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Edited by Wook
While I was thinking about what to say, Kid sat down next to me.
âHow can I believe in efforts that are only words?â
I was worried that the shocker I had tucked under my pillow would be discovered. I deliberately fixed my gaze on Kid to avoid looking at the pillow.
â⦠I once stopped him from self-harming. You know best that Seniel hasnât harmed himself for a week.â
Kid glanced at me and asked me to continue.
âItâs been a while since he hurt himself, and he hasnât done it since I stopped him. That means he trusts me. Iâll make him trust me more little by little like this.â
The corners of Kidâs lips rose smoothly. His gaze was still on me, but his reaction wasnât bad.
âIt will break my heart if you die of thinking nonsense when you can be this useful, you know?â
He furrowed his eyebrows as if he were really heartbroken. It was ridiculous. He wanted to kill me. What was so heartbreaking?
âI never thought of running away. Truly. I looked so happy today because I got it as a gift from Seniel.â
Despite my deep appeal, the interrogative atmosphere did not disappear. But I didnât think heâd kill me right away. Nevertheless, I wanted to get out of this situation.
I thought of something that would make him feel better.
ââ¦â¦ Do you want me to play the piano? I practiced a lot during the day.â
âNo.â
I couldnât figure out what the heck he wanted from me. Should I cry that I wonât run away, back down, or shout at him to catch and watch me?
âI must say heâs quick-witted, able to guess Iâd run away with so little hint.â
Kid suddenly pressed the top of my head with the palm of his hand.
âNow that Iâve got all the information I needed, lie back and pretend to be asleep.â
â⦠Yes?â
âSleep.â
An unknown command was issued. I couldnât resist, so I lay down on my back. Kid got up beside me. The recoil caused the bed to shake.
âIs he finally going?â
I observed Kid with eyes wide open, full of anticipation. He didnât leave the room. He wandered around and suddenly began to search through the drawer.
âCrazy guy.â
He left the chest of drawers open and went straight to the closet. The clothes flew through the air and fell helplessly to the ground.
My heart was beating like crazy. I even closed my eyes because I was afraid our eyes would meet. I couldnât figure out exactly where he was looking, so I was more suffocated.
For a few minutes, maybe a few decades, all I could hear was him moving around the room. After a while, the noise subsided.
Suddenly, I felt the corner of my bed go down.
âThereâs nothing.â
If he had only sat down slightly before, now he seemed to be fully seated on the bed with his legs stretched out.
âBut, Senielâs wife.â His voice was lower than before. The back of my head was damp with sweat. âThe jewelry box was almost empty. Didnât Seniel fill it up for you?â
Crazy guy, I pinched my thighs to keep from crying.
â⦠Seniel never filled it up for me. And since Iâm not very interested in jewelry-!â
Suddenly, a hand came under my pillow. I couldnât even scream in surprise and just opened my eyes wide.
âWhat? I was wondering what you were hiding under the pillow. Is this all?â
I was speechless in shock. Iâd lost my shocker to Kid. He turned the shocker around to check it out. âDonât tell me you spent it all only for this.â
With my mouth wide open, I tried to move away from him with trembling hands.
âSenielâs wife has a knack for surprising people in many ways.â
ââ¦â
âYou shouldâve hired a useful priest or a knight. This doesnât even work for me. Well, had you really hired someone, it would only increase the body count.â
âI-Iâm sorr-â
âTsk, such a useless thing.â Kid grabbed my head with a look of disappointment and pressed it again. I was forced to lie helplessly on the bed. âJust keep pretending to sleep until itâs bright.â
Was he sparing me?
Kid just clicked his tongue and didnât do anything to me. My body trembled. When I forced myself to close my eyes, my eyes trembled, and I felt like I would have a cramp in my face.
I begged him to leave, but Kid seemed unwilling to leave.
I heard a rustling sound next to me. It was as if he had picked up something on the side table. There were only newspapers, a scorebook, and a rose on the side table, so I didnât know what heâd gotten.
There was the sound of paper flapping. Because my eyes were closed, the sound was louder than usual. In a frustrating situation where I couldnât sleep and couldnât open my eyes, Kid said terrifying words. âWill you sleep if I put you to sleep? Should I do just that?â
Anyone who heard it would think he wanted to put me to sleep forever.
âI-I can sleep well. I tend to fall asleep a little later when someone is next to me, thatâs why.â
Please get out of here, I asked politely, but Kid didnât understand. I was out of breath and felt like I would die in my sleep. But tomorrow was my escape day, and I couldnât die like this.
I mustered up a lot of courage and asked him, âA-Arenât you going to sleep? I think itâs bedtime.â
âItâs amazing that you understand to tell me to get out of here. But itâs too bad I donât need to sleep, Senielâs wife.â
The paper fluttered over. I felt like fainting when I tried to sleep with Kid next to me.
And what did he mean he didnât have to sleep? Then why did he sleep whenever I played the piano.â
âOh, eloquent Senielâs wife. If you donât sleep, youâll have difficulty seducing Seniel tomorrow.â
Everything will be solved once you leave.
It was clear that he would watch over me all night like this. Heâd searched all over my room, and he still didnât believe me. He was such an unnecessarily quick-witted guy.
I gave up on kicking him out of this room. I was not going to run away at night anyway, I was going to run away on a sunny day, so it didnât matter if he watched me.
The room became quiet. My body felt heavy, like experiencing sleep paralysis. It remained in an ambiguous state, neither sleeping nor not sleeping.
Just as I was about to fall asleep, Kid spoke next to me. âI was going to monitor you, but I canât because this is too boring. Iâll just chase you when you run away.â
ââ¦â
âSenielâs wife. Persuade me to get out of this room.â
I was dumbfounded when I heard that he would leave after seeing me acting like a clown.
But I was a hostage. I just had to do what he told me to.
â⦠You said you donât need to sleep. But proper sleep is good for your health, so why donât you go to bed now?â It was very convincing even to me, but I heard a sneer beside me. âMore,â his voice came with a grin.
âRecently, youâve been sleeping on the couch. If you go to your room and sleep comfortably, it will be good for your spine and relieve tension.â
âSo I have to sleep now?â
â⦠Yes.â
At the poor persuasion, Kid let out an airy laugh again. Then I felt the bed shake. My eyes were closed, so I couldnât tell exactly what the situation was, but he seemed to leave the room out of boredom.
âFinally!â
However, after a long time, I couldnât hear footsteps. The side of the bed didnât even feel empty. Rather, it felt like it had become heavier.
I opened my eyes very slightly in doubt and almost passed out.
âWhat? You told me to sleep.â
âN-N-No. T-Thatâs not what I-â
Kid was lying on his side, looking at me with his arms crossed.
âYou have to persuade me to go away, I didnât expect you to persuade me to sleep.â
I wanted to deny the reality, but this was the reality. I tried to convince him again, barely holding on to my fainting spirit.
âT-Thereâs only one blanket and one pillow here⦠Why donât you go back to your room and sleepâ¦?â
âAfter convincing me, you still talk much about what I must do.â
Kid looked sick and tired of me and closed his eyes.
I had so much to say that my stomach was boiling. I couldnât even feel sad because I didnât have the strength. Just make it until morning, I guessed. I would definitely run away and never even sleep in this placeâs direction.
I closed my eyes. I had no energy to argue with Kid anymore.
Waiting for the morning to come early, I thought of the escape plan.
***
I guessed I fell asleep last night.
It was morning when I woke up softly to the sound of rustling next to me.
âV-Vivi⦠H-How- Why- What happened last nightâ¦â Seniel jumped up on the bed and stuttered as if he had broken down.
Normally, I would have felt sorry for such a Seniel, but today I did not feel sad. I remembered being beaten by Kid last night, so I wanted to give him a blow.
âHuft. Letâs be patient. I donât have time for this if I want to meet Ezette and run straight to the port.â
I pressed my finger to my throbbing forehead. I tried to be patient, but my words did not come out kindly. My easiness seemed to have disappeared as the escape time was ahead.
âI put Kid to sleep because he complained he couldnât sleep.â
ââ¦What? Put him to sleep? That doesnât make sense.â
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âIt does make sense. Iâm a little tired right now. So if youâre awake, can you go get ready for work?â
Senielâs eyes shook at my blunt words. He felt completely different from the impression I had seen at night, so it looked like I was venting my anger at an innocent. They were the same person. How could they look so different?
Seniel looked at my face, not knowing what to do. Looking at the good eyes without any malice, I sighed.
âI wish we had broken up like that yesterday.â
All my plans to end this with a good farewell fell through. After looking at the scorebook that Seniel had given me on the side table, I sighed again. I wiped my forehead with my hand and said in a softer voice than before, âPlease leave.â
ââ¦â
Seniel opened his mouth as if to say something. Then he bit his lip and stood up.
As he opened the door and went out, I looked at his back and said, âGet ready for work, and have a safe trip.â I then looked at him meaningfully, telling him to go. Seniel stared at me for a while with his mouth shut. I had nothing more to say to him. Eventually, he got nothing more from me, opened the door, and went out.
After confirming that he had left, my body lost strength.
âLetâs get ready.â
I got up from bed, and pulled out the luggage Kid couldnât find all night from the next room.
***
The suitcase contained clothes, self-defense products, potions, jewels, money, dry food, and video equipment. I packed my bag and went back to my room.
I pulled out the fake ID that was well hidden under the bed and added it to my bag.
After putting the bag on the bed, my preparation to go out without a maid was complete.