Missing...
Khun sam has been missing for five days. No calls, no texts or whatever. For me, all I can do is wait. Waiting while I cry I ended up taking my sadness to work. all in front of Tee's eyes. So, she talks in the chat room group. After that, we haven't talked for a long time.
Jim: They didn't argue. Why is she so quiet? she is sick? Or is he dying?
Kate: Your phone could be confiscated.
Jim: He's too old to have a confiscated
phone. She is not a child.
Tee: She's always a girl to her grandmother.
Jim: But your grandmother has great dignity and honor. It is unacceptable that your granddaughter has a girlfriend. like gay
T: Aww. How did you say that?
Jim: "Grandma" said it.
Doraemon: Now. I'm just worried about Khun Sam, I don't know, is she really sick or not? She disappeared.
Jim: You didn't look it up? It probably still gets stuck.
Doraemon: I'm scared
Everyone in the chat group is silent together.
Kate: What are you afraid of?
Doraemon: Maybe she's not sick.
Doraemon: That means her grandmother forbade her to talk to me.
Tee: So, you have to go see PH. To be sure. She is not the type of person to explain what she does. He thinks too much and is only guided by his mind.
Doraemon: I'm trying to understand what you're thinking. Kate: Even if you're reborn in the next life. You won't know what he's thinking.
Kate: You should go see her and talk.
Although I received compliments from Kate, it still worries me. Tee said that he is the calmest person, now he couldn't take the situation anymore. I leave work at noon and he takes me to Khun Sam's office without telling me. I am anxious and hesitant in front of your office.
I've never been like this... now I'm afraid of everything.
- We should go back? If she wants to talk to me, she'll come and talk to me.
- Don't be such a coward.
"any.
I hug myself and touch with the finger that Tee pushed me to walk. And when we get to Khun Sam's office, everyone goes silent and stops working. now they look at me curiously Of course... The last time we met was the day Khun Sam announced about our relationship.
Tee goes over to knock on Khun Sam's room and pushes her to open without permission. And when we walk in, Khun Sam, who leans his face on the desk, slowly looks up and smiles.
I feel upset about that...
- Why didn't you tell me you were coming?
-I'm afraid I'm not the one you'll see, she brought Mon with me.
Khun Sam looks at me and nods slowly.
But she's not happy or disappointed to see me.
She-she Close the door please.
Tee closes the door. She then crosses her arms over her chest and looks at her friend for a moment. is more a
minute full of pressure. Finally, Khun Sam is the one who initiates the conversation.
- What do you mean? Don't look at me and shut up.
- Where have you been? Wishing your hopeless hope.
Tee points her face at me, "Wish her with concern."
for you,
- I had to think of something, so I didn't contact her.
- But you shouldn't disappear like that. You're still alive. Please tell him something, what are you doing? Don't give up alone. Hurts.
Tee pretended to be teaching Khun Sam. and khun sam seems to feel guilty so he says something out loud.
- I'm sorry.
I look up to see her and I can feel my tears in my eyes. you've seen it all
- I'll let you and Sam be alone. I'll wait outside.
After the beautiful lady comes out. Everything is silent, the discomfort between us is too much... No, I already know what to do, so I keep looking at the ground.
- Have a seat. Khun Sam gets up from his chair to sit on the sofa. When he sees that I don't move, he pulls me
hand to sit next to her.
- Don't keep quiet. I'm dumb.
- Me too.
- We should talk like we always do.
- Shall we continue as before? She looked at her closely and she asked him. Khun Sam purses his lips and rubs his face.
- I'm sorry I made you feel bad. I have a lot to think about lately.
- And your grandmother?
- He's with the doctor. There is nothing to worry about.
And we shut up again. I don't know what I should ask her, although in recent days there have been many things I want to know about her. I guess I should wait for her to talk...
- My grandmother begged me to get married.
Prick...
It's so loud and clear in the silent room.
she sighs because she knows how I feel.
- I have two options. First, follow my heart and return to everyone as Khun Nueng. But Mon, I really can't do that. He did it with his trembling voice. And she explains her reason for her - I love my grandmother very much. I am very afraid or what if I am selfish, someone else leaves my side. when khun song committed suicide. I rarely lived. If my decision affects me grandma, she could...
- I understand everything.
- No, you don't.
- Yes. I put my arm in his lap and squeeze his hands lightly. I cry while I speak.
But I have to finger smile.
- You are a person who loves his family.
that's how you are
- Mon...
- And it's probably silly, but I love that part of you. Yes, suddenly you give up your grandmother and choose me. I'll feel bad...
that you remove her from your life. because one day you too can give up on me.
We are both crying. Finally, he pulls me into a hug. When I'm calm. my inner weakness exploded.
- I just want to make sure what you're thinking.
I respect your decision.
- Sorry for making it complicated. I am weak as Khun Nueng told me.
- No, you're not, you do what's best for everyone. It's okay... Whatever you decide will be fine.
- I won't ask you to wait for me, if you see someone better than me
- I will wait for you. Until you love me no more. then I'll leave when that time comes. I release myself from her and wipe away her tears.
- Please, be sincere in what you do and do it the best you can. Always love You.
- Me too.
- Bye bye.
Because if I stay longer, I'll be the girl who is selfish and wants to own her. but when i try
to go out, khun
Sam tugs at my hand to squeeze it tight. she doesn't seem to want to go
- Khun Sam, please don't do this. It's difficult to me.
- Aren't we done yet?
I smile at him and answer him...
- It's the beginning.
He lets go of my hand and calls me... but I try to get out, while I look at the ground because I don't want anyone to see my tears. But Mr. Kirk appears in front of me.
- Mon...
- Mr Kirk.
We keep silent. Finally, we smile at each other and then pass each other like strangers.
But I can feel that she wants to talk to me about something.
- I'm sorry
I really hope Mr. Kirk knows how I feel.
- Congratulations.
Sometimes I want the good ending.