The ability to crush that goddess.
I have no intention of placing all of my bets on the Forbidden Curses.
I must also raise the battle capability of the other people beside me.
On top of a planâ- I must think of a second and third plan above it.
I have to think about going above and beyond at all times.
Gulp
I heard a sound of gulping behind me.
Even the person who made that sound seemed to be confused by the loudness of that sound.
[Touka-dono.]
[Hmm?]
I turn behind my back.
Seras, who was brushing her hair earlier, turned her gaze away.
[Iââ I think itâs about time for us to sleep.]
[Iâll go to sleep after I put these materials away. You can go to sleep first.]
[T- Then, Iâll also stay for a bit......]
Seras walked over to her luggage and stooped over towards it.
Sheâs rummaging around for something.
From her luggage, she pulled out a thin overcoat.
Seras wore it over her thin robe that sheâs currently wearing.
She probably felt that she was too lightly dressed.
After putting away the materials, I got ready to sleep as I went back to the bed.
I turned off the switch of the magic-powered lamp.
I then glanced at the candlestick placed beside the bed.
[Seras, could you also put that out?]
[Ah, yesââ, ............Fwwuuuu.]
Blowing on it, Seras puffed away the fire on the candle.
The room had turned a lot dimmer.
This room has a large window opening towards the outside.
The moonlight was shining in from that window.
Weâre supposed to be underground.
However, I feel like the sky Iâve seen outside this place is darker than here.
I donât know the principles behind this, but she even had the moon prepared in here.
How should I say thisââ Itâs like Iâm a Science Fiction movie.
Pigimaru slipped under the bed.
As for Slei, she fell asleep while sheâs in a prone position.
Seras and I were laying down on the bed side by side.
This bed is large enough for three people to sleep on it.
As long as we stay aware of where we sleep, this bed isnât narrow enough that we would end up touching each otherâs skin.
[....................]
Seras turned away.
From the sound of her breathing, it doesnât seem like she has fallen asleep yet.
[Touka-dono...... Are you still awake?]
[Yeah.]
[It looks like weâre finally about to unveil the secrets of these Forbidden Curses huh.]
Disposal Ruins.
Black Dragon Knights.
Ashinto.
Golden Demon Zone.
The Witch of Taboos.
It feels like my journey has been going on for a long time, but it also feels like all of these things passed in the blink of an eye.
[The reason why we could make it this far, just having your existence here with me was a really great help for this.]
[Iâm honored.] n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
I stare at the ceiling.
[Youâve got something you want to ask me?]
[âââââ]
I waited for what Seras is going to say.
After a brief moment, I could feel nervousness in her voice as she asked a question.
[......Once youâve finished your journey for revenge, what are you going to do next?]
[Once Iâve finished my revenge huh? I havenât really given it that much thought...... If I had the means though, Iâd like to go back to my previous world once more.]
[You would like to see your Uncle and Aunt that youâve mentioned before, wouldnât you?]
[Yeah.]
Itâs fine if I could only say a few words.
I want to say my thanks...
âfor all these favors Iâve received from them.
[What about you, Seras? Right now, it seems like the world thinks that Seras Ashrains has already died.]
[I donât know...... I didnât think much about it either. In a sense, just as the world perceives it, I feel Iâve already died once......]
[Wouldnât you like to see that Princess-sama you mentioned before again?]
I remembered that she had that necklace that was given to her by the princess of the Holy Kingdom of Neia.
Seras had kept that for a long time without selling it for money.
[......Unlike Touka-donoâs situation, weâve already said our goodbyes to each other.]
[I think that for you, the Princess-samaâs existence is just like how my Uncleâs existence is to me, isnât she?]
âFufu...â
Seras lightly giggles.
[Yes, that might be so......]
[Back when you were running alone, you were planning to travel to another continent by riding a ship from Jonato, right?]
[Yes. However, right now......]
Seras turns her body towards me.
[Wherever you, my king may be, that place would also be where I belong.]
Looking straight towards me, Seras said.
[My life, my sword and my very being, I devote all of it to you.]
I could see some feverishness in Serasâ gaze.
It seems that sheâs still feeling flushed from her bath.
The faint color of cherry spreading out her radiant white skin.
Her fine, silky blond hair rippling on the bed.
Her distinctive long ears that have slightly changed their colors.
[Ah.......,âââ My apologies, I suddenly......]
She turns her back towards me again.
I could feel nervousness and agitation from her.
(T/N: è奮 could be read as agitation... but it could also mean arousal...)
[Iâll invoke on you now...... Is that alright?]
I brought my palm close to her back.
Then...
Squish
Seras held my hand with her own.
Itâs as if sheâs showing refusal.
[Ummââ Can you please...... not use today?]
[Do you think youâd be able to sleep?]
[......I donât know.]
[I understand...... Iâll let you do what you want for the time being.]
After saying that, we laid on our backs again.
I think about 10 minutes of silence passed when...
[......Other than my father, this is the first time in my life that I have shared a bed like this with someone of the opposite gender.]
[This is also my first time.]
[For your first time, you look quite composed......]
Peeking towards her, Seras had a slightly clouded expression on her face.
Her cheeks were even unusually pouting.
I think I know what sheâs thinking about.
It must be because I hardly showed any reaction to this.
[You have a likeable personality, Seras. Youâre also beautiful, that I think youâd definitely charm a person of the opposite gender. You can be confident about that.]
I honestly said.
[I think when it comes to the opposite gender, the one I like the most in this world would be you, Seras.]
[ââââââââ-,...................]
I could tell that Seras gasped just now.
She turned her body to the side.
While sheâs still lying down, her face is now facing towards me.
[You know that Iâm not lying, right?]
[Umm... Yes.]
[Also, how should I say this...... If I were in a situation like this with the opposite gender, I think I would probably be able to keep my calmness even towards people other than Seras. Itâs just as Erika said earlier. âIâm not really as responsive as boys my ageâ.]
[Ah, now that youâve said it...... She did say that.....]
[I think I have an idea why though. Therefore...... Iâll tell you about it when that time comes.]
......I donât really want to talk that much about my sh*tty parents.
I think I could probably tell Seras about them though.
[Ah......]
Serasâ eyes relaxed a bit.
[Yes...... I will be waiting. Umm, Touka-dono......]
[Hmm?]
[I also have something that I have to tell you about someday.]
Could it be about that thing she did in that cave?
[Alright. Someday, right?]
[Yes, someday......]
[................]
[................]
Seras brought her face close to my chest.
As if sheâs snuggling on my body, she also brought her body closer to mine.
I can almost hear the sound of a beating heart...... Iâm wondering if I should say something like that.
Even within the lack of light around us, I could still see Seras and the overflowing blush on her face.
When I felt her small shoulder, I could feel some nervousness from her.
[Iâm sorry......]
Seras apologized.
In her fading voice with a sigh mixing along with it.
[I just suddenly did it... Inadvertently......]
[Inadvertently?]
As expected, even I would be a little bewildered with what she said.
Inadvertently huh...
I suppose sheâs moved closer before sheâs even aware of what sheâs doing.
After what happened in the cave the other day......
At times like these, it seems that she tends to inadvertently take action with what sheâs thinking in her mind.
I would usually just keep calm about it but......
[To- Touka-dono...... I canât stand it anymore...... Ummmââ- Could you please use on me......?]
Serasâ eyes were swirling around.
I could also sheâs embarrassed from the crease on her eyebrows.
Itâs as if sheâs been inflicted with the Abnormal State, confusion.
I exhale out.
[Alright.]
I held out my palm towards her and invoked .
[âââââ, Zuuuu......]
Seras quickly falls asleep.
Itâs like Iâm looking at a child who can easily sleep well.
I slightly shifted Serasâ body.
I also placed the blanket over her body as well.
Iâm still feeling a bit excited though......
Just as how it had been before, her appearance while sheâs peacefully sleeping havenât changed.
Leaning my chin on my hand, I looked towards Serasâ face as she sleeps and spoke.
In a tone that may sound like Iâm talking to someone.
[......Youâre quite the strange one, arenât you?]
Returning back to my earlier sleeping position, I lay down on my back again.
Seras wonât wake up until the effect of wears off.
No matter what I say.
No matter what I do.
[Pigimaru.]
I called out to Pigimaru who was under the bed.
[Pii?]
[Iâm going to sleep now. If something strange happens, tell me.]
[Pigii......!]
âRoger that!â
Or so his squeal sounds like that.
I donât know if itâs out of concern, but the volume of his voice was also very low.
[......I knew I could count on you.]
Saying that with a wry smile on my face, I quietly close down my eyes and fall asleep.