I hate when I go to the grocery store to buy lettuce and tomatoes but accidentally come home with Oreos and milk. Guess we know what Iâm having for dinner tonight.
âEmmieâs Secret Thoughts
âUgh . . . I really wish youâd just pick up the phone,â I whisper-hiss when my sisterâs voicemail picks up for the millionth time. âI hate leaving you these messages, Vivi.â I lower my voice to a hushed whisper. âBut seriously . . . you wouldnât believe whoâs moving in next door.â I glance across my front yard to the one next to mine, where a group of massive, mountain-sized men are carrying furniture from a moving truck the length of a football field into the house, and sigh.
Is it suddenly getting hot out here?
Hotter than July in Kroydon Hills already is?
âIâm almost positive itâs half the Philadelphia Kings defensive line and maybe a few offensive guys too.â I drop a foot down from my porch swing to the plank floor beneath me, stopping the swaying motion, and inch forward. âAnd my goodness . . . they look even better in person than they do on TV. Dadâs never going to believe this,â I whisper more to myself than to her, and my heart pangs at the thought before I end the call.
Casually, I drop the phone and lift the dog-eared paperback from my lap.
Who am I kidding?
Iâm never going to be able to read now.
Our yards are big. Only twelve houses surround this side of Sweet Water Creekâthe smallest of the four lakes in the area and the only one that crosses the border between both Sugar Hill and Kroydon Hills. That line runs right between my house and my new next-door neighborâs. Most houses on the creek arenât as big as the ones on Kroydon Falls, or as new as the ones surrounding Blue Bell Lake, but the yards here are bigger, more spread out, and generally afford more privacy.
My new neighborâs house is the one exception to that rule though.
The house that used to be there burned down years ago and was eventually replaced with this house a few years later, although we never did end up with new neighbors. Not until now, that is. The couple who built it divorced before they moved in and had been trying to sell it since then.
I glance over the top of my favorite comfort read, shooting for casual but probably coming off more like a creepy stalker to anyone who happens to look my way.
Lucky for me, they donât bother to look.
The men work and laugh loudly as they torment each other the way my brother, sister, and I always did when we were younger, bringing a small smile to my face. I force my eyes away from the ridiculously attractive menâbut not before they connect with the biggest one . . . the one who looks angry.
Shoot.
I drop my gaze immediately and flip back to the start of my chapter, attempting to convince myself all he saw was a woman reading a book. It doesnât work when I feel his eyes burning holes into the side of my head.
Donât look at the beautiful man, Emmie . . . Do. Not. Look.
Maybe that would work if I had an ounce of willpower.
But willpower is barely in my vocabulary.
I look up and lick my lips just as the glaring tank of a man with dark brown hair and even darker tattoos covering his skin pulls his heavy stare away from me and focuses on a little girl, who looks like she could be his mini-me running toward him, followed by a small tan and white bulldog puppy thatâs trying to keep up with her but failing. When the puppy stumbles, the little girl stops and drops to her knees, not caring that sheâs most likely staining her dress. She picks up the puppy, then looks up at the man, who scoops both her and the dog up in his arms and carries them into the house like theyâre the most precious things in the world.
I pick my phone up again, wishing that move hadnât made him exponentially hotter, and text Vivi.
I tuck my phone in my pocket and grab my book and iced tea and head inside to cool down. Itâs not every day you find out your new neighbor is the same guy that has a Reddit page dedicated to him, discussing all the ways men and woman have tried getting close enough to study his tattoos.
Itâs looking like a long, hot summer.
âWhatâcha doinâ?â comes from a tiny voice carrying through the arborvitaes separating my yard from my new neighborâs, just before a sweet little face pops through. Her dark hair is piled on top of her head in two uneven space buns with crooked pink bows tied around each, and her chubby cheeks are stained the slightest red from too much sun. If I had to guess, Iâd say sheâs maybe four or five, but if Iâm right and Maverick Beneventi is her dad, she could be younger and just be tall like him. I mean, his stats say heâs every inch of six foot seven, and going by what I could see yesterday, they arenât lying.
Her little tan and white puppy sidles up to her leg and plops down like itâs exhausted. Same, buddy. Same.
My smile is instantaneous.
âHi there, cutie. Iâm taking a picture. What are you doing?â I ask as I drop my camera to my side and squat down in front of her.
âIâm exploring. Daddy says I can if I stay in the backyard where he can see me and donât go near the creek.â Her head bobbles like sheâs nodding her agreement, and I look over her shoulder for her father but come up empty.
Typical girl.
We agree to do what weâre told, but pushing the boundaries is so much more fun.
âWell, I think you might have just left your yard,â I tell her softly. âYour daddy might worry.â
âNah. Daddy is like Superman, and Superman never worries.â Her eyes dart around my yard, big and soft brown, soaking it all in before her whole face lights up. âYou have roses?â
I look at the beautifully deep pink and white variegated roses I cut this morning to take just the right photo for my Instagram account and lift one from the blanket, careful to make sure it doesnât have any thorns. âI do. Would you like one?â
She nods again as her smile grows so wide, her chubby little cheeks practically touch her eyes. âDaddy buys me roses all the time. He says itâs cause Iâm his rose.â She leans in as if sheâs about to tell me the secret to the universe, and I clamp my lips closed to stop from giggling at her seriousness. âBut really itâs cause my name is Briar Rose, but everybody calls me Rosie.â
âWell, thatâs a very pretty name, Rosie. Iâm Emily Rose. But my friends call me Emmie.â
Her face lights up with a beautifully innocent excitement as she giggles. âWe have the same name,â she squeals, and the puppy contentedly snoring loudly at her feet jolts.
âWe do,â I agree as I hear a loud, frightened manâs voice call out my new friendâs name. âUh-oh. It sounds like your daddy is looking for you.â
âOopsie,â she whispers, and her face pinches like sheâs finally realized sheâs not in her yard.
âSheâs over here,â I answer and look up from my squatting position in front of Rosie as the man I saw yesterday, who does indeed resemble a tank, shoves his way through my trees. His shoulders visibly relax when he sees her, and he runs his massive, tattooed hand over her head and down her hair.
My body unintentionally warms as I silently wonder what it must feel like to have this manâs enormous hands on your body.
Rosieâs mom is certainly a lucky woman.
He cups her chin and smiles at the little girl. âI thought I told you to stay in our yard. How did you slip away from Uncle Ryker?â
âSorry, Daddy. But me and Butterfly were exploring, and we saw Emmie having fun through the trees. Weâre explorers, Daddy. We had to see what sheâs doing.â Rosie looks up at me, bites down on her lip, and winks.
Winks.
Oh, this man is in trouble because this kid knows exactly how to play him already, and Iâm surprisingly here for it.
He sighs, but it sounds more like a grunt before he looks at meâmore precisely, at the camera in my hand. And thatâs when he steps in front of his daughter with the fury of a thousand angry suns focused on me.
Oh damn.
âTake Butters and go inside, Rosie. Lunch is ready, and Uncle Ryker is in the kitchen.â
Butters . . . I cock a brow, wishing so badly I could ask him which it isâButters or Butterfly. But luckily, I have some sense of self-preservation and keep my comment to myself, even if neither name looks like it should be coming out of this manâs mouth.
âBut Daddy . . .â
âNow, please,â he tells her softly but leaves no room for argument. He also never removes his eyes from my camera until he turns to watch her cross the yards and sheâs safely behind her door and in her house. Only then, with a tight jaw and a now cold, hard fury in his eyes, he seems to become even angrier than a minute ago. âThe. Camera.â
He holds out that big palm I was fantasizing about just moments before, like Iâm going to give him my camera.
Ummm. I donât think so. âExcuse me?â
I realize Iâm still squatting and stand and step back, so I donât have to crane my neck quite as much to look at him.
Oh my. Iâm not sure Iâve ever met anyone as tall as him before. Even my brother is only six foot five. But heâs leaner than this man. He might be nicer too.
A smarter woman would probably be intimidated.
Like Rosie saidâoopsie.
âYour camera. Hand it over. Iâm sure youâre seeing dollar signs with whatever picture youâve managed to get, but trust me when I say my lawyers will have you regretting every single fucking decision youâve ever made in your life if you think youâre going to sell that picture. Now . . . Give. Me. The. Camera.â His words carry a threat I donât miss. Theyâre low and angry and kinda scary, but also strangely sexy. Not that it matters. Heâs still not getting my camera.
Instead, I turn it so he can see the screen, and he moves forward only for me to take a step back. âListen, Cujo. Back off. I swear to God if you touch my camera, you will not be the only scary person in this backyard. Youâre on my propertyâuninvited, might I add. But if you stay there, Iâll show you the only pictures on this are of my flowers and my coffee.â I point to the setup on my white blanket. My hot-pink eyelash mug and this morningâs roses are strategically placed next to an open notebook. Across the screen are the words Drink the coffee and pick your own roses. Life is short. Donât wait. Enjoy the little things.
I scroll backward, showing him a solid twenty-five photos before dropping my hand to my side. âI was taking pictures when Rosie came over and introduced herself to me. It never occurred to me to take her photo because I wouldnât do that.â
He crosses two thick arms over his chest, and an old, worn, West End t-shirt pulls taut across what I have no doubt is a glorious chest.
Oh man . . . Do not drool, Emmie. Not cool. Not the first impression I need to make.
âYeah.â He looks at the camera in my hand, and a muscle ticks in his jaw like heâs not sure he believes me. âSure. Just donât forget what I said. I swear to God, if you even think about taking pictures of my kidâ ââ
âI said I didnât, and I wouldnât. Unless you want me to swear it in blood, Iâm not sure what else I can do.â Ohh. I like this badass version of myself. Not sure where it came from, but Iâm here for it. I reach out my hand. âIâm Emmie. Iâd say itâs nice to meet you, but Iâm not actually sure it isâyet.â
His stormy blue eyes finally focus on my face, and I force myself not to suck in a sharp breath. The weight of his stare nearly forces me to squirm. âLet me guess. Youâre going to act like you donât know who I am?â
Laughing in his face the way I do probably isnât the best move, but I canât stop myself. âWow. You really think highly of yourself, donât you?â
He cocks his head to the side, unamused but not quite as angry as he was a second ago. âAm I wrong?â
I cross my arms over my significantly smaller chest, mirroring him, and smile. âNope. I know exactly who you are. Your father was my dadâs favorite Kings player of all time. Heâs going to think itâs so cool when I tell him youâre my new neighbor.â
Maverick Beneventiâs mouth opens, then closes again, and I laugh again.
âThink you could get me your dadâs autograph? That would be the coolest Fatherâs Day gift ever,â I ask, unable to help myself from poking the bear.
Take that, you big grump.
His dark eyes flare as his jaw ticks, and I roll my lips together to keep from laughing . . . again.
He shakes his head and walks away without another glance.
Why are the hot ones always such jerks?
Maverick
âBriar Rose,â I groan as I walk back into the house, glaring when I find her sitting between her uncles at the kitchen table. My brother, Ryker, on her right and my best friend, Jamie, on her left. All three smile when they see me, matching grilled chicken and garden salads on each plate. Thankfully, the guys refuse to make Rosie feel like sheâs different because of her food allergies, something my family has embraced too.
âSorry, Daddy,â she says and signs because Ryker is in the room, and for as long as sheâs been alive, Ryker has been almost completely deaf. It comes second nature to her because itâs all sheâs ever known.
âYoung lady,â I say and sign, even though I know my brother can read my lips and probably has both hearing aids in. âYou were told to stay with Uncle Ryker.â I stand opposite the three of them and ignore the way Ryker and Jamie hide their smiles. Shit-stirrers. âAnd what have we said about talking to strangers?â
âEmmieâs not a stranger, Daddy. Sheâs our neighbor.â
âOur hot neighbor,â Jamie mumbles under his breath, and I shake my head.
Heâs not wrong.
âIt was really hot outside, Uncle Jamie,â Rosie agrees, and Jamie smiles triumphantly.
I swear to God, Iâm not sure why I agreed to let him and Ryker move in with me.
âYes, it was hot outside,â I agree, not only because Rosieâs right but because Jamie is too.
Holy fucking hell.
Our neighbor is hot. Like seventh circle of hell hot. With an ass that could bring a man to his knees, cupped perfectly in ripped jean shorts, leaving miles of toned, tanned skin on display, and a white-ribbed tank top molding the most magnificent tits . . . Ones Iâm gonna bet would fit perfectly in my damn hands. She had an effortless kind of beauty. Long brown hair, the color of melted caramel thrown up on top of her head with some kind of skinny braid thing tucked into it. And her eyes . . . I swear they were a golden-green like nothing Iâve ever seen.
She didnât cower at all when I demanded her camera, and while that probably shouldnât have been hot, it was.
âYes, sheâs our neighbor. And yes.â I look around the table at the three of them. âIt is hot outside. But . . . that doesnât change the fact you wandered off and talked to a stranger. You didnât know her before you introduced yourself. You left our yard. And I didnât know where you were.â I put my hand up when she opens her mouth to argue again. Something my daughter is very good at. This kid is going to grow up to be a lawyer with how much she likes to argue a point. âShe may not feel like a stranger because she lives next door, but she is still very much a stranger. We donât know anything about her.â
âWell . . .â Ryker grins as he signs, and I already know this isnât going to be good. âWe should fix that, shouldnât we?â
âHousewarming party?â Jamie asks.
âNo,â I answer at the same time Rosie squeals, âParty?â
Jamie shovels a forkful of salad into his mouth and doesnât bother chewing. âShe canât live in that big house alone. Letâs have the hot neighbor over for dinner and hope thereâs two of them.â
âTwo?â I question, even though I know I shouldnât.
âJust because you live like a monk doesnât mean the rest of us do.â Jamie grins, and Rosie tilts her head.
I donât live like a fucking monk.
Asshole.
âWhatâs a monk?â she asks, and I fist my hands at my sides because I canât hit my best friend in front of my kid. As far as Rosie is concerned, we donât hit. We use our words.
But you can bet Iâm gonna hit Uncle Jamie hard at the first practice of the season in a few weeks.
Deep breath in . . . Slow breath out . . . Iâve got this.
âItâs kinda like a priest, sweets.â I try putting it in words sheâll understand, so I donât tell her that her uncle is busting my balls about getting laid.
I warned them both before I agreed to the housing arrangement. No strange women in this house. No strange women introduced to my daughter. Ever. Nonnegotiable. Theyâre my top rules, right under no peanuts, no cats, and keep all other food my daughter is allergic to in cabinets she canât reach.
Peanuts are the worst of Rosieâs allergies. Do not even touch my daughter if youâve been near peanuts. The other things cause discomfort. Swelling. Splotching. Itching. But peanuts close off her airways. We live our lives with EpiPens stashed everywhere. We have no choice.
Iâve never shied away from talking to Rosie about her allergies, and even at her young age, sheâs aware of them and what she needs to avoid. But sheâs still only five, and mistakes happen.
Her mother did that once, and we almost lost our girl because of it.
That was two years ago, and that piece of shit decided a few months later that being a mother wasnât for her anyway. Her loss, not Rosieâs.
My daughter barely remembers her.
âOh.â Her little eyes crinkle for a minute, and she looks more like my baby than my rapidly aging five-year-old. Iâm convinced Iâm going to wake up and be looking at a teenager one of these days. She grabs Rykerâs arm so he looks at her, something only Rosie does because Ryker doesnât care for people touching him if he doesnât see them coming, and signs, âCan I go to Emmieâs house with you to invite her to dinner?â
Ryker looks between Rosie and me. He knows I want him to say no, but the shithead caves anyway. âSure.â He shoves back his chair, picks up his plate and hers, then turns my way and shrugs. âSo what timeâs dinner?â
When exactly did I lose this fight?
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