2077 Memory kills us
Jack did not answer mu Yuanâs question even after they finished eating. After the meal, the two of them moved to the balcony. Mu Yuan was not in a hurry. Anyway, he had gained a little from this wave and did not lose anything.
Even if the next time was more difficult than this, he was confident.
He had originally thought that it was dark, but now it was bright. As long as he gave a promise, his life would be worth it.
âIâm a soldier. I canât be discharged.â Jack made his stand clear.
âI know. Donât give others what you donât want.â Mu Yuan said softly,âIâm mentally prepared.â
âLetâs have a talk. â
âAre you in love?â Mu Yuanâs eyes were sparkling.
âYouâre not mentally prepared yet. The problems weâll face in the future will start from individuals. First, we canât keep each other company. Even if the cowherd and the weaver can meet once a year, if our holidays donât overlap, we might not even see each other once a year. Falling in love, a promise that was as important as every word and every sentence, a small amount of companionship, all of these were very important. Without companionship, what kind of love could one have? When I need you, you can only give me a few words. When you need me, what you want is the real warmth by my side, not a promise from far away. Secondly, after the personal discussion, talk about your family. Your family doesnât allow you to have a boyfriend. How are you going to face the pressure from your family? You donât think that I, a member of the Anderson family, would be someoneâs Secret lover, do you? If you canât solve the familyâs pressure, what will you use to promise me a lifetime? Iâm different from you. I donât have pressure from my family. As long as I like someone, even if itâs a monster, my parents wonât object. âThird, the country. Although itâs a peaceful era, you and I both know that weâre enemies in many ways. We canât be considered allies. This is our biggest conflict. From now on, we canât talk about state affairs and can only talk about private matters. If we donât talk about our career, dreams, and struggles, whatâs the point of me being with you? If we canât share honor and disgrace, if we canât bear responsibility, where will we be in the future?â
Mu Yuan was unable to give an answer to Jacks three questions. These were all things that he had thought about countless times in his dreams. It was as if no matter how he thought about it or how he solved it, there seemed to be no satisfactory answer. Thus, he started to have wishful thinking. Begging Jack was not so rational, but the person he liked was so rational.
Jack patted his head lightly. â Xiao Yuan, we still have a long life ahead of us. We will meet many people, and itâs a great fortune to fall in love with each other. However, our identities are destined to be beyond our control. I do indeed ... Have some thoughts about you. I wont lie to you about this. However, my feelings for you arenât enough for me to ignore the problems between us. I wont step into an unprepared future, because that would make me fall to pieces and end up hurting my family while pleasing my enemy.â
âAlright!â Mu Yuan cut him off. â I understand all the problems you mentioned and I understand them very well. This is indeed an irrefutable contradiction, but I have confidence in myself. Although Im still young, Im sure of what I want and have made all the preparations. I dont know who I will meet in the future, and I dont know who will make me fall in love so much. I only know that I like you. Right now, other than my family, I like you the most. If I dont say it out and donât work hard, Ill have lived in vain. Ill work hard to make you like me even more, so much so that youâll ignore the problems between us and be able to hold my hand. If that day comes, you must tell me.â
âYou donât have the heart to reject me completely. So, instructor, before that, please let me try my best and be willful once. What if ... You really, really like me?â
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Mu Yuan,âwe can date because Iâm thick-skinned enough.â
Jack: ==
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