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Chapter 34

TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION THEMES...GUYS PLEASE IF YOURE SENSITIVE TO THESE KINDS OF THINGS..PLEASE PREPARE YOURSELF BEFORE READING IT

IF ANY OF YOU EVER FEEL THIS WAY THEN PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE, IT'S BETTER TO LET IT OUT THAN KEEP IT IN..

ALSO IF ANY OF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK, ABOUT ANYTHING, IM ALWAYS OPEN

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

Pheebs: Hey, I thought you said you were coming to school today?

I did. But I left before any of you could see me.

Pheebs: Are you okay?

No. I'm not.

Pheebs: I get what you're going through.

You don't. That's why you were able to smile and laugh with your friends today. Because you don't get it.

Pheebs: Please call me back, I haven't seen you in days.

Because I can't bear to look at you.

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

CherryPie: Hey! I just wanted to check in on you...and see if you were okay.

I'm not okay.

CherryPie: I...I don't really know what to say, (Y/N). I obviously have no idea how this could feel but I don't want you to suffer alone, please call us back, we just want to help.

Thank you, for caring. But please, just leave me alone.

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

Max: Hey, Phoebe told me you weren't answering anyone's calls so I thought I'd give it a try. If you actually are listening, then call Phoebe back, she's losing her sanity by the second.

I can't...I can't...

Max: I'm worried about you too, you know, I still care about you, (Y/N) and I just want to help.

Please, don't say things like that..

Please go away..

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

Pheebs: (Y/N), please! It's been a week!

Has it only been a week?

Pheebs: Please, I'm so worried about you, please just tell us that you're okay...

I can't lie to you like that...

I'm sorry for making you worry..

But I can't, it's too soon..

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

CherryPie: Hey, (Y/N), you know we love you right?

I know...I don't deserve it...

CherryPie: I feel so bad..I feel awful, that someone I love so much is suffering...please call us back, we don't want you to feel pain, (Y/N), please....

I'm a horrible person...I can't even grieve right...I ended up hurting you all...

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

Max: Hey, I know that you probably think that we could never understand how you feel...

Of course you wouldn't, you're the lucky ones..

Max: And you're right, but we could probably make you feel a little better..

I've gone too far to be brought back now...It's too late..

Max: Please just trust us...trust me...I'd never let you down...please stop isolating yourself..

I can't...I can't...you'll all leave me and then I'll be twice as broken..

Hey, this is (Y/N)! You know what to do! Beep!

Max: Hey, (Y/N), I won't stop trying...I'll keep calling you, messaging you, coming to your dorm, so please, one of these days, please answer....I'm really worried now....please let us in..

I want to, Max, I want to so bad...

The sound of his ringtone brought him out of him deep sleep and Max didn't even bother opening his eyes to check the caller before bringing the phone to his ear.

"Hello...?"

".....Hey..."

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