14 - So that's it?

My parents are considering to move me to another school for Y8 even though we live in the same area. Why are they doing this to me? They already put in the application form. If this school doesn't accept me, then another school. They say it's better for me but really? No. They're going to strip me off : Tyke, Malik, all my friends and I'm gonna miss everyone soo much.

I got my phone taken away forever. I was crying so much last night. They say it's better for me. More exposure apparently helps my career. Screw my career, I don't care. I can't text my friends. It's painful. I don't want to be the new girl in my new school. I can understand if we're moving but randomly, after I'm so attached.

Give me a few more years.

Please.

If not, I hope I spend this last term happily and chaotically with my best friend. After all, my parents don't like her and I can't text her. I'm going to confess to Malik on the last day. Screw it, I'm leaving anyways. I hate my parents, they're the worst people in the universe.

They hate me.