Chapter 0203 I get to my home thirty minutes later. The cold air had done nothing to cool my frayed nerves. I wanted to storm to Avaâs place and claim her. I wanted to tell her she canât go out with this Calvin guy. I wanted to declare my love for her.
âMr. Woods, there is someone here to see you,â my butler informs me the moment I step into my house.
âWho is it?â I ask.
Before he can answer, her voice interrupts us. I swear as I turn around to face her. Fuck! I didnât have the time or patience to deal with her.
âHow can I help you, Emma?â I feel it as Rodgers, my butler, leaves, I study her features. She was beautiful, yes, but her beauty had deemed in my eyes. I tried searching for the scorching feelings I used to have for her, but there was nothing. The place that once housed them was completely empty.
âHow are you, Ro?â she asks instead of answering my question.
I didnât want to be rude, but I didnât have time for her.
Tell me why youâre here, Emma. I have a lot of things on my plate.
She sighs. Her face losing its color. âIâm here because of us. I want us to talk about our relationship.â
My face completely shouts down. I feel coldness radiating from me. She flinches, but I donât give a shit.
âWhat relationship? There is no âusâ Emma. Donât you understand that?â I ask her in a hard tone, my hands fisted at my side.
Damn it. I wanted her to leave. Doesnât she understand that being near her irritates me? That things have changed and itâs like I canât stand being around her.
âThatâs not true. I love you, and you love me. Itâs always been that way. You canât tell me that things have changed. Is it because of Ava?â Tears were swimming in her eyes.
I didnât love her, but I cared for her. I didnât want to hurt, but if it means thatâs the only way sheâll understand that weâre done, then so be it.
âYes, but I also came to realize that I donât love you. I may have in the past, but not anymore. Youâre wasting your time on me.
You should be looking for someone whoâll give you the love I canât.â
The tears she was holding back begin to fall. Pain flashed in her features. I wanted to E âYou love her, donât you?â she asks in a broken voice.
Her pain tugs at the parts of me that used to love her. I stamp them down. Not allowing them to win.
you âYes, I know itâs not what you want to hear, but yes I love herâ I tell her as gently as I can. âNow that know the truth, Iâm also letting you know that Iâm going to pursue her and I donât want you standing in my wayâ
âSheâll never give you a chance. Sheâll never forgive you.â Her voice is bitter and wounded.
I run my hand through my hair in frustration. âThat may be the case, but it still wonât stop me from trying to win back her love.â
âAnd I wonât stop trying to win back yours. I lost you once, Rowan, and Iâm not going to lose you again. I wonât accept defeat that easily,â she says determinedly.
Before I can tell that sheâs wasting her time, she flounces past me and leaves.
I head upstairs while pushing the encounter with Emma to the back of my mind. Nothing she said mattered. Ava is my main focus now.
It was time for me to win back my exâwife.