Unbearable love, baby i love you

No one's POV:

"Richie is going back, tomorrow," when Harrison said those words. everyone watches him dumbfounded.

"What the hell are you talking Harry." Martin asks in an angry tone." is it true Richie." he snaps his head towards Richie. and much to his disappointment, he nodded his head in agreement.

"But why?" Carlos asks with a plain face. with a hint of disappointment in his tone.

Ah! it's like um M-my school is starting after two days that's why he is saying this." he said as he stuttered.' umm I am going to sleep. It's late I guess, good night everybody." he rushed back to his room.

"What's going on Harry? you were happy when he said he will be staying with you, you've done everything just to prove yourself and now you are chasing him away." Martin said whisper yelling.

"Martin he is young. he has a future waiting ahead of him and he didn't even show any affection towards me. i don't think he feels the same way as i do." Harry says with teary eyes. The atmosphere became silent. When Martin stood.

"I am going," he say's and made his way toward Richie's bedroom. Everyone seemed to be shocked.

"Martin where are you goin'?." Harry asked.

"To clear things up," he said sprinting to Richie's room.

"Martin stop don't go," Harry said but he was too late. he sigh and sat in silence to meet his fate. to be hated by the love of his life.

Martin POV: (yeah!! New POV)

I was very angry with Harry how could he do that so i decided to ask Richie face to face what happened. i am not going to let him take a big decision and regret it afterward. i reached Richie's room and opened the knob coz it wasn't locked i think he forgot to lock it.( don't argue with me about manners. that you have to ask permission and i know it's wrong to intrude in someone else room without their permission but now it's important) i entered the room and he was sitting on the bed with puffy eyes seems like he was crying i cleared my throat to get his attention. he snaps his head towards me.

"Big bro, what are you doing here? do you need anything," he says with a frown on his face. i walk towards his bed.

"I wanted to ask you something," i said and sit on the edge of the bed and face him.

"Now tell me what happened between you and Harry," i ask. after a moment of silence i decided to break it." tell me what happened." i say with a soft tone.

"I don't know he just told me to pack my bags so i can move out but it's not his fault my work is done here. he helped me before and i helped him so we are even but still i don't know why it hurts here," he said while pointing his finger's toward his heart. then i understood what was going on Richie also has feelings for Harry but he just doesn't know about it.

"I don't know what i am feeling now."

"Do you want to know what feeling it is?" i ask waiting for his reply.

"W-what?" he ask still confused. i chuckled.

"You know this feeling is when you love someone with your whole heart but you ended up hurting yourself, it's like drowning in the endless sea," i say.

"Did it hurt you when he chased you away." i asked and he nodded. " you like his company. even when he is annoying." i say and he nodded. " this is what we called it. love."

"What if he doesn't feel the same, what if he rejects me, he treat's me like a kid and our age gap is huge, i am not even beautiful.." he said being insecure.

"Well if he does anything to you. then i will beat his ass up." i said and he chuckles. " now just go and tell him what you feel. be strong. ok." i said and ruffle his hair before leaving.

we bid goodbye and exit the house. while driving i was still thinking about them.

Hope everything will be fine. i don't want them to regret their decision.

Richie's POV

What Big Bro said i seemed to understand but the problem is to build courage and tell him about my feeling. what if he rejects me? what if he hates me? and never want to see my face. these thoughts were swarming my head. after an hour I build up my courage and made my way towards his study. i knock on the door.

"Come in." i hear a faint voice. i took a deep breath before twisting the door nob open and entering.

"What do-." he stops. when he sees my face.

"Richie, what are you doing here? do you need anything," he asked as he made a questioning face.

"I wanted to tell you something," i asked. he ushered me to continue.

"Actually, it's like this." i balled my hands into a fist." ok, so when the first time i saw you I've been feeling this. whenever i see your face my heart began pounding like crazy. i don't know whenever you talk sweet i feel a tickling in my stomach like urgh i don't know it just tickles. but when you are telling me to go from here i feel like an abandoned puppy it-it hurts here." i said while pointing towards my heart i didn't even notice when i feel a tear escape from my eyes. " just like BB said it hurts like hell when you love someone and it's hurting me. i love you, Harry" as i finished my sentence i felt warm arms embrace me. i was clutching on his shirt as my tears were flowing. he broke the hug and lifted my chin up with his fingers very delicately.

"I too love you. i love you from the first day i saw you," he said and i started crying again. i hug him tight.

Harrison POV:

I was surprised when i saw Richie in my study room this late. i thought that he need something but what he said made me shocked and happy at the same time. i just couldn't express my joy. when i saw Richie broke into tears. i didn't think twice and took him in my embrace very delicately like he was a flower petal and i don't want to hurt him. After hearing his confession tears started to break in my eyes. i lifted his chin with my fingers delicately.

"I too love you. i love you from the first day i saw you. "after saying this he sobbed and hug me tight. i smile and returns the hug and carried him towards the couch and placed him on my lap. now we were facing each. his face was flushed, his eyes were red and glossy after crying, his cheeks were slightly pink, and his lips were looking so soft. he was looking so sinful yet innocent. he was watching me with his big doe eyes. i admired his beauty when i heard his sweet voice.

"Harry can i ask you something."

"yes," i replied.

"The whole two months. why did you ignore me?." he ask. "did i do something wrong? if yes then please tell me i will try to improve." he added with a little frown on his face.

"No, it wasn't your fault. i was being a jerk. acting like a kid. when i saw how you and Kairo are so close i was so jealous. even when i flirt with you. you didn't face me after some time i thought you feel uncomfortable around me. so i thought it will be okay if you live your life like you used to and don't give me any hope." i say.

"It's not like i feel uncomfortable around you. actually, i feel shy when you sweet talk but at that time I didn't know that i loved you." he says while playing with his fingers. " and about Kairo he is fun to talk he and i are just friends." he says and i feel embarrassed but happy that they are just 'friends.

"Now we are good, right," he says giving me his bunny smile. aww this boy is going to kill me with his innocence. so i decided to tease him a little.

"No, not now you have to give me something as an apology," i said with a poker face.

"What, but i don't have anything with me now. and it's late the store must be closed." he whines. he thinks for a minute and widen his eyes. " you are so bad." he hits my chest.

"What? So you know what i want," i said and licked my lips.

"Yes, I know you - you want plushies." he pouts my mouth hung open. WTF!!

"Yes, i knew it Carlos already warned me that you want my plushies, but i won't give you all.' he was just blabbering when i shut him up by attacking my lips on his soft one. it wasn't a kiss with lust and hunger it was filled with pure love and innocence and the love I've been longing for it. i lick his bottom lip for entrance but he didn't let me so i pinched his waist which he gasped i took this chance and slide my tongue into his hot mouth tasting every inch he moaned at this sudden feeling. we kissed for like 5 minutes when i realized he was becoming breathless so i stopped the kiss and let him breathe. i smirk when i see his face. he was looking so beautiful, i couldn't wait any longer and attacked his neck sucking, licking, biting, and leaving hickeys all over his neck and collarbone.

"Ahh~~ s-s-stop-p haryyAHH! PLZ~~ ." he moaned which turned me on but i knew he is still minor so i didn't go any further and caressed his cheeks with my fingers. his cheeks were flushed and i assumed he was blushing.

"you know you killed me to death. i wasn't able to breathe properly," he says while pouting. i chuckle.

"You are so beautiful." i say while caressing his cheeks." I love you Richie and i won't let you leave me," i say while kissing his flushed cheeks.

"I promise i won't leave you but you will only love me, not anyone else," he says while warning me.

"If that's the case then you don't have to worry coz i am only yours," i reassure him. he smiles.

"I too love you, Harry," he says and pecks my cheeks. i hug him and after some time he fell asleep on my shoulder. i pick him up and walk to my room and put him on the bed. i lay beside him and put his head on my chest.

"As i said, Richie,i won't leave you and let you leave me coz, I am yours and you are mine, truly mine. "i whisper and kiss his head. soon I fell asleep.

Hope you like this chapter, this story is going to end very soon. so stay tuned. bye bye and plz it's a humble request give me feedback so i will know your thoughts.

Arigato kuzaimasu~~~~~~~~

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