As I was saying that, even if it wasnât a secret, we were still friends, Yoon Si-woo was smiling.
âAhem, Si-woo. Sorry to interrupt the good atmosphere, but can you spare a moment? I have something to tell you.â
Lucy, who had been quietly sitting next to us, cleared her throat and called out to Yoon Si-woo.
Sylvia, seeing Lucy for the first time today, flinched at the sudden sound that echoed through the room, then muttered to herself with a look of wonder at the talking sword in front of her.
âYouâre the Witch of Pride, Lucifel, right?â
âYes, just call me Lucy if you wish. Anyway, Si-woo, this is important, so donât let it go in one ear and out the other.â
As Lucy emphasized the importance of her words, Yoon Si-woo looked at her with a puzzled expression.
It was as if he was wondering why they didnât just communicate through thought if they could, instead of saying it out loud for everyone to hear.
âI need to make sure these guys hear it too, so that Si-woo will take it more seriously. You have a tendency to treat your body too roughly, after all. I didnât mention it earlier, but Iâll make it clear now.â
Giving a jab at Yoon Si-wooâs previous question, Lucy murmured and then added,
âSi-woo, from now on, try to refrain from using my power as much as possible.â
Then she followed up with something very serious.
âIf you keep using it thoughtlessly like before, you will die.â
Hearing those words, my mind went blank for a moment.
â¦Die? Yoon Si-woo?
What kind of nonsense was that?
Yoon Si-woo was right here, perfectly alive.
How could I have a conversation with him again like this?
However, no matter how much I denied it, unless I had misheard, Lucy definitely just said that.
That Yoon Si-woo would die.
As the realization sank in, a scene slowly unfolded in my mind.
The image of Yoon Si-woo collapsing.
But this time, it was the sight of Yoon Si-woo who could never open his eyes again, cold and lifeless.
âW-What do you mean?! Yoon Si-woo, heâs going to die?!â
I still vividly recalled how he had been unable to move like a corpse not too long ago.
Feeling chills at the thought of Yoon Si-woo never opening his eyes again, I almost convulsed in fear as I shouted towards Lucy.
Then, in a calm voice, Lucy spoke to me.
âCalm down. Iâm not saying he will definitely die, just that it could happen if he abuses my power.â
âNot die, huhâ¦?â
With Lucyâs calm demeanor soothing me, I managed to gather my scattered thoughts and regain my composure.
However, since Lucy wasnât denying the possibility of Yoon Si-woo dying, I felt compelled to clarify that doubt, so I asked her.
ââ¦Now that Iâm calmed down, please explain properly.â
âYou know, being a witch, you understand that magic is not something humans should wield. For ordinary humans, magic is nothing but a ferocious energy that harms the body.â
As Lucy said, magic was a power that humans shouldnât handle.
If I had to find a comparison with my meager knowledge, it would be something like nuclear power.
If utilized, it could produce great strength, but touching it would lead to radiation exposure, making it unusable; magic was that kind of power.
âSi-woo is an exception. He possesses the Holy Sword of Protection, which greatly enhances his bodyâs healing abilities and increases his resistance to magic, allowing him to endure it. So until now, he could use my power without much trouble, as long as he didnât overdo it. Even if he used magic beyond his bodyâs limits, he had means to recover.â
As expected from the protagonist of the original work, Yoon Si-woo was someone who could wield such magic.
He also, like me, was human but burdened with the power of the Holy Swords.
Perhaps the means of recovery Lucy mentioned was the ability of the Holy Sword of Resilience to restore the body at the cost of its own lifespan.
Realizing that, I couldnât help but stiffen my expression.
I knew how high the cost Yoon Si-woo had paid to save me when Evanjelin had taken my body just the previous day.
But what was terribly ironic was that I only knew that fact because of my knowledge of the original story.
Originally, I shouldnât have had any way of knowing that.
Yoon Si-woo had woken up after paying such a cost but hadnât uttered a word about it to me.
He hadnât mentioned how high of a price he had paid, nor had he indicated that I should be grateful for it.
But I knew.
I knew it all.
How much Yoon Si-woo had sacrificed for me.
Knowing that he didnât mention it because it would have weighed heavily on me made me even more thankful and apologetic.
It was a ridiculous farce.
Some wanted to keep it a secret, while others had to pretend not to know, even while fully aware of everything.
In that moment, as I smirked at the absurdity in my mind, Lucy spoke up, seemingly reading my thoughts.
âHowever, that is no longer possible. The girl named Scarlet. Do you have any idea how much Si-woo sacrificed to save you?â
At that moment, Lucyâs words startled Yoon Si-woo, who had surely wanted to keep it a secret from me.
âLucy, youâ¦!â
âSi-woo, I know your feelings, but I canât compromise on this. For both you and that girl, this must be said.â
âUgh, donât say itâ¦!â
Yoon Si-woo vehemently opposed Lucyâs intention to speak.
âSacrifice? What do you mean?â
But I, already knowing everything, thought it was good either way, so I immediately asked.
And Lucy answered my question before Yoon Si-woo could intervene.
âMost of his lifespan. The Holy Sword of Resilience that Si-woo holds has the ability to restore the body at the cost of lifespan. However, during the time Si-woo helped you, he ended up sacrificing most of his lifespan because he overused that ability.â
âUghâ¦!â
When Lucy revealed everything, I could see Yoon Si-woo looking at me with a panicked expression, as if he really didnât want me to find out.
Considering my position, I found myself in a rather awkward situation in knowing something I shouldnât have.
It felt strange to be surprised and flustered after already knowing the full story.
Fortunately, before I could react, Sylvia, who had been listening, exclaimed in shock.
âW-Wait! If youâre saying most of his lifespan, doesnât that mean Yoon Si-woo wonât live long?!â
âFortunately, thatâs not the case, so you can relax. Even though Si-woo wonât live long, he wonât die anytime soon. And you there, the one frozen in place, remember that Si-woo can live like this because of you, so donât feel too guilty about what he sacrificed for you.â
I was relieved to hear that the issue regarding Yoon Si-wooâs lifespan that I had been worrying about had been resolved, but I couldnât help but feel puzzled by the following words.
What did she mean, âbecause of meâ?
âWhat do you mean, âbecause of meâ?â
âLiterally. The sacred relic, wasnât it? Using that item, you put the strange power of that elf girl into Si-wooâs body, right? No matter how much he exhausted his lifespan, heâs able to stay alive thanks to that. To put it simply, itâs like you glued together a cracked bowl and refilled it with water.â
Following Lucyâs explanation, I started to understand the situation.
I took it that while Yoon Si-woo had exhausted most of his lifespan because of me, I had brought the sacred relic to fill the moment he spent that lifespan, so it worked out in the end.
I suppose it was fortunate that we had managed to salvage what could have been a dire situation.
However, there was still a part that couldnât be explained, so I cautiously asked Lucy.
âSo, what about what you said earlier about Yoon Si-woo dyingâ¦?â
ââ¦Itâs a somewhat contradictory statement, but the power you filled him with is the problem.â
After a brief pause, Lucy replied to my question.@@novelbin@@
With both Sylvia and me unable to comprehend it, we stared in confusion.
What could possibly be the problem with the power we filled him with to save him?
Noticing our perplexed expressions, Lucy began to explain.
âWell, lifespanâsomewhere itâs called innate capacity or another nameâbut itâs something that normally canât be refilled through normal means once itâs spent. I previously compared lifespan to water in a cup, but of course, lifespan isnât like water. The fact that it could be refilled is already a miracle.â
As we nodded our heads, Lucy continued her explanation.
âThe problem is that the power you inserted instead of lifespan isnât exactly the same. You could say you poured different contents into the vessel instead of the original water. And rather peculiarly, a very unique type of liquid.â
Lucy then turned to us, continuing her explanation.
âThe force you put in instead of lifespan seems to be one that is antagonistic to magic, right?â
âAhâ¦â
At Lucyâs question, Sylvia let out a soft sound.
Indeed, Sylviaâs ability was antagonistic to magic.
It dawned on us that this was bound to create some problems.
In the sudden silence that fell over us, Lucyâs voice returned quietly.
âEven in the current state, Si-woo should still be able to use my power. However, if he continues to use it for an extended period, itâs only natural that his body will be affected. Then a situation will arise where he must use the ability to heal his body. But that healing relies on the power of lifespan.â
ââ¦.â
âHere lies the problem. If he tries to heal a body thatâs been thrown into chaos by magic and uses that power, which is antagonistic to magic, what do you think will happen?â
I recalled the incident from yesterday when Sylvia had used her powers to purify the sacred relic that had been tainted with magic.
At that time, I could still remember Sylvia trembling as the sacred relic resisted her ability.
âIt wonât work. If we keep going like this, itâs bound to break.â
The recollection continued.
I thought of Yoon Si-woo, who ended up in a disastrous state after forcing himself to use the witchâs power, filled with magic.
And what if he tried to use the ability to recover from that, only to end up shattered�
Ughâ
I barely managed to suppress the wave of nausea that rose from that horrific imagination and looked at Yoon Si-woo.
No, noâ¦
I couldnât let that happen to Yoon Si-woo.
That thought made me shout out.
âI-If he doesnât use the witchâs power, then itâs fine, right?! That should workâ¦!â
âThatâs exactly what I was trying to say.â
Lucy replied with that, then advised Yoon Si-woo.
âSi-woo, as I said, if you want to live, you should refrain from borrowing my power. Well, given your tendency to mistreat your body, I donât expect you to heed my words⦠but now that others know, there might be someone to stop you even if Iâm not around.â
âLucy, you⦠youâve been saying this from the startâ¦â
Yoon Si-woo muttered as if taken aback by Lucyâs words.
But I immediately grew anxious at his lack of a clear answer.
Whyâ¦? Why wouldnât he say he wouldnât use it right awayâ¦?
As the thought of Yoon Si-woo being shattered and unable to respond came rushing back, I quickly grabbed both his shoulders and asked.
âYoon Si-woo⦠you wonât use it, right? You know your lifeâs at stakeâ¦!â
ââ¦â¦â
There was no answer.
I felt my insides heating up as I yelled out in frustration.
âHey!! Why arenât you answering! Promise, promise me! Promise that you wonât use it, like before!â
I released his shoulders and grabbed Yoon Si-wooâs right hand.
I clung to him, pleading for him to promise, trying to link my pinky to his.
I felt like I would go mad if I didnât do this, out of anxiety.
If only he would say he promised, I could relax.
Yoon Si-woo hates lies.
Thatâs why a promise made with Yoon Si-woo would be one I could trust.
So all I wanted was to hear that one word of promise.
ââ¦Sorry, Scarlet. I donât think I can promise that.â
But instead of a promise, Yoon Si-woo said that while smiling apologetically, grabbing my struggling hand with his other.
I stared blankly at Yoon Si-wooâs face in shock and asked,
âWhy⦠whyâ¦?â
âI wonât use it if possible, but still, if the moment comes when I must borrow it, I will.â
âBut⦠youâre going to dieâ¦â
âI know. But if itâs to protect something more precious than my life, I believe Iâll have to fight.â
Yoon Si-wooâs words made me feel betrayed.
He had just promised not to leave me behind.
I had been relieved because he had agreed, but now he was saying heâd be fine dyingâ¦
I turned to Yoon Si-woo, my expression wounded by betrayal.
âYou promised earlier⦠that you wouldnât leave me behind⦠but now youâre saying itâs okay to dieâ¦?â
âAhâ¦â
Yoon Si-woo let out a bitter smile, as if he hadnât considered that.
âI suppose I canât take that backâ¦?â
ââ¦If you say youâre taking it back, then itâs a breakup. Even if you break the promise, Iâll consider it a breakup.â
âThat would be troublesome, haha⦠I donât want to be dumpedâ¦â
When he said something nonsensical, I shot him a serious glare as he laughed sheepishly.
I felt that it would be impossible to change his mind, but I still pleaded one last time.
ââ¦Just promise you wonât use it?â
ââ¦I donât want to lie. Not to you, my friend Scarlet.â
âNo matter what it takesâ¦?â
As I wondered how I could turn Yoon Si-wooâs heart around, he asked me.
âIf you were in my place, could you promise not to use it?â
If I were Yoon Si-wooâ¦
I couldnât help but close my mouth at that question.
Of course, I couldnât.
I could have responded and said I could do it even if it was a lie, but what would be the point of saying it to someone who wouldnât accept a lie?
Moreover, after hearing him say he didnât want to lie to me, I wouldnât want to do so either.
So, as I sat quietly without a reply, Yoon Si-woo smiled as if he expected this.
Seeing that infuriating smile, I stood up and shouted.
ââ¦Fine, Iâll just take care of everything, so you donât have to fight!â
I pouted, feeling slighted by Yoon Si-woo not saying a single promise, and was about to walk away when I turned around just before exiting.
ââ¦But still, keep the promise you made earlier, okay? If you donât, I really will consider it a breakup.â
To that, Yoon Si-woo replied.
âHmm, Iâll try my best to keep that promise.â
â¦Truly, he was an infuriating guy to the end.