Philip hated Asellaâs stubbornness.
He made outrageous demands and orders to Asella, but whenever she refused them because she thought they were unfair, he subjected her to merciless beating and verbal abuse.
Along with the famous line, âyou inherited this stubbornness from your useless mother.â
Many of Philipâs accomplishments had begun at the same moment he got married to Adele.
Even though he was the third son of a count, the tale of his passionate courtship and successful marriage to the Marchioness Adele Chartus, who had lost her husband, was well known throughout the empire.
Philip had demonstrated a sweet and loving fatherly affection. At least when Adele was still alive.
However, as soon as Adeleâs funeral was over, Philip suddenly changed. When Asella realized that all his actions were nothing but a well-acted performance, it was already too late.
In fact, it finally became clear to her that Philip hated her mother to the point of loathing her.
âYouâve been quiet for a while to the point that I had forgotten.â
ââ¦â¦ â
âI have to step on things like you so they donât dream about retaliating. â
Philip slipped his hand through a pair of bright white gloves, pulled something out of the back of a drawer, and rolled it up tightly.
Asella closed her eyes, preparing herself for the pain that was approaching.
âWhuh-psssh!!â
The sound of the whip falling on her body pierced the air sharply. She tried to hold her breath and bit her lips. She prevented herself from making any sound, not even a groan of pain.
Although this wasnât the first time she had been whipped, she was still unable to get used to the terrible pain.
âAsella, my good daughter.â
Unlike his brutal treatment, his speech was perfect and smooth. Asella became more horrified by the difference in tone.
âDonât you already know how this will end? I mean, nothing ever changes anyway.â
ââ¦.. â
The day Philip first slapped Asella, she held on without giving in.
She was confident, and she knew she didnât do anything wrong.
But the merciless stream of beatings upon the childâs body did not stop.
The pride of nobility and the honor of the Chartus family collapsed in the face of physical pain. The misery of the surroundings was brief, and a sense of relief came quickly when the pain disappeared.
It wasnât the kind of pain a child who had lost her mother could endure alone.
In a mansion with no one to protect her, Asella quickly learned how to survive in her own way.
She dropped to her knees in humility. She surrendered her will and desires and faced down in the face of violence.
Even as time passed and she grew older, things were still the same.
Before she knew it, she had adapted to just giving up. She couldnât leave the house, knowing that this mansion was a prison where she would be confined and watched.
She was so used to it that she couldnât imagine another life.
But at least she knew one thing.
The only legitimate way out of this hellish place was through marriage.
Asella waited anxiously for her one and only life-saving rope.
But at the end of her long waiting was a political marriage to a man she never wanted to marry.
On top of her despair in the reality that she didnât want to believe, the whippings continued mercilessly.
âIâll forgive you if you apologize for your bad behavior right now. Come on. Say it. âI was wrong. Please forgive me.ââ
ââ¦â¦.â
âQuickly.â
Despite his gentle tone, the whipping grew stronger. The thin indoor clothes did not reduce the pain Asella felt. The whip, made by twisting an animalâs fur, was hard and tough.
Not long after, the garment was torn. But Asella did not open her mouth.
âOh. Youâre going to hold up longer today.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âBut how much longer can you last?â
âUghâ¦!â
The back of her dress, which had been whipped dozens of times, was torn to shreds. Her swollen skin ripped open, and blood flowed from the open wounds, soaking her ruined clothes.
âOnly those who have experienced this horrible feeling would knowâ, Asella thought.
âUgh..!â
âAnswer me quickly!â
Asella didnât answer until the end.
She had endured so much, hoping only to get out of this hell. But in the end, the destination was another hell only with a different name. At the least, she couldnât even use her own mouth to say sheâd be happy to go.
Even if it was petty, it was her last remaining pride.
Just then, someone knocked outside the door. Only then did the merciless whipping stop.
Philip opened his mouth at the door with a frown.
âWhatâs the matter with you? I thought I told you not to disturb me until I had something else to call for?â
âIâm sorry, sir! A man from the Benvito family cameâ¦â
âFrom the Grand Duchy?â
âYes. They would like to discuss your daughterâs marriage.â
âAll of a sudden?! without a prior notice?!â
Philip could not hide his displeasure. However, his opponent was Calix Benvito, who held both money and power.
While alternating his gaze between Asella and the door, he eventually threw the whip on the floor.
He looked at the helpless Asella with eyes filled with a mixture of anger and contempt.
âStupid bi*ch.â
Philip wiped the sweat off his forehead and threw a dirty handkerchief at Asella.
She was exhausted to the point that she didnât even think of avoiding it. She was struggling just to breathe. All her strength was sucked out that she couldnât even lift a finger.
Philip threw one final cold look at her before turning around. However, once he reached the door and turned the doorknob, he stopped and said, âI canât believe youâre complaining about me making you a Grand Duchess when you shouldâve been thanking me countless times over.â
Bang. The door shut with a loud sound.
Asella looked blankly at the closed door.
The demon, who made her life a living hell, dared to demand her gratitude for putting her in the hands of another demon.
She tried to stand but, of course, she was unable to and fell to the ground.
âUgh!â
Asella laid there and started to vomit. Fortunately, she hadnât eaten anything yet, as she just woke up to the news.
After twitching on the floor for a while, the nausea finally stopped.
âHow could I be grateful?â
The inescapable misery washed over her, and Asella squeezed her eyes shut.