I had realized it long before I said it. it hurts for those who listen to it in the same way that it hurts for me who listens to it
I want so much, it's so painful to say.
it really hurts
Khun Sam appears to have hit his head. She is dizzy and finds it hard to believe my words.
- Do you want to break up with me?
Hearing what she asked, my heart is broken. I want to reach out and hug her, but I forbid it and say something else, since I've come this far, I can't go back.
- We have reached the end of the road. You should accept it.
- No, I won't. She continues to shake her head.
- Because you do not believe in me?
This wedding is to satisfy my grandmother. Kirk and I, we sure won't have any deep relationship.
- You have to wake up now. This is the real world. You will get married and it is impossible not to have anything on your wedding night. I press my lips together hard.
- I'm hurt. Do you think I don't feel anything?
- Then why do you have to leave me?
- Because? Because I don't want to be an adulteress. I scream like a loser, put my hand to my face, and kneel helplessly.
- I'm not going to want to keep thinking about how you'll sleep with him Or how you'll make noise when you sleep with him, or how you'll love him more than me in one day. And he will become my real husband.
- Never. I will never let it be real.
He kneels down, looks at me, and wipes the tears from my face with his thumb.
- Face it, Khun Sam. we are women
We cannot live our whole lives. He gave it to her while crying.
- Someday we will have our own family. especially you, who were born to be perfect. If you do something wrong. How will they see you?
- I do not care about others.
- And your grandmother?
- You don't want to disappoint your grandmother, do you? You are a good girl. You can't let her down.
Khun Sam looks awkward like she doesn't know how to calm me down. I look at her blankly to decide.
- I've noticed for a while. Even if you're not there, Grandma, we wouldn't have a happy ending. I can't drag you with me. We have to finish.
- You asked me out. You can't disarm yourself, Khun Sam yelled and wiped away his tears. She now so empathetic.
- If you thought we couldn't get that far, you wouldn't have wanted me to fall in love with you.
- I never thought we could go too far. I have only adored you as my idol and now I am your girlfriend. This is
too much for me.
- This world is fit for the strongest. khun nueng told me that we will never forget your grandmother, because your
Grandma knows the world better than we do.
âKhun Nueng?⦠Khun Sam purses his lower lip tightly.
- What else did he say?
- He told me I'm too weak. And you
too good... This Game, the winner is your grandmother, and we must accept it.
- I do not accept it.
Khun Sam stands up and clenches her fist tightly standing up to follow her feeling anxious for her.
- What are you going to do?
- I'll show you... Khun Sam looks at me faithfully.
- I think I'm strong enough, there is a place for you let's live together
-Khun Sam...
- I'll reveal myself.
I'm in shock and she reaches out to hug me tight like a refugee. Now I am calming down answer.
- I don't want to see you rebel against your grandmother.
- I'm not doing it for you.
This is for me.
As Khun Nueng said, letting Khun Sam fight alone is selfish. I can't help Khun Sam much this time, but
I am here being your support. Now I feel like I'm fighting with her on this battlefield.
Khun Sam and I sit in the living room of his house.
He calls me to sit next to him and holds my hand tight.
- Give me some power.
She pulls me into a hug for a moment, then rushes to push me away. Khun Sam brings his phone and
press Mr. Kirk's name.
What will she do?
[What's happening? Sam]
She turns on the speaker. There is so much noise in this peaceful room. Khun Sam talks to Mr.
Kirk confidently like he's controlling this game.
"Kirk, can you talk now?"
[Any time for you.]
"We are going to cancel our wedding ceremony."
Mr. Kirk is silent for a second. Then he
he answers Khun Sam seriously
[No way]
"So, you're going to marry yourself. I won't."
[Sam!]
She hangs up so fast. Khun Sam sighs as if a big mountain is being lifted from his heart.
- Alright? You canceled your wedding. What about your grandmother?
- Now that you cancel the wedding, my grandmother will know soon.
I am beginning. For my grandmother... I have to call in backup.
- WHO?
- This.
Khun Sam picks up his phone to show me one of his contacts. And I'm surprised.
- Are you sure?
- um. From the theory of psychology. if we are surrounded by two of good people. We will be unstoppable. If we are afraid, we should be able to make a decision... and for that we need Khun Nueng.
He then makes a call and Khun Nueng cheerfully answers.
[Hey! My girl, I have money. Sorry to bother you.
I'll be back as soon as I can. ]
"What money?" Khun Sam looks at me for a moment. and only memory.
- Oh. Khun Nueng called me to borrow money. I know I transfer it.
[Yes, your girlfriend is very nice.]
"Where are you now, Khun Nueng?"
[In Thailand, what's up?]
Khun Sam purses his lips a little. It seems that she is deciding something. So she says.
"I need your help, Khun Nueng."
Khun Nueng is silent for a moment before saying something as if he knows what we're talking about.
[You will ask me to go talk to our grandmother,
TRUE?]
"Know..."
[I won't, I don't want to get in trouble. I haven't looked at it in a long time. If we meet, we will fight. This is your problem; You have to find out.]
"Can you help?"
[My little one, you are the big girl now. Have your business and your own money. you should do it with more determination. In case you don't have me, what will you do?]
"I dare not fight with our grandmother..."
[Everyone has their own first time. When I decided to leave the palace, it was not easy for me. But I did it. In my opinion...]
"I'll pay you a hundred thousand. At least go with me."
[Money couldn't buy me...]
"Khunnueng"
[Okay, okay, I'm trying to transfer it to my old account. The first money When are we going to see our grandmother?]
I narrow my bored eyes at Khun Sam. Is it all about money?
"Today, I just canceled my wedding ceremony with Kirk. And my grandmother will find out soon enough."
[I hate your name, Kirk. What does it mean... feels like a good name. I don't like this name.]
"So?" Khun Sam asks his sister what
she still hates a name. "If it's today, is it okay?"
[I'm in Chonburi, if I take a bus, it might be around 2 hours or more. So, meet you at the palace at 8 pm Ah, what strange times you see. I really miss my grandmother a lot.]
I said it happy. Khun Sam is so eager to fight with her grandmother. A kind mind inside her could feel so guilty.
- "See you.
After the conversation ends, I reach out my arm to touch her body that is now so hot.
- You are OK?
- I don't know if I'll be able to do it when I have her in front of me. She had never resisted me or let her down before. This is my first time.
I'm really worried about her.
- We can cancel it now.
We have come too far to turn back. no in fact I want to fight with my grandmother, but I don't want to
lose you
- Take it easy. Just do your job. I will be
with you.
- Please be strong. I know it's not easy.
I nod to answer him. I know what it does for me.
- Absolutely. We will get through this together.
Although we cheer each other on, inside we are both too worried. Especially when I'm in her car and it's my first time seeing the palace, where she was born and raised here.
It's called a palace. I used to imagine a Thai house with Portuguese design, but the truth is that it is a renovated and modern ludo mansion, reflecting the taste of the host.
- It is nice.