Sahara watched from her âroomâ, at the Second Princeâs residence, that will no longer be hers anymoreâ¦She watched Matthew say a few things about the preparation for the wedding, that, as far as Sahara was concerned, it will no longer come to pass the next day.
Why was I here? I should be leavingâ¦
But her eyes seemed to have a mind of their own, watching Matthewâs hands and face. He really was so beautiful for herâ¦Somethingâ¦Like forbidden fruitâ¦
Will he hate me? Probablyâ¦
Sahara sighed, as she peeked around the corner and felt a strange want for him to do exactly what he suddenly didâ¦He noticed herâ¦
âSahara.â He said, coming up to her. âWhat are you doing here, my dear?â
She tried to keep her thoughts normal, as she seemed to be hearing him properly and she didnât want to waste this short moment with him. âMmm, I was justâ¦I had a free momentâ¦â
That was all she could say. She was scared that heâd see her eyes, she had tried to make them as normal as possible again, but who knows if they have reverted back to being red or notâ¦To be honest, the anger comes and goes, just like that of her sorrowâ¦Sahara was a mess insideâ¦
He took her into his arms and kissed her forehead.
Ah! The securityâ¦The feeling of being lovedâ¦Was I ever supposed to have him? Probably notâ¦
She had no more time, yet, she couldnât leave without saying one last thing to him, ââ¦I love you.â
He pulled back away from her, looking at her with sparkles in his eyes.
Sahara tried not to cry to his happiness.
âSahara? Tell meâ¦â He moved her inside her âroomâ and closed the doors, âTell me once more.â
She smiled and forgot her sorrows for a moment, âI love you.â
He picked her up and kissed her briefly, then said, âMy dearâ¦Thank you.â
Suddenly, Sahara wanted him to never forget this nightâ¦She was probably selfish for wanting him to never forget her, or maybe it was so she who never wanted to forget him, but she couldnât help it.
Putting herself closer to him, she kissed him and entwined her tongue with his.
Sahara felt his hands tighten around her and that gave her more initiative to continue.
She put her hands down to his belts and undid them, then without a second to lose, she put her hands over his bare chest, feeling warmth go through her.
She heard him sharply take in a breath and gave a very small, slight smile to her satisfactionâ¦
It was like those other times, like she wanted him beyond normal means. Andâ¦Sahara wanted to accomplish thatâ¦She wanted to go all the way with him nowâ¦
Becauseâ¦There may not be another chance. She was giving up a future with him, so that he can live. Whether it was because she was being targeted or because she thought that she was bad luck, either way, he wasnât safe with her here.
He wonât die because of herâ¦And she wouldnât know how sheâd be able to bear his death if she were to stay and something bad happened to himâ¦She was sure, that she wouldnât be able to bear itâ¦At all!
âSahara?â
Sahara took his mouth once again, to shut him up, and fully took off the first two lots of clothing, only leaving one more clothing left, that covered his bottom area, like that of shortsâ¦
It was easy for Matthew to understand, as he knew how Sahara felt, as he felt exactly the same way. They wanted to connect, they wanted to become one! Not wantedâ¦But neededâ¦
He undressed Sahara, just as she had undressed him, and they found themselves on her bed completely naked.
Both of them delightfully touching the other, like they were a treasure. They had slightly explored already, what the other beheld under their clothes. This time though, was different. They took their time and relished the experience, the time and the other personâ¦
His touch was igniting her fire even more, and her touch hisâ¦
It was like they were a perfect match, in perfect sync, that they were connecting on the perfect night. Sahara forgot everything else as she felt like this was where she was supposed to beâ¦
As they laid on the bed, he mumbled her name and kissed a few special places that made her smile and make her start to tremble.
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Matthew still could stop, if his Princess wanted to, but if they continuedâ¦
âSahara?â He asked, looking at her deeply in the eyes. His eyes reached into her depths, lighting her path, lighting her soul. For the first time, Sahara felt completeâ¦She felt like her puzzle had been put together, her pieces were all placed together to make a pictureâ¦And that picture? Why did she want to see it?
It was blurry at the moment, like destiny was written but untold. But it was his light and hers, mixed together, giving Sahara the impression that this picture was probably something very important to herâ¦For some reason, she felt like she canât lose herself, that she will need to move forward as soon as possible. That this picture will perhaps become clear in the futureâ¦
Sahara put her hands to his face, kissing his eyes, cheeks and forehead. âMmm?â
ââ¦I love you.â Was all Matthew could sayâ¦
She smiled at him, her eyes shining in return to his words. She will neverâ¦Everâ¦Forget this!
Putting her lips on his, Sahara led the way to their first lovemaking, as she thought that it may also be their last.
They continued to treat each other like that of a precious treasure and touched each other lovingly, like there was no tomorrow. Well, she already felt like there was no tomorrowâ¦
Every touch lingered over her skin, even after his hands or mouth had gone, her skin itself didnât like the absence of his touch afterwards.
Matthew tried not to hurt his beloved, and it helped her get over the small amount of pain of losing her virginity...Ah! But she wouldnât have had it any other way. Noâ¦She was so glad to have come hereâ¦Very glad! There were no regrets!
Their wants, their needs, their desiresâ¦All of it was right here, in front of them. And they took it, with arms wide opened, smiles on their faces and moans of pleasure.
It wasâ¦Magical, awesomely magical, and so damned perfect!
For all the moments that they had held back, they were able to let go. For all the times that they thought this far, yet unable to put thoughts into reality, they finally made them realâ¦
They became one and Sahara never thought that sheâd feel such happinessâ¦
She must neverâ¦Everâ¦Forget this!
***
âDo you think this will work?â Steven asked.
âI have no ideaâ¦â Sahara flatly answered, stepping back from her bed, now back at the Rollandâs residence. She had numbed her feelings now, as she was following through with her plans of leaving. And to be honest, she didnât care if this will work or notâ¦She didnât care about anything much at allâ¦
Sahara had one goal, and that was to stay away. Not only did she need time to accept reality, but, the âkillerâ seemed to be long gone and the only thing that they knew about them, was that they had only been working here a couple of daysâ¦So, this âmuteâ, young man had disappearedâ¦Taking three of her most beloved people with them.
Naruto had found Steven after Sahara came back from being with Matthew, and she had to take a few minutes to regain herself after seeing him. What if he had been there? Why didnât Naruto stop whoever harmed Zeus? Why!?
As far as she was aware, everyone she cared for was in danger, or dead alreadyâ¦So, Sahara tried to numb her thoughts and decided that what was done was done, and that at least, Naruto was still aliveâ¦Could she really blame him for not protecting Zeus? Butâ¦Why hadnât he? She had to admit, deep down Sahara was a bit more then curiousâ¦She was also wanting to blame Narutoâ¦Through knowing her feelings of blame, Sahara could only let a tear escape as she put those deep feelings even deeper, so she could be glad instead that he was indeed still here instead ofâ¦
â¦It, the dummy that Sahara had created, looked like her, yet didnâtâ¦
Yetâ¦It was the best that she could doâ¦
Sahara took out a knife from âstorageâ and stabbed it into her side, making Steven shrink back in dislike to her hurting herself. Then Sahara stabbed the knife into the newly made dummy of herself, right into the heartâ¦
Yeahâ¦Sahara was killing herselfâ¦She knew that she should really put more effort into it, like get the dummies hand to hold the dagger butâ¦She didnât careâ¦
She knew that there was like three different survival techniquesâ¦She canât remember any others beside âflightââ¦
Yesâ¦Her survival technique was âflightââ¦Running away.
Sahara was ârunning awayâ, in fear that Matthew will also die because of herâ¦And thatâ¦She was really sad insideâ¦So damned sad, that all she heard was her heart thumbing and she tried not to think so much. She didnât want memories, she didnât want to think of what would normally happen ifâ¦They were still aliveâ¦The future that they would have hadâ¦
She felt like half of herself had crawled up into a ball inside of her head and was crying itâs heart out, screaming and thrashing aroundâ¦It was just too painfulâ¦Everything was too damned painfulâ¦
And this was her planâ¦A staged death and disappearingâ¦Perhaps it was giving her time to find the âkiller, perhaps it was her bad luck and perhaps it was because she needed to deal with thisâ¦Sahara didnât care for the reason anymore. She meant what she saidâ¦She didnât want to ever return back here! Well, at least this was her present state of mind, thoughts and feelings.
Letting out a deep breath, Sahara pat Naruto and put her hand out to Stevenâ¦
âAre you sure?â Sahara asked flatly once again, her eyes lifeless.
Steven was adamant on not leaving her sideâ¦How in the world would he leave her alone now? There was just no chance of that when she looked like she needed him!
Steven nodded sadly. âYes.â
Then he took Saharaâs handâ¦In which they disappeared.
***
Saharaâs so-called death ended up being found not long after they had left. Matthew had heard about Talon, not long after she left him in her bed, back at his estate, and he had rushed over. Having seen Sahara the way that she was and how she had actedâ¦He wondered if she had already known a few hours ago, or if she hadnâtâ¦
Butâ¦Silence overcame everyone, upon the silent announcement that Sahara had been found dead in her room.
Yeah, it took up all her spiritual essence, leaving her minimal left to teleport out of the estate. Becauseâ¦She had changed a lot of spiritual essence into something else and pretty much made a duplicate of herself.
Sahara didnât bother on doing everything, as she was able to insert rocks around blankets to give the dummy more weight, but she still had to have it connected and not floppy. The outside of the dummy showed skin, her face, and where she had put the dagger, Sahara had put a little more effort in as well. But even though she had put so much work into the dummy, it still didnât have the effort that she originally thought it wouldâ¦Making her think that clones in animeâs are underratedâ¦
It took at least an hour, to make this dummy, and considering that Sahara had spent over an hour with Matthew, it was midnight before she had finished. It made Sahara believe that she was more of a bad omen then she had originally thought.
Thirteenth miss, born on a bad day and month and full of bad luckâ¦Now finished her âplotâ at midnightâ¦
But it was doneâ¦Andâ¦
Matthew, having ran into his belovedâs room, could only stare and stand there for a few minutesâ¦
After, he stumbled over to what looked like her, he fell to kneel at the bedside, remembering just hours ago of the beautiful time that they had shared.
ââ¦Saâ¦Sahara?â He asked quietly, to the lifeless body in front of himâ¦
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