Tyler's POV
My eyes land on Ally. She's busy dancing with a bunch of people. God she looks hot. The bathing suit she's wearing underneath that cardigan is surely doing her justice. I'm glad that she got up from where she was sitting the past hour and decided to enjoy herself - without me. At least it looks like she's having fun- wait, is that Zac she's with?
" Mother fucker." I whisper under my breath, not sure if anyone heard me.
My hand's grip tightens around the can in my hand but loosens as soon as her eyes land on me. Those beautiful ocean deep blue eyes. I wish I could just stop acting like a total douch for once in my life and go apologize to her. She deserves to know why I've been acting out like this.
" Tyler?" I hear my name being called.
I look over at the few guys I've met this evening. They're not bad people but I don't think I would last long with them. At least they keep my mind of Allison.
" Who are you cussing out?" Parker laughs as he playfully bumps my shoulder.
" Nothing. Just this beer doesn't taste right." I quickly make up an excuse.
" Well then go get another drink. That's the main reason why I put up a table full of drinks." Damon states, the host of this bonfire.
I nod in agreement although there is nothing wrong with my beer. Maybe I just need something stronger.
When my eyes land on the said table I notice that Allison is standing there with a few other people. They all have shot glasses in their hands. I watch as she smoothly tilts her head back and allows the liquid to run down her throat. She says something to Trish that makes both of them laugh before Trish starts pouring her another shot.
I just hope she doesn't do anything stupid tonight.
" I'll just stick to the beer." I announce before taking another sip from the can.
I get a few weird looks but I quickly brush it off and start making conversation with the people around me.
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" Dude it's almost midnight. If you want to sort shit out with your girl then you better do it now." Parker announces a little while later.
" Don't you have your own girl to worry about?" I snap back.
I watch as he averts his gaze away from us. I follow it and my eyes land on Emily who is passed out on a chair with a bunch of blankets covering her. Shouldn't he put her in bed or something?
" I'll waker her up in a few. It's best if I just leave her like that for a while before trying to get her up." Parker answers my question before I could even ask so.
I nod in agreement.
" Go sort shit out with her. Now." Parker states again before slightly pushing me on the shoulder.
Maybe he's right. What's the point of going into the New Year this upset with each other when she doesn't even know that I'm not upset with her? Over these last few days my moodiness led us into having a big argument that could have easily been avoided if I could just open up to her.
I love her. I don't want to lose her.
" Okay I can do this." I say giving myself a little pep talk while taking the last gulp from the can.
My eyes start to search for her. Of course she's on the dance floor again. She hasn't left since she took those few shots, only to get another drink. How is she dancing that good with a drink in her hand? A light smile starts to reach my face but quickly disappears when Zac appears next to her. What the hell is he doing there again? I watch as he focuses on keeping his figure straight. Is he drunk? Before I can question his weird behavior any further I watch their lips lock.
Time freezes as my eyes are focused on their lips glued to each other. I can feel the heat building up inside of me from what I'm seeing in front of me. Is she fucking serious? After all the times she tried to reassure me that they are just friends she goes and fucking kisses him? From the first time I fought him at the bonfire to when he slept over at her place and to when I saw the two of them all cuddled up in his bedroom I knew he was trouble.
And I wasn't wrong.
" Tyler calm down." I hear Parker's faded voice.
He's seriously telling me to calm down?
I'm witnessing the girl I love with her tongue down another guy's throat.
And I need to calm down?
" Tyler -" Parker says again but I manage to leave before he can finish his sentence.
I never thought that the phrase seeing red was so accurate until now. I swear everything I see is red. I need to do something to calm down. Maybe punch Zac again? That won't do me any justice because Allison still kissed him and didn't push away. Fuck. What is this feeling inside my heart? Why is it pulling like that? I need to focus my attention on something else before I seriously injure a few people.
My eyes land on something red. The red I know would help me forget about what's happening now. Red lips. Gabby's red lips.
Ty this isn't a good idea-
I storm towards her and in a matter of seconds I have my hands on her hips and my lips on her mouth. She freezes for a few seconds before giving into the kiss and kissing me back.
Why am I not even surprised?
She probably doesn't even know who she is kissing.
Her kisses are sloppy and she uses way too much tongue for my liking. She forces my one hand to grab her butt cheek and the other arm to pull her closer. She was already close enough as is but that isn't good enough for her.
I don't focus on Gabby at all as images of Allison kissing Zac comes flooding back to me. The hurt I'm feeling quickly turns into rage which ends up in me grabbing Gabby a little more harder than I already was. It results in Gabby making a loud moan which probably could be heard from a few miles away. Stupid hormonal girl.
Once I've had enough I finally unlock my lips from her and push back. That was one of the worst kisses I've ever had.
My mind gets taken off the sloppy kiss when I hear bottles clashing together and a few breaking in the process. When I look over at the table that holds all the alcohol my eyes land on Allison. She's busy trying to pick the fallen bottles up and keep them up but she can't seem to do so as they keep losing their balance and falling back down. From where I'm standing I can see her whole body shaking.
Did she see me kissing Gabby?
My question is answered when she suddenly looks back up and her eyes lock with mine.
The hurt in her facial expression gives me the answer I was searching for.
She did see Gabby and I kiss.
Fuck.
I didn't want her to see us kiss. Or maybe I did. I don't know. All I know is that I'm pissed about her and Zac and that I'm not thinking clearly at the moment.
I watch as Kylie tries to talk to her. Her eyes shift around her surroundings as she notices all the eyes on her. She closes her eyes and opens it again. Kylie tries to talk to her again but she starts to back away.
" I said leave me alone!" I hear her yell as she keeps on backing away.
The hurt in her voice breaks my heart into a million pieces.
I fucked up.
She whispers another thing that I can't seem to make out. Her eyes land on me again resulting in me gulping. I can see her starting to lose hope but before I could say or do anything she turns around and runs away.
Allison never runs away from anything.
" You fucked up real bad." I hear Parker announce from where he is standing not too far away from me.
I nod my head before my feet thinks ahead of my mind and starts running after Allison.
" Ally!" I yell as I watch her run into the house.
She doesn't turn around to look at who is calling her name. Maybe she didn't hear me or she just doesn't want to hear me.
I too run into the house but Ally is ahead of me as I watch her grab what I assume is her car keys before disappearing out of the front door and slamming it shut behind her.
" Shit." I curse as I realize what she's about to do.
She can't drive in the state she's in now. Heck she could barley walk without bumping into something.
I quickly swing open the front door to see her now sitting in the driver's seat. Her eyes land on mine. God she looks so broken. What the hell have I done to this girl?
I'm about to step outside but the starting of an engine keeps me in my place. Before I can stop her she's already out of my sight.
I move back into the house in search of my keys. It's at times like these when I wish I could just hang my car keys where the key stand is in stead of just throwing them on the counter. Now I can't seem to find them.
Of course.
" Fuck!" I curse as my hands grip my hair in frustration.
The longer I keep standing here looking for something that clearly doesn't want to be found the more danger Ally could be in.
I run back to where the key stand is and grab the only set of keys that is hanging. It's Zac's car keys. I don't care how he feels about me taking his car. It's the least he can do. Running outside I point the remote to Zac's car and press the unlock button. The car's lights flicker and in a matter of a few seconds I'm speeding out of the driveway and in the direction she left.
I try calling her but she doesn't answer. My gut feeling is screaming that something is wrong. Very wrong.
I drive up and down for what feels like hours. I don't know this town at all so I can't exactly think of where a girl would go when she's in that state of mind. I searched every parking lot and even went inside some stores that were still open with the thought that her car could have broken down and she could have walked till the nearest store. I even stopped at the only pub I could find but her car was no where in sight.
" Dammit Ally!" I yell out in frustration.
I look down at the time on my phone.
01:20am.
Happy new year to me.
I never got to give her a new years kiss.
I start making my way back to the house so that I can try and drive a different root. I'm not stopping until I find her. What stops me on the way over to the house is the sound of sirens. Before even questioning I see an ambulance zoom past me in the direction I'm heading.
Please don't tell me it's what I think it is.
I press hard on the gas so that I can be in following distance of the ambulance. I can only focus on the lights from the ambulance as everything else seems to fade away. I only notice my surroundings when the ambulance comes to a stop.
I slow down and look at the sight in front of me.
It's a car accident.
One of the cars is Allison's.
" Oh God." I say in a panic as I basically rip off the door and run over to the scene.
There are a few onlookers surrounding the scene and I have to push through them to get to the front.
I notice a women crying in the arms of a police officer. Only then do I see the two police vehicles near the scene. My eyes start to search for Allison but I can't find her.
I try and step closer but another police officer steps into my view, blocking me from the scene.
" Sir. You need to back away." the officer demands.
" Where's A-Ally? T-the girl in the other car. Where is she?!" I cry out as I struggle against the police officer's hold.
" Sir -" he can't finish his sentence as I manage to push him out of the way. Not thinking twice about it I run past him and over to where two paramedics are slouched down next to a body.
My whole body freezes as I make out who the bloodied body belongs to.
" Ally." her name barley manages to leave my lips.
It's as if seeing her now makes my eyes open. She was in a car accident. An accident that could have been avoided if I didn't fucking kiss Gabby. An accident that would have never happened if I just hung my keys where they were supposed to be.
" I can't find a pulse." one of the paramedics says in worry.
My heart sinks deeper into my stomach.
Why can't I move? I feel so helpless right now.
" I found it!" the same paramedic says while the other paramedic is doing a set of chest compressions and then moving on to hold a bag walve mask over her face while squeezing it so that it can hopefully help Ally breath again.
The paramedic who is holding the bag walve mask continues on pushing more air into Ally's lungs while the other paramedic runs back to the ambulance and comes back with a jump bag over her shoulder and a spinal board under her arm.
I watch as they lift her up into the spinal board and start to tie the belts around her. I get the ability to move again as I rush over to where they are now lifting her up and placing her into the ambulance.
" Ally - Allison -" I call out her name, startling the paramedics as my hand clings onto hers. I don't get a response as one of the paramedics tries to push me away. The police officer from before also appears again as he too tries to pull me back from the girl I broke.
" She's my girlfriend. Please you have got to let me be with her." I beg the paramedics and the police officer.
They look at each other before one of the paramedics nods in understanding. While the one paramedic climbs into the driver's seat the other one allows me to sit next to Ally.
My heart breaks again as my eyes travel over her body.
She looks so broken.
This is all my fault.
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