A/n: Well folks this is the moment we've all been waiting for. I hope it's everything you've imagined or at least some what imagined. I feel like the book will only have a few more chapters after this not like two but like ten maybe lol. But I really hope you like this, and thank you to every one for their kind words about the whole rewriting thing. I will not rewrite maybe when it's completely done thanks again. Btw I think this chapter is short but all my chapters are short that's just the way I write.
Enjoy.
When I came out of the bathroom I saw Romulus standing by the window arms crossed just starring. It made me think of all the days he spent looking out that window wondering where I was. When the only person he shared that bed with was himself. Even though he did sleep with other women he never did in that bed.
That was always reserved for me.
I walked to him and wrapped my flower stem arms around him. Pulling myself close to his warm back. I've noticed Romulus is always so warm, and inviting I didn't know if it was a mate thing but one thing I did know was that it was one of my favorite things about him.
"You should get into bed Tara. You're awfully cold." He smiled and turned around so that I was hugging the front of his chest. "That's exactly why I'm holding on so tightly to you." He hummed in satisfaction at my words. I listened to the steady beating of his heart as he turned us around to face the window.
"Just look at that Tara that's all ours. From the lake all the way to Dorian's castle, and if you look left of his castle you'll see that there's a whole lot more world than just these two territories and some day I wish to take you everyone across every single sea and continent."
I looked up up at his face without him noticing and until that moment I never knew how much I loved him, how much I trusted him, how much he trusted me, or how much he loved me. I realized now that I was petty, and stupid child I always wanted people to stop treating me like a child that was defenseless. I always said that I was grown up, but in truth I was proving them all right. I was a child but now it's time to grow up, and being grown up means admitting defeat every once in a while.
"Romulus I love you."
He looked down at me. "Are you mocking me?"
"No." I smiled at him. "It hasn't been until this moment that I never told you that I loved you. You've told me so many times, and I realized I've never told you once. I keep saying how cold hearted Dorian is but I never did see how cold hearted I really was especially to you."
He grabbed by the shoulders. "Don't ever compare yourself to that creature you are perfect in every way."
"I'm not comparing myself to him, because unlike me he would never give up his heart and admit defeat to the love he loves. You defeated my iron will Roman. Your warm heart sunk it's way into mine, and now I give."
Romulus's eyes looked down to me and he pulled my chin up to meet his eyes. "Although love is a battle of the heart, don't admit your love to me like a shameful defeat. Because although you think that I have won the battle you too have one it we won it together and that's how we'll always be together as one." He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close for a kiss. This time i wanted It so I kissed back. I let him invade my senses letting myself be completely helpless to his power, and strength. His lips crashed into mine we both moaned in obvious approval at the touch of each other. Romulus grabbed my upper thigh and hiked me up and around his upper waist carrying me to the bed while kissing me. He let my upper body somewhat fall in mid air as he held one arm around my waist he kissed down my neck dragging his soft lips down my collarbone to the valley of my breasts. I looked at his face to see his eyes were a bright green like someone had like a candle inside his eyes they were that bright, but they were only bright for a second before going dark. With his free hand he traced down my neck to my navel our breathing was getting heavier by the minute. He flopped me down onto the bed.
"This shirt is annoying me."
"Then take it off."
He growled and smiled devilishly as he ripped open my shirt ripping off all the buttons. "Much better don't you think?" He breathed heavily. I purred in response then grabbed his neck bringing him down closer to me some out bare chests were pressed together. I started kissing his neck lightly biting on it. He moaned loudly.
"So? Going to play like that? Two can play at that game." He grabbed my legs and pulled me down farther underneath him. I arched my neck up for him to kiss and he slowly kissed his way up to my neck biting me where Dorian and him bit me. His teeth grazed the skin and he starting sucking on it letting my body revive under him. My hands tangled in his hair as he kissed and sucked on my neck. I began to feel a warm sensation down in my center. It felt the same as when Dorian molested me. The sensation, the heat, but.. It was completely different I loved this man, and he's loves me. This time it wasn't just some sick game it's love, passion, and the most intimate moment a person can do in their life, and I'm glad that I shared this moment with him. He pulled away from my neck and had his face hover over mine, and he smiled the biggest smile I ever thought imaginable from him. He kissed my lips again, and I smiled right back at him.
"Are you ready?" His face was serious and concerned. I couldn't really breathe I was so nervous so I just nodded my head at him.
"Are you sure you want to do this? This is your choice."
"Romulus. I've never wanted anything as much as I want you in this moment." I smiled at him.
"Alright." He smiled "No going back now." He joked and stood up pulling me with him. He pulled back the furs and sheets of the bed and I jumped in the sheets covering myself as Romulus slowly took off his pants until he was down to his briefs.Romulus slowly walked back over to me he was at the bottom of the bed and he crawled like a hungry animal towards me. There was only one word to describe his actions.
Intense.
He climbed on top of me and kissed me again dragging my bottom lip as he pulled away. He slipped underneath the covers with me and there I felt him slip off the last remaining clothing that covered his beautiful body.
"Are you ready?" He breathed huskily. I nodded once again my voice completely disabled by his close naked proximity to me. Romulus kissed me once last time then in a quick rush of pain I felt him enter. He stilled inside me so I could get use to his big length. I didn't really cry out in pain I only bit my lip down trying to keep it in.
"Did I hurt you?" Romulus asked in a panic. I shook my head no.i u
"Keep going." I breathed. He started to move inside me, there was a slight twinge of pain but other than that it was pure bliss having him this close to me. It felt euphoric, as he moved inside of me he kissed down my neck. All the while my hands were clamped on his back as he moved I felt his back muscles move, and tense up underneath my touch. In my most vulnerable position I felt the safest I have ever been. I felt like his back was shielding me from the rest of the world so that I was completely his, and his alone. Romulus kept the pace slow, and tantalizing then he stated to quick up the pace. He kissed more frantically, sloppily, and I kissed him back the same way. I felt our two bodies moving together in perfect unison both reaching for that peak of release. I kissed Romulus's neck and moved my hands farther down his back clawing my way down.
I was almost to my climax and I could see in Romulus's face that he was too. Then in a sudden moment we both released ourselves to each other. Th feeling was so powerful I felt like I needed to grab something so I grabbed onto Romulus's back even harder than I ever did almost to the point where I drew blood. Romulus let out of last moment then collapsed to the side bringing me with him so I was on top of him. We not he laid there in complete tired bliss. I laid my head down on Romulus's chest and sighed.
I listened to the fast paced beating of Romulus's heart and giggled.
"It's beating so fast."
"Well you take a lot out of me." He laughed then inhaled sharply.
"Are you alright?"
"It's my back it stings what were you doing little wolf? Trying to claw my back out?" He laughed huskily, and I blushed and turned my head away from him embarrassed of my actions.
"Sorry." I said in a whisper.
"Don't be sorry I've endured a lot more than my mates claw marks during coitus. I will where these marks with pride knowing what I have to look forward to every night. His words were dirty, and flattering all at once.
For the rest of the night we laid quiet and peaceful but then Romulus asked me something.
"Tara? Are you awake?"
I slightly stirred a little then mumbled a yes.
" I know this isn't the perfect place to ask you but will you consider marrying me?"
My eyes widened to the size of the moon.instantly waking me from my exhausted sleep.
"What?"
"I know. It's wrong for me to ask you but I just thought that this moment was so perfect that you'd-" I cut him off.
"Of course I'd marry you." I said with a bright and happy smile. I kissed him long and hard, and I could feel his smile through our kiss.
For the rest of the night we just laid there in complete and total happiness of each other. I feel enlightened now, enlightened to the way of mates, werewolves, and Romulus.