I am so angry with her, so angry that my tears have flowed without a sob, Khun Sam looks at me guiltily, but she tries to look away from me. I didn't hesitate to decide to go home with Nope without any explanation. But no, he is ignored by me. I haven't said anything to him on the way home, because I still think that he is the cause, that he started to bother Khun Sam. And my close friend of all
side seems to feel guilty, but I have not yet forgiven.
This is our first serious fight since we've been in a relationship. I can't believe it's that strong.
What he did affected me so much that I couldn't eat or sleep. I cried all night and quit my job for a whole day because I was too tired to work.
And the rumors reached the PH Gossip chat. everyone tries so hard to contact me, but I don't tell them anything. I'm not ready yet.
So far I don't want to talk to anyone, not even his friends. But... There is another person calling me.
[Mon... I've already confessed everything to Sam.]
Mr. Kirk calls out to me in his strangled tone as if Khun Sam is going to blame him. I really don't want to talk to him because he
is the cause of this mess. But he's my boss... It's hard to avoid it.
[I confessed to him that I am Ronaldo the great man and explained to him about the rumor in the office. He was afraid that Sam would misunderstand. But when I confessed to her, she was even angrier and yelled at me... 'You bastard...]
"It's not a painful word at all. It's great that "Be a Skeptic"
I sink in with a forced laugh, remembering what Khun Sam yelled at me.
[I just want to tell you not to worry. I have cleared everything up. I was so glad to see that Sam was jealous of me. But I don't want Sam to hate you. To me you are like my cute little sister. I don't want to ruin you because of me.]
"Sounds good that I understand you now."
[You stopped working because you don't dare to face her, right? Don't worry, she knows everything now. I told you it was my fault. You can relax now and go back to work normally.]
"Thank you very much, Mr. Kirk."
After hanging up. I don't feel like a boss. I'm still lying on my bed doing nothing until they knock on the gate. My mother stands with her arms crossed over her chest in front of my door.
- It's too late. You haven't showered yet. Why should your work today?
- I told you I'm sick.
- It's a disease too, isn't it? Any problem at work? Or have you misunderstood my Mhom.L
Sam?
I narrow my eyes at my mother, who is talking lovingly about Khun Sam. If she knows what Khun Sam gave me,
Will my mother still adore her like this?
- YEAH,
- MY GOD! Are you this close to having a fight with her?
Oh come on, you've spent several nights at his house, you should be fine.
What my mom says embarrasses me. yes, khun sam was a woman, it means we have lived as a single couple.
But it is not different. Even men or women.
- Why are you fighting?
- Nothing.
- It must be something. So why would I be waiting downstairs for you? I jump out of bed when I hear it. I confess that I am so happy to know that my love is waiting for me, but anger is also breaking out.
- You are so rude to say that she, who is the king's great-granddaughter, is waiting for you, you are an ordinary girl.
Does my mother discriminate against me racially?
"If he takes his time and can't wait, then he'll come back on his own.
- Please, do not do that. Be nice to her.
- Then, you should welcome him by yourself, I want to sleep.
I lie on my bed, turn my back on my mother, pretend to ignore her, she finally comes back and
leaves me alone
I'm going to confess the truth, even though I've tried so hard to ignore it, but I'm still worried and scared that he'll get bored.
And so? If she's bored with me, let her come back to House.
My house does not have air conditioning. she might as well be hot from the weather. It is late, almost at night.
She will have a lot of pressure due to the temperature, her nose may bleed again... It's her business, why do I have to worry about her?
For more than twenty minutes I tried to sleep and tossed and turned but couldn't sleep.
Finally, I jump up and head to the
stairs to look at Khun Sam, who is sitting and waiting in the living room. She is watching a video of her on her phone.
mobile and dancing with hands.
Is this stressful?
- I have searched for a while what caused the shadow. Why are you sitting there? Let's go baua My father has been standing at the bottom of the stairs for a while, but I hadn't seen him. Now he's telling everyone where I am and what I'm doing, and I'm embarrassed about it.
- I'm not doing anything.
- So, are you looking for a lizard on the ground? Foundation only.
Khun Sam looks at me and my father talking before looking at me. Then, he stretched my body and settled me with
laziness
- Your mother told me that you have a fight with Khun Sam,
- Does anyone else know? I scolded my mom a bit. But my father ignores me and keeps saying.
-The boss is so good that she reconciles with the employee at her house. But the employee is lazy. maybe she is
The company has no one else to work with, so it has to reconcile with you here.
- We don't fight at all. I hurry to
I interrupt my father before he can say anything else.
So, I'll take care of her if you want to water the plants, please go ahead.
Finally, I am left alone with Khun Sam. When I have realized that no one can hear us, I start to say.
- What else are you going to blame me for?
- You did not go to work. Are you sick?
- How are you?
- I'm a skeptic.
Khun Sam looks stunned by my answer. Guilt shows on his face and then I get angrier.
- Yesterday, I still haven't finished talking.
- Are you going to blame me more?
-That's correct, but I wanted to say more.
- What other thing?
- Honey...yeah, you'd better stand up, player. Because tonight is a game changer. She sings and dances. It's a Tinashe song. (A female singer) - Don't you know her?
- I wasn't born on time. It could be from an ancient time.
- Hey. It is very popular. Have you ever heard it?
- You told me that when you were a student, there were many men flirting with you, it was not because you were pretty or beautiful, but because you were such a good and kind human being. You flirted with all of them. I suppose he was also referring to the muders.
- Mon...
- Not just a player, but I can be a bitch. I have searched for more synonyms for myself.
- Very sorry.
She looks down sadly, which makes me feel a little guilty. All my anger is gone, and instead I'm so mad at myself.
No, I can't cry. I have cried all night. Reconciliation will not be easy because she has just asked for forgiveness. No
Alright.
- If everything is solved with apologies. So for that we need policies?
- Oh. How can I make you feel better?
- I don't know. It will be good if you come back. I realized that I must live only with myself.
- But I'm not happy living alone.
- I cried all night when I thought you had an affair with Kirk. And that you're cheating on me with Nope.
Am I so wrong to be jealous of you?
Burst!
Do you hear my anger bubble burst?
I almost smile when I hear the word 'jealous'
I hate myself, but I have to keep pretending to be angry.
- Give me more time.
- No, I can't give you more. It hurts me. We're going home.
- This is my home.
- It is not our.
- You can't bring anyone to your house as you want.
- Our house, means you and me... us. ..
The path of reconciliation is so beautiful. I want
Crush it into a ball and chew it. But all I can do is stay put.
- What if I don't come back?
- I'll wait here until you come.
- My father will be curious about us.
It doesn't matter, come back with me.
- You must try to please others.
- You are everything, you are everyone.
what a beautiful thing
- What should I do to make you feel better? I will do it for
you, anything I'm into everything. she shows her palm as if she is giving me all her money with this deal.
- I never do something like that with anyone.
- Anything?
- um.
- Well. Now I know what I want. I turn around and prepare to go upstairs, but she catches my shirt in time.
- Where are you going?
- I'm going to look for my clothes. You asked me to go home, right?
So?
Khun Sam smiles like a child. I love that smile.
I then quickly turn my face away as if afraid to know the truth and pretend to be angry for a while. The woman in front of me knows how to make me lose control. God, how am I so obsessed with her? Although she blamed me as a skeptic, I can easily forgive her.
I give my parents a reason that I have urgent work in our office. My parents don't say anything and understand. But the truth is that his daughter is going to sleep over at his girlfriend's house. I really am a spoiled girl.
My boss, who is next to me, is happy now that she can take me home with her. When we arrive, he rushes to
take care of me. He seems to feel so guilty for me.
- Don't take care of me so well like that. It's not like you. khun sam is stunned and ashamed that she doesn't know what she does for me - i don't know what to do to remedy what i have done wrong. The image of you crying yesterday has been going around in my head over and over again.
- Did you worry about me like that?
- I care a lot about you.
I look into her beautiful brown eyes and sigh for her. when she says something honestly with her mind, she always attacks me. But when he says otherwise, it's very hard to find what's on his mind. Where is the point of coincidence?
When Khun Sam notices my silence. she pulls her face up to kiss me But I know what she'll do so she turned her face away, kissed the pillow instead.
- What are you doing?
- Just a little power outage.
Very adorable. Khun Sam still has his face buried in the pillow. I, who notice something wrong, decide to shake it.
body
-Khun Sam,
Why are you so quiet?
- Oh...
- You're crying?
I hasten to sit up in surprise. khun sam is still sinking and sobbing into the pillow.
- Talk to me first. Why are you crying?
- I don't know what to do to improve it. I don't know how to reconcile now.
I could joke with her, but now I feel guilty.
I raised the pillow because I'm afraid that I won't breathe well.
- No, don't cry, dear.
She continues to cry until she pulls me into a hug. She puts her face into my neck and sobs like a baby and says
something with an unclear voice.
- I felt so bad.
- I know I know.
- Why are you still mad at me?
- I am not. If he was still angry. I would not have returned with you
- You treat me coldly, huh...
- I can't do it for a long time; two minutes is too much for me. When you told me at my house that you were jealous of me, my anger left. I'm sick now.
I just made fun of you. I wanted to see you trying to reconcile.
Khun Sam runs away from me with tears on his face.
- Actually?
- Yes, I'm serious. So stop crying. You are not beautiful when you cry.
Khun Sam laughs.
- When you were little, you did the same.
- It's been ten years since we met, I'm quite surprised now that we're a couple. Don't cry, dear.
I do not want to see you cry.
I lean in to kiss her, my boss. The taste is a bit salty for her tears. The position is awkward when we kiss. I'm the first to start pushing her towards her. She leans back on the sofa - Not very well. Khun Sam tries to change me thoroughly, but I resist pressing her shoulder and give her a serious look.
- It's what I want,
- But
- You just told me you'd do anything.
- But I never.
- We all have a first time. I reach out to unbutton her shirt, since she's under me and I use my tongue to lightly touch her face as well.
This is also my first time; I will do what i can.
- If you don't want me to, I'm going home.
I say it with such seriousness that my voice stuns her and she sleepily closes her eyes. So when he saw my reaction, he knew. Today... Khun Sam will be mine.