually shredded them.
For a hot second, I consider stealing a pair of his, then laugh that off and tug the tee down. Looks like Iâm going commando. Wonder how heâs going to feel about that . . .
Ten minutes later, Iâve got the coffee brewing while I stuff a blueberry muffin in my mouth and wait impatiently for my first hit of caffeine. My limbs are heavy, and my body is deliciously sore from overuse. And oh my . . . how it was used.
I smile to myself at the thought of the way we kept reaching for each other. At some point today, Iâm going to crash hard from lack of sleep, but that crash will be so worth it. If Iâm lucky, my dreams will be full of dark-blue eyes and beautiful black-inked skin.
The hair on the back of my neck stands at attention a moment later. My back may be to the doorway, but I donât need to see him to know Maverick just walked into the room. The energy changes before strong arms wrap around my waist and his stubbled chin rests on my shoulder. Hot breath fans my face as lips I desperately want to taste graze my ear. âI woke up alone. I thought you left.â
I rest my head back against his chest and smile. âJust needed food.â
The coffee maker chimes, and I can feel his grin. âAnd coffee . . . I know the real way to your heart, and itâs paved with caffeine.â
His lips press against my neck, and I tilt to the side, giving him full access. âI love your mouth on my skin.â
âI like my mouth on your sweet cunt.â I canât help the chill that runs down my spine with those filthy words. Yes, please. âBreakfast of champions.â
âDude,â Jamie moans as he walks into the room, and I spin around and hide my face in Maverickâs chest as embarrassment floods me. âIâm jealous of Rykerâs ability to turn his hearing aids down right now.â He moves to the fridge and grabs the orange juice. âIâm never going to be able to unhear that shit.â
âOh my God,â I whisper, mortified.
But Maverick laughs. Maybe at me. Maybe at Jamie. Iâm not really sure. Iâm just sure I want to die.
âYou donât need to live here, Murphy.â Mav wraps an arm around me, and Jamie gags.
âHot Nanâ ââ
âDonât say it, Murph. Whatever fucked up thing youâre thinkingâjust donât. Not if you want to live to see tomorrow.â Hot damn, I love when this man growls. My man.
Jamie opens the orange juice and drinks right from the bottle.
Eww. Remind me to never drink the juice here again.
âMorning.â Ryker stops as he walks into the kitchen and looks at all of us. âNice shirt, Em.â
My face flames, but a smile creeps in too. It is a nice shirt. One I plan to keep.
Rykerâs smile is devilish when he flashes it at Mav.
I love the relationship these three have.
The way they go at each other.
Okay . . . I can do this.
âThanks. Anybody want breakfast?â I ask and look around to see what ingredients Iâve got left this week. Hmmm. Itâs not looking good. Door Dash it is.
âPretty sure Mavâs already had his breakfast,â Jamie laughs, and Mav punches his shoulder.
âMore like dessert,â I murmur, then realize how loud that actually was. Even Ryker is smiling. Guess he read my lips.
Maverick wraps his arm back around my waist and lifts me from my feet as he pulls me into him with a smirk I want to kiss right off his lips. âOh, I had dessert all right. What . . . threeâno, four times.â
âWe get it,â Ryker tells him and pops both hearing aids out. âNobody needs to know that shit.â
âYou sure youâre ready for this, Em? Because weâre a package deal,â Jamie warns me, and Iâm shocked by his wording.
âYou are not part of the package,â Maverick grumbles.
âWe are,â Ryker agrees, and I couldnât stop my laugh if you paid me a million dollars to shut up.
âThe only package sheâs handling will be yours. Donât worry, man,â Jamie taunts, and I wrap my arms around Mav, holding him back as I laugh.
Once he seems to have calmed down, I drop my arms. âI guess itâs a good thing I donât scare easily.â
âAbout that.â Jamie reaches for the mug until Maverick growls. See? Cujo.
âWeâre gonna need you not to scare easily tomorrow night,â he tells me as he gets his own mug and sits it next to the coffee pot.
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â Mav asks as he waits for me to fill Jamieâs mug, then takes it for himself. Jamie looks like heâs about to say something, then decides heâs better off just getting another mug. I guess the third timeâs a charm.
This time, he fills it himself and steps back. âWeâre having a party tomorrow night.â
âNo. Weâre. Not.â Mavâs voice leaves little room for argument. âNo parties at my house, dickhead.â
âItâs just the usual crew. Lilah and Killian. Noah. Maddox. Rome. Dillan. And now Emmie and Camden,â Jamie pushes back.
Ryker slides in next to me. âTheyâre going to argue. Maverickâs going to give in because theyâre his best friends, and Jamieâs going to gloat that he got to throw a party because heâs an asshole who likes to win. Better get used to it. This is their norm.â
I look between the three of them, then smile back at Ryker. âSounds like fun.â
Ryker looks down at my bare legs. âYou might need pants.â
Maverick
âI wasnât expecting to see you today, son.â Dad closes his laptop and leans back in his office chair.
âWorking hard or hardly working?â I ask as I let myself in.
âJust reading scans. They can wait.â Not many NFL players would have gone back to school for an MD after they retired, but what very few people know is that was Dadâs real dream. His medical license hangs on the wall right below his degree. The old man is impressive. He also gives the best advice. I should probably tell him that more than I do.
I drop down into the leather chair, opposite him, and rest my elbows on my knees.
âSpit it out, Mav. Youâve got that face . . .â
âPretty sure Iâve had the same face my whole life. The ladies like it.â Deflection. Real mature.
âI hear one lady in particular likes it,â he taunts like the cocky bastards he raised Ryker and me to be. âI also hear your mother likes her. Thatâs half the battle.â
âOh yeah?â I relax and cringe all at once, thinking about the conversation I had with Mom after she, Amelia, and Belles grilled Emmie. âWhatâs the other half?â Curiosity gets the better of me.
âFinding a worthy partner. One who loves you for you. Someone you can talk to. Someone you can lean on when you need to. Because no matter how strong you are, nobody can bear it all alone forever, Maverick. Youâll need to lean. You need someone as strong as you. Someone who will fight for you and with you.â
I stare at him, stunned silent.
Dadâs not much of a talker. Thatâs more Mom. Dadâs the observer. The quiet observer.
âGreat sex helps too. Hell . . . your motherâ ââ
âStop. Please. Fuck. Donât go there,â I beg, laughing.
He wouldnât, but he likes to act like he would.
Mom actually would and has.
I shake my head, shocked Iâm even considering this conversation. âI think I found her.â
My words are quiet, but damn, theyâre said with conviction.
Dad tilts his head and waits while I find the words. The right ones. âYou know this isnât why I came today.â
âWhy did you come?â
His bulldog, Kelce, trots in, snorting as he goes until he makes his way to the dog bed next to Dadâs desk. He circles it once, then flops down and starts snoring before his head hits the fuzzy pillow. Kelce is Buttersâs dad. The little hornball has lots of babies running around Kroydon Hills. He makes cute puppies. Farting, snoring little assholes. But theyâre cute.
âI came because your wife has my daughter at a stable, meeting a pony sheâs trying to convince me she hasnât already bought . . .â
Dadâs chest shakes as he laughs. âIs that what sheâs saying?â
âI donât want to know,â I stop him. âRein in your wife, man. I said no pony,â I joke and watch as Dad shakes his head.
âIâve been married to your mother for nearly three decades, and Iâve never once been able to rein her crazy in, kid. Not a chance Iâm going to start now. Especially when it comes to that little girl.â
The way he still smiles when he talks about Mom never gets old. Thereâs something to be said about growing up with parents who are disgustingly in love. Even when things got tough, or scary as hell like they did after Rykerâs accident, it was them against the world.
âI really didnât come to get relationship advice,â I groan.
âWell, why the hell not?â He furrows his brow like he seriously doesnât understand. âI give great advice.â
âYeah, youâre humble too.â
The old man straightens his desk and pushes back. âCome on. I just got a new bottle of bourbon Iâve wanted to try.â
âItâs four oâclock in the afternoon,â I balk but follow him.
âYour mother and I have been on a bourbon journey. Itâs not bad.â
A bourbon journey . . . okay. âWhatever floats your boat.â
âYou like wine, and I donât bust your balls.â
I follow him into the living room and watch as he cracks the wax on a fifty-year-old bottle of bourbon. Damn . . . He pours two glasses, then hands me one and holds his up in front of me, admiring it. âTo the women who drive us crazy.â
I tap my glass to his and picture Emmie.
Her and those sundresses.
The glitter all over my house.
The key under her porch swing.
The white fucking yoga shorts.
The way she smiles at my daughter.
The camera thatâs always in her hands.
The way she sounds when she comes.
âDamn, kid. Youâve got it bad.â He puts his empty glass back on the bar and takes mine out of my hand. âItâs a good look on you.â He swallows my bourbon and adds the glass to the bar. âSo, you want to tell me why youâre here, if itâs not to talk about the woman who put that look on your face?â
âIâm thinking about letting Rosie come to a game.â I canât fucking believe Iâm thinking about it, but I am.
âTook you long enough.â
I look at the pictures lining the shelves and know heâs right.
Years of family photos that involve my team. Memories revolving around football.
Sheâs already a King.
I guess itâs time I show her what it means.
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