Those three words answered all of the questions I had. Why I've been so clingy, why I want to jump his bones, Why I've been feeling that burning inside of me. I was knocked out of my thoughts when banging started to come from outside the door.
"W-what is that?" I asked feeling the burning growing inside of me. I squeezed Mal's waist with my legs. Oh God I feel like somebody's lighting my insides on fire.
"The unmated Wolves in my pack." He answered with a snarl.
"W-what do they want?" I asked through gritted teeth, and he growled.
"You." I craned my neck to the side to place a quick kiss on his lips.
"Jay remember that talk we had, and I explained to you what can happen?" She asked with her back still to me. I started to struggle in Mal's arms to get down, despite the burning.
"What are you doing?" He asked still not letting me get down.
"I-m gonna help you fight." I said getting down and as soon as I did I regretted it. The fire was way worse than before. I immediately climbed up Mal again and wrapped my legs around him.
"It hurts so much." I cried, he wrapped his arms around me,
"I know baby just hold on." He said rubbing my back. I soon heard a crack and all the boys were growling.
"Here they come." I heard Georgie say. Everyone growled and I wrapped my arms and legs tighter around Mal. The door was busted open and I could feel about 30 pairs of eyes on me.
"Get out!" Mal roared, they growled back in response; everyone growled at them.
"She's in heat, and if you come any closer to my mate or your Luna I'll kill you all." I heard him promise darkly, making me want him more. It was quiet before I heard their reluctant retreating footsteps.
"I'm about to take her to our room, we can finish this conversation when the heats over." He dismissed before carrying me out of the office.
We walked in the halls and I saw some of the unmated wolves staring at me, licking their lips. I put my head in Mal's shoulder, I forget what barbarians us wolves can be.
We finally got to our room but I didn't get down. No way am I gonna get down and have my insides burning. He locked the door behind us before going over to the bed.
"Angel you can get down now." he said, but I simply shook my head. He chuckled before laying us down on the bed. He laid on his back and I was still clinging onto his torso for dear life.
I guess our closeness just wasn't enough before I think the strongest wave of pain hit me like bus. I gripped his shirt before crying out.
"Ugh!" I yelled, he rubbed my back soothingly but I wanted more. I sat up straddling his waist and stared down at him. He looks so sexy right now, his eyes now pooling black, his pink lips, and that sexy soft brown hair.
I took my jacket off so I was left in my black bra and licked my lips. I knew my eyes mirrored his as they turned black, I leant down and kissed him; Entangling my fingers in his brown locks. He sat up so his back was against the headboard before he grabbed my thighs and pulled me closer.
He licked my bottom lip for entrance and I instantly accepted it. Soon our tongues were wrestling for dominance, he responded with a growl when I wouldn't give it to him. I laughed before I reluctantly let him take control, his hand went up to my ponytail and took it out, letting my golden curls fall freely. He glided his fingers from my scalp to the ends of my curls before pulling, exposing my neck.
He hummed as he trailed light kisses all over me. I moaned and started rocking my hips on his erection. He began to unclasp my bra leaving my breasts bare and exposed. He gripped them in his hands before he began sucking and kissing them, lightly nipping my sensitive nipples.
"Let's take this off," I said breaking away from the kiss. He growled but let me slide his shirt above his head, once it was off he immediately put his lips back on mine then flipped us over. He was on top with me under him, I pulled him closer using my legs. One of my hands pulled his face closer, and the other was trailing up and down on his 8-pack.
I could feel his rather large friend poking me and I had to bust out laughing.
"I see your little soldiers at attention."I said and he smirked cockily,
"He's far from little." He whispered seductively crashing his lips back on mine. I was nibbling on his bottom lip as he growled pleased.
I couldn't help but let my thoughts roam to how I'll feel after my heat passes.
Will I be upset that I gave myself to him?
The biggest one being: Am I going too fast? As time passes I'm starting to realize that there is no such thing as going too fast for us. Everything feels right and everywhere's a green light. I'm taking this.
I kissed him harder but he pulled back. I groaned at the lost contact,
"I want this as much as you do but I don't want to do this while you're in heat. You might be angry afterwards. I want you to be sure you want this."
I guess we were thinking the same thing.
"I thought it over and I'm ready. This isn't under heat Jadah speaking either. I trust you and I want this." I answered honestly.
He looked me in my eyes a few seconds longer before ravaging me again.
We kissed each other, intoxicated by our love for one another it felt sensational. We kept kissing until he began sliding down my pants all the way down my legs. His eyes never left mine as he did so arousing me more. I was only in my panties, and he was still sporting his pants, I unbuttoned his pants until he was only in his black Calvin Klein briefs, I noticed a huge bulge in his pants.
I bit my lip drinking in his perfect form, he pushed me down on the bed before crawling on top of me. He trailed kisses from my face to my chest, getting comfortable enough so he could slide his hands in my panties. My back arched against the bed as his fingers danced on my clit. I cried out allowing this foreign feeling to take over me. He kept going until something built up inside me and finally burst.
I moaned out gripping his back leaving red marks.
He removed my dripping underwear before pulling down his briefs. His large shaft sprang to life, I was impressed. He looked me in my eyes to which I responded with a nod letting him know I was ready.
He began pushing it in, my breathing hitched as he got further and further inside me. It was nothing like I've ever felt before but it felt so good. Grabbing my hand and entertaining our fingers he looked me in my eyes and began thrusting, moving back and forth. My eyes began to close from the pleasure I felt.
"Open your eyes princess." His husky voice commanded me and my eyes opened back up. His stare was even more intense I was melting under his gaze.
He began moving faster and faster, the faster he moved the more I cried out scratching and clawing his back with my one hand. I felt that sensation again, of something building up inside and his loans got louder signaling he felt it too. Pretty soon it burst again and we both felt it and cried out.
Sweat coated our bodies as he exhausted my collapsed on top of me. After a second he got up and pulled me up with him.
"Go pee." He slapped my behind, I jumped before rushing to the bathroom.
I relieved myself then went back out into the room to put on a t shirt and lay down in bed as I waited for Mal to do his business. I felt dazed. I was still buzzing from that intimate moment and I felt good. I blushed thinking about how loud I was.
Coming back out from the bathroom he put on some briefs before laying down next to me. He pulled me close and kissed my forehead. He then began to let one of his hands dance lightly over my skin as the other hand intimately rubbed my back soothingly. I felt so loved.
"I appreciate you making my first time as comfortable as possible. That was amazing." I smiled unashamedly revisiting the memories.
He pulled me closer laughing feeling smug,"It was wasn't it? You were amazing all that water down there!" He joked and I laughed loudly pushing his chest.
"Shut up." I couldn't erase the smile from my face.
We got quiet again before we eventually drifted off to sleep.
When I woke up Mal was still sleep with both of his arms around me. He looked so innocent with his hair all over his head. I noticed the heat wasn't unbearable, and has subsided to just a little pinch. I tried to gently roll Mal over but he clung tighter to me before opening his bright blue eyes. He gave me a lazy grin before yawning,
"Trying to leave me angel?" He asked hazily,
"Yeah, I need a shower." I snorted rolling my eyes,
"I just might join you." He said before getting off of me.
"Uh no you won't" I slowly got out of bed and felt very tingly between my legs with some slight soreness.
"Sore huh? Let me help you to the bathroom." He wrapped an arm around my waist supporting most of my weight as he helped me into the bathroom. He sat me on the toilet seat and padded over to the shower and turned it to an appropriate temperature.
He grabbed my hand and helped me step in. I went over to the water and put my head under it, letting it run all over me. I felt Mal come behind me before he wrapped his arms around my waist moving me to the side so he could also get under the water.
He looked at me through the water and smiled, I smiled back before taking some shampoo in my hands and lathering his hair in it. He groaned as he let my fingers work, he began reaching for the shampoo but I stopped him.
"I'm gonna co-wash so use conditioner." He nodded before taking some conditioner in his hands and working it through my hair. I turned the water on cold before pushing both of our heads under the water and letting the soap rinse out. We both shrieked before pulling back.
"It's so your hair stays healthy!" I shriller laughing as he shivered immediately turning the water back to warm.
He washed me and I washed him. We then brushed our teeth and continued to play in the water laughing loudly. When we were done he wrapped me in a towel before tying one around his waist, We headed out the door afterwards. I went to the closet, grabbed a black long sleeved shirt that pooled around me and stopped at my knees, and a pair of his briefs. Mal came in and pulled on a pair of briefs, sweatpants, and a shirt. I walked out the closet and headed to the door but he stopped me,
"Where are you going?" He asked grabbing my arm,
"Outside." I responded slowly, about to walk out again but he didn't let go,
"No you're not. You're still in heat." he said, and I rolled my eyes forgetting all about that.
"Are you hungry? If so I'll have someone bring you food. You can have Georgie in here but no males." He said sternly, I reluctantly nodded in acceptance. I don't want him to be right but he is and this is all for my safety.
I went back and sat on the end of the bed huffing setting my head in my hands,"What about training? I'm the trainer, and what about the meeting? I feel like I've been the biggest inconvenience since I've been here. I haven't been as hands on as I would like to be with this-our pack." I groaned throwing myself back on the bed.
He came over and sat next to me before dramatically falling back on the bed like I did. I let a smile slip pass. Looking at me he said,"Your family can do the training, you forget your dad, Martin, and Levi trained you before you got this good. As for the meeting we'll finish it when your heat has passed. I'll still check in with your dad just so I'm not completely clueless especially about matters as serious as this but I will fill you in and tell him to leave some details so you can be there when they're discussed." He made me feel ten times better.
"You also forget that you aren't alone in this, you don't have to do everything by yourself. That's what we're here for. Let some of that pressure raise off of your shoulders." He nudged my shoulder making me smile."Okay?" I nodded my head eagerly turning to face him, I pecked his nose before pulling him into a hug.
What would I do without my family?
I turned back over looking at the ceiling before blurting,"I'm hungry."
"I'll have someone bring up something." He replied before he went quiet. I know he's mind linking someone for me so I decided to mind link Georgie,
"Georgie?"
"Hey Jay, good to see you're okay." She said,
"I'm stuck in my room and I'm bored. Wanna hang with me?" I asked,
"You're still in heat and Lucas won't let me out either. We're both stuck." She pouted I huffed out loud,
"Foods here." I heard Mal say,
"Okay Georgie I gotta go. Love you and when he lets you out you better come see me." I threatened making her laughed,
"Okay Jay love you too." She said before she closed our link.
I sat up from the edge of the bed and turned to Mal who had a plate of pizza in his hand. I grabbed the pizza and immediately started eating. Oh how I love pizza. I continued eating my pizza until I was done and he handed me a water bottle to wash it down with. I gratefully took it and bumped it down.
"Come on Jadah." I looked up and saw Mal at the door. I closed the water bottle before setting it on the bed,
"We're going outside?" I asked with hopeful eyes,
"No." My face dropped. I really needed some fresh air,
"I have paper work to fill out and packs to call, you can accompany me so you can get out of this room." He offered trying to cheer me up,
I grinned before getting off the bed and taking his hand. He lead me out the room and to his office. We passed people on our way some of the men's eyes turned black while the others merely glanced at me before continuing what they were doing. We kept walking until we were in front of his big office doors, he pushed them open, I entered taking a seat on a leather couch near his desk before plopping down, crossing my legs cross and facing the window. I wanted to feel the breeze more so I opened his large window and let in some air. I instantly felt better. He walked over to his desk before sitting in his leather chair and looking at me. I could feel his piercing gaze on me as I stared out of the window.
He began working on his paper work occasionally stopping to look at me. His happiness emanated through our bond. I was pretty happy myself feeling the cool wind blow on my face and through my hair. I couldn't help but look down worriedly at the scattered pack members as they ran freely around the backyard. Turning to face Mal I went over and sat next to him. He gave me his full attention waiting for me to speak,
"I know I'm in heat but I worry about the pack, I just want to make they're ready to defend themselves against rogues. I feel so naturally compelled to protect the pack." I confessed he sat back in his chair nodding,
"You feel like that because you're Luna. That's what she does, protect, and care for the pack. I know you want to train them and help out but you have at least one more day until your heat is over." He said and I nodded.
He continued his work making phone calls here and there, occasionally giving me kisses, and entertaining me at the same time. Eventually hours passed by and I was getting tired. I closed my eyes.
When I awake I was in bed, I reached for him but I felt an empty cold space near me. He's been gone for a minute. I sat up hearing loud voices yelling downstairs. I recognized some as Malachi's and my families but there were some vaguely familiar voices in the mix too.
I got up, my bones popping in the process before I stretched my arms high above my head. I walked over to the door and walked out heading downstairs. I squinted my eyes as they adjusted to the bright lights before I heard a gasp. I rubbed my eyes before walking further into the front room.
"Dad what's with all the yelling?" I asked somewhat annoyed.
"Jadah?" I heard a deep voice say before my brown eyes looked up. You will never believe who I saw.