Fabian took a momentâs breath and laid his gaze on Evelyn. His complicated mind had died like a lie. He was confident that Evelyn would listen without misinterpreting what he said.
âI have something to say about Adrian.â
Evelyn was a little anxious listening to his voice. There were a lot of things Evelyn really didnât know about what was going on. She had to know, but she was scared to know at the same time.
âIâll be honest as I could.â
Evelyn soon cleared up her mind and nodded, âYes, I will trust you.â
At least it wasnât likely that the current Fabian would hurt Adrian. Fabian, mostly, was a man who refused to speak with promises. Since all the words were spoken by him, who was born as the Emperorâs successor and rose to the throne â had a big influence.
âFirst of all, I guess I have to tell you how I got here.â Fabian quickly cleared his head, âWhat made me doubt the birth of Adrian ⦠it was because of an unexpected finding.â
Evelyn frowned slightly. From the beginning, she already thought there was something strange. After seeing Adrian several times, Fabian had no doubts, but suddenly he felt suspicious and took the midwife.
âThat part has confused my mind, too. Who told you that?â
Fabian shook his head, âNo one, butâ¦.â
Besides, Evelynâs secret couldnât be leaked out so easily. But why did this happen, then?
âAs you know, I donât have a good relationship with the Vatican. But aside from that, I think something unknown is going on in the Vatican. â Fabianâs distrust of the Vatican was not based solely on his bad feelings for the Pope. It was his judgment and his wisdom as Emperor that led him to investigate them.
âIs it about a demon?â
âThatâs the part of it. Thereâs no progress in the investigation, so I donât know how far their conspiracy is.â
After Fabian ascended to the throne, he became hostile to the Vatican and suspected them. It had been quite a while since he began investigating the Vatican in secret.
âThe investigation has restarted recently. Thatâs why I swear in the name of the Emperor, I can confirm that they are certainly guilty.â
However, it was the first time for Evelyn to hear such a story. Because when she was an Empress, she never been told about anything outside the Palace.
âI see, but now Iâm talking about Adrian, why is the Vaticanâ¦â¦.â
âDonât you have something to tell?â
Evelyn stopped talking when Fabian cut her sentence before she finished it. She didnât want to lie. But her doubt was too scary to speak of.
âI wonât hide anything from you. I think the Vatican has a secret way to control the demon. And it has something to do with the person wearing the Paladinâs mask right now.â
âYou mean, â¦..Sir David?â
âYeah. Whenever something mysterious happened, there was his shadow. But too bad, I couldnât catch his tail.â Fabian felt very displeased and kicked his tongue, âI know how absurd my words are.â
A man from the Vatican could control a demon. If Fabian hadnât investigated it himself, he would have laughed at the nonsense story.
ââ¦â¦No, itâs not absurdâ¦..â
âYou seem to know something, as expected.â
Evelyn nodded her head carefully. âAt the time, when the Wyvern stormed the Grand Festival⦠â¦It felt kind of weird. It felt like the demon was flying straight to Adrian. Looking back, the Popeâs words and actions were awkward. But because everyone said I was so shockedâ¦â¦.â
Fabian agreed. Her reaction was normal.
âIt was only after the Paladinâs arrival that the Wyverns made a strange movement.â
âDefinitely ⦠⦠Heâs a suspicious guy.â
Evelyn recalled the purple-eyed man she had met in the garden of the Felice Kingdom. Strangely, her memories of that day were as hazy as if they were foggy. But the odd feeling she felt in him wasnât gone.
âNot long ago, when the Pope left for the kingdom of Felice without any announcement, I sent a delegation of knights to the Vatican. And I found a note in Saint Iretta. Thatâs the only thing I could get.â Fabian spoke openly, even though it was confidential information. He seemed to keep his promise, to be honest.
âThere were a few hastily scribbled words on the note. Maybe Someone who was instructed by the Paladin wrote it.â
It was a small clue.
âThe Paladinâs request, the princeâs hair, the death of the birth motherâ¦â¦ Thatâs what Iâve inferred from the list of words on the note. â
As a matter of fact, Adrian was the only one in this Empire who matched the memo. However, there was still something Evelyn couldnât understand.
âWhy did the Paladin want to investigate Adrian?â
âI think he tried to confirm Adrianâs birth. Saint Iretta probably had a relic that could reveal bloodlines with his hair.â
Fabianâs speculation was only half right. It wasnât a relic, but Davidâs unique ability to know human life through the hair.
âOne thing in a million, if my absurd doubts are correct, it is the Paladin who has the power to control demons â¦â¦ It means the caveâs accident was an incident.â
Evelyn widened her eyes, âSo, the demons that attacked the carriageâ¦â¦ The Paladin did it?â
âI think so. No, Iâm sure.â Fabian was sure because his intuition said so. Indeed, there was no proof at this time, but his instincts already believed it.
âI didnât want to say this.â
âNo, please tell me everything.â
ââ¦It happened when I gave Adrian the antidote. Before he lost consciousness, he knew that I had defeated the demons and saved him.â He couldnât forget Adrian, who was crying at that time, reached out to him with his soft and weak hand.
âAdrian told me over and over again and again. That the demon rushed in tenaciously and said, âKill Adrianââ¦..â
ââ¦â¦What?â Evelynâs face became hardened. Adrian wasnât old enough to make up those words. And she never taught him such radical words.
âHe didnât just say it out of fear. The demon repeated the words over and over, and that child heard it clearly âkill Adrian.ââ
Suddenly, Evelynâs eyes turned red. She didnât want to imagine that scene. Her heart beat fast like a bolt. She still shuddered every time she looked at Adrianâs wounds. Evelyn felt suffocated at the thought of what happened at that time.
âThatâs why I tried not to tell you,â Fabian said with a bitter feeling. He wanted to reach out and soothe Evelyn right now, but he still had a story to tell, âDonât worry. Adrian doesnât remember that time.â
Evelyn quickly wiped her eyes before her tears flowed. She knew it well that now wasnât the time to cry.
âThereâs another reason. Devil Eye is a demon that has low intelligence. Instinctively, they will only attack the prey in front of them. But at that time, they tirelessly chased Adrian, who was on the carriage. Also, attacking children by biting them with their teeth⦠Itâs different from the Devil Eyeâs behavior.â Fabian said calmly, but Evelyn could sense anger in his voice.
Fabian clenched his fist, âSomeone must be ordered them. I have no choice but to think so.â He couldnât bear his rage every time he thought about it.
âI donât know his motives yet. I donât know exactly what he means or what his goal is.â There was despair in his black eyes.
âHowever, there are certain things.â
Evelyn soon understood his meaning. âYes.â Her blue eyes were gathered in the same light as Fabian.
âHeâs after Adrian.â
Now, without hesitation, Evelyn marked him as an enemy. He was trying to hurt her son, so she didnât have to hold back.
âAnd according to Your Majestyâs guess, heâs⦠a Paladin.â Evelynâs eyes were filled with anger too as she couldnât believe the man who was a âstrangerâ could do such a terrible thing.
âThatâs what I think.â
Fabianâs intuition was always right. Evelyn should have trusted his words because she had witnessed the accuracy of Fabianâs guesses several times.
âHeâs a weird guyâ¦..Once, I had a close conversation with him. But I donât remember it clearly. My memories are blurred. Somehow⦠â¦Like being possessed by something.â
âMaybe he used some spell. Is there anything you remember?â
â⦠⦠demonâ¦. Yes.â Evelyn looked straight at Fabian. âHe told me an unknown story. Initially, all the demons in this continent hunt the Imperial family. â¦â¦ Has he targeted Adrian since then? â Evelynâs tone became furious as she recalled David, who told that legendary stories with a calm face.
âThe demonsâ¦. hunt the Imperial family? Fabian was confused in a somewhat different way.
âYes. Itâs a story that Iâve never heard before, so I searched the ancient books after that. Whether itâs a legend or just fiction ⦠⦠but thereâs a story similar to that. But thereâs no warning at all.â
Fabian frowned his eyebrows slightly, âWhereâs the book now?â
âItâs in the Felice Kingdom.â
That was a matter to be investigated separately later. For now, Fabian was more worried about seeing Evelynâs face, which was already too pale.
âItâs strange.â The more she tried to remember something about David, the cloudier her memory became. âI canât explain it, butâ¦â¦It feels so odd.â
âDonât push yourself too hard.â
âNoâ¦there was something elseâ¦â¦But my memories are really blurred. I canât remember it.â
âItâs his spell. Heâs also a magus. Heâs an evil creature.â
Evelynâs face was distorted by his words, âBut why is he after Adrian?
Fabian didnât even know why either. But it wasnât necessary anymore. âThatâs not surprising.â
Evelyn looked at Fabian with puzzled eyes. But his black eyes were more firm and more apparent than ever.
âHe is an enemy. Before heâs your enemy, heâs already my enemy. Now I donât care who he is, whether heâs a demon or not.â
Initially, Fabianâs intention was to reveal the Paladinâs identity and expose the Vaticanâs rottenness.
âNow, I wonât stop until I kill him. From method to justification ⦠I wonât be picky.â
But now it was no longer a political battle. That man had crossed a line he wasnât supposed to cross. He tried to hurt two of the most important people in Fabianâs life. By the time that happened, the string of common sense within Fabian was broken.
âEvelyn.â His voice was fearful but believable at the same time. âNow that everything is blurry, thereâs only one thing that is clear.â
Fabianâs presence was never felt so greatly like this.
âIâll destroy those who are aiming for Adrian. Iâll make him impossible to do that again. I will never, Iâll never forgive him.â
Evelyn wanted to engrave such a figure in her eyes. She had always thought, the moment she left the Imperial family, he was a man she couldnât depend on again.
âNow that I know who that child is, I love him as much as you doâ¦â¦â
Fabian didnât dare to claim Evelynâs motherly-love. Sadly, he was such a foolish man who always kept his word. Since he said he would be honest, he was only telling the truth about such a trivial matter.
âBut Evelyn, I still love you.â
Sometimes, Evelynâs mind was pierced by his too-straightforward-honesty.
âSo I wonât make you sad. No matter what happensâ¦â¦.â Fabian looked fondly at Evelyn.
âI will protect you and your child.â
Evelyn didnât know what expression she should make right now. Just her blue eyes that stared at Fabianâ¦â¦âIs thatâ¦â¦ Your Majestyâs promise?â
âYes.â
Evelyn knew it better than anyone that Fabian always risked his life to keep his promise.
âThank you. Iâll take that promise.â
It was Evelyn who left his side coldly and heartless. She also knew that she didnât deserve the promise that risked his life now.
âFor Adrianâs sake.â
That was all. For the sake of her child, Evelyn could be a coward and endure her shame.
Fabian looked at Evelyn and didnât say any single word. He let her go with a glance.
Evelyn later realized that it was more hurt to regret than to hate.
Fabian took a momentâs breath and laid his gaze on Evelyn. His complicated mind had died like a lie. He was confident that Evelyn would listen without misinterpreting what he said.
âI have something to say about Adrian.â
Evelyn was a little anxious listening to his voice. There were a lot of things Evelyn really didnât know about what was going on. She had to know, but she was scared to know at the same time.
âIâll be honest as I could.â
Evelyn soon cleared up her mind and nodded, âYes, I will trust you.â
At least it wasnât likely that the current Fabian would hurt Adrian. Fabian, mostly, was a man who refused to speak with promises. Since all the words were spoken by him, who was born as the Emperorâs successor and rose to the throne â had a big influence.
âFirst of all, I guess I have to tell you how I got here.â Fabian quickly cleared his head, âWhat made me doubt the birth of Adrian ⦠it was because of an unexpected finding.â
Evelyn frowned slightly. From the beginning, she already thought there was something strange. After seeing Adrian several times, Fabian had no doubts, but suddenly he felt suspicious and took the midwife.
âThat part has confused my mind, too. Who told you that?â
Fabian shook his head, âNo one, butâ¦.â
Besides, Evelynâs secret couldnât be leaked out so easily. But why did this happen, then?
âAs you know, I donât have a good relationship with the Vatican. But aside from that, I think something unknown is going on in the Vatican. â Fabianâs distrust of the Vatican was not based solely on his bad feelings for the Pope. It was his judgment and his wisdom as Emperor that led him to investigate them.
âIs it about a demon?â
âThatâs the part of it. Thereâs no progress in the investigation, so I donât know how far their conspiracy is.â
After Fabian ascended to the throne, he became hostile to the Vatican and suspected them. It had been quite a while since he began investigating the Vatican in secret.
âThe investigation has restarted recently. Thatâs why I swear in the name of the Emperor, I can confirm that they are certainly guilty.â
However, it was the first time for Evelyn to hear such a story. Because when she was an Empress, she never been told about anything outside the Palace.
âI see, but now Iâm talking about Adrian, why is the Vaticanâ¦â¦.â
âDonât you have something to tell?â
Evelyn stopped talking when Fabian cut her sentence before she finished it. She didnât want to lie. But her doubt was too scary to speak of.
âI wonât hide anything from you. I think the Vatican has a secret way to control the demon. And it has something to do with the person wearing the Paladinâs mask right now.â
âYou mean, â¦..Sir David?â
âYeah. Whenever something mysterious happened, there was his shadow. But too bad, I couldnât catch his tail.â Fabian felt very displeased and kicked his tongue, âI know how absurd my words are.â
A man from the Vatican could control a demon. If Fabian hadnât investigated it himself, he would have laughed at the nonsense story.
ââ¦â¦No, itâs not absurdâ¦..â
âYou seem to know something, as expected.â
Evelyn nodded her head carefully. âAt the time, when the Wyvern stormed the Grand Festival⦠â¦It felt kind of weird. It felt like the demon was flying straight to Adrian. Looking back, the Popeâs words and actions were awkward. But because everyone said I was so shockedâ¦â¦.â
Fabian agreed. Her reaction was normal.
âIt was only after the Paladinâs arrival that the Wyverns made a strange movement.â
âDefinitely ⦠⦠Heâs a suspicious guy.â
Evelyn recalled the purple-eyed man she had met in the garden of the Felice Kingdom. Strangely, her memories of that day were as hazy as if they were foggy. But the odd feeling she felt in him wasnât gone.
âNot long ago, when the Pope left for the kingdom of Felice without any announcement, I sent a delegation of knights to the Vatican. And I found a note in Saint Iretta. Thatâs the only thing I could get.â Fabian spoke openly, even though it was confidential information. He seemed to keep his promise, to be honest.
âThere were a few hastily scribbled words on the note. Maybe Someone who was instructed by the Paladin wrote it.â
It was a small clue.
âThe Paladinâs request, the princeâs hair, the death of the birth motherâ¦â¦ Thatâs what Iâve inferred from the list of words on the note. â
As a matter of fact, Adrian was the only one in this Empire who matched the memo. However, there was still something Evelyn couldnât understand.
âWhy did the Paladin want to investigate Adrian?â
âI think he tried to confirm Adrianâs birth. Saint Iretta probably had a relic that could reveal bloodlines with his hair.â
Fabianâs speculation was only half right. It wasnât a relic, but Davidâs unique ability to know human life through the hair.
âOne thing in a million, if my absurd doubts are correct, it is the Paladin who has the power to control demons â¦â¦ It means the caveâs accident was an incident.â
Evelyn widened her eyes, âSo, the demons that attacked the carriageâ¦â¦ The Paladin did it?â
âI think so. No, Iâm sure.â Fabian was sure because his intuition said so. Indeed, there was no proof at this time, but his instincts already believed it.
âI didnât want to say this.â
âNo, please tell me everything.â
ââ¦It happened when I gave Adrian the antidote. Before he lost consciousness, he knew that I had defeated the demons and saved him.â He couldnât forget Adrian, who was crying at that time, reached out to him with his soft and weak hand.
âAdrian told me over and over again and again. That the demon rushed in tenaciously and said, âKill Adrianââ¦..â
ââ¦â¦What?â Evelynâs face became hardened. Adrian wasnât old enough to make up those words. And she never taught him such radical words.
âHe didnât just say it out of fear. The demon repeated the words over and over, and that child heard it clearly âkill Adrian.ââ
Suddenly, Evelynâs eyes turned red. She didnât want to imagine that scene. Her heart beat fast like a bolt. She still shuddered every time she looked at Adrianâs wounds. Evelyn felt suffocated at the thought of what happened at that time.
âThatâs why I tried not to tell you,â Fabian said with a bitter feeling. He wanted to reach out and soothe Evelyn right now, but he still had a story to tell, âDonât worry. Adrian doesnât remember that time.â
Evelyn quickly wiped her eyes before her tears flowed. She knew it well that now wasnât the time to cry.
âThereâs another reason. Devil Eye is a demon that has low intelligence. Instinctively, they will only attack the prey in front of them. But at that time, they tirelessly chased Adrian, who was on the carriage. Also, attacking children by biting them with their teeth⦠Itâs different from the Devil Eyeâs behavior.â Fabian said calmly, but Evelyn could sense anger in his voice.
Fabian clenched his fist, âSomeone must be ordered them. I have no choice but to think so.â He couldnât bear his rage every time he thought about it.
âI donât know his motives yet. I donât know exactly what he means or what his goal is.â There was despair in his black eyes.
âHowever, there are certain things.â
Evelyn soon understood his meaning. âYes.â Her blue eyes were gathered in the same light as Fabian.
âHeâs after Adrian.â
Now, without hesitation, Evelyn marked him as an enemy. He was trying to hurt her son, so she didnât have to hold back.
âAnd according to Your Majestyâs guess, heâs⦠a Paladin.â Evelynâs eyes were filled with anger too as she couldnât believe the man who was a âstrangerâ could do such a terrible thing.
âThatâs what I think.â
Fabianâs intuition was always right. Evelyn should have trusted his words because she had witnessed the accuracy of Fabianâs guesses several times.
âHeâs a weird guyâ¦..Once, I had a close conversation with him. But I donât remember it clearly. My memories are blurred. Somehow⦠â¦Like being possessed by something.â
âMaybe he used some spell. Is there anything you remember?â
â⦠⦠demonâ¦. Yes.â Evelyn looked straight at Fabian. âHe told me an unknown story. Initially, all the demons in this continent hunt the Imperial family. â¦â¦ Has he targeted Adrian since then? â Evelynâs tone became furious as she recalled David, who told that legendary stories with a calm face.
âThe demonsâ¦. hunt the Imperial family? Fabian was confused in a somewhat different way.
âYes. Itâs a story that Iâve never heard before, so I searched the ancient books after that. Whether itâs a legend or just fiction ⦠⦠but thereâs a story similar to that. But thereâs no warning at all.â
Fabian frowned his eyebrows slightly, âWhereâs the book now?â
âItâs in the Felice Kingdom.â
That was a matter to be investigated separately later. For now, Fabian was more worried about seeing Evelynâs face, which was already too pale.
âItâs strange.â The more she tried to remember something about David, the cloudier her memory became. âI canât explain it, butâ¦â¦It feels so odd.â
âDonât push yourself too hard.â
âNoâ¦there was something elseâ¦â¦But my memories are really blurred. I canât remember it.â
âItâs his spell. Heâs also a magus. Heâs an evil creature.â
Evelynâs face was distorted by his words, âBut why is he after Adrian?
Fabian didnât even know why either. But it wasnât necessary anymore. âThatâs not surprising.â
Evelyn looked at Fabian with puzzled eyes. But his black eyes were more firm and more apparent than ever.
âHe is an enemy. Before heâs your enemy, heâs already my enemy. Now I donât care who he is, whether heâs a demon or not.â
Initially, Fabianâs intention was to reveal the Paladinâs identity and expose the Vaticanâs rottenness.
âNow, I wonât stop until I kill him. From method to justification ⦠I wonât be picky.â
But now it was no longer a political battle. That man had crossed a line he wasnât supposed to cross. He tried to hurt two of the most important people in Fabianâs life. By the time that happened, the string of common sense within Fabian was broken.
âEvelyn.â His voice was fearful but believable at the same time. âNow that everything is blurry, thereâs only one thing that is clear.â
Fabianâs presence was never felt so greatly like this.
âIâll destroy those who are aiming for Adrian. Iâll make him impossible to do that again. I will never, Iâll never forgive him.â
Evelyn wanted to engrave such a figure in her eyes. She had always thought, the moment she left the Imperial family, he was a man she couldnât depend on again.
âNow that I know who that child is, I love him as much as you doâ¦â¦â
Fabian didnât dare to claim Evelynâs motherly-love. Sadly, he was such a foolish man who always kept his word. Since he said he would be honest, he was only telling the truth about such a trivial matter.
âBut Evelyn, I still love you.â
Sometimes, Evelynâs mind was pierced by his too-straightforward-honesty.
âSo I wonât make you sad. No matter what happensâ¦â¦.â Fabian looked fondly at Evelyn.
âI will protect you and your child.â
Evelyn didnât know what expression she should make right now. Just her blue eyes that stared at Fabianâ¦â¦âIs thatâ¦â¦ Your Majestyâs promise?â
âYes.â
Only
Evelyn knew it better than anyone that Fabian always risked his life to keep his promise.
âThank you. Iâll take that promise.â
It was Evelyn who left his side coldly and heartless. She also knew that she didnât deserve the promise that risked his life now.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âFor Adrianâs sake.â
That was all. For the sake of her child, Evelyn could be a coward and endure her shame.
Fabian looked at Evelyn and didnât say any single word. He let her go with a glance.
Evelyn later realized that it was more hurt to regret than to hate.
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