CHAPTER : 30

Vir was looking at sai and was being mad that she brought him up to the terrace while he was having a conversation with an important guest, and now she was just looking at him and not even explaining him why they are here in the first place.

Vir: Sai, tum ab mujhe bataogi bhi ki kya ho raha hai?? Tum mujhe yaha kyu lai ho?

Sai looked at him, still debating from her inner self, from where she should start the conversation. She can feel the weight on her heart and also the weight of the ring on her fingure drowning her in the sea of guilt and unhappiness.

She took off her engagement ring, holds Vir's hand and put the ring in his hands. She closed his hands and looked at him in his eyes. His eyes can clearly tell he was shock and in disbelief .

She stepped back and created some distance between them and said in a low but confident voice while looking in his eyes.

Sai: I am sorry Vir. Par mein tumhe deserve nahi karti. Iss anghuti ke liye tum please kisi or ko chun lena. Mein iski haqdaar nahi hu.

She kept looking at him in his eyes and tried to read what is going on inside him. He was not at all reacting and was just standing still. When a few minutes passed and he did not even spoke a single word, or even shown an expression, she decided to leave and went downstairs.

She turned around and took her first step towards the door and her new life with Virat. She took another step but suddenly she felt a strong force pulling her arm and pulling her back to where she was standing. She looked at Vir, his eyes full of danger and anger. His jaw clenched and his arms were holding her so tightly that it started to pain. She was afraid of what was coming ahead but she was also strong enough to face all by her self and finish this abusive relationship for once and all.

Vir: tumhe kya lagta hai ki tum itni asani se iss rishte ko khatam kar dogi?? Mein tumhe aaisa nahi karne doonga. Ek saal... Ek saal meine tumhare peeche waste kiya hai. Mein tumhe itni asani se nahi jane doonga.

The pain on her arms was increasing as Vir was constantly gripping her arms more tightly with every passing seconds.

Sai: chodo mujhe Vir. Mujhe dard ho raha hai.

Vir gripped her arms more tightly leaving bruise on the spot.

Vir: tumhara dard toh kuch nahi, par mere dard ka kya? Yeh sab uss Virat ki wajha se ho raha hai na?? Sab uss Virat ne kiya hai na tumhe mujhse dur karne ke liye.

Sai: ha.. par Virat ne mujhe khud kuch nahi kaha tha yeh rishta khatam karne ke liye, par mein yeh rishta khud khatam kar rahi hu.. iss abusive relationship mein nahi reh sakti mein.

Vir left her arms and looked at her. His face and eyes show extreme calmness which was strange and dangerous.

Vir: tum yeh rishta uss Virat ke liye khatam kar rahi ho na.. par ek baat yaad rakhna, ki mere jaisa insaan tumhe kabhi nahi mil payega. Or tum khud bhagte bhagte mere pass wapas aaogi. Par mein uss baar tumhe nahi apnaonga. Tum jaise cheap or bikao ladki mere saath khade rehne ke layak bhi nahi hai. Or jake keh dena apne uss ishq se ki ainda se dur rahe mujhse kyuki agar vo mere saamne aa gaya na toh uske liye aacha nahi hoga.

Sai's temper was rising. Before this moment she was feeling guilty and bad for breaking this relationship on the bad note but now she is more than ever happy and proud to end this relationship. Vir has given her more than enough reasons to not to be in this relationship. Abusing her, both mentally and physically, saying bad words about Virat and her and not respecting her and her family. She has had enough.

Sai: Aare jab mujhe tere jaisa insaan chahiye hi nahi toh tere jaise insaan dhund ke karungi kya mein? Pehle mujhe guilt tha ki mein humara jo bhi rishta tha vo ek bure padav pe khatam kar rahi hu par ab vo guilt chala gaya hai. Ab mujhe kushi hai ki mein tum jaise ek neech or bekar aadmi se apna rishta khatam kar rahi hu. Or ek baat tum kaan khol ke sun lo, tumne yeh kaha tha na ki mein Virat se kahu ki vo tumse dur rahe toh ab mein tumse kehti hu ki tum Virat se or meri family se dur rehna. Kyuki agar meine usse ek baar yeh bata diya ki tumne mujhe mentally or physically abuse kiya hai toh vo tumhara kya haal karega vo tum bhi nahi jaan sakte. Samjhe?

Vir looked scared, his facial expression which once shows extreme anger and danger now shows how much scared he was because he knew that he has done wrong with sai and he also didn't want to go to jail for abusing his ex- finacèe.

Sai: ACP Virat Chavan naam hai unka or ek baar agar unhe pata chala ki unki sai ke saath aaisa bartav kiya hai tumne toh tujhe vo zinda nahi chodenge. Samjh lena..

Sai said in a stern voice and left without looking back at him. She knows that what she said was enough for makeing Vir not to disturb her and her family anymore.

Samrat and Pakhi were looking for Sai everywhere for so long and once they noticed that Vir was also missing they stopped looking for her and thought that they might be together. After sometime they saw sai comming downstairs followed by Vir. Sai come towards them and asked them to leave. Her voice was full of anger and looked like she was going to kill everyone who will disobey her. They looked over at Vir and saw a scared looking Vir standing there. They don't know what has happened between them but they were more than happy to know that sai and Vir got into the fight and they can't wait to irk sai more against Vir and break their engagement only of they did know that it is already broken. They silently followed sai towards their car and left the place.

Virat's headache was getting worse after he had a break down. He was sitting on the front porch of the samrat's house. He really didn't wanted to go inside Sai's house. But due to his headache he get up and moved to go inside Sai's house and get the medicine. He opened the front door and get in. He walked towards her bed room and looked up for the drawer where she keeps all her first aid materials and all her medicines.

Being a doctor by profession, she always keeps a stack of proper and important medicines and he knows about this because during the time when samrat and Pakhi were in Nagpur, he catched cold and at that time sai asked him to stay at her house so that she can take proper and completely good care of him. He always used to see how she used to open one of the drawer in her bedroom and gave him his medicines. He was searching through the drawers and opened the one besides her bed. He froze into his place. He was shocked to see his photo in her drawer which is besides his bed. He picked up that photo of him which was nicely framed and kept and looked at it with more focus.

He remembers that it was the same photo which is used to stay on his nightstand in his room in Nagpur. This photo was very important to him. Sai always used to ask why he cared so much for only this photo of him? But he never gave her any proper answer. Maybe it was because this photo was taken on the same day when he started falling in love with her. When he finally started to reliaze his love for her. This photo was a memory for him to remember the special day on which he finally reliased his love for her.

He looked at the photo again and got confused. The question, 'What this photo is doing in Sai's bedroom and that too inside her drawer which is besides her bed?' was repeating in his mind. He never looked at this photo again after getting seperated because:

1. It was not in his room when he came back from his mission.

2. He never thought of this photo again because he hated sai at that time and soon after being seperated from her, he shifted to Garchiroli.

Many thoughts started coming in his mind. He could not understand why sai took this photo with her and why did she kept it with so much care when she is going to get married to someone else, when she did not love him and when she only she only has seen their relationship as just a deal?

Virat: jab sai mujhse kabhi pyaar hi nahi karti thi toh meri photo ko aaise itne sambhal ke kyu rakha hai? Or agar mein maan bhi lu ki mere liye kuch feel karti bhi thi toh aaj vo uss adami ke saath itne kareeb hoke kyu dance kar rahi thi? Kyu vo mere pass nahi aai jab meine use apne dil ke baat batai? Kyu?

His thoughts were interrupter by the notification bell of his phone. He looked at his screen and saw a message from Samrat which said that they will be there in five minutes. He hurriedly put the photo back into the drawer and come out of the bed room. He goes out of the house and locked the door. He did not wanted anyone to know that he was in Sai's house. Not that anyone will ask any questions from him but because he did not want to see Sai's face, at least not untill he figures out why sai has his photo in her drawer and why she did not come to him when he expressed his feeling for her if she ever felt anything for him.

He again sat on the front porch of Samrat's house and soon a car stopped in front of the house and soon enough there stood Samrat and Pakhi with little Ashutosh sleeping in Pakhi's arms and Sai standing besides her. He got up and walked towards her. He held his hands out and took her hands in his. He gently put the keys back in her hands and walked towards Samrat, get the keys from his hands and walked up to the front door. He unlocked the door and gets inside without even speaking anything to anyone. Everyone looked at him, wondering what was wrong with him. Sai thought that he might be hurt because of the evening and decied to talk to him about her feeling tommorrow. She wished both of them good night and excused herself from there. She got into her house and got freshen up and goes to bed looking forward for the next day as it will be the day when she will finally confess her feeling for him. She gently smiled and looked at the his photo which was now on her night stand.