Chapter 190 ay then, Iâll leave for now. Please just call Noah for me so I can say goodbyeâ
She nods her head and goes to call our son. Noah comes back, but Ava doesnât. Ignoring the questioning look on his face, I tell him good bye before leaving. I make sure heâs locked the door before driving away.
This wasnât over. Not by a long shot. I wasnât going to give up on her that easily.
It was as I was driving that the realization hit me. I had to pull over so that I donât get into an accident as the gravity of everything hit me. 1 My heart almost collapses in itself, as Iâm finally able to name the feeling I have for Ava. The feeling I was too blind to realize what exactly it is.
Love.
Fuck. I love Ava.
That realizations comes with fear and crashing gullt. I all but destroyed her heart. I F***ing killed the love. she had for me. How the hell was I going to fix that?
I was a dumb shit. I F***ing love her, but would she ever believe me or even give me a chance?
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22 groan recstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I knew to wind and relax.
âSo when will we do this again, Tomorrow?â she asks, her eyes shining.
She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off her back, but I donât say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way around.
After Iâm done, she starts getting dresses. Itâs past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye before my busy schedule tomorrow.
Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesnât spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more than F*** buddies.
âGabriel?â
Sheâs the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.
âShut it. You donât call the shots. Weâll do this when I decideâ I growl, already feeling suffocated by her damn question.
I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what she was getting into when she agreed to this.
âSo meanwhile I wait till itâs my turn? I wait till youâre bored with your other women?â she whispers.
Iâve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasnât the only F*** buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a taste for someone else. 1 âYesâ I tell her firmly.
The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.
Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. Weâve had this arrangement for two years and it worked fine until now.
Looks like itâs time to nip this at the bud.
She didnât have time to date and I donât date. So this became the best solution. Besides, sheâs just my 1/2 you could handle this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be the last time we F***. Youâll working for me like nothing ever happened between us, am I understood, Eden?â