You know reality starts setting in when a part of you is ripped from you. When the Moon Goddess abandons you after being so mad. Leaving you completely broken with just your average self and your average wolf. I felt myself in a shade of black as I was lost. I couldnât move or think. I couldnât process how empty I felt. My body was on fire like it completely betrayed me. The Moon Goddess was a selfish one. She just didnât seem to care unless she was happy. She couldnât get her mate so she left my body to give up. I donât remember anything after being separated but the voices of Jack and Vincent. I slowly started to open my eyes which felt like they were super glued shut. An uncomfortable warmth was around me as I finally caught sight of who was there. I looked up to see the eyes of my daughter Ryn. She was combing my hair and my heart just melted. I looked at my surroundings and it was just us. Her eyes met mine and she retracted from the bed. âDAD! Mom is awake!â With that, I heard feet enter the room and Jack was there. He was a mess. I took this second to look at his appearance and he didnât take care of him. His usual styled hair was not kept like he needed a haircut. His five oâclock shadow was now growing into a beard. The bags under his eyes. He was leaning on the bed with his head on my chest. âWhy are you freaking out?â Jack lifted his head and it looked like he was crying. âBabe, do you realize how long youâve been asleep?â I searched my mind to try to find the answer and all I could do was shake my head no. âYou were asleep for a week. Not to mention you had a seizure.â I slowly lifted myself against the headboard that wasnât there. Looking back around and noticing we werenât home. We were still in Vincentâs pack.
âWhat do you mean Iâve been asleep for a week? What happened to me?â I think at this moment we both began to panic as I realized I probably have not showered or brushed my teeth in a week. I jolted from the bed and ran into the bathroom but was met with the bedroom floor. A loud crash made its presence. The bedroom door opened and Vincent was staring at my face on the floor. âIs everything okay?â But just like that my heart skipped a few beats looking at him. My needy wolf was reaching for him like itâs never done before. Red washed over my face to realize I was still crashed on the floor. I slowly lifted myself and tried to brush it off but I couldnât stop the red on my brown skin from showing. Eyes had burned my cheek as I looked at Jack. he had worry all over his face but Vincent stayed in his place. Why was I feeling like this? I see Vincentâs eyes dart to my neck which could only mean one thing. I ran to the mirror and pulled my collar down. There was a faded bite mark on there. âYou marked me.â I knew it would fade since it wasnât both of us but still. I was angry that the decision wasnât mine and he took that from me. Turning to face him, anger came over me but I was stopped by Jack. âHe marked me without my permission, why are you stopping me?â I yelled. âAthena, he didnât have a choice. I told him too. You were dying when the Moon Goddess had left your body.â Meeting Vincentâs eyes I noticed the guilty look on his face. The tough Alpha we knew was now cowarding. âItâll fade by tomorrow, but thatâs why you want him right now.â I knew this was hard for all of us and made me feel so conflicted at this moment. What was I supposed to do? Avoid him until it officially fades away? I donât know if I can do that to him or myself. âI need to shower, please get out.â With one final look, I shut the bathroom door behind me and just fell to the floor.
My heart and head were playing cat and mouse as nothing was keeping me from Vincent now. But I love another man that I would do anything for. In the real world, I canât keep them both as much as I want to. A tear fell down my cheek knowing someone was going to get hurt out of this and it will be me. It is always me.