🥀 9

Angel

I unlocked the front door and walked into my dark house. I threw my keys down on the small table.

I flicked on the lights. When I turned around, my heart was beating out of my chest. Amir was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. I then noticed the suitcases that were beside him.

"Amir how'd you get in here? I thought you took your key with you when you left." I said.

"With the spare key you have under the mat..."

Ugh... I really need to find a new hiding spot.

"Well. What do you want?" I asked crossing my arms.

"I broke it off with Taylor. I want you Angel. I wanna come back home..." He said. I rolled my eyes. "I don't think that's a good idea." I said shaking my head.

He stayed silent.

"Amir look. I had a long day, and I really don't feel like being bothered with this. So if you could please go I'd really appreci-"

"She's not mine Angel..." He cut me off. I furrowed my eyebrows together. "What?"

"The baby. S-she's not mine."

I didn't know what to say. " Me and Taylor got into a fight a few weeks ago and in the middle of it, she told me that Tiana wasn't mine. So we went to go have a DNA test done and the results said that she wasn't mine."

"Is that supposed to make everything better Amir?" I asked. He got up from the couch and walked up to me. He put my face in his hands.

"Angel, I was wrong. I was wrong for leaving you, especially the way I did. I want you to forgive me. I'm better. I'm a better man now. I wanna come home..." He said looking me in my eyes.

This is the day I've been dreaming for since he stormed out of the apartment that night. But now that I met Dave, I don't know if I want this dream anymore.

"Can I?..." He asked softly.

Dave's face flashed through my mind. But I mean, David doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. Why not let Amir back in? It'll help me get over Dave, or so I'm hoping...

"Um... Yeah. Come on." I whispered, slightly pointing up the stairs.

He pulled me into a tight hug. When he let me go, he crashed his lips onto mine. He stuck his tongue into my mouth, deepening the kiss. He pulled away and grabbed my hand, leading me upstairs.

Once we got into the bedroom, he rubbed all over me. He groped on me so tight, that I whined because of the pain. He was squeezing me way to tight.

"Mmm Angel I missed you." He moaned into my ear as he took off my uniform.

He pushed me down on the bed hovering over me. He pushed my knees up and opened my legs. Pushing my panties to the side, he laid his tongue on my vagina, moaning from my taste.

"Mmmm, I missed your taste Angel..." He moaned to me as I stared at the ceiling.

Something about this didn't feel right. I wasn't turned on at all. He didn't even give me a chance to get wet. We didn't do any foreplay; nothing.

[S/N: I don't see oral sex as foreplay, sorry 🤷🏾‍♀️ I feel as though oral sex is still sex. But to each it's own 😘]

I didn't feel any ounce of pleasure at all. I don't know how much longer of this I can take.

4 Minuets Later

Okay bitch I've had enough.

"Hey, hey Amir?" I pulled his head up from my vagina. "Yes baby?" I just stared at him not knowing what to say.

"What's wrong? You don't like it?"

"Um sure it's nice-" I said quickly. "But hey, I had a really long day of work today and I'm really tired. Can we just go to sleep?" I asked.

"But baby it's still early..." He protested.

"I know I know! But I'm just reallyyy tired. Come on. Let's go to bed." I said pulling him up.

I pulled the sheets back and crawled under. He got in right behind me, cuddling with my waist.  He fell right asleep. I heard his loud snores in my ear.

I couldn't sleep. Not only because of Amir's snores but because I missed my David... Whenever I would cuddle up with him when it was time for bed, he would hold me in his big strong arms and whisper sweet nothings in my ear all night long. It would make me giggle and squirm in his hold.

The thought of him got me wet and horny.

I slowly got out of Amir's hold. I got up from the bed and into the bathroom, cutting on the light. I looked under the sink and grabbed my tiny vibrator but Stephanie got me for my birthday one year.

I always tried using it but it would never work. Now that that night with Dave happened and he made me cum for the first time in life, I now knew exactly what spots to hit. But I had to do it perfectly and that was going to be hard.

I cut off the light and tiptoed out of the bedroom, careful to not wake Amir. I shut the door quietly behind me and slowly walked to the guest bedroom.

I pulled the covers back and got under the cold sheets. I turned the vibrator on and placed it on pussy.

"Ohhhhhh..." I moaned as I closed my eyes. I ran it up and down my lips.

I ran it around my clit, teasing myself. I bit my lip at the gratification.

With Dave in the front of my mind, I thought about all those times we would lay on the couch and he would give me massages and butt rubs.

I thought about his huge hands rubbing all over me. And whenever he would drive or we would sit next to each other in a public place, he would rub on my thighs.

I placed the vibrator on my clit. As soon as I did, I felt a knot in my stomach.

"MMMM..." I moaned out. Pleasure took over.

"OOH RIGHT THERE DAVID.. Don't stop... Right there... AHHHH..." I quietly screamed out with my eyes rolling to the back of my head. I arched my back as I felt myself coming close.

The feeling of intense pleasure went away and my juices continued to soak the bed sheets.

I turned off the vibrator and quickly threw it in the bottom drawer of the night stand. I laid there for a while thinking.

I turned over on my side and stared at the wall.

Tears fell out of my eyes thinking about David. I hurt him, bad. My heart ache as I thought about how he talked to me earlier today. He would never make me cry. He hated to see me cry and would do anything to get me to stop.

That wasn't my Dave. I'm not sure who that was...

***

When I woke up the next morning, Amir had a bucket load of questions for me like 'Where'd I go?' and 'Why did I get out of the bed lastnight?' and honestly I wasn't in the mood for them.

So I hurriedly got ready for work and left.

20 Minuets Later

I clocked into work and went straight to the break room.

I grabbed a cup and went to the coffee machine. Pouring me a cup, I heard the door open.

"Hey my baby... You feeling better?" Steph asked hugging me.

"Yes..." I tried to put on a fake smile for her. I didn't want her to worry about me.

"That's great Baby!" She yelled and kissed my cheek. I smiled again but this time she just stared at me. I avoided eye contact with her.

"Angel look at me." I looked at her from the side of my eye.

"Angel Marie Amore. Look at me." She said sternly and grabbed my cup out of my hand. She took her hand and turned my face towards hers.

"You hiding something from me and I wanna know what it is." I stayed quiet, looking down at the ground.

"Right now Angel!" She yelled.

I sighed and told her everything from the time I got home to the time I woke up.

She scoffed. "I can't believe you took him back..." She shook her head. I held my head down.

"But I thought that maybe it'll help me get over David!" I protested

"That shit not gonna work Angel! It's only gonna make it worse!! I mean you already said that Amir's sex is terrible- Oh god..." She said dramatically.

"What???" I asked genuinely confused.

"Bitch his sex is bad! You really gone be in to deep now tryna get over Dave!"

"Uggghhhhhh!" I said rolling my eyes at her.

"Look Angel. I'm your friend, and I love you. But this shit is not gonna work. But if that nigga out his hands on you again? Ima kill him. The only reason I didn't kill him last time, was because you told me to late." She paced the room.

"You know what? We going to get you a gun and a permit for it and we going to a gun rang-"

"OKAY STEPH- Okay..." I said cutting her off.

She walked over to me and held me close. I laid my head on her shoulder.

"Come on and let's go take care of these crazy patients."

We walked out of the break room and into the hallway.

Dave

I've been at the warehouse all night long and I haven't slept in 2 days. It fucked me up having to treat Angel that way, but I wasn't about to go back straight to her that easy.

I don't think I'm going back at all. Angel was the first woman I ever loved besides my mother. Angel played me, even though I should've saw it coming.

I should've known that if Amir came to her at anytime and asked for her back, Angel would go to him running.

Fuck it. If she going to do what she wants, then I am to. It doesn't matter anyway now that we not together.

Right now, I was on the way to my moms house.

I pulled up to my childhood home. I cut the car off and got out. Walking in the door, I smelled food.

"Ma!" I called out for her.

She appeared, coming from the kitchen.

"David! Hey my baby!" She yelled ecstatically as she pulled me to the couch.

"Wassup Ma?" We both sat down.

"How are you? Are you sick?" She asked placing her hand on my forehead.

I lightly chucked. "Nah ma. I'm good. Why you ask?" I said running my hand down my face.

"Because you're here early in the morning. Usually you'd be sleep around this time." She looked at me.

"Nah I just wanted to see you."

"Ohhh okay... Well. Have you talked to Angel? When are you gonna bring her by to meet me?" She asked excitedly. I laughed a little. Her and Angel never met in person, but after I talked about them to each other, I let them talk on Facetime one time and they've been loving each other ever since.

Now they text and Facetime all throughout the day.

"Umm I don't know ma. I don't think Angel is coming around any time soon, or ever."

She frowned. "What do you mean?" I told her everything.

She sighed. "David..."

"Ma I don't know what I was thinking. How could I fall in love with someone who was still in love with someone else? The first time I give someone my heart, they break it..."

"David..." She says again.

"I never felt this way about anyone before.. What am I gonna do mom?"

"David!" She yelled. I looked up at her.

"David, you shouldn't have talked to her that way. I taught you better than that." She said.

"I wanna hate her..." I said putting my head in my hands.

"Son listen to me. Angel is lost. And she needs you to help her find herself. If her father did all of those things Amir did to her and she never got helped for it, then she thinks those are normal. If someone that was supposed to be protecting her started hurting her, think about what she's going to think of of men now... She doesn't need you to make her cry."

I put my head down. "I don't know mom..." Tears began to fall down my face. I quickly wiped them away.

"Come here David..." she said. I walked over to where she was sitting and sat down. She put my head on her chest as I held on tightly to her.  More tears started to fall. I haven't cried in years...

"She needs you right now, and you can't turn your back on her when she needs you the most..."

I cried until my eyes got heavy and darkness took over....

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