It hurts when you don't feel the same 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜.

Harrison POV

It was fun teasing him. when he blushes he looks so cute. I had sex with many girls but this boy is something different he took my heart. I just want to hold him in my arms for a lifetime and protect him from this world. i wanna spoil him, make him happy, make him smile, give him everything he deserves, kiss him, and devour him, i just can't wait to make him mine but for now, i want to enjoy this moment. he is helping me wash my hair.

"ahh it feels so nice." i enjoy the feeling of his fingers on my scalp.

'W-what?" Richie asks.

"OH, nothing just i haven't had a bath like this before."

"And what about your family?"

"Umm, my family it's not that good you'll get bored."

"No, i won't."

"Then I'll start with my childhood. when i was 6 my mom and dad died in an accident. i was traumatized by that. after that i was transferred to an orphanage after 5 or 6 years i was adopted by a man who wasn't married i didn't bother to ask him but he took care of me like his own son. i never ask him anything but he always gives me everything. after 2 or three years he brings Martin. Martin was a cheerful kid he used to tease me. in my eyes he was a brat at that time we used to fight a lot but our father always just laugh seeing us fight. one day when we were at school after lunch i didn't see him i started to get suspicious when i found him surrounded by a bunch of bullies they were bullying him calling him fag. i couldn't control myself and beat the shit outta them. when i realize he was gay. After that day he was distant from me i was happy with that but deep inside me i was feeling empty like something was missing. he started to ignore me even at home so i talked to him face to face and he said that he just wanted to be my brother and it was his way of making friends and he thought that i would hate him even more when i found out he was gay. i didn't know he would be ashamed of this thing. after that day our relationship become good we were in good terms. dad was also happy but always teased us saying that he misses our fight. our life became normal like a normal family a year ago our dad passed away he gave the entire business to us ." i finish. and saw he has a frown on his face.

"Y-you must be missing y-your d-dad."

"Yeah, sometimes i feel like crying. but as a CEO i have to put on a poker face. so no one could read my emotions or it will be bad for me."

"o-oh," he says with an expressionless face.

"Hey don't make that face. continue the bathing so we can have breakfast."

"or why don't you bathe with me so we can finish early," i added with a smirk. his face reddened in embarrassment.

"N-no, I've ba-bathed already in the M-morning," he says. i just chuckled at this.

After bathing i dressed while Richie was helping the maids make breakfast. i told him that he don't have to make the maids will do but he just insisted so i let him. i was in the living room when i saw him coming to me. he brings me to the dining table and helps me sit. i signaled the maids to go and do their work. i took a bite from the pancakes and it was so delicious.

"Yum!! it's amazing."

"D-d do you like it." Richie asks.

"Yes. i love it."

"Yeah. That's a relief."

"Did you make them? " i asked with a shocked tone.

"Um, yes. i didn't think you will like it."

"You love cooking?" i asked.

"yeah, i love to cook different dishes and desserts, it's my hobby," he said. then coming home after I'll get the best food with a cute boyfriend-wife. i smile at the thought.

"w-what you thinking." i snap out of my imagination.

"Oh nothing just zoning out," i said and started eating.

"umm c-can i ask y-you a question?." he says while stuttering. i chuckle. cute. i snap my head towards him. " hey don't laugh it's serious ." he says with a glare that can't even scare a kitten.

"It's because you look cute when stutter," i say and he knit his eyebrows in anger." .Ahh~ okay okay i won't laugh ask what you want to."

"So, the question is why did you help me? when you were only at your task." he says with a frown. "you even risk your and your friend's life just to help me escape. when you don't even know me?" he added and say's the last part almost whispering.

"Because you are special." i said. " and i am i think i kinda li-." i didn't even finish my sentence when we were interrupted by the most annoying voice.

"Good morning guys. Hey, guys, you were having breakfast without us, so mean." Carlos said in a dramatic tone. Tsk drama queen. when i saw two figures behind him Martin and Kairo.

"Good morning, guys." Martin greeted us.

"Good morning guys come let's have breakfast," i said and everyone took their seats. Martin was beside me, Carlos was beside Martin and Kairo was beside Richie. i saw them having a good conversation. i think they both know each other.

"Harry how are you?." Martin asks.

"I am fine for now, this will heal after 2 months i guess."

"Okay, then why don't we introduce ourselves to Richie," Martin suggested, and like usual, Carlos was the one who started.

"Hello Cutie, my name is Carlos Junior of Martin and Harry but their best friend. you can call me Carl or anything else but i prefer hubby or sweetie." He said the last part in a flirtatious tone. i shot a deadly glare at him. then he got a smack on his head from Martin he winced in pain. Bingo, that's my brother.

"Don't flirt with him, Carlos," Martin said.

"But I was just giving him my intro. ugh okay okay I won't do it again." i hear a faint giggle from Richie. i smile in his direction but he didn't seem to notice.

"Hi Richie, i am Martin. harry's brother is not from blood but from feelings. you can call me big bro or whatever you want."

"Thank's Mr. Martin for that day saving my life and Mr. Carlos thank you for helping me."

"No, problem it was our duty," Martin says with a smile.

"And, you already know me i am Kairo, Kairo Hamada. Mr. Harry saved me a long time ago when i was an illegal hacker."

" i am very glad that all of you came and rescued me from Caleb and his dad." Richie thanked everyone with a smile. i don't know why but i am a bit sad coz he didn't thank me personally. All the time during breakfast everyone was having fun and Richie and Kairo were also talking with each other and smiling. i feel kinda jealous coz he doesn't smile in front of me that much. after breakfast, everyone bid bye and went to their work. i made my way toward my room and lay on the bed. I don't think he has any feelings for me.

Richie POV:

After they left I looked for Harry but there was no sign of him. i thought he must be in his room i reached there. when i found him he was lying on his bed. i made my way towards him. i shook him and his eyes shot open.

"Harry you didn't take your medicine," i said he just nodded with an expressionless face. i fetched medicine and a glass of water for him. he took it and lied on the bed. he slept for almost the whole day when it was dinner time. he just ate his dinner and his medicine. i thought it was because of his wound so i just shrugged it off and we aren't even boyfriends or anything else but i feel a bit hurt i don't know why?

After two months

It's been two months since i am here. Harry doesn't talk to me that much but sometimes his friends and Kairo visit us. i and Kairo became good friends he always show me his work which i don't understand but the shine in his eyes while showing me his work tells me to don't break his heart. i enjoy his company it feels like i have a friend. today we are going to visit the doctor coz Harry's condition is a lot better. we arrived and made our way toward his cabin. he examine Harry and after like half an hour we got the results.

"Wow, Congratulation Mr. Harry you are fine now and you can continue your normal life." i was happy that Harry is now fine but why i feel so sad?

"Thank's doctor you've helped us a lot," Harry said with a small smile on his face. is he not happy?

"No problem. now i will take my leave i have to check on other patients." the doctor smiled and left.

we exit the hospital and the car was filled with complete gloomy silence. i thought to say something.

"Why ar- ." i was about to say something but he beats me.

"Are you happy now?" he says with a gloomy face.

"What?" i asked in confusion.

"I mean your school is starting now you can live your life as a normal student and you don't have to take care of a patient you can be free," he says, and how it broke my heart.

"It's not what you are thinking. i was-." i couldn't utter a word coz i can't express my feeling.

"You don't have to explain i know it must be suffocating you living with me." the car again filled with ear-deafening silence. we reached the house and went inside.

"I think you should pack your bags i will drop you home tomorrow." these words struck my heart like it was hit by a truck. i just nodded and went to my room. i don't know why but i don't want to leave him. i can't understand this feeling. it was dinner time. Carlos Kairo and big bro came for dinner. we ate dinner with funny jokes. and big bro smacking Carlos for flirting with me.

"Everyone, i wanted to tell you something." i saw Harry stand up. we turned our heads towards his side and what he said next made my smile drop.

"Richie is going back, tomorrow."

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