After hearing Kate's whole story, I tell myself that I should stop being stupid and be more understanding. Great pressure is now on Khun Sam. She has to manage all of this with her grandmother, plus she has to worry about what she feels.
When he sees me cleaning the floor, he rushes to hug me from behind like a child.
- Wow, Khun Sam.
- You came back to my house.
- How surprised are you? I looked at her closely and she smiled.
-You are so happy that she embarrasses me.
- I think you're still in a bad mood.
- When did I get angry?
- You seem hurt by my grandmother. I think you're too mad at me.
- Did you think about that all night? You have panda eyes.
He put the things he had on the sofa and leaned his face into my hands.
- You are not pretty when you have traces of sleep.
Khun Sam comes over and hugs me as his refugee. It feels better to see me here... I feel guilty now...
- I can sleep tonight, you're back.
- Have you eaten something?
- No not yet.
- I'm going to cook for you. After you're full, she takes a shower.
- Aren't we going to do something tonight? I was stunned for a moment.
- OK we will. Oh, I won't run from you, Khun Sam.
The little woman continues to hug me and buries her face in my neck to rest. we are standing and
hugged for a while. So I'm going to cook for her. Seeing Khun Sam Eating well is one of the things that makes me the most happy.
Why wasn't I born a rich boy... or a rich girl? Why not have a range before my name? Why don't I have something to deserve it?
- If you look at me like that, the food will get stuck in my throat.
- I am very happy to see you enjoy the food,
- It seems that I am as happy as when I see you moan with joy.
- Keen! Take a napkin to wrap it up.
- That? You told me you like it when I say what I think.
Khun Sam takes a sip from a glass of drinking water. she looks at me and goes silent like she's thinking. I looked at her closely.
- What's happening?
- Do you want to break up with me?
My heart beats so fast when I hear that. I squeeze my hand tightly in fear until she takes my hand to calm me down.
- It was only a question.
- Will you break up with me?
- No, I won't. Never. Khun Sam gave it to him lovingly.
- I ask you because I want to know if
Ever since you met my grandmother, did you want to break up with me?
- Just a brief moment...
She holds my hand tighter. I used my other hand to stroke her back.
- Just for a brief moment I thought about it, I have these thoughts that we should separate. As always, I don't deserve you. But... I've talked to myself, breaking up with you is the worst.
- I'm finding a way to talk to my grandmother.
I want to come to an agreement with her as much as possible.
- Don't push yourself. Just do everything you can do, but if you don't just do it.
- What do you mean?
- I don't want to pressure you to fight with your grandmother.
she is someone you respect. We can keep our relationship secret. Do not tell anyone. There is no need for us to have a state - Absolutely crazy. No, it's not okay.
Khun Sam said it impatiently. She removes her hand. No
We've had a fight, but she's upset.
- Do we have another choice? You have your society and your family to worry about. Me too. My parents don't know that their son has a girlfriend.
It's easier if you just
We love each other, both of us. Nothing changes between us.
We can be together... in our place just the two of us.
- But...
- Do not refuse. If we don't do this, our love may end. Above all, you don't want to fight with your grandmother.
- It does not hurt?
- I'm fine, only I will know that you love me, I understand everything.
It's hard to say. - You can go back and tell your grandmother that you broke up with me.
- mon
- Clear. You should tell him that or just not talk and be quiet for a while, just let it go.
Don't fight with her. Do not do anything.
Khun Sam keeps shaking his head and disagrees with me. He gets up and walks around and around.
- There has to be a choice.
- Is the best option. I'm fine. Originally our relationship is a secret and you announced it but it hasn't been long, it will be fine.
- Why do we have to keep it a secret? She must have another option.
- Khun Sam. I'm really fine. if we want to be together it must be a secret.
- Please dear. I stand up and hug her from the front.
- Alright? I will still stay with you here.
Tee, Kate and Jim still know about our relationship.
Yes, we want to be together. We can take a vacation or go anywhere.
- Are you okay, really? It seems that I dishonor you.
- Absolutely.
And then happiness returns. Khun Sam and I keep our relationship a secret like before and it's going surprisingly well.
Khun Sam gave me that later
that we made the deal. He went to talk to his grandmother and everything went well. His grandmother did not ask for explanations nor did he give them.
We don't have to worry about anything...
I decided to start work at the beginning of the month. So from now on, I'll spend as much time as possible with her.
Khun Sam is still paranoid with me, he doesn't want to disarm himself to go to work at the new place.
Jealousy...
But she understands that we all have our own life. She asks me to stay with her every day until she sits down. Our love is simple and fluid. I live at your house with her, cleaning, watching TV and cooking our dinner, and then we sleep together.
But today... it's not the same.
Ding-dong...
The doorbell, I've never heard it before, is ringing.
Now I'm getting ready for dinner and I hear the sound. I'm pretty scared that she's Khun Sam's grandmother, so I hide in a dark corner to look through the glass wall. Who is she?
- Mr. Kirk?
I walk confused to open the door for him, he looks very uncomfortable when he sees me.
- Actually you're staying here with Sam.
- Good night. I salute you
- You come to see Khun Sam,
TRUE?
- I come to see you, Mon.
- Yeah?
- Khun Sam's grandmother told me that probably
you would be here with sam. So, she asked me to come and see. If so, Khun Sam's grandmother knew about it...
I pretend to smile at him and invite him in.
Please, he goes in first.
-Eh eh.
I'm very clumsy. I hadn't seen or talked to him since he found out my secret. But today he came to me. Has to
there is something wrong
Is it wrong?
Mr. Kir, who is invited in, now looks around excitedly from his home. may not have been here before. Of course... Khun Sam never allowed anyone into his house. If she knows that she invited her ex-boyfriend, will she be mad at me?
- Have a seat. I'll get you some water.
- Thank you.
I treat you as a guest, although this house is not mine.
- How are you, Mr. Kirk?
- I'm fine. And you?... How are you? Since you gave the job, Mr. Kirk talks but doesn't look me in the eye.
Do you have a new job?
- I got a new job. I'll work with Tee.
- Very sorry.
It seems that he really feels guilty. I hasten to wave my hands in denial.
- No, you don't have to feel sorry for me. It was not your fault.
It's all about the rules.
- If there weren't a rule, I wouldn't force you out. At that time, I was really mad at you. I really was.
- I understand everything.
- I'm so glad to see you today. I wanted to apologize a while ago. But it's embarrassing.
- Is Khun Sam talking to you? I mean...
normal without madness
- She spoke to me only for work reasons. Aims to smile. - If I were Sam, I'd be mad at me just the same.
- That it's my fault. I betrayed you. It's normal to be angry.
"Don't feel guilty, Mon..." Mr. Kirk licks his dry lips. He is restless.
- All I want is for you not to hate me.
Because your state now makes me feel more guilty.
- To say goodbye. Alright...
- No. Mr. Kirk shakes his head and raises his hands to scratch his head lightly.
It's not about that.
- Then what is it about?
The handsome boy jumps up and walks towards the door hesitantly. Then he turns to look at me.
- You must quickly end our conversation, because if I keep talking to you, I will feel more and more
mistaken. He takes something like a card and hands it to me. I'm here to tell you this, because Sam will never tell you.
I took the afternoon away with my trembling hand. Even if I don't open it, yes, I can guess from my experience. To make it clearer, I have to open it and it's true, it's a wedding invitation cake...
between Khun Sam and Mr. Kirk.
- Absolutely, she won't tell me.
- Give it away, Mon. I promise I'll take care of her the best I can.
I give him a bitter smile and ask him back.
- Except that. What will happen?
And the answer I get is what caught my attention.
- You will become an adulteress.