𝙀𝙡𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘

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"'𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧' 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧' 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐆𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧' 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞"

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Annie's pov:

"I'm not going anymore!" I said while I lay on my bed looking at the roof. Sarah was helping me to get ready to the party, it was my first party I didn't knew what was going to happend what if I just stayed there on a coner alone and akward? "Wait a minute" Sarah said and went to my closet "FOUND IT" She held a white mini skirt and a pink courset in front of me "No way Sarah, this skirt its too short I can't wear this" "Annie please you are beautiful and you will look so hot in this skirt" she said sitting on my side on the bed "And...I know who else is gonna like it" Sarah said smiling "Oh my god Sarah you're so annoying, Paige don't even know who I am" "who said I was talking about Paige?" She said with a smirk on her face and I just ignored her teased "But seriously An,you need to be more confident, you are so beautiful and a amazing person you deserve to live girl" I looked at her, Sarah was right I wanted to live sometimes and do a pause on studys, but I wasn't confident enough. Maybe this was the chance I had to change it, I stayed on slicence for a second "Okay I'm wearing this" I said smiling to my bestie friend that I was so greatful to have in my life "REALLY?" Sarah said excited "really" I said laughing "OH MY GOD you're going to look SO HOT".

Me and sarah changed to our party clothes, she was wearing a sparkly black dress and boots, she helped me with my makeup and hair "Oh Annie you are the most beautiful girl on the world" she said with a hand on her heart "You are so dramatic Sarah, look at you, YOU are the most beautiful girl for sure" I said enjoying the game "Okay let me take a photo of you" "Ok". We took our pictures and sarah got a text from Paige saying she was already on the parking lot of our dorm "Paige is here let's go" Oh she was here...All that intrusive thoughts came back and I was so overwhelmed, I wanted to change and live my life, I really did but why was it so hard?

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I walked out of the dorm and saw a car with two girls on the back seat and a blonde on the driver's seat, Sarah got in the back seat with Nika and Azzi so only the passenger seat was free next to paige I didn't had a choice to choose but I looked at sarah and she gave me a look telling me to go in the front with paige "Hi girls" Sarah and I both said "where is KK?" Sarah said sitting next to Nika "She is already at the party, you know how she is" Nika answered her, I sat with paige in the front and she looked at me with that big blue eyes I could get lost if I looked at her for too much time "Hi Annie" she said looking deep in my eyes "Hi Paige" ugh I was so nervous for no reason "You're looking pretty" No way she said I looked pretty, she was probably being polite right? "Thank you" I said feeling my face burn "You're looking good too" She looked at me with a suprised face "Oh Thanks". "Paige stop flirting and turn up the sound" Nika said teasing Paige. Flirting?She defenely wasn't flirting "Shut up Nika" Paige turned up the sound, a song that I dindn't knew wich was but had a good beat.

We arrived at the party, the party was at the house of one of the girls on the cheerleading team i think her name was Julia, I was about to left the car then Paige opened my door and helped me to leave the car, "Thanks" I said holding her hand "No problem" The way my hand felt against her was diferent I felt electric "Are you okay?" She said looking at me "oh, yes...i'm okay sorry" I was so hypnotized by her that I forgot to walk oh my god i'm a idiot, she laughed and we we went towards the girls. "Annie what was that?" Sarah said while we walked to the door "What?" "You and Paige, she helping you leave the car, you both staring at each other" "She was just being nice, and I frozed in front of her and she thinks i'm weird now" "uhum,she is flirting with you Annie" "She isn't Sarah, you're so delusional" "Anyways, just be careful okay?She is not the best girl to have a relationship with" Sarah ended the conversation and we got in the house.

The music was loud, I've probably never heard any of those songs, lots of college boys screaming and dancing in a tiny room, Sarah took me to the kitchen "Here, try this" she handed me a weird drink "ew Sarah this is disgusting" I said making a expression of disgust "You should try these" I felt a hand on my waist and a gaze looking deep in my eyes, Paige..."what is this?" I said looking to the cup she was helding, i couldnt look in her eyes "Shirley Temple" I looked in her eyes for the first time and she was already looking at me, I tried the drink, it wasn't the best but it wasn't terrible too, she moved away from me a little but her eyes were still looking at me "An, KK is calling me, i'll be right back " Sarah said and I tried to argue with her but she had already leave. "So...I never see you around the parties" Paige said making me move my atention to her again, was she really trying to start a conversation with me? "I never came to a party actualy, i'm too focused on studys" Okay I didn't needed to tell her this is my first party this is so embarassing, Paige smirked and came a little close to me "So you are a nerd?" Nerd? I'm not a nerd, or am I? "No, I'm just worried about my future" "You're really pretty you know?Are you taken?" Why was she asking me this and why she was so close to me? "Oh thank you, i'm not dating-" I was cut by a voice "PAIGEY" A blonde girl came over to her "Oh hi Julia" Paige said a little unconfortable, the girl didn't even looked at my face "oh my god I love this song we should dance" The girl took paige to the center of the house, she was still looking at me I was so unconfortable, Sarah was somewhere with KK, Nika and Azzi were dancing and I didn't knew anyone so I just moved to a corner on the house.

I think I was there for a least 30 minutes, and sundely a sweet voice called my name, Azzi, "Annie love, what are you doing here alone?" She said already taking my hand "oh I was jus-" "Come dance with us" She took me to the center "Here drink this, you will like" For the first time I liked something i drink in this party. We were in the center with Nika, Sarah, Kk, a randon boy, and another random girl, "ANNIE I was looking for you where have you been?" Sarah said screaming because the music was loud, she was so drunk. We were having fun, I was having fun for the first time, even though I didn't knew the songs Nika tough me how to dance and have some fun, everything was perfect Sarah and I couldn't stop to laugh and dance. Then I saw Paige, she had a girl with her the same girl that she was with in the begin of the party, I stopped for a minute and felt a weird feeling on my stomach, they were kissing, Paige had her hand on the girl waist while held a cup in the other the girl was holding Paige's hair, sundely I felt Sarah turning me to face her "Stop looking at her, she don't worth it, let's dance" She took me to dance again but I was tired, I danced for a few more minutes and Paige came next to us, Paige wasn't drunk because she was our ride "I'm coming back, who's coming?" Azzi said that she was staying and Nika had already left "KK is driving me" Sarah said "Annie?" Paige turned to me "I think i'm going with you" We left the house after Paige said bye to a few friends.

"How was your first party?" Paige started a conversation, because we were both a little unconfortable "it was fun" I said thinking about the time I was dancing with my friends and not the time I was alone, Paige nodded "Do you want to play some music?" She held me her phone "I don't think you will like my music taste" I was a Taylor Swift girly and Paige probably didn't like her "Don't worry, I want to know you" I took the phone from her hand and entered on spotify, the first song playing was Electric Touch (Taylor's Version) "Taylor Swift?" Paige said giving me a quick look and foucosing again on the road "I knew you wouldn't like" I said trying to find another song "No it's okay, she is not my favorite but if you like im listening" I don't know why but this made my heart melt, was she flirting? The rest of the ride was silent but this time was a comfort silence.

Paige stopped in front of my dorm build and I started to look for my dorm keys, oh no I let the keys with Sarah and she is sleeping at KK's tonight "uh Paige" "Yes?" She looked at me with those beautiful eyes, I could look at her the whole day "I let my keys with Sarah, can you leave me at KK's dorm for take the keys please? I take a uber to my dorm after and-" "Don't worry Annie you can stay at my dorm, Azzi is not there and KK and Sarah are probably busy" She said leaving a small laugh, I couldn't stay at her dorm I can't even stay at the same car with her without freaking out, but I didn't had other choice "Is there really no problem?" I said "You're all good, I can lend you some clothes". Paige left my dorm build and we went to her dorm build, oh I was really sleeping at Paige's dorm and I had met her today...

Mensages💌

●Sah 💞

You

Sah I forgot my keys with you

I'm sleeping at Paige's

2:00 a.m

Sah 💞

WHAT?????

Why you didn't called me?

My baby is all grown up 😭

Good night An, love you

2:10 a.m

You

Good night Sah

Ily💗

3:00 a.m

A/N

This was the bigest chapter so far.

Just to let you know this story is a cliche so if the events are too obvious is because I LOVE a good cliche!

(I chose Electric Touch (Taylor's version) to represent this chapter because I think it sums up the first time they hung out together. I really recommend you guys listen to the song for a better experience)🤍